When I saw the girl's letter, my heart hurt. Thinking of that little Nizi sleeping alone, going to school alone, going home alone, turning the street alone, painting alone, and ...... alone I couldn't speak, I was silent, I crouched in the corner of the dormitory and stayed alone......

"Girl, I'm sorry. I like you, girl, and I won't change until we're old. I will always hold your hand and go everywhere we want to go. I will play with you every day, I will make you laugh every day, I will wash your feet every day, I will carry you around the street every day, and I will make you the happiest person in the world. It's just, girl, I'm back, but you're gone, what am I going to scoop to keep you, will you come back? Do you know I'm waiting for you?

I felt like I couldn't breathe, I felt like I was going to collapse. I miss you so much.

The days are still the same, we train every day, we are tireless. We've shed blood, we've sweated. The happiest thing we do every day is to run a five-kilometer run. We are the people's soldiers. We have responsibility, we have a mission, we have obsession. We are not special operations, just ordinary Chinese Army.

I miss the girl, and sometimes I get distracted during training. So I often climb from one end of the playground to the other and back when I climb tactically. But, I do.

I remember one day, I caught a cold. It's so uncomfortable, I don't want to move. It's just that we still have to do physical fitness. It was drizzling outside, lapping on the windowpane, snapping, snapping...... When the time came, we packed our clothes, backpacks and guns; We gather. We take it to the starting point. We shouted 3, 2, 1, ah......

The brothers rushed forward like wild horses off their ropes. I'm so uncomfortable, the squad leader didn't let me participate. But, I want to be a girl, I want to participate. So, I ran forward, too. I'm so stupid, I feel like my legs are a little floating. I told myself, "Run, you'll see the girl after the run, the girl is waiting for you at the finish line, come on!" "Hehe, so stupid, really stupid, knowing that it is impossible, he still lied to himself.

The drizzle is drenching my clothes. I looked up at the sky, and it was gray, gray. The mountains in the distance were also covered in layers of rain and fog. It's so beautiful......

The rain fell on my face until it slid down my cheeks. Stick out your tongue, lick your lips, salty, cool, astringent, and then run harder towards the finish line. 100 meters, 500 meters, 800 meters...... I'm tired, I'm tired. There is also the last kilometer, which is really a bit unrunning, slow down, but can't stop. A little bit forward, even if it is walking, it must be finished.

My brothers ran past me and tried to help me when they saw me slow down. But I refused, "It affects the grades, and besides, I'm fine." So, one by one, the brothers ran by. Finally, I saw the end, and it was just around the corner; I took a deep breath and rushed forward, thinking about the girl, and I felt that the girl was at the end.

Yes......!!! Roaring in anger, then sitting on the wet ground. Thinking about her own girl, she is so happy.

At the roll call in the evening, the class leader praised me because I didn't hold back, even though I was sick.

Lying in bed, I couldn't sleep. It's just a simple thought, why do you want to be a soldier? Really, I don't even know why I want to be a soldier, and I'm really stupid. Actually, I know; It's just that a lot of words are suitable for keeping in my heart and can't be said, otherwise, I will feel very wronged. I would feel like a good person, but no.

It's so fragrant to sleep at night, maybe it's too tired during the day. However, suddenly he was pulled up. "Right, stand guard." I was depressed and wanted to scold. Hey, the most painful thing in the world is being woken up by someone else when I am sleeping in Zhengxiang. I got dressed in a daze, came to the outside of the dormitory, and couldn't help but shiver, "It's so cold!" ”。 When I came to the plastic surgery mirror at the door, I was full of energy, and I tidied up my clothes well, and then took over the post. The night in Tohoku is cold, but the sky is clear. The stars in the sky are so beautiful. Looking at the stars, twinkle and twinkle, I suddenly thought of the girl again. The girl may have slept soundly, I don't know if she dreamed of me, whether she covered the quilt. Sleep dishonest guys, don't catch a cold. Far away, I'm thinking of you. I think about it, I think about it......

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