"Look, I just said that I'm going to be busy recording soon, so where do you have time to go back with me?"

Halfway home, I was trying my best to dispel the girl's desire to return home with me on the remaining winding road.

Actually, I don't really know why I don't want to take her back, sometimes I think I'm ready, and sometimes I feel like I'm a little undecided. In the Chinese tradition, it is clear to me what it means to bring people home. On the Korean side, it must be not much worse.

"The company has just gotten my solo tune from the composer right now, and it's about letting me go over the day after tomorrow, and if I want to record the solo of the whole album, isn't 20 days enough? Until the day you go back, it seems like there is still a month to go. ”

As soon as I asked about Solo, Kim Tae-yeon began to count the time with me very seriously. It was as if I wanted to eliminate all the excuses I could find. This made me feel extremely labored, and even my mouth was open for a long time, and I didn't know what reason to talk about next.

After being speechless for a long time, I felt a little annoyed and angry, snatched the phone from her arms, and then pressed the play button. After the song "creep" by Radiohead was completely played, I didn't have to say anything for a long time, then I thought of something and then spoke.

"On the day of the official recording, remember to give me a call, and I'll take the time to come over."

Not surprisingly, because of this sentence, Kim Taeyeon should think that I am changing the topic again. Just said that I would call me while recording, and Kim Tae-yeon, who didn't care about the reason at all, laughed instantly. She probably felt that she had fought a small victory that left me speechless to suppress the momentum.

Boy. Seeing what pleased her, she jumped up from her chair at once. Fortunately, she was caught with a seat belt, otherwise the cliff would have hit the roof of the car and her eyes would be watery.

I can't stand this guy's reaction. I squinted and saw that she was pointing at me with her eyebrows shaking.

"That's to promise me, you see, time permitted, no schedule adjustment, no delay in recording...... Woohoo"

-- This seems to be a cheer that is even more excited than winning one, and it is a whole picture of a happy gesture of a child who has successfully asked for sugar.

Feeling some commotion in my ears, I couldn't help but tilt my head. Dodge the side of her pursing lips and making a teasing sound. Immediately afterward, I said angrily, "Who said I agreed!" ”

Note that it is an exclamation mark, not a question mark. This represents the level of speechlessness and headache I have. However, Jin Taiyan didn't seem to have any reaction to this, and she should have just ignored my words. Jin Tai draws Jin Tai pump, this draw word is really not called in vain, once you smoke crazy, it is simply a god to block and kill God. The Buddha blocks and kills the Buddha.

I don't remember how many times I rolled my eyes today, but I just felt that if I rolled it again, my eyes would probably cramp. I can't turn my eyeballs back, so I drive with the whites of my eyes like that......

"Hey. Be quiet for me, I said I didn't say yes, I didn't agree, you don't have to be scared anymore, okay. ”

Until this time, the words that were not promised will be repeated a second time. Kim Tae-yeon, who was holding up her arm and pouting on the side, put down her arm. The sudden change in expression didn't take even a second, and the thick eyebrows wrinkled. What followed was extremely vicious. A gaze that was directed at me.

"Why don't you say yes!"

Well, this girl changes her face too quickly. And the momentum is a little scary, these are basically not seen in reality TV shows. I let out a long breath as I rolled my eyes back.

"Okay, I'll talk about it later. Don't forget what I just told you when I was recording. ”

The reason why I suddenly reminded me solemnly of the recording was not because of anything else, but because the dormitory had arrived unconsciously in the midst of this noise.

It wasn't until this time that Kim Taeyeon, who found out that she had arrived downstairs, puffed out her cheeks angrily and blew hard outward, as if she had to fight a few more words. But before I could speak, I realized that I had unbuckled my seatbelt and stepped out the door with one foot.

got out of the car, went around to her side from the front of the car, and stood on the side of the road for a while, but no movement came from behind him. So I turned to look at her and saw that this guy was still in the car, motionless.

I leaned over and saw her arms folded, her slender arms hidden and her black seat belt still fastened around her. Further up, look at the expression...... At this time, she ...... Suddenly, there was no expression at all.

It was only three or four hours before dawn rose in the sky. At this moment, the two of them were in a car, and the temperature between all the gaps dropped extremely sharply.

The person outside the car was tightening his clothes, and the person in the car, his lips unconsciously opened slightly, and his eyes were quietly staring at his knees - it was a kind of emptying that was completely different from Zheng Xiujing.

Zheng Xiujing's kind of emptying is completely a daily behavior, she is empty when she is bored when she is fine, without any special meaning. But at the moment, Kim Taeyeon's emptiness, aimless pupils, all carry other emotions.

I was a little stunned at that moment.

In fact, I can guess the origin of this emptiness, quiet as her, let go of the reserve, but when I don't agree again and again, how can I not have emotions.

Of all the different emotions of a woman, anger or jealousy, I can figure out how to deal with them. But the only way to let go is the one that makes me feel at a loss.

Taking a deep breath, the right hand that was originally pressed on the A-pillar of the car and the left hand that was pressed on the door handle both shrank back as if they had been burned. I straightened up again and stood on the curb of the road, glanced around at the silent streets, and lit a cigarette.

Recently, whether it is the heart or the right lung, there is always a tingling sensation for no reason, which is very short and unpredictable. It's like now, out of the blue, it came to me, when I took my third puff.

I couldn't help but wonder if there was a need to go to the hospital.

A cigarette was quickly smoked, and the upper and lower lips that were blown open by the wind needed to be moistened. Just as I briefly stuck out my tongue, Kim Taeyeon, who had been sitting alone in the passenger seat for a while, turned his gaze to me.

She saw my withered lips and my hand as she was about to pull out a second cigarette...... Then unbuckle your seatbelt, open the door and get out of the car.

"I'll go in and call you while I'm recording."

"Yes."

The white clover gradually faded away in the middle of two sentences. It was first hidden behind the transparent glass door, then turned into a side, and stopped at the elevator doorway. In the last three seconds, the elevator door opened - the end of the day, uh, no, it was the beginning of the day.

It's three o'clock in the morning.

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After sending Kim Taeyeon back that day, the days briefly entered the stage of cyclical busyness. I still went to the refresher class during the day, and before I knew it, I was halfway through the course. If I used to build a wall with a solid foundation out of red bricks, then these days, I think I'm reinforcing it with steel bars.

The days skipped back two days, on the evening of the 18th, after class, I stretched a big stretch, and then I didn't eat, just drove in the car, and went to find my friend. It's not Jiang Xijun, it's not Zhang Bo.

His surname is Han, and his name is Han Tae-myung, my predecessor in the true sense of the word.

Even though the days have passed so much, and I haven't been in touch with this senior for a long time. But I haven't forgotten him, and when I climbed up as a dog, he gave me a lot of care, a lot of positive strength.

A phone call earlier had already made an appointment, and at the hotel I had set, I met Han Tae-myung VJ. Even if I have been cut off for so long, even if I have entered a high position like PD from the bottom to the bottom.

But when we met again, Han Tae-myung VJ, who had gone through the long ups and downs of life, did not have the slightest sense of estrangement between me.

Hug, yes, I gave him a hard hug before I sat down. Then, before the food came up and the wine came up, we started chatting with each other about what had happened these days.

He talks about him, I talk about mine, without the slightest inconvenience, without the slightest barrier.

Time has left a lot of marks on me, and only more on Han Tae-myung, but we haven't changed a thing about each other. That is, he is still my senior, and I am still his junior.

After three rounds of drinking, the business began to mention the surface of the table, and Han Tae-myung VJ, who had just finished a shooting and was in a gap period, agreed almost without the slightest hesitation. I haven't even said that I will give him the position of VJ team leader!

When I made the decision known, he shirked it for a while. It's not the kind of prevarication that deliberately puts on a pretense, he feels that his ability is not enough. But I didn't say much about this, a VJ with several years of experience in the industry, if he didn't come to this position, there would be no one else who was suitable.

This is not a return, nor is it a deliberate admiration, a senior who is in line with my thoughts and has absolutely guaranteed morality, in this position, it can completely let me put a hundred hearts.

After talking to Han Tae-myung VJ, he entered a slightly drunken state. As for why I didn't drink to the end, it was because I still had several people who needed him to accompany me to meet him.

At the ninth o'clock after the dinner, Han Tae-myung and I went to the filming site of SBS's "HealingCamp" again.

In the past, when I was busy writing a plan for RM Infinity, Gu VJ, who helped me top the work of "Roommate", is now working on this set. (To be continued.) )