114. [114] Because I cherish it, I don't want to hurt it.
Countless times of dependence, countless times of being left behind, she has already suffered a lot, and she will no longer rely on anyone, unless that person. She can't rely on Yebei, although she knows that Yebei is really good to her, but her heart only stops at her good friends.
can't and won't take a step closer, Ye Yiyi is very dull, unless she likes someone herself, she often doesn't feel the likes of others. But even if he is as dull as him, Yebei is so good to her, Ye Yiyi can't help but think about Yebei's thoughts a little.
She and Yebei can't get one step closer, and she has to refuse his kindness to keep him from it
It must be a bit cunning to say that you are accustomed to not relying on anyone. In fact, Ye Yiyi knows better than anyone else in her heart, even if she reminds herself countless times not to rely on anyone, there is one person who is different.
He always stood in front of her like that, no matter what stupid things she did or what mistakes she made, he could solve it for her. He would say to her: Because I am Gu Yichen.
Always confident and arrogant, the man who always stands at the top, she knows that she depends on him. Only him, she wants to rely on.
Love may be a process of constantly making mistakes and making stupid deaths without repentance, obviously relying on others has hurt her countless times, but she still does not repent, and there is a voice in her heart saying: Only Gu Yichen, he is different, if it is him, she can rely on it.
"Sure enough, Yiyi is very strong." The arm was tightened, Ye Bei's voice couldn't hear the emotion, Ye Yiyi's heart skipped half a beat, and he just wanted to break out of his arms, but Ye Bei had already let go of his hand, with a little smile in his voice: "I'm relieved that you're so strong." ”
"I'm sorry." Ye Yiyi lowered her head, she always felt that she seemed to have done something too much to Yebei, and she had to apologize.
The warm big hand pressed on her head and rubbed it gently: "Stupid, what are you sorry for, it's a good thing that you are so strong." Standing up, Yebei stretched his waist and said, "It's not early, let's rest early, I'm going to die of sleepiness, go to sleep first." ”
"Hmm." Ye Yiyi nodded, watched his back gradually fade away, and frowned slightly.
It's impossible, Yebei has no reason to like her, it's her illusion, Yebei's back looks hurt or something, it must be her illusion.
Shaking her head, Ye Yiyi took a deep breath and returned to the room. As she closed the door and entered the room, the door of Yebei opened softly. Standing in front of Ye Yiyi's door, Yebei stretched out his hand and touched her door.
It's just a door, but it's like a vast ocean, and it can't reach her heart.
Her refusal to rely on her made him weak in an instant, he couldn't confess, he couldn't say that he liked her, and he always felt that once he said it, he couldn't even maintain his current relationship.
Certain...... I'll be rejected.
Ye Yiyi, what should I do, how can I enter your heart, don't think about that person, can you think about me? Since you choose not to depend on me, let me be by your side, and if you want to put on a strong coat, let me hold an umbrella for you, and when this strong coat is broken, I will hold up a sky for you.
One day, you will understand that I am within your reach, and you don't have to be strong, because I want to be your shield.
In the room, Ye Yiyi tossed and turned on the bed, staring at her big eyes, her mind was chaotic, I don't know if it was because she slept too much during the day, two hours later, Ye Yiyi found that she had insomnia again.
Getting up from the bed, Ye Yiyi groped to the window and looked out of the window again.
Last night, she also looked out of the window blankly, her brain was a little dull, Ye Yiyi pulled the curtains, and a question mark popped up in her mind, "Ye Yiyi, what are you looking at?" ”
Blinking his watery eyes, the scenery in front of him gradually became clear.
Ah, she remembered, remembered what she was looking at.
She was looking at Gu Yichen's villa, it was pitch black, without any light, but Ye Yiyi just couldn't take her eyes off it. Yesterday I watched the place where he was all night.
Raising her hand to caress the vista of the villa in front of the window, the untouchable place tugged at her heartstrings deeply.
I know that I can't touch it anymore, but my eyes are always attracted.
The taste of not seeing each other for a day and spending days like a year, she finally understood.
Stupid, she's really a stupid, obviously she has left, but she still can't bear it.
President, are you okay? Without me to worry about it, your days are a lot more leisurely, or not as annoying as me, you will also feel a little bit lonely.
When facing you, I trembled with fear, but once I left you, I missed you so much, I must be schizophrenic.
Leaning in front of the window, Ye Yiyi scribbled on the window in a daze, writing Gu Yichen's name one stroke at a time.
This night, Ye Yiyi stayed awake all night.
After washing up early the next day, Ye Yiyi rubbed a slightly thicker BB cream on her face, and went to work despite Yebei's dissuasion.
The mood and state were not adjusted well, but Ye Yiyi had to come to work, even if it was just a glance from a distance, she didn't have the confidence that she could be calm and calm when she saw him, but she was about to be driven crazy by missing, she had to see him.
As long as you see him, this tormenting lovesickness will definitely be alleviated.
With such a nervous mood, Ye Yiyi arrived at the Gu family. As soon as she entered the planning department, Ye Yiyi was surrounded by her colleagues, and her colleagues blessed her and Yebei with gossip, Ye Yiyi was stunned and looked at a group of people stupidly.
"What are you talking about?"
Orange smiled and rushed over to hug her shoulders and said: "Oh, everyone doesn't rob you, as for you to hide it, if you ask for leave, you will invite everyone to have a condolence breakfast, so intimate, and say that it is not a boyfriend and girlfriend." ”
Ye Yiyi panicked and hurriedly explained: "This, this is not what everyone thinks, we are really not dating, we are ......"
"Well, we know that you were frightened by what happened last time, don't worry, we won't tell anyone, we are people who have been favored by the night god, don't worry, we will keep it secret."
The gossiping ridicule completely silenced Ye Yiyi's voice in the sea of people, and Ye Yiyi was up and down in her heart, but she could only shut up.
Night North ......
Biting her lower lip, Ye Yiyi's heart read this name, Yebei's kindness to her has surpassed the boundaries of good friends, and she has made it even more clear that she may not be an illusion, Yebei may not be a friend's friend.
If not, she'd have to move out of Yebei's house. Ye Yiyi didn't think that Yebei would do anything too much to her, but she knew that she couldn't respond to Yebei's mood. If you can't respond, you should retreat to your rightful place. Because I cherish it, I don't want to hurt it.
She said to be strong, let's go find a house today.
"Short, you know what? I have a friend who works in the Xiao Group and said that the Xiao family doesn't need to go bankrupt, but the Xiao family seems to be leaving H City. ”
"Alas, the family committed suicide, the Xiao family must be very sad, and they don't want to stay in this sad place anymore."
"Well, that's right, the Xiao family is going to hold Xiao Ruye's funeral on the weekend, and then the family will immigrate to Italy."
With a "snap", Wen Jiàn fell to the ground, and the colleague who was chatting on the side heard the sound and turned his head to look at her: "Yiyi, are you okay?" ”
Ye Yiyi's face was pale, and she hurriedly leaned over to pick up Wen Jiàn, and held the hair in her ear awkwardly: "I, I'm fine, I was a little distracted for a while." ”
The two colleagues smiled, teased her a few words, and then continued to talk about other things, Ye Yiyi sat in her seat, but her ears were buzzing.
The Xiao family must be very sad.
Xiao Ruye's funeral was held on weekends.
Ye Yiyi's forehead was covered with fine sweat, inexplicably nervous, as if someone was stirring in her heart, Ye Yiyi's stomach twitched a little, stood up Ye Yiyi strode into the bathroom and vomited, until only sour water was left, Ye Yiyi squatted in the bathroom.
It's terrible, she feels as if Xiao Ruyi is right next to her, when she hears others talking about Xiao Ruyi, Ye Yiyi will feel guilty in her heart, unconsciously nervous, and nervous to the point that her stomach twitches.
Standing up tremblingly holding on to the door of the bathroom, Ye Yiyi walked out tiredly, the minister handed her the text and asked her to take it to another department, Ye Yiyi took it and left numbly. Walking in a trance, Ye Yiyi raised her head and unexpectedly collided with Gu Yichen.
Unsuspecting, without any warning, he got out of the elevator, followed by Chi Cheng and the ministers and members of a certain department.
"This month's performance has decreased a lot year-on-year, and while considering the reasons for the product......" Gu Yichen spoke, and the cold magnetic voice came into her ears, which was very familiar.
Ye Yiyi stopped, her heart was beating very fast, and she hugged Wen Jiàn in front of her at a loss. What to do, just like that, he approached, while talking to the minister, he approached her, his serious work face was very handsome and handsome, and his voice was still so low and good.
Ten steps, five steps, three steps, he arrived in front of her, Ye Yiyi's heart was almost beating out, and her hands were sweating and wetting her palms.
And then—
A gust of wind brought a cold fragrance through the tip of her nose, and his figure passed past her without the slightest hesitation or pause.
Ye Yiyi's body stiffened there, and his voice gradually faded away, until it disappeared, and the sunlight outside the window poured in and sprinkled on her pale and ugly face.
What, she knows, it doesn't matter anymore, he won't stay for her, they're already strangers.
A high-ranking president, and an inconspicuous little clerk, he no longer had a reason to stay for her.
But I know why her heart hurts so much.