Chapter 488: Farewell
My past was picked up, and I really had no way to live as Hua Yang had planned, but I couldn't reveal my true emotions to Hua Yang.
"You are very smart, but you have to be smart in the right place, your behavior of grasping the past of this palace has made you pay the price of staying away from Xianyang and your father, if you are obsessed with it, I am afraid that something will happen."
It's not that I sincerely scare her, Huayang is direct and reckless, she can argue with Yingzheng because of me without distinction of dignity and humility, and make trouble so that people know what she did, then she is bumpy and frequent, and she doesn't know what out of the ordinary she will do to cause trouble under the mood gap and fearlessness.
Huayang and I didn't deal with each other from the beginning, I wasn't very reluctant to let her have anything undesirable happen, but she was the eldest daughter of Yingzheng in the end, and she left Xianyang City with my matter as a handle, if she brought permanent regret and pain to Yingzheng, I felt sad about my own trouble.
Where did Huayang, who was so arrogant and indulgent, listen to my "threat", she coldly curled the corner of her mouth, and coldly took out a "chess card" she learned to gag my mouth.
"You're worried about what's going to happen, right?
The relationship between the father and the emperor is not as simple as the relationship between you and you, the concubine of the river side is hello, and the connections are very well-established, but the son advises you - don't take a wrong step, if you are caught by the son of the minister, the son will not let go. ”
Huayang's emotional tone and expression can really be called a threat and warning.
Answering the phone. really mentioned Lin Jixiang's body.
I quietly restrained myself from leaking out, trying to make my expression look free of any panic or disguise;
For Huayang, the life of a princess who once lived in Lin Jixiang's courtyard and the pending career of a princess who was neglected in the Qin palace made me feel very deeply, so I understand and worry about the optimistic depiction of Huayang's feelings that went to Pinyang to tell the old general's wife. Because there must be a world of differences between her noblewoman's life and the life of the eldest princess, it's just that she is the wife of a high-ranking general, and she stays by Yingzheng's side, and her spirit has always been in tune, and she can't feel it.
"You, the palace will not move, far away in Pinyang, the mountain is far away, far from what you imagined, you can manipulate the affairs of Xianyang City at will, the specific matters and feelings you can slowly comprehend by yourself."
Without the favor of your father, this palace still hopes that you can grow up, so that you can redefine a lot of good and evil. It will not be so sad and depressed, and the new life will be more peaceful and smooth. ”
Regardless of whether I appreciate it or not, whether I can get rid of the knot in my heart, what I should say and what I want to say by myself, I still say it.
Although I don't believe my words are true. But after staring at my sincere eyes for a while, the coldness in Huayang's eyes softened a lot.
Even though he was leaving, Erchen also said a few heartfelt words to the concubine on the side of the stream.
When you fell into the water at Qiaoyang Lake, and your sons couldn't fall into the water while struggling, but were temporarily designed by you to push you into the water, I understood that according to your appearance and life experience, plus your reaction to the situation in a moment. Many of the people in this palace are no match for yours.
It turned out that Erchen's prediction was correct. It's just that what Erchen didn't expect was that you were able to stand up to the point where Concubine Li and her mother were fighting side by side with her father and emperor from the palace, and even the mother concubine, who had worked hard to manage the demeanor of everyone for so many years, was unable to fight with you in the palace, you are indeed a person with good means.
Now that the son has also been defeated, although he is unwilling, but he has to admit that his father, who is not tied up by women all his life, is bowing down to you in this life, no matter what, your pride has capital. ”
In her consciousness. Being loved by men, especially by a man like Ying Zheng, is the greatest glory and capital of a woman's life, so she can't accept Ying Zheng's pampering of me. But she still recognizes my own luck
In this world, Huayang's idea is the mainstream view, and I can't come up with strong evidence to overturn her view of life, and I also enjoy the fact that she said that Yingzheng loves me, so I didn't argue anything.
However, some of Huayang's temperaments and practices still have room and need to change in this world, because if she continues as before, then her new life is bound to be the same as the ending of her current life, suffering the consequences of bad intentions and quarrels.
"When you were going to fall into the water and intend to blame the head of the palace, the palace was really confused, and I couldn't understand why you had to do such a thing to the palace when you hadn't met yet.
Today, this palace understands that it is not that Mrs. Jing coerced you to coerce you tightly, but that you are to blame, because your temperament and impulsive thoughts will only be used by others. ”
Before I could finish my sentence, Huayang stopped my voice as I expected.
"What do you mean? Could it be that you are saying that being used by the mother concubine to do things is the son's own will? ”
She narrowed her eyes and looked at me coldly, disgusted by the way I spoke.
Although the original intention was not so extreme, Huayang did understand the essence of my words.
"You have the favor of your father, and you have the identity of the eldest daughter, Princess Huayang, if you have the heart not to do anything, what can she do to you?
This palace knows that you feel that you are using her at the same time that you are also using her, and you have earned it by doing something that you do not reject in the name of being coerced by her, but have you ever thought that the consequences of aiding and abetting will only make you a slave yourself. ”
Huayang was adopted by Mrs. Jing, and Xing may indeed have been subject to a lot of constraints and taboos of public opinion, but Mrs. Jing's crazy pursuit of charity that flaunts her own charm, if she makes good use of this, it is not difficult for Huayang to get rid of Mrs. Jing's compulsion.
When I said this, I probably said that Huayang had some thoughts, so she unnaturally put aside her eyes that looked at me, hugged her arms and complained about the weather.
"The sky in Xianyang City is indeed fast enough, there is no light, it is cold, and your leg disease is not good, right? It's a pity, Chang Man is still young, otherwise she can please her father and help you cover your legs. ”
Although Yingzheng sent Huayang away, I didn't get any benefits, Huayang was satirizing the status quo that I didn't have Yingzheng's care and had a leg disease that could only endure the pain.
"Fortunately, Imperial Doctor Yu arranged a lot of sunbathing in the summer, which is much better. The weather is cold, and the frequency sun should not be warm, Huayang, you remember to add clothes.
Treasure! ”
I calmly looked at the bitter smile of Huayang, who thought that his strategy was not for nothing, at least let Yingzheng no longer come to the Xingxin Palace, and said the last words in my heart.
At the moment when I started with my feet and passed by Huayang, I still had a lot of reluctance in my heart, not only because she was Yingzheng's beloved daughter, but also because there were so many life and death events between me and her.
In the deadlock of the life-and-death situation, it is also the best way to get the result of the two lives that she leaves and I stay.
I only hope that she can really cherish it!
If Huayang is well, Yingzheng will feel better in his heart because of the safety of this beloved daughter.
Huayang's trip to the frequency of the sun made everyone in the palace keep silent about me, and there was no comment for the time being, because everyone couldn't guess whether Yingzheng was favoring me or belittling me:
Say spoil me, I am now an invisible person in his mind, completely ignored; Let's belittle me, but I confronted Huayang and Mrs. Jing, Huayang was sent away, and Mrs. Jing didn't even mention my things again.
Originally, the peace of mind that came from such a situation was something I couldn't ask for before, but I was suddenly ignored by Yingzheng so coldly, and I couldn't adapt to the loss.
He's still mad at me, isn't he? He must be angry with me, there is no doubt about it, but I am thinking extravagantly: I don't know when Yingzheng will be able to downplay some of his anger!
As the queen, Lin Jixiang doesn't agree that I can't do it; In the past of Zibo, I can't talk about the facts that I don't want to see clearly if I want Yingzheng to be clear - in this way, how can I talk about Yingzheng's desire for forgiveness?
The palace has restored a quiet and normal life, but because it is too normal, there is no provocation and ridicule from the new favorite concubines and heavy concubines, but it seems a little abnormal, but I think this is a microcosm of the so-called "cold palace" in the millennium dynasty since then.
I am accompanied by Chang Man, day by day to pour natural maternal feelings into her, the only unhappy thing, is that the lovesick Yingzheng but the opportunity to meet is gone.
Ying Zheng also returned to his usual way of life: he dealt with government affairs in the previous dynasty day and night, and occasionally returned to the inner palace, in addition to going to the old residences of Jingshuxian Palace and Zimian Palace, and then going to the womb of the heirs and new concubines.
Shinnomiya, he has probably forgotten about the habitual residence.
Compared with the previous state of being ignored by Ying Zheng, my living conditions this time have not been greatly affected, because the position of Mrs. Eight Sons and the name of Chang Man, the "Huating Princess", are still respectful and serious, and they are all normal, but my heart is still looking forward to Ying Zheng's gaze.
Soon Ying Zheng's birthday is coming, and the day of his birthday is the New Year, and the practice in previous years is that anyone with a position in the inner palace can gather with Ying Zheng to celebrate the double happiness festival, although I am dangerous this year, but there is Chang Man, he will always want to see his daughter, right?
I thought worriedly, and still kept weaving a heart-protecting tiger hair shoulder for Ying Zheng, if he could put it in the gifts of the concubines and put it on, then I would be happy in my heart. (To be continued......)