Chapter 5 The Crumpled Blank Paper
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When the answer to a multiple-choice question is not a single choice, it is often a very painful thing to make up your mind to make a choice; What is even more painful is that the vast majority of questions in this world have more than one answer, and do not even provide standard answers.
Zheng Xiuyan was a little impulsive, but more hesitant, she knew the answer she wanted, but she didn't know what choice to make.
Sometimes, even if you make the right choice, you don't necessarily get the answer you want.
Kim Jae-jung is just a senior, and he is a classmate and friend who has known him for many years; To go further, with the debut of TVXQ in 2oo3, the two did not have much intersection in private.
Zheng Xiuyan knew that Kim Jae-jung had a good impression of her, but she was never able to accept or even face him squarely, for two reasons, one is the company's strict restrictions on the love life of trainees, and the other is that she always has an indelible figure in her heart.
The reappearance of that figure seven years later really surprised Zheng Xiuyan, thinking that she had seen a happy tomorrow; However, only a few months later, for some ignorant and bizarre reasons, the man who often appeared in dreams and her had drifted apart.
If she could make a choice, of course Zheng Xiuyan would choose to start over, but after some careful consideration, she turned out to realize that she didn't know anything about Li Huaiyu, except for the glorious title of 'vice president', she didn't know anything.
Hurting Lee Huai-woo for the sake of Kim Jae-joong, Jung so-yeon's original intention was definitely not like this, but what can she do? The circumstances at the time did not allow her to defend herself any more, and...
Is Yuli really the one who took advantage of it? What about Sister Renjing? What about Sister Renjing?
Zheng Xiuyan is such a person, if others treat her well, she will double her reward, and even pay any price! Now in this situation, she can still think about others, if Li Huaiyu knows, how will he react?
The coldness of her fingertips touching the phone screen pulled Zheng Xiuyan back to reality, and the sudden phone call startled her even more.
"Xiuyan, where are you?" The man who can call her by her real name has been the only one except Li Xiuman for seven years, and it was Li Huaiyu who called.
"I... I'm in the company..."Zheng Xiuyan suddenly felt that she had lost her ability to speak, and she didn't know what to say for a while, so she could only keep apologizing, "Huaiyu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for what happened last time, I'm even more sorry for tonight's incident, I'm sorry..."
"Why say you're sorry? You didn't do anything wrong! Li Huaiyu smiled faintly, "If you chose me just now, then it is not the Zheng Xiuyan I know!" We haven't seen each other for seven years, and it's normal for you to have a new life circle and make new friends, and so do I! So don't say anything sorry! ”
Zheng Xiuyan panicked in her heart and blurted out: "Huaiyu, you... Are you going to break up with me? ”
"If you don't start, how can you end?" Li Huaiyu smiled, "The reason why I called is just to sue you, don't think about some things, don't ask more, you are still Zheng Xiuyan, I am still Li Huaiyu, our relationship is the same as before, unless you take the initiative to give up!" ”
"I'm not going to give up!" Zheng Xiuyan hurriedly shouted, "Huaiyu, I won't give up!" ”
"Well, then let's start with ordinary friends!"
"Why? Huaiyu, are you still angry? Zheng Xiuyan can't understand, since it is the same relationship as before, why does Li Huaiyu still say this?
"Xiuyan, before today, we were just ordinary friends, that's what you said, and that's what you told me! Isn't it? Li Huaiyu said calmly, "You asked me to wait for you for seven years, and I will do it, so I hope you can do it too!" Today's events, although you are not wrong, there are some things that I don't want to see again, and there are some things I must do! ”
Li Huaiyu said very obscurely, Zheng Xiuyan's mind was full of question marks, she knew what she didn't want to see, but she didn't understand what she had to do.
"You don't need to ask, maybe it won't be long before you understand!" Li Huaiyu said, "If it's okay, hang up first, go back early to rest, your body is important!" ”
"Huaiyu, we... Can we go back to the way things were? Jung so-yeon finally asked the question she had always wanted to ask, and she desperately needed answers.
"Maybe, maybe not, who knows?"
This was not the answer she wanted: "Why?" ”
"A piece of white paper is wrinkled, even if it is smoothed out vigorously, it will not be restored to its original state, although we can't see the scars, but it does exist!" Li Huaiyu smiled slightly, but Zheng Xiuyan couldn't see it, "There is no perfect love in this world, there are some things we must learn to get used to, and even endure them, but one thing has not changed, Xiuyan, I still like you!" ”
Just two words made Zheng Xiuyan's heart bloom, because this was the first time Li Huaiyu said 'like' in person.
"Huaiyu, I... I like you too! ”
"Hehe, I hope this love will make us to the end, I hope so..."
After ending the call, Jung so-yeon suddenly felt as if she had forgotten something, but she couldn't remember anything, and it wasn't until she saw Kwon Yoo-ri when she returned to the dormitory that she suddenly remembered what she wanted to ask.
Isn't it really an ordinary friend relationship?
Kwon Yoo-ri glanced at Zheng Xiuyan, then bit her lip and returned to the bedroom without saying a word, she didn't know how to face the Yiqiē born tonight, so she chose to escape.
"What happened to Yuli? It feels weird..."Kim Tae-yeon, who came out of the kitchen, took a bite of the apple in her hand, leaving a neat row of tooth marks, "Sika, what about you and Kim Jae-jung's seniors?" ”
"It's just a chance encounter, it's all fake!" Zheng Xiuyan replied lightly, and then sighed, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep..."
Maybe in the eyes of others, Li Huaiyu shouldn't have made this call, and even in the eyes of Quan Yuli, he didn't do anything wrong and shouldn't take the initiative to give in.
However, someone else is someone else after all, and he can't replace his own ideas.
Jung so-yeon was at fault, but the sin did not lead to death, and it was just unintentional to be born, which didn't mean anything, although that Kim Jae-jung's eyes and demeanor made him feel very uncomfortable.
Just like he said on the phone just now, if Zheng Xiuyan stood up and explained as soon as possible, it would not be the Zheng Xiuyan she knew.
Seven years of trainee life has taught this nineteen-year-old girl how to protect herself, emotional blankness does not mean emotional intelligence of retarded mind, on the contrary, to stand out in the intrigue and fierce competition, Zheng Xiuyan has her own cleverness.
It's not easy to debut, and it's even more difficult to persevere, so Li Huaiyu made up his mind to make this call, he didn't want to bury Zheng Xiuyan's future because of his momentary anger.
Since he likes Zheng Xiuyan, then he should understand her and tolerate her, instead of blindly calculating or asking for returns.
When the glass is broken, it can be glued, and although it is scarred, it is also broken; If you don't do it, you'll end up in dust.
Li Huaiyu is not a person who needs perfection, because in his view, perfection is not a result, but a process, a process of pursuing perfection.
If you don't see the result, you won't despair; Sometimes, isn't waiting also a kind of happiness?
Li Huaiyu can understand Zheng Xiuyan's approach, but he will not agree to other men interfering in the affairs between the two, even if it is just a scene, but there must be a bottom line, once his bottom line is touched, then I am sorry, he has the ability to turn the rain and clouds.
It's just a matter of time.
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In fact, today's biggest victim is not Zheng Xiuyan or Li Huaiyu, but Kwon Yoo-ri, the girl who was used as a shield by the angry man.
Although Li Huaiyu made the most sincere apology, once some things are lost, they can never be recovered; Apologizing is just a way to make you feel better and feel more at ease.
took out his mobile phone and flipped out the number, Li Huaiyu stared at the screen and hesitated for a long time, and finally all his feelings turned into three words: I'm sorry.
Kwon Yoo-ri didn't see Lee Huai-woo's text message immediately because her phone was taken by Sunny.