Chapter 326: Empty Heart
Looking at the back of Su Xiaonian walking in, he saw Wendy walking out of the side of the pillar, and Kang Peiyang frowned slightly.
When Wendy walked up, he asked with some displeasure, "Why are you here?" ”
"If I don't come, how can I have a chance to see Su Xiaonian's true face of Lushan!" Wendy turned her head to see Su Xiaonian's back disappear at the entrance of the hall, and then looked back at Kang Peiyang's face, and sighed faintly, "Sure enough, I'm just a substitute for her." Seeing Su Xiaonian himself, I can no longer deceive myself, thinking that you really like me, so you are with me. ”
Wendy had a friend who wanted to come to the reception and asked her to accompany her, but she didn't expect Kang Peiyang to come early and see Su Xiaonian.
Kang Peiyang's lips were tightly closed, and he didn't say anything more.
He couldn't deny that it was because Wendy looked a bit like Su Xiaonian that he was with her, and he was looking for Su Xiaonian's shadow in her, and he didn't invest in her personally.
He didn't deny it, he just acquiesced, Wendy felt very sad and felt sorry for himself!
She looked at Kang Peiyang's eyes, helpless and lost.
"Wendy, I'm sorry." After a moment of silence, Kang Peiyang spoke.
"Kang Peiyang, you are sorry for me, I am sincere to you!" Wendy said politely.
At first, she had the mentality of playing with him, but gradually, she began to like him, developed feelings for him, and wanted to get his love...... It feels ridiculous to think about it now, it has always been her own wishful thinking, she brought it on herself, she is self-inflicted!
"Hehe, I'm really full, wasting my feelings on people like you!" Wendy smiled bitterly and used such words to maintain her shaky self-esteem, "Kang Peiyang, so be it, goodbye!" ”
Wendy huffed, turned and left. Even if your heart hurts, don't be pitiful in front of him!
"Hmm." Kang Peiyang snorted and watched her walk away, without saying a word.
Then, he himself left the hotel, full of loss.
Let's go, let's go, they don't like him anymore, he won't keep any of them, I wish them all find their true love as soon as possible!
After saying those words to Kang Peiyang, Su Xiaonian had no intention of staying, saying that he was tired and left the reception early.
Sitting on the balcony, holding a cup of tea in his hand, looking at the bustling lights of the city in front of him, Su Xiaonian lost his mind.
She thought that when Kang Peiyang saw her, he would ask at most: Are you okay, how are you doing?
Unexpectedly, what he said was: After you left, I always missed you! I found out that I was really in love with you!
In the past, she was bent on marrying her, thinking that he could say the word love to her, but it was a very unrealistic extravagance. Now, hearing him say love, he actually said that he was really in love with her, but how ironic it felt!
When you can't get it, you want it, and when you have it, you don't want it anymore.
"Xiao Nian, you don't look happy tonight because of Kang Peiyang?" Chu Baiqian appeared behind Su Xiaonian, leaned down, and put his hands over her shoulders and hugged her.
"Bai Qian." Su Xiaonian screamed and took his hand away.
Chu Baiqian's hand fell on her shoulder again, and said in her ear: "Xiao Nian, you don't have to say anything, I can see that there was an unusual relationship between you and Kang Peiyang in the past." ”
Chu Baiqian noticed that Kang Peiyang looked at Su Xiaonian's every look, saw him chasing her figure out of the hall, and saw him pull her into his arms...... After meeting for the first time, Chu Baiqian didn't ask Su Xiaonian anything, just to see what Kang Peiyang would do when he arrived at the reception.
Sure enough, as he expected, Kang Peiyang seemed to be still thinking about Su Xiaonian.
The hand was taken away again, Chu Baiqian moved a stool, sat down next to Su Xiaonian, turned his head to look at the somewhat overwhelmed expression on her face, and continued to ask: "Xiao Nian, you have been refusing to accept me, is it because of Kang Peiyang?" ”
Su Xiaonian glanced at him and didn't answer, which was a tacit acquiescence.
"I'm tired and want to rest early." As she spoke, she placed her teacup on the table beside her and stood up.
"Xiao Nian!" Chu Baiqian took her hand and pulled her to sit down again, "Why, you still love him and can't let him go, so you reject me?" ”
Su Xiaonian sat down again, looked at Chu Baiqian, who was full of affection, and said faintly: "Bai Qian, you are right, I did have an unusual relationship with Kang Peiyang, I have been his lover, I am willing to be used by him, calculating my best sister, the first time is the kind that cannot see the light, and the second time I conceived his child in order to marry him...... Bai Qian, you know now, what kind of woman I used to be! ”
Chu Baiqian was silent, as if he didn't know what to say for a while.
Thinking that in this way, in his eyes, she became very unbearable, Su Xiaonian sighed secretly, what man would really love a woman like her?
She stood up again, wanting to end the conversation: "I'll go back to my room and sleep first, and you should go to rest early." ”
Chu Baiqian grabbed her hand again and grabbed her: "Xiao Nian, what you just said is the past, I won't care." I know what kind of woman you are now, and what I like is you! ”
Su Xiaonian froze in place, slowly turned his head to look at him, and didn't seem to believe it, he was telling the truth.
Facing her skeptical gaze, Chu Baiqian continued: "None of us are teenagers and boys, who hasn't passed the past!" I really don't mind your past and who you've loved. I've always felt that because I've been divorced and have a child, I'm a little unworthy of you......"
"Nope." Su Xiaonian interrupted him, "It's that I'm not worthy of you." ”
After getting along for more than a year, Su Xiaonian could see that Chu Baiqian was not only a good boss, but also a good man.
If it weren't for his ex-wife's requirements being too high, disgusted that he was guarding a small company, and all year round, he didn't earn a lot of gold and silver for her to squander at will, and he wouldn't have divorced him. His ex-wife caught one of his clients and kicked him, not even the children.
After the divorce, Chu Baiqian's attitude towards women was a little respectful, until his secretary came home to get married and have children, Su Xiaonian came to the interview and sat down in front of him and asked him to give her a job opportunity. At the beginning, he only regarded Su Xiaonian as his subordinate, but later Su Xiaonian helped him a lot in the company's affairs, and the more he became familiar with Su Xiaonian and the more he understood her, the more he liked her.
Chu Baiqian could feel that Su Xiaonian was not without feelings for him, seeing that she seemed to be shaken, he was going to seize this opportunity, held one of her hands with both hands, held it in his palm, and said emotionally: "Xiaonian, if you don't dislike it, I want to ask you to be the boss of our company, you can be late and leave early when you go to and from work, you can be absent at will, and your salary is as you like...... I don't really know romantic men, but I can try to be a good husband......"
"Bai Qian, don't say it." Su Xiaonian raised his other hand and pointed his finger to his lips.
Her faint flickering eyes touched people's hearts, Chu Baiqian suddenly wanted to kiss her, slowly lowered his head, and slowly approached her lips.
"Xiao Nian, is it okay?" He had one last sentence to say.
Su Xiaonian let out a low "um", raised his face, and met his lips.
Seeing Kang Peiyang again today, she found that she really didn't love him anymore, and she could completely let go of him, completely let go of the past, and really start over.
A man like Kang Peiyang is not something that an ordinary woman like her can have, and her love for vanity in the past made her unbearable.
Now, facing Chu Baiqian, she finally understands what kind of man she needs and what kind of life she wants to live.
She felt glad for herself that she could meet a man like Chu Baiqian who was sincere to her.
Kang Peiyang is just a vain dream she had.
After leaving the cocktail party, getting into the car, and sitting in the car for a while, Kang Peiyang didn't know where to go, and he had a feeling of no return, and he was wandering everywhere.
San Francisco, where he never belonged. In Kang Xingjian's eyes, he is Rong Jincheng's son!
Back in Z City, he doesn't feel that he belongs here, in the eyes of some people, he is Kang Xingjian's adopted son, Kang Ershao!
The people of the Rong family wanted him to return to the Rong family, but he never thought that he was a member of the Rong family.
Regardless of the women he loves or don't love, they no longer love him, they all leave him, and his heart is empty.
He started the car and drove all the way to the bar he frequented, intending to get drunk.
When you get drunk and don't think about anything, you don't have that feeling of emptiness in your heart.
When he was so drunk that he felt that his head was so heavy that he couldn't lift his head, after paying the bill, he just wanted to find a place to sleep well.
As soon as I turned around and left the bar, I heard Wendy's familiar voice and shouted loudly: "Who said I was drunk, I wasn't drunk, you let me go, drink, let's continue to drink!" ”
There was also a man's ill-intentioned voice: "Beauty, look at you, you can't stand on your feet, you're really drunk, we'll send you to rest." ”
followed by Tang Yuwei's voice, also with a strong drunkenness: "It's dead, who wants you to send it, who said that we are drunk, we are still sober!" ”
Wendy saw Su Xiaonian and said that after breaking up with Kang Peiyang, she felt depressed and uncomfortable, and found Tang Yuwei to drink together, scolding men for not being a good thing, and she didn't get drunk tonight, but both of them were drunk. Tang Yuwei is no longer pretending to be drunk this time, she is really drunk.
Kang Peiyang calmed down, stood firm, opened his eyes hard, and looked at them, between Wendy and Tang Yuwei, they were both drunk and messy, being supported by two people, and walking unsteadily, with crimson cheeks, coquettish and sultry.
Looking at the two men again, whether they knew someone or not, and they just wanted to beat them up for their crooked ideas, Kang Peiyang strode over, grabbed Wendy's hand, and seemed to be very angry and said, "Wendy, why are you drinking like this!" ”
Wendy, who was drunk and dizzy, forgot nothing when she saw Kang Peiyang, and threw herself into his arms, hooked his neck with both hands, and smiled stupidly: "Hehe, Peiyang, you are here, why are you here now, we are all so drunk......"
Kang Peiyang held her, then looked at the man who was holding Tang Yuwei, and scolded loudly: "Let go of her!" ”