yes, it's been fifteen years.

According to his actual age, Siyuan is also approaching fifty years old unconsciously. He has experienced things that most people in the world have not experienced, and logically speaking, his heart should have stopped and the ancient well has not waved. But he found that as his mind grew, he became more and more unable to see.

Those entanglements between people, those love and hatred, and those stories that he once only dared to reverie, actually happened to him unreally.

Although he told him more than once that he wanted to be more decisive and calm, he reluctantly found that some things are really difficult to change.

Since he has an in-depth understanding of the theory of the big devil, he has gradually become a lover of online novels, and whenever he has free time, he will take out the novel and read it for a long time, and he finds that the plots in most novels are not as bizarre as his experience, but the protagonists in them are much stronger than him. The kind of strength that is not the ability but the mental strength makes him extremely envious.,A little comparison can find that he is not on the same level as those protagonists in terms of courage and temperament.,Even if he also has the power of life and death in his hands.、The same grasp of heavy soldiers.。

Sometimes he thinks about this problem himself, in the final analysis, it is probably because he really can't bear to see those eyes that are about to die, no matter who it is, no matter how much evil he has done, the moment he enters reincarnation, the clarity of his soul is exactly the same as when he was born, and it is really not a pleasing thing to be stared at by that kind of gaze.

Some people say that human nature is evil and some people say that human nature is evil, but Siyuan can clearly know that when reincarnation occurs, this transcendent power is enough to purify anyone, whether it is an ancient beast or a wicked person from heaven, once it enters the reincarnation channel. Then it will become a new life.

And this kind of purification, in fact, does not happen after death, in fact, at the time of death, it has already begun to work. There is an old saying that when a person is about to die, his words are also good, when he is dying. No matter who it is, it will return to the most original and purest state.

But that kind of forgiving look is the most unbearable.

Some people may say that if you are used to seeing death, you will get used to it, but in fact, death is a thing that cannot be used to, it will only lead to two situations, one is a high degree of depression, and the other is a high degree of perversion. When a person, no matter what position he is in the depths, as long as he comes into contact with death every day, then one day. His heart will become full of negative emotions.

A person whose body is full of negative emotions is actually like a garbage bin full of garbage, which may look glamorous on the outside, but stinks on the inside. This is a common contradiction, and it does not change by race, education, or age. The only difference probably comes from the mind, for example, before the age of five, you don't know about death, and after the age of 100, you are not afraid of death.

When a person is mature and sound and normal, it is a human or a demon. There will be a natural fear of death. This is why the monsters in Journey to the West robbed Tang Seng for immortality, and the kings in history books for immortal alchemy.

But are there any people who are not afraid of death? Of course there is, which is why intelligent beings are contradictory. When an emotion explodes to the extreme. Usually it excludes all other emotions, such as sadness, anger, and loss to the extreme, and death becomes extremely seductive, but once this emotion has passed, death becomes a daunting existence.

It is precisely because of this that Siyuan has always respected life and maintained reverence for death. For a man like him, who holds life and death in his hands. Perhaps no one understands the meaning of death better than he does.

"What are you thinking?"

Standing beside the guardrail of the dock by the sea, Sister Ning put on a coat for Siyuan from behind: "You have been standing here all night." ”

"No, I'm just thinking if I'm right or wrong all the way." Siyuan calmly lit a cigarette, and looked at the cold and dark sea with deep eyes: "I really want to copy the guys and rush up and cut them all the time." ”

Sister Ning patted the dust on Siyuan's shoulder, and looked up at him through the faint light: "Do you think I'm right or wrong?" ”

"There's nothing wrong with that, right? In the end, it's just that the multiple-choice question is not done well, but there is no standard answer in reality. Siyuan looked up at the starry sky: "I feel that the more I live, the more confused I become." ”

Confused, really confused. That kind of unsustainable struggle makes him feel like he has escaped from reality from time to time, and now he won't be angry even if someone pretends to be in front of him, and he lives without anger and stubbornness, just like a dog.

"I have something to do tomorrow, so let's rest early today."

"Sister Ning, have you noticed? Actually, you're actually very cute when you laugh. Siyuan turned his head to look at Ning Qingyuan: "But you always keep a straight face." ”

Ning Qingyuan used his fingers to pull the hair on his forehead that was blown by the sea breeze behind his ears, and silently showed a smile: "People, all the pain and struggle come from thinking but not getting it, thinking too much and getting too little. To put it bluntly, it's a greedy word, I'm greedy, so I'm not happy. ”

"Why can't you be happier?" Siyuan held Ning Qingyuan's face with a smile in both hands: "Actually, do you think I don't know your feelings for me, but...... Let's be honest, Sister Ning. I don't have the courage, and it's painful for me to make any choice on this matter, so I've always wanted to keep it that way, a bit selfish but probably the best way to deal with it. Your own moral bottom line is restricting me, and your hopes are also restricting me. ”

"I know, just if you haven't slept with Luo Shi for almost ten years, I know." Ning Qingyuan took a step back and broke free of Siyuan's warm hand: "Hmm...... Anyway, maybe that's why I like you, and I don't like a bad person. But because of this liking, I had a magic barrier, and I couldn't get out of it too deeply, so I accidentally detoured to the crooked road. If it weren't for your sudden accident, I might have gone all the way to the dark and all the way to ...... You don't know me anymore. But this time, I kind of understood, and when I went back...... I'll probably go out on a trip and travel the world. I heard that Iceland's volcanoes spew out blue magma, and I wanted to check it out. ”

"It can't be, you're lying."

"If you don't believe it, I'll send you a picture when the time comes. Of course, you'll have to take me to that world. Ning Qingyuan glanced sideways at Siyuan. The stars are shining. The sassy short hair also unconsciously grew into shoulder-length hair: "Good to Mo Ran, she is really kind." ”

After speaking, she stepped forward and hugged Siyuan vigorously, and then let go gently: "Okay, I'm going to rest." I'm not here to be a vase, and I'm going to pick up all the logistics for you. ”

"Sister Ning. Thank you. ”

Ning Qingyuan didn't speak or look back, he just raised his hand and waved it freely, but seeing Sister Ning turn around and leave this time, Siyuan had an indescribable feeling. Siyuan, who had said goodbye once, knew that this time Sister Ning really wouldn't look back, and this relationship finally ended with no illness, and this relationship that lasted for three lives and three lives probably stopped at this moment forever.

That's good...... Very good.

Siyuan lit a cigarette again, and this time he simply sat on the guardrail, playing with the water at his feet like a child. Until the end of the night.

After the dawn came, the net collection operation officially began, according to the preferences of the host British, they gave this operation a code name, what is it called Operation Sailfish, and also a very formal opening ceremony, two forced not to want.

Of course, no matter how hard it is, the action has officially begun. However, because the number of people is really small, they can only be divided into many groups to move and wait for support.

It's easy to say, though. But it is difficult to really carry it out, the dark race is best at hiding, once hiding from humans for hundreds of years, and then hiding from exorcists for hundreds of years, this experience can go to a stack of anti-reconnaissance books. And because these guys are all underworld organizations, the relationship between superiors and subordinates depends not on money but on blood. Once it was discovered that someone was caught offline, the guy with a higher bloodline immediately detonated the power of the bloodline, and then the low-level vampire who was caught exploded with a bang, and he couldn't even leave a whole corpse, let alone ask questions about the state.

Therefore, all the net collection teams can only investigate slowly in the form of unannounced visits. Because if those gangs are not wiped out, what will they do, after all, these grandsons are like pyramid schemes, one can develop a lot of downlines without paying attention, otherwise it will not spread all over Europe in just ten years, which is much faster than the breeding speed of the Green Sect.

Siyuan is in charge of the clearance operation in the central region of England, relatively speaking, because of the dual influence of the Royal Knights and the Knights of the Round Table, there are not many demons and monsters, and putting Siyuan's strongest attack power here actually has some meaning of guarding the base camp, after all, if those dark races launch a counterattack, even under the influence of the two knights, the damage to civilians will be beyond imagination.

You know, those things don't tell you about international law, let alone humanitarianism, and they usually go out like locusts to harvest everything that can be enjoyed along the way. In the words of old Charlie, once these things are in action, they are much more fierce than Genghis Khan's Mongolian iron cavalry, and they are almost nothing.

Therefore, Siyuan didn't have much search and arrest work, and he was mainly responsible for cleaning and security work, coupled with his character of not liking killing, he was really not suitable for those flesh and blood blurred things.

That night, news that vampires, werewolves and other settlements in various places were eliminated by others reached the London headquarters, but no one thought it was good news, because there were only more than a hundred dark races cleared before and after, and the total number of Britain was estimated to reach three to fifty thousand, although it was not as good as Germany, which was the hardest-hit area, but this amount was also considerable, and it was a small county town in a remote mountainous area that could be topped in the Celestial Empire.

In the face of such a huge base, it is really not enough to see that one or two hundred have been exterminated, and because of these actions, the dark races in other settlements have almost run clean, and several teams have not even caught a fart, and even the captives who were captured alive before have burst their heads like watermelons, and they haven't even gotten a live mouth.

Under such a low work efficiency, the people from the castle tower are almost unbearable, for the castle tower, which has always operated efficiently, the work ability of these people is simply unbearable, especially for people like Ning Qingyuan who uphold high efficiency, these people are a group of pigs.

Even those achievements were obtained by Ampere's old dog's team, which means that if the Royal Knights and the Knights of the Round Table were not dispatched, the special forces on the British mainland would be a pile of stinky shit. It's not even as good as the few foreign aides who came from Germany.

"I don't think we can just wait like this, I'm afraid it will take three years or even longer for you to complete this task, and we don't have that much time."

Ning Qingyuan complained to old Charlie in a fairly standard London accent, she was in charge of logistics and intelligence analysis and summary, after learning that the first round of Operation Sharp Knife was only a small result, she was abandoned again after a short time, and she was reduced to the workaholic who couldn't rub sand in her eyes.

"We're so sorry for this," Old Charlie apologized, "but if we don't send out the Knights, our combat effectiveness is really limited to this." ”

"Then change people!" Ning Qingyuan threw the intelligence file on the table: "You can't do it, let's go up!" ”

"Sister Ning." Siyuan put down the newspaper next to him: "Restrain your emotions." ”

After being said by Siyuan, Ning Qingyuan stopped talking, and stood aside holding his arms with a face full of dissatisfaction. And old Charlie actually knew who was the one in their group, so after Siyuan finished speaking, he immediately filled in and said: "But there are only less than ten of you, and the manpower is ...... Why don't you wait for more headcounting? ”

"There are no more staff." Siyuan shook his head: "We are at war with the United States, most of the elite are in the Americas and Central Asia, now there are only a few of us who can be used here, maybe tomorrow Italy and France will send some people, but they also have their own tasks, I'm afraid the number is also very limited." ”

As he spoke, the heavy door creaked open slowly, and then a woman in silver-white knight's armor walked in: "The Thirteen Knights of the Round Table have decided to act. ”

Siyuan turned his head to look at Arthur and smiled slightly: "I knew you would come." ”

"Really? Thank you for understanding me. Arthur tucked the helmet he was carrying under his arm: "Request authorization." ”

"Of course, of course." Old Charlie saw that even this treasure had come out, where was there room for him to refuse, and hurriedly took out the authorization document and gave the Knights of the Round Table an attack order with the will of His Majesty the Emperor.

"You must cooperate with me all the way tomorrow." Arthur pointed to Siyuan and Ning Qingyuan: "And you." ”

"What's the problem?" Siyuan stretched out his hands: "I agreed." ”――

Alas, it's still the same sentence, don't look at it if you dislike it. Of course, I can't be where most people are satisfied, and if I had that level, I wouldn't be where I am today. So since you think I'm a piece of shit and keep eating it, what the fuck are you going to do? There is also a limit to distortion, and I will send you six words: love to see, don't watch and roll. There are also some pretending to be forced, pretending to be less, I don't know you at all, I can't hold on to your force, I'm not a character and you'd better not treat yourself as a character, be careful that you can't get back the blood collapse if you pretend to be too much. (To be continued......)