In order to let Wen Ling get out of depression completely, I tried my best to be kind to Wen Ling, and sometimes invited Di Cuicui over to have fun and celebrate in fun places. The hurt of our feelings makes us feel the fragility and preciousness of life, which is why we should enjoy life to the fullest. Sometimes we have to go to those occasions that are inappropriate for children, and we dare not ask Di Cuicui again, for fear that she will laugh at the absurdity and madness of us going to such a place; Di Cuicui's mentality is different from that of the two of us, because her situation is different from ours, she has such a happy and harmonious marriage and family, and has such a good lover, which really makes us envious.

In fact, no matter how crazy the two of us and Wen Ling played, we all thought that it was less than 1/10,000 of Di Cuicui's happiness. In our hearts, her current love is the goal of both of our lives.

Wen Ling and I often enter the bustling modern life, and we discuss love and the future in the bright lights. I cautiously asked about her lover Zhu Fangzheng, and asked her how she still felt about Zhu Fangzheng, and whether she would forget that he had chosen a new life. Wen Ling said don't think about these things now, maybe she will return to a depressed state now, just care about the present, as long as she is happy now, she has to get by, as long as she lives no matter what kind of life she lives, the former god and former benefactor don't bother.

So I knew that Wen Ling's heart did not let go of her love for Zhu Fangzheng. And what their future will be, I don't know, because Zhu Fangzheng only saw his back that time, and I never saw him head-on, and I didn't know anything about his character and character; And Wen Ling is not a particularly fragile person in nature, she is only fragile because of her hopeless love, depressed and injured because she can't break through the cage of love, and the obstacle she can't overcome at present is still himself.

That's why I know that not every good love ends well.

One plus one is not all equal to two.

Even if it is temporarily equal to two, the short world of two people is not exactly the same as forming a family or entering into marriage. How many lovers who live together are separated and reunited, and there are still many people who still go their separate ways in the end.

I sighed, thinking that love is like a flower blooming and falling, and it will eventually be doomed. The beauty of the flowers when they bloom and the sadness when they fall are just a scenery in life.

For some reason, tears flowed in my eyes, remembering my relationship with Fang Jun, which was my eight years of purity and steadfastness, and such a beautiful love, in the end, it was just a lament of flowers floating on their own......

I don't know why I'm still sad now, can't I completely forget about Fang Jun in my inner subconscious? Although he is far away from him on the surface, in reality he still has nostalgia for that love, and even fantasies?

No, no, it's not!

I know that I am just sighing at the disappearance of good things, as if too good things will always be ruthlessly torn apart by a pair of invisible hands, and in the end, I am left with grievances and helplessness to adjust to the ground.

The bustling modern life sometimes can't erase the sadness in our hearts, and the glitz and glamour can't completely make us forget the memories of the past.

I sometimes open my eyes wide at night, I can't sleep, and I toss and turn in bed and think over and over again.

Is life really a path from which there is no turning back? Whether it is the Slender Sheep Trail or the Cotai Strip, you must choose carefully at the important intersection of life, because your youth and years cannot go back and forth, never decline, never end, all the youth in your life is only once.

So I knew that no matter how optimistic and cheerful I was on the outside, there was a sentimental seed in my inner world that would take root and blossom once I had the right water and soil. I know why I am sometimes innocent and happy like a child, and sometimes melancholy and sad like a sister Lin when I am alone and quiet? Because I longed for a beautiful love in my heart, and I was afraid of loneliness and loss......