18. The so-called existence
Ah Zhan felt that her head was big for a while, but Wu Yan was completely self-satisfied, she sat on Ah Zhan's 'bed' and shook her 'legs', her smile was beautiful.
"What the hell do you want to do, Miss......" Ah Yan felt very powerless.
"I just wanted to talk to you. Wu Yan replied.
"I ......" Ah Xuan felt as if there was a breath in her 'chest', and she choked and couldn't speak.
For a period of time after that, Wu Yan was talking about irrelevant things, while Ah Yan was passively listening. But too, she learned a few things about Wu Yu and General Gutry.
Wu Yu was the adjutant general next to General Gutry, but he never went to the front line. He was mainly responsible for the cultivation of the army, and the reorganization of armaments happened to be within the scope of his responsibility.
"Because of his talent, the general likes his brother very much. Wu Yan held his cheeks and looked at the lights, and then added. "There's no one who doesn't like my brother......"
The tone was sad and distant, as if something lonely and flickering was lingering in Wu Yan's eyes.
"I want to be like my brother. Wu Yan said.
Ah Zhan lay on the table in a daze, she had no clue about designing armaments, so she put her interest in listening to Wu Yan's chatter. Wu Yan chattered as much as he hadn't spoken to anyone for a long time until the evening, and his feelings were mixed.
"Why be like him, what's so good. Ah Yan yawned.
"Yes......" Wu Yan laughed again. "I'm leaving. ”
In the next few days, Wu Yan would come to talk to Ah Yan every day, and gradually Ah Zhan was also used to Wu Yan's arrival, and she even looked forward to Wu Yan coming, after all, it was very lonely to be alone in this room.
Wu Yan would bring some fresh news to Ah Zhan's room every day, sometimes she followed Wu Yu and sometimes followed the 'waiter' and 'girl' who delivered the meal, but no one ever found out about her existence.
"Now, no one will notice me if I stay with Ah Yan. Wu Yan lay on Ah Zhan's 'bed' and gnawed on the thorn fruit, so he sighed.
"Huh?" asked indistinctly, with a thorn fruit in her mouth.
"Ah Chan never asked me why they couldn't see me. Wu Yan's smile seemed to be a little sad.
"Why do you ask?" said Ahman, after a moment's thought. "After all, everyone has secrets. ”
"That's all because I'm scum. Wu Yan said, suddenly bursting into tears.
The Wu family was appreciated by General Gutri and became the upper family in Tasroli, and all these credits are inseparable from Wu Yu.
"In the past, the Wu family was just a very ordinary family, until one day my brother was born. His bloodline has been sublimated for some reason, and he has become a rare master. Wu Yan said. "The so-called driver is a natural king, who can convince people and like them. It is a complete presence. ”
"I'm the opposite. I'm of the same blood, but I'm a scumbag. Wu Yan smiled bitterly. "I can't do anything, not even let others see me. ”
The so-called existence is to become a point of existence in people's consciousness. And not existing, that is, being obscured by the surrounding points of existence. Wu Yan's self-existence is very dark, and even when there is even one person around her, she will be ignored.
"This is the so-called non-existent person. Wu Yan said. "My family can't let me be found out to defile my brother. But gradually, they forgot about me. ”
"But Ayan can see me, and he can see me next to his brother who shines so brightly. I couldn't be happier. Wu Yan kept crying, and Ah Zhan had to step forward and hug her, like Du Yuebai had comforted Ah Zhan many times, comforting Wu Yan.
"Ah Zhan, you will definitely become a different person from everyone else. Wu Yan choked up and said.
Just as Ah Zhan wanted to open his mouth to comfort her or something, Wu Yan held back her tears, and her tear-stained smile fell on Ah Zhan's eyes full of sadness.
"I almost forgot, I have good news and a bad news to tell you today, but you can only listen to one, what do you want to hear?" Wu Yan said.
"Bad news. Ah Yan gritted his teeth and replied.
"Hmm...... Tomorrow General Gutry will come to check your designs!"