Things from the past

Zhang Nianxin's outstretched arm was empty, and he felt bad at the moment.

Shao Yijia took her home to see Li Yunqi once, that time his mother was very enthusiastic, fried a lot of vegetables, not big but tidy house, Shao Yijia's room has two large bookshelves, densely inserted with a lot of books, Shao Yijia told her that most of them are left by their parents.

She liked the feeling of being a book, and when she opened a book, she could smell the aroma of the pages of the past books and papers, and now the books were gone.

While she was still thinking about this, Li Yunqi took her outside the school gate and asked her, "Is there any place to sit down and talk?" Da"

She was honestly afraid, took Li Yunqi to a café at the school gate, sat down and asked Li Yunqi: "Auntie, let me call Yijia to come over, his teacher told him to go out for something today, he may have to wait a little longer." Auntie, what do you drink? I'll go for it. ”

Li Yunqi raised her eyes to look at Zhang Nianxin opposite, there was a chilling aura in her eyes, and said, "Miss Zhang, don't call Yijia, I have something to tell you, don't alarm him." ”

Zhang Nianxin still didn't know what was going on, looked at Li Yunqi, nodded and said, "Auntie, what's the matter?" ”

She didn't expect what happened at that time, she just thought that Shao Yijia's mother was coming to school, and she was naively afraid, afraid that she was not good enough, and that Shao Yijia's mother had a bad impression of her, otherwise why was she always calm?

Now I feel that I am really stupid, how can I not see such obvious things, how can I not understand them......

Time passed, when she began to look at people's faces, that person was no longer there, which was right and wrong, she didn't want to judge, she later understood that everyone has their own perspective and opinion, and sometimes it is bitter, so only they are loyal to their own choice, make a decision, choose their own path, and the back is bitter or sweet, and they can only bear it.

***

It was a dinner party behind the summit, staggered, full of high society style, Du Xue was picked up by Zhang Dongyuan, the driver in front, the business car, when he drove in, there were countless flashing lights on both sides of the slam shot, Du Xue was startled when she saw this kind of battle in the car, Zhang Dongyuan shook her hand: "Get out of the car later, wait for me to help you." ”

Otherwise, she probably won't even be able to walk, and she won't know how to get down.

Du Xue did it step by step, and regretted very much that she was here, but fortunately, the reporter in the place where she got off the car was not as fierce as outside, just smile when the flash flashed, Zhang Dongyuan pulled her inside, Du Xue said: "I knew that I wouldn't eat in the morning, noon and evening, so I would lose weight." ”

Walking inside, greeting them one by one, Du Xue felt uncomfortable, and asked Zhang Dongyuan in a low voice when she turned sideways: "Your female companion is an ex-wife, it will be strange, right?" I always felt like everyone was staring at me, scared. ”

Zhang Dongyuan smiled, looked at another pair of people not far away, and said to Du Xue, "Do you see the people over there?" The female companion is the pair in the white dress. ”

Du Xue looked over, there was a woman, her hair was all climbing on the back of her head, she didn't know how to do the hairstyle, quite some of Audrey O'Hepburn's classic style, revealing a slender neck, a small white dress with a large pearl necklace, both luxurious and elegant, the man in her hand Du Xue had seen it in a financial magazine, and couldn't help but whisper: "Gu Tingye!" Oh, my God! I saw him! He used to come to our university to give a speech, I didn't go for something, Guo Wenwen wenwen, came back and said that I really missed the best handsome guy, he is really more handsome than the magazine! ”

When a financial magazine meets this rare top handsome guy, it will leave a lot of space, Du Xue's family is a well-ordered magazine, one by one, she can often turn it over, I didn't expect to suddenly meet a real person, I was very excited, holding Zhang Dongyuan's hand tightly, and whispered but excited: "It's really him!" How could he come! Isn't he from S City? ”

Zhang Dongyuan saw that Du Xue's eyes were about to become peach-heart-shaped, so he remained silent, grabbed her, and asked slowly: "Do you want to go over and say hello?" ”

Du Xue nodded again and again: "Okay, good!" I'm going! It would be nice to be able to sign for me, but unfortunately there is no pen and paper......"

Zhang Dongyuan looked at her from afar, and hugged her waist tightly: "Don't think about it." ”

Du Xue heard the faint threat in his voice, and when she saw his calm face, she said coquettishly: "He's an idol, it's different, I'm so excited, I'm so handsome, I heard that there was a lot of trouble at home before, and I was purely concerned." ”

Zhang Dongyuan still didn't speak, just looked at Du Xue, as if to see how much truth there was in what she said.

Du Xue was thinking about the handsome guy Gu Tingye, a legendary figure he had heard about since he was in college, because he was in the south, so he heard some of his gossip later, and after tens of millions of years, the more mysterious he was, the more he felt that this man was legendary, and of course he was interested when he saw it.

The two of them were at a stalemate here, and someone suddenly greeted them: "Mr. Zhang." ”

Zhang Dongyuan turned around, Du Xue looked behind Zhang Dongyuan, saw Gu Tingye didn't know when he came over, looked at Zhang Dongyuan, and seemed to be quite familiar: "The cooperation case between Gu and Wan Feng, there will be a little rumor in the media tonight, and we will find time to determine the specific details." ”

Du Xue looked at Gu Tingye, it was the first time she saw Gu Tingye's real person so closely, it was a little more realistic than the one taken in the magazine, there was no lighting and no makeup, but she clearly felt Gu Tingye's indescribable elegant temperament, and her eyebrows and eyes were all gentle, not as blunt as in the magazine.

There was a woman standing next to Gu Tingye, who was extremely elegant, with a smile on the corner of her lips, slightly hooked, and a pair of eyes reflecting the light of the room.

Gu Tingye introduced the person and pointed to the woman next to him: "Neizi Xijia." ”

Zhang Dongyuan also introduced Du Xue and said, "Wei Xue." ”

Outside, she always introduces the surname Wei.

Speaking of this, Du Xue realized that something was wrong, she paid little attention to these things, but she also vaguely remembered that there was a map on the gossip of a wealthy family, Gu Xijia was a daughter who everyone knew and everyone knew, if she remembered correctly, it should be Gu Tingye's niece, how could she become an inner child?

Gu Xijia smiled at Du Xue: "Hello." ”

When you laugh, you feel gentle and playful, and it's easy to get close to.

But the niece...... Could it be that she is mistaken?

Gu Tingye and Zhang Dongyuan said a few more words, looked at each other and smiled, it was regarded as satisfaction with the cooperation case, Zhang Dongyuan took Du Xue to the dining area to get some food, Du Xue still couldn't come back to his senses, and said for a long time: "It turns out that you contacted him before!" Then he asked, "Is his wife also surnamed Gu?" Or am I mistaken? How do I remember that there is a celebrity named Gu Xijia, who is Gu Tingye's niece! Or homophones. ”

Zhang Dong looked at her from afar and didn't answer, Du Xue knew that she was dissatisfied with her state just now, and coaxed again: "I was wrong, I was wrong, I was just curious, what the hell is going on?" ”

"It's Gu Xijia That's right, the two are not related by blood, so they got married later." Zhang Dongyuan took a glass of champagne, took a sip, and said slowly.

Du Xue felt incredible, she didn't believe it! How is that possible? Uncle and niece, after finding out that they are not related by blood, are together, so how much attention do they have to bear? How much gossip?

Gu Xijia, who was not far away, held Gu Tingye's arm, such an intimate look, the eyes of the people around him were also envious, no one was surprised and despised, Gu Xijia's straight spine and that kind of natural noble elegance made everyone look sideways.

It is the elegance stacked up in the small wealth, and others can't learn it.

***

The door closed, the kiss came overwhelmingly, Zhang Nianxin was pushed heavily on the wall, he was not light at all, the kiss was also cruel with punishment, it seemed to be revenge for her concealment, extraordinarily violent, she was sore with the clasp of her shoulder, her lips and tongue were blocked, his crazy kiss, deep kissing, the smell of blood in his mouth diffused, I don't know whose it was.

I only know that it hurts, but there is release in this pain.

He separated a little, and before she was about to suffocate, he gasped roughly, his body was hot, looked into her eyes, and asked, "Is there anything else to hide from me?" ”

There was no light in the room, only a slight light outside the window, and her eyes shone slightly in the dark night, like black gems, and she said, "It's gone." ”

The voice is aggrieved.

Small, aggrieved.

He pressed over, kissed her cheek and chin, and suddenly bit down on her chin, not light or heavy, but she shrank in pain, and he asked, "Will there be anything to hide from me in the future?" ”

She was in pain and said, "No." ”

His kiss just squirted, a series of broken kisses on her cheeks, earlobes, and neck, but it was still heavy, it seemed that he couldn't control his strength, it was like he was going to crush her completely, he wanted to completely crush her and rub her in his body before he could stop, and it seemed like he was going to devour her into his stomach!

went to the cemetery in the afternoon, Shao Yijia took Zhang Nianxin over, Zhang Nianxin was unwilling, and finally went.

Rows of tombstones, black, white, under a small pine and cypress, Shao Yijia looked at the name and photo on the tombstone, and whispered: "Mom, I came to see you with my heart, I want to be with her, this time I won't let go, and no one will put pressure on us." ”

Zhang Nianxin looked at the photos on the tombstone, Li Yunqi died of cancer and died shortly after Shao Yijia graduated, she was afraid to come here, afraid that Li Yunqi would ask her, why didn't she count what she had promised.

I promised to leave Shao Yijia, why is I coming back now?

I'm also afraid to know what my father did back then.

In fact, she can imagine how much it is nothing more than to put pressure, with her father's usual way of doing things, she should have never gone to Li Yunqi in person at all, just sent someone to deal with it, gave money or something, she knew how many ways her father could humiliate Li Yunqi couldn't bear it, and she also knew very well that her father had always been ruthless.

So she didn't want to come......

……

Shao Yijia can also imagine it, it's too easy, isn't it? Zhang Nianxin's father put pressure on his mother, and his mother asked Zhang Nianxin to leave, the only one who didn't know was him, everyone was in the name of love, he could understand, but he was really hurt.

Thinking of this, the hand pinched couldn't help but be heavy, pinched the softness of her chest, she almost trembled, snorted in a low voice, he didn't understand the hatred, really didn't understand the hatred, and lowered his head to suck on her neck, she also suffered, he was still not satisfied, and bit her shoulder.

She stretched out her hand to push him in pain, and he said in a deep voice: "Will it be like this in the future?" Hide everything from me and lie to me! Don't tell me anything! Zhang Nianxin, you like to hide it! You just like to be alone, you think it's great, don't you? You think you can save the world alone, don't you? ”

When she left, she was obviously wronged, but she stubbornly broke up with him, and took on the role of that money worshipper, which made him hate him for five years! When she came back, it was obvious that her marriage was broken and she was going to divorce, but she still told him: But I can't get a divorce, do you understand?

She is a natural acting master, she hides everything, when what is he?

If he hadn't flipped through the pages and found the check, he wouldn't have known anything about it until now! She even hid it! I don't think it matters!

"No, I won't be able to do it again......" she almost cried in pieces.

When he heard her whimper, he looked up violently and put his lips around her, not allowing her to cry!

Forbid! He wanted to tear her off and put her in the belly, and he didn't allow her to cry! Her tears fell, wet and sticking to her cheeks, and his heart softened.

Releasing a little, she spoke intermittently: "I don't want to, I don't want to...... I'm more uncomfortable, I'm uncomfortable......"

"Zhang Nianxin, you chose it, you all said it was for me, but no one asked me! You leave me, you say you're even more uncomfortable, Zhang Nianxin, if I'm a little better than you in the past five years, I'll jump off the stairs right now! I can't forget it for five years, and all I thought of every night for five years was you, five years! Exactly five years! Zhang Nianxin, you never thought about me! Never! ”

She sobbed and cried, knowing what kind of life he had.

Because she is like that, exactly the same, the walking dead, there is no joy in life, according to the plan, she flies everywhere every day to buy things, he is probably a lawsuit, she can think of Shao Yijia in any free time, she will think about it when she is on a plane, she will think about it when she walks on the road, and she will think about it when she falls asleep...... can only make himself busier and busier, even when he is drunk, he will think of his eyes as bright as starlight.

This is torture, real torture......

He was angry, leaned down, bit on her chest through the clothes, reached behind his back to pull open the clip of her underwear, and pushed it up, not caring about anything, biting the softness of her chest, she hurt, low muffled, with indescribable pleasure.

He is gentle on weekdays, treating her like a treasure, like a jewel, but today he is crazy.

The clothes were pushed up, his tie hung on the shoe cabinet, he pulled it down as soon as he reached out, strangled her wrist, she panicked, his kiss had come down, regardless of it, sucking the kiss on her lower abdomen, chest, she felt that it must be bruised, it must be, every time it hurts, there are indescribable ripples.

The skirt was ripped off and draped down to her ankles, and he rolled over her, her hands still tied behind her, and he grabbed her waist with both hands, and slammed into it......

Dry and painful, she wanted to escape, his hands were stuck tighter, she had never been treated like this, crazy in and out, unable to escape, behind her hands were strangled a tendon, obviously painful, but soon unable to bear it, gritted her teeth, made a little "hmm" sound, and her body surged and poured down.

He didn't let go at all, and while he was holding on, he reached out and rubbed the place in front of her chest, his lips and tongue raged on her back, pecking and licking and sucking made her crazy, she couldn't help it, and screamed.

With a sound, one of his hands suddenly let go of the softness on her chest, and went down the snake's chest and abdomen, deep into her lower body.

At the same time, she continued to hit hard, she was astringent and painful, his fingertips suddenly sank in, and quickly pressed on the most vulnerable place in front of her, the gap was full of viscous liquid, and his fingertips quickly flicked back and forth.

All the pain dissipated, or rather, he couldn't take care of it, his lips fell on her large white and tender back, she was almost crazy, she wanted to run away, he was imprisoned.

She couldn't hold on to this position.

Pouring down, he is also not loose, the top is hard, and the fingertips are getting heavier and heavier.

I don't know how many times it was, she was so tired that she collapsed, so tired that she couldn't stand it anymore, she screamed mentally, and her voice was high with a broken voice: "Don't, no, don't ......"

Hearing her voice, he just slammed harder.

Her eyes were so dark that she couldn't stand anymore, and she slid down, his hand grabbed her waist and continued.

It's just like this, the clouds, she is soft, she can't stand it, he doesn't listen to her exclamation, and can't help but beg: "Please, don't, please......"

He heard her small cat-like sound in the dark night, and he only wanted to punish her more abusively, to punish her for concealment, to punish him for the pain of the past five years.

***

Love may be like this, Du Xue thought.

Whether it is her and Zhang Dongyuan, or Gu Tingye and Gu Xijia, or Zhang Yanbin and Guo Wenwen, or Zhang Nianxin and Shao Yijia, all the people who really love are probably like this, probably like this.

No matter how much pressure there is, how much suspicion there is, two people are like the positive and negative poles of two magnets, which must always be stuck together.

Looking at each other, there is endless attraction, if there is no participation in life, how bleak would it be?

She looks back now, if she misses Zhang Dongyuan, she will feel afraid, scared, scared to the bones, no one is by her side in the middle of the night, she can't touch that person when she reaches out, how terrible it should be, how terrible it should be if no one grabs the bathroom with her when she gets up in the morning and rushes to brush her teeth......

She couldn't even think about it.

Zhang Dongyuan was still inside, met a few friends, and while talking, she said hello and came out to breathe on the terrace, thinking of the pair of Gu Tingye and Gu Xijia, it was really not easy, it was not easy.

On the edge of the corridor of the garden on the first floor, there was a sound of rustling, she couldn't help but look over, it stands to reason that it is the garden on the first floor, and the guests are here on the second floor at the moment, and there should be no one on the first floor.

The shadow of the tree slanted horizontally, revealing a white dress.

"Come in quickly, I'll just walk around alone." A woman's voice came, small, delicate and pleasant.

Then it was a man's voice, low and good: "There are no more people in it who need to know more, and it is more important for me to be with you." ”

There was a wind blowing, and the small tree next to her was a little crooked, Du Xue saw Gu Xijia's face, under the hazy moonlight, delicate and beautiful like a painting, Gu Tingye kissed her lips, at first it was a pecking kiss, and then it became lingering and passionate.

Du Xue hesitated whether she should peek here, and always felt that it was not so appropriate.

Gu Xijia glanced over at the bottom, saw Du Xue above, and was suddenly embarrassed, and hurriedly pushed Gu Tingye, as if he had said something, Gu Tingye also looked over.