645. 648 On the end - the heartstrings are broken

"Only love-only love-only love-the most sorry person for the queen mother is you-only love, the queen mother is sorry for you-"

The queen cried and walked forward, as if only love was in front of her, waiting for her belated apology.

"The queen mother loves your father and the emperor too much, so much so that she doesn't allow any woman to get his favor, and she doesn't allow him to look at any woman more, but the queen mother is really useless - on being smarter than Concubine An, on fox charm is not as good as Concubine Hui, on patience is not as good as Concubine Jin, the only thing that the mother is better than them is to give birth to you and Jian'er, it's a pity, the queen mother is wrong, it's a big mistake, the queen mother is actually to compete for favor and take you as a sacrifice, the queen mother has always been someone else's fault, in fact, all the mistakes are the queen mother's wrong, it's the mother's mistake, Even if the queen mother can't compete with other concubines, the queen mother shouldn't use you, and she shouldn't hurt Jian'er's heart.

The queen mother only now understands that it is too late-completely late-the queen mother is wrong--really wrong-you sue the queen mother, what must the queen mother do to get your forgiveness-"

The queen stepped forward, her toes close to the edge of the steps.

She stretched out her arms and waited for love.

The man who waited for her all her life, waiting for her son who didn't know whether he was alive or dead.

"Your Majesty, compared to other concubines competing for favor only for status, but I really love you, this life, falling in love with the emperor is my biggest mistake, I have exhausted my efforts in this life to try my best to please the emperor and gain the emperor's favor, now I am tired, I also know my mistakes. It's just that your majesty is not wrong? Your wayward joke that day left me by your side, and I have been by your side all my life - but there are very few times when you are willing to look at me, I have been waiting for you all my life to have a gentle look like the man in the painting, but this kind of look of yours may be given to any concubine, but not to me. I didn't understand why this was before, what did I do wrong, so that the emperor would treat me like this-after so many ups and downs, life and death, I can only understand--the emperor's dissatisfaction with me, but because, as long as you see me, you will remember that day in the imperial garden to witness Pang Hou and his wife kiss me, I spent the moon before the moon, the emperor, you say on the surface that you don't care, you can be an adult's beauty, in fact, you care, because you love that woman deeply, how can you not care? How can I not be concerned in my heart? ”

The emperor is also a mortal, and he also has seven emotions and six desires, even if he can hide it deeply, he puts the pain of loss on the queen.

"Lin Zhenrui - if there is an afterlife, can you give me a sincere hug - I only need one time is enough - only love, the queen mother is wrong, if there is an afterlife, the queen mother is willing to be a cow and a horse for you."

The queen took another step forward as she spoke, stepped into the air, her thin body rose into the air, and then fell heavily from a dozen white jade steps.

There was a muffled bang, when the queen fell, her head slammed on the last step, and under the heavy impact on her forehead, blood splashed out, and in the blood mist, the queen raised her eyes to look ahead, and a line of blood and tears covered her vision, and in the red blood, she seemed to see Wei Ai walking towards her step by step, stretching out her hands to pull her together.

Tears welled up in the queen's eyes for a moment, and with blood, her vision became more and more blurred.

"Only love, take the queen mother away. Give the Queen Mother a chance to atone for her sins—"

The queen also stretched out her hand and walked forward, but saw that only Ai turned to leave.

"Only Love!!"

The queen shouted heartbreakingly, since the accident of only love, she has never taken the initiative to mention this name, the name of her beloved daughter.

Her daughter won't forgive her for being an incompetent queen mother—

Her son also couldn't let go of his sister's death, which was actually from her mother.

One qiē and one qiē are all because of the imperial garden.

Men and women in this world, a single encounter, can change the fate of a lifetime.

Before she died, the last voice of the queen called the name of the daughter she owed the most in her life. But even though she has made mistakes and paid with her life, after so many years, she can't exchange her life for the understanding of love.

――

Queen Mother, Xu.

The news reached the ears of Lin Jian, who was hiding in the suburbs of Beijing.

Lin Jian slowly got up and walked to the window, standing with his hands in his hands.

Looking out the window at the night, his originally calm pupils gradually covered with bleak blood.

"Sister, even if the queen mother indirectly killed you, I don't want her to end up like this, I don't want her to end up like this, I don't want her to be like this, after all, she is a mother. Because of what happened to you that day, I hated her so much, and I became more and more reluctant to hurt the people I cared about. ”

So the more he likes Linghu Full Moon, the more he wants to swear sovereignty in a high-profile manner to protect her by his side, and the more he is reluctant to hurt her in the slightest.

Even so, the man, who was his queen mother after all, didn't want anything to happen to her.

After all, there is blood and kinship.

Otherwise, after so many years, he would not have just imprisoned the queen mother.

He felt sorry for his sister who was killed, and hated his mother so much, but he didn't want his relatives to leave him one by one.

And Linghu Full Moon is a person who is more important to him than his relatives. The more I care, the more I love, and the more reluctant I am to hurt. If he had to choose between leaving her and leaving her against her will to hurt her, no matter how difficult the choice, he would have fulfilled her in the end.

――

"The Queen Mother - dead?"

I couldn't tell whether it was shock or helplessness, Zhang Xiuhui shook her head, continued to lower her head, and focused on the female red in her hand.

Yelu Hao, who sent the news on the side, took a sip of hot tea and looked at her quietly.

"Yes. The palace has already begun to prepare, saying that it is said that he stumbled and fell down the steps, Lin Jian was not there, and Lin Dongyao was in charge of the palace for the time being. Yeluhao said, observing her reaction.

"Hmm." Zhang Xiuhui nodded and continued to needlework.

"Y-what's next?" Yeluhao asked her several times about this during these days.

"Senior brother, I should ask you this, what are your plans next?"

The subtext of Zhang Xiuhui seems to be asking him if he should leave?

Yelu Hao smiled, but turned his head silently.

"Senior brother, what you should face must be faced in the end, you should also go back, although there are seven princes in Northern Liao now, but your foundation is in Northern Liao, stay here with me, and see me doing some needlework all day long, what's the point? Senior brother, go back. ”

Zhang Xiuhui stopped the female red in her hand and raised her head to look at him.

Yeluhao was obviously stunned, and then turned his face away again to not look at her.

"You all know that I don't want the throne, so why should I go back? Why don't you just sit here and idle the wild cranes—"

"Senior brother, but I will go back, back to him."

Zhang Xiuhui's words made Yelu Hao stunned.

"You cried the other day and said—"

When the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them raw.

He originally wanted to say that she cried that day and said that she was going to give up Lin Jian, didn't she count?

"Senior brother, no matter how many times I cry for him and how many times I hurt, he is always my husband, I am his wife, and we have Man'er and Qing'er, so I will never give up on him." Zhang Xiuhui didn't have any embarrassment, and mentioned Lin Jian again with the same calm and calm attitude as before.

In shock, Yelu Hao did not notice the desperate silence in Zhang Xiuhui's eyes.

If she doesn't persuade Yeluhao to leave, will she be holding him back for the rest of her life?

If Senior Brother knew that she had made up her mind to stay away from Lin Jian this time, she was afraid that Senior Brother would not leave if she said anything, so she had to successfully persuade Senior Brother to leave.

"Is this your final decision?" Yelu Hao looked at her in a daze, and they both wanted to see the true thoughts in their hearts from each other's faces.

"Yes." Zhang Xiuhui nodded, and then lowered her eyes and continued to hold the female red in her hand.

Yelu Hao went from being puzzled to not saying a word, and then to slowly standing up and turning his back to her, a few simple actions, to him, seemed to have gone through decades.

"If it's your decision, I respect it anyway. Even if you deliberately said this to drive me away, I will listen to you. ”

Yelu Hao's tolerance annihilated his bottom line again and again, and he didn't know when she started to change, just like when she woke up one day, she suddenly changed. Her whole person is completely different.

There was more silence and indifference in her eyes, and she was no longer as light and agile as before.

He no longer knows him.

But his feelings never changed.

"Thank you, brother."

She didn't know how many times she had said the words of gratitude to him, each time they had similar meanings, and perhaps, this was the last time.

Yelu Hao also felt the sadness of parting, he didn't dare to look back, he didn't dare to stay, and he didn't dare to test whether she was still the Zhang Xiuhui he should know.

"Senior sister, I should be - the junior sister I know in this life is dead, and you - no one. And I will always be the elder brother who loves my little sister. ”

If it weren't for the last moment of his decision, he wouldn't have said it ruthlessly. is not ruthless to Zhang Xiuhui, but cruel to himself.

"-Okay."

She whispered behind him.

At this moment, his heart was like a knife. I can't lose all the memories of this life, and it's best to forget about it.

She knew that there was a woman beside her brother who had been waiting for him for ten years, and her brother also knew.

But whether the senior brother's temper can accept Cui'er after this time, she doesn't know, she has done everything she can.

Let go of the senior brother who is infatuated with her, but there will be no result between each other, and stay away from Lin Jian, who hurts her deeply, but his infatuation and true feelings have nothing to do with her.

This is her final fate.

The moment he returned to the throne of the Celestial Empire, she disappeared into the vast sea of people, and Man'er and Qing'er were destined to be the continuation of the descendants of the Lin dynasty.

This time, Yelu Hao left her without looking back, turned her back, she was in pain but no tears, and his life once again left her with tears that were more precious than gold.

"If you think pushing me away is the most acceptable outcome for you, then so be it - if you don't let go of your heart, I'll be numb from pain anyway."

He muttered to himself.

Tears slipped and heartstrings snapped.