Lifeng is right, the body is not afraid of the shadow slanting, but if the shadow is slanted from the beginning because he is afraid of being discovered, then it will be miserable to be found again.

Yin Man must have received an edict from Madame Li that Ying Zheng should not allow others to talk about my past again, and she pretended to be confused to take a risk, and even did not hesitate to sneak into Ying Zheng's side as a servant, thinking that she had obtained evidence that she thought was enough to confirm what she said.

If my past is confirmed, Yingzheng will inevitably be furious, thus implicating the people of the Tian family, I think Tian Dan and Tian Rong will not dare to take this risk, who will know and tell Yin Man about my past?

I couldn't figure it out, so I had to wait in silence.

I got up early the next morning, and I wanted to use the excuse of asking Ying Zheng to find out the face of Ying Zheng and Yin Man after the secret conversation, but I was unexpectedly told by Linlang that Ying Zheng went out last night and didn't return overnight.

Ying Zheng's night is something that has never happened, even in Xianyang City, if he is not in the inner palace, he must be resting in the palace of the previous dynasty, and now he is in Zibo, although this place has been ruled by him, but I still can't figure out what he encountered that needs to leave the palace to deal with it personally, and it is a night to deal with it.

"Where did the emperor go?" I asked Xiang Linlang in shock, but before Linlang could reply, Lifeng, who came to ask for peace, hurried in: "Say hello to the concubine on the side of the stream!" ”

said that it was a greeting, but Lifeng was in a hurry, just a slight pause in the hurried walk was considered to be a courtesy, I knew that there must be a reason for her to do this, so I didn't care. Directly watching her move closer and closer, quietly waiting to hear what she had to say.

Sure enough, as soon as Lifeng approached me, she hurriedly opened her mouth.

"Xibian's mother, my son's son woke up in the morning and heard that my father didn't return last night. It's still on a ruin outside the palace, I'm afraid I've been standing all night, don't you want to go and see it? ”

I was already afraid that something would happen, and I was even more shocked and surprised when I heard Lifeng say this.

"You said your father spent the night standing on a ruin?" I looked at her in amazement and asked, stunned.

Ying Zheng stood on the ruins for the night, which was really appalling, and Ying Zheng had just met Liman. Does it have something to do with me?

"Where are the ruins?" My heart stopped beating several beats.

"I hear," said Lifeng, who wanted to answer me quickly, but she looked at me with a scruple of not saying anything. Then I couldn't help it, and I said bluntly: "It's the other house you lived in after Nirvana, but it was burned down later." ”

Does it really have something to do with me?

I grabbed the handle of the chair to keep me steady, and I took a few heavy deep breaths to get my heart rate back to the beat.

"Still now?" My voice couldn't help but be hoarse.

Lifeng noticed my abnormality and silently gave me an affirmative reply.

Close your eyes, my world is spinning cold. Is this the legendary "what should come will always come" situation? Let me try my best to cover it up, no matter how I calculate. Does Yingzheng still affirm my past?

Sure enough, people can't lie, otherwise one of your lies really needs endless lies to prevaricate, and no matter how hard you try to cover it up, what you are worried about will eventually be presented in front of you with a fact that is ten million times heavier than the original disclosure.

Actually, I knew this truth in advance, but I had to delay it with the idea of luck or fear, and I caused this disaster after all.

"Linlang," I said, with a sour voice in my throat, "pack your bags." The palace is going to see the emperor. ”

Since you can't hide it, since you have to solve it. So what else can I do? Originally, he deliberately suppressed this matter because he didn't want Yingzheng to have a psychological barrier, but now he never wanted him to suffer a more painful situation.

I am not familiar with the path from Zibo Palace to the other courtyard where I once lived, but this journey has added a lot of feelings to me to see things and hurt, I don't know if it will be goodbye to Yingzheng this time, but I know that I am afraid that Lin Jixiang and I are going to tear our faces.

I was eager to see the state of Yingzheng, but the closer I got to it, the more frightened I became, and the indescribable pain filled my heart, and my heart was about to die.

"Madame, just around the corner." Linlang followed my instructions and reported to me in the sedan car when she was about to arrive.

"Stop, Hongu is going to walk over." I shouted to stop.

I have never been to the place that once gave me a sense of solidity and became my happy home, and now I want to set foot in the place where I want to stay for the rest of my life, and I can't say that I feel a lot of emotion in my heart, and the owner of this courtyard that I once relied on and my lover who now minds that I have lived here are there, and I dare not rush into it more and more with trespassing.

Walking slowly is the greatest grace I can give myself.

I was very familiar with the street in front of the courtyard, because at that time, as long as Lin Jixiang was excepted, I always stared at this road from the building, but now when I took a step around the corner, I suddenly felt as strange as taking the wrong road.

Maybe the buildings in the same place have been rebuilt, or maybe the road is full of orderly guards and attendants, so although the spiritual sense is in a state of heightening, I still can't feel the familiar feeling that I once had.

It's okay like this, so that I only have a look of fear in my heart, and there is a lot less sadness about things and people.

Seeing me walk into the street, the attendants all silently avoided Shi Yi, and none of them made a sound to say goodbye, I think it must have been Meng Yi's order not to disturb Yingzheng loudly, otherwise they would not be so orderly and quiet.

"Madam, why don't we go back and wait for the emperor." Linlang felt the atmosphere that Yingzheng couldn't disturb at the moment, and quietly asked for help beside me.

I want to go back too, God knows I'd rather be a person who has nothing to do with this at the moment, and not bother Yingzheng when he is sad, so that at least I won't be the sinner who makes him so sad, and I can still think of ways to make him feel good from somewhere else.

But I was destined to be a sinner in my own mind.

"It's coming." I replied to Linlang, but I reminded myself with emotion.

It's almost there, the place where Yingzheng is, the place where I used to get along with Lin Jixiang, and was destroyed by him soon after, is about to arrive, and maybe, my death date has also arrived!

Linlang saw that I was still moving slowly, knowing that my mind was difficult to change, so she could only move forward with me in fear, in fact, her panic towards me was very necessary, because maybe she would soon be punished by Yingzheng by me and I. (To be continued......)