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"Miss?" Chang's mother was taken aback, stepped forward to support Ning Chang'an, and asked uneasily, "What's wrong with Miss?" ”
"You all get out!" Ning Changan immediately replied to a calm expression, "Close the door, don't let idlers in!" ”
"Yes, Miss!" Chang's mother looked at Shen Qianran with a suspicious and worried expression and withdrew.
Shen Qianran on the side was retching so much that she couldn't even control her tears, and her chest was tumbling upside down, as if an invisible hand was stirring her stomach.
Ning Chang'an waited for everyone to retreat, then stretched out his hand and pressed the Neiguan acupoint in the middle of Shen Qianran's wrist.
After a while, Shen Qianran finally breathed a sigh of relief, stood up straight, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and directly crashed into Ning Changan's eyes with pain.
She smiled stiffly and explained in a quiet whisper, "Don't worry, mother, it's just that I don't have a good appetite these days." ”
"Dye-" Ning Chang'an shook his head vigorously, his eyes were warm in his panic, he gritted his teeth, and asked with all his strength, "You are more than a month pregnant, sue Sù Niang, whose is it?" "Fourteen years old, fourteen years old, why can't they both escape the same fate?
"Mother-" Shen Qianran was stunned, why did Ning Changan know that she was pregnant, just by her appearance? Her hands were half propped up on the desk, and her smooth forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat from the vomit cloth...... Her eyes dimmed, as if she had just woken up from a dream, and just now, her mother pressed an acupuncture point somewhere in her, and before, when she was retching, her mother took her pulse.
In Xiling, being able to diagnose a pregnancy with a light pulse and accurately report the length of pregnancy, such medical skills even academicians of Tai Hospital will be ashamed!
In addition to the disbelief of the "mother's ......", there is also the fear of family affection.
Shen's fake love and false righteousness, Shen's injury, she admits it! She'll ask them to pay it back one by one!
But my mother can't!
Her grief was as straight as a tide, and her voice was both soft and fragile, "Since you know how to heal, why did Qin'er poison you for so many years, and you still drank it?" Too many incomprehensible fragments of the past rushed to her mind like a tide, remembering Qin'er's desire to speak and stop when she died, her brother's obscure words, and her father's eternal sigh...... She began to breathe heavier and heavier, she didn't dare to think, she was afraid that the more she thought, her nerves would be disconnected, she hesitated, her hand unconsciously touched her lower abdomen, and thought in her heart over and over again: Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I have a gift, in this world, as long as there is a gift, there is nothing I can't afford to lose-
In the end, she calmly met Ning Chang'an's eyes and opened the question in her heart, "The poison of the dye, my mother also knows it!" "The abbot of Jialan Monastery told her that the poison was chronic, and it invaded her body little by little, and if you count the time, it should be eight years......
It's been eight years, and she didn't know that her mother was also a doctor! It's been eight years, and her mother, who has medical skills, has watched her be poisoned and ruined, locked herself in the dark, and deceived herself!
That's my mother! It's none other than Mother!
"Dye!" Ning Changan read the surprise and complexity that she had never seen in her daughter's eyes, and the burning heat instantly gushed out of her eyes, she held her daughter's hand tightly with both hands, her hazel eyebrows frowned, a wry smile crossed the corner of her mouth, and her voice was sad and desperate, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say a word......
Shen Qianran stared at Ning Chang'an's lips tightly, and the momentary wait was like a season of flowers blooming to the top, and a season of flowers missed the flowers, she finally calmly asked softly, "Who is important?" As long as he is in my womb, he is my blood and bones, and his life is connected to my life. Does his mother want to give up on him? She said as she gently shook her mother's hand away.
"Dye'er ......" Ning Chang'an had a spirit on her body, she wanted to step forward and hug her daughter again, but she was staggered lightly by Shen Qianran, "Mother, my daughter will retire first!" Her expression was calm, but her voice was cold...... That's the coldness that comes out of the cracks in the bones!
"No-Dye'er, you listen to your mother's explanation!" Ning Chang'an's heart at that time was like a corpse that had been dried in the desert for thousands of years, and it turned to ashes.
"My daughter is listening!" Her eyes were like a burning candle in the daytime, flickering and flickering, but there was no trace of light
"Dye'er, it's not what you imagined—" She wanted to say, but she still didn't know how to speak, and if she wanted to talk about the future, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to finish it in a day and a night. Eight years later, she hadn't thought about today, but she had never thought of how to tell it—she really owed this daughter!
"Mother, if you have a last resort, you can choose to be silent." If she hadn't gone through the pain of being born again, if she hadn't gone through the pain of watching Zi'er fall to death, she would have cried and begged her mother for an explanation, as all fourteen-year-old children do.
But she couldn't cry—
She looked at the crazy pain on Ning Changan's face, and she knew that if it weren't for a great reason, Ning Changan wouldn't treat herself like this.
But she's also a mother, and no matter what the big reason, she won't watch her own flesh and blood take poison day after day for eight years and stay silent!
"Mother, rest well! Dye Er retired first! "For my mother, all the feelings have been kneaded into a rope, tied to her heart, and the more she tries to break free, the more painful it will be!
"No-" Ning Changan tried to save something, but when she reached out, she was empty again, and she watched as Shen Qianran quickly opened the door and left.
The body that could no longer be supported was slumped on the ground, she covered her mouth hard, suppressed the cry to prevent it from overflowing, and when the breath gradually slowed down, she felt that her palms were slightly wet, and at first glance, it was a shocking bright red.
She slowly propped herself up, returned to the bed, and numbly picked up the pillow, her heart hurt so much, but she didn't even have the qualifications to ask for it. She empathizes with her daughter's resentment. She patted the pillow gently, "Ran'er, you are also a mother, you sue Sù Niang, will you hurt the flesh and bones in your belly?" Dye'er, even if his birth represents misfortune, will you still hurt him? She kissed the pillow softly, and her voice was categorical, "No! Never! ”
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Some abuse~ Rest assured, the next few chapters will tell Ning Chang'an's bitterness. The moon does not desecrate the sacred mother's love.
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