"Tian Tianxi!" Ying Zheng listened to my speculation and became more and more angry: "When can you change your self-made smart mistakes?" With such 'true affection', the widow believes that your teasing face is really stupid! ”

His eyes widened, and his words were cold.

I looked at Yingzheng with a hideous face and a bitter face, and I couldn't think about his accusatory words.

"Why did the king say this?" I stared at him blankly.

Ying Zheng glanced past my daze and instead looked at the clearing beside me.

"You know it in your own heart!" He said in a low voice.

In this palace, more than once, more than one person, said that I want to understand, and I want to understand, but I really don't understand!

I don't understand why Ying Zheng will be so angry with me, even more so after I have honestly expressed my ignorance, and because he thinks I should understand but pretends not to understand.

What the hell should I understand?

"The concubine doesn't know in her heart!"

Suddenly, I was depressed, and I roared and let out an unprecedented loud shout, and my roar was louder than Yingzheng's angry words--the worst sin is the worst sin, even if I don't sin the worst, I am already the worst sin in their hearts!

Ying Zheng was stunned for a moment, he shouldn't have thought that there would be someone in this life who would lose his temper in front of him.

"What are you yelling at?" He looked at me in disbelief.

I'm still screaming, but because of the active tear ducts, I'm much quieter.

"Scream for my life!"

I've been backlogged for too long, and I've been suppressed too deeply in my heart, and this kind of depressed love is really better than letting me die.

Ying Zheng was furious.

"Presumptuous!" He narrowed his pupils and looked at me.

I don't know that I'm presumptuous, disobedient to Yingzheng in the face of the world's condemnation, but I'm really tired, Yingzheng's gains and losses for me and his impermanent attitude make me can't help myself to go crazy!

What I can't stand the most is that he is cruel to me for no reason!

"I've put it away!"

I couldn't control the tears flowing in strings, my fingers tapping my heart, looking at Yingzheng sadly, crying like a tearful person.

"It was the king who forced me to be presumptuous. You forced me to be presumptuous!

Woo woo~~~

Why do you think you know what I know and rebuke me, even if I don't know what you're talking about, but you have to blame me for believing that I know! ”

I'm really tired of being alive, and my mind is short-circuited, and I don't care about any rules and images. It's just so unbridled catharsis and bitter complaining, not caring about the slightest thought of life - if there is no meaning and support to survive in this world, I think no matter who you are, you will lose the courage to live.

Ying Zheng's chest rose and fell sharply, and he was provoked by my rude words and actions to let out a fierce breath and eyes.

Exit, his voice was cold.

"Don't act again, you're acting too similar, it's going to be terrifying, and people can't help but burn it!"

The words condemning me came out of his mouth, and every word was clear. The coldness of one tone and one stanza.

He stared at me grimly, as if I were already a burned corpse in his eyes.

The cruel look that came out of his eyes made me cool down like crazy.

"Then burn it!" My desperate faint exit: "I want to be burned because I give myself but I can't get the trust I promised!" ”

Ying Zheng leaned back slightly, and took a deep breath silently.

"Are you determined that widows will do nothing to you?"

He grinded his teeth, his index finger turning the jade wrench on top of his thumb.

It seems that Ying Zheng really doesn't understand me. He actually saw my despair as my indulgence and presumptuousness - if I could be so confident as he imagined, why would I have shrunk my neck tremblingly for so many years, and my heart was as broken as a knife without healing?!

When the heart is cold, the reason gradually eases up.

Even if Yingzheng hurt my feelings, the respect and love in my heart are still indelible.

"The slave concubine never dared to have such a sense of superiority, and the slave concubine was afraid day and night, afraid that the king would suddenly order the slave concubine to be burned. Now the slave concubine is so wild. It's not because it's targeted, but because it's a dead heart, so as to avoid worrying about the days when you're panicking every minute. ”

I wept softly, poured out softly, and knelt softly on the ground.

From the beginning, I knew that falling in love with Yingzheng was falling in love with mistakes, but I couldn't control my heart. I loved, and I loved it unconsciously, so much so that I now have a sense of devotion to the fire of a moth, but at the same time an incomprehensible sense of fate!

I used to think that if I was in love with Yingzheng, I would be punished with a miserable end. It must be that I can't fight the status of the princesses of Qin in Ying Zheng's mind and their sophisticated skills, but I really guessed the ending, but I never guessed the reason - it was Ying Zheng, it was actually Ying Zheng, it was actually the decision after he didn't believe what he had said, and he wanted my life!

"Do you really think so?"

It took him a long time to speak, and his tone lost all emotion.

Whether I want to or not, lies in Yingzheng's heart for me and what he thinks of me.

"The trust that the king said is gone, and the concubine understands, but does the king want to doubt all the words and intentions of the concubine now?"

I said calmly, and I couldn't help but cry, but I wanted to be silent and hold my head high, against my own stubbornness and pride—this might be the last time I had the chance to look at Yingzheng.

Ying Zheng looked at me, the jade wrench on his thumb was still spinning, but it was turning slower and slower, almost stopping.

"Come on, Mrs. Creek's words and deeds are out of order, and she has been imprisoned in the dungeon and thought about it!"

He gave the order.

I did this, but he didn't kill me directly, but just put me on hold to think about it, I thought, maybe this is his selfishness that has not completely died to me.

For Ying Zheng, this is the lightest hairfall, I accept his kindness, and I am willing to obey his orders.

Originally, I committed a heinous crime, no matter how I said it, just thinking about it is already an extrajudicial grace, which should be acceptable to anyone, but for Luo Onion, who is worried about me, accepting it is undoubtedly accepting that I will be severely punished.

"Your Majesty, Mrs. must not enter the dungeon again, because the cold of the dungeon and the accumulation of music on the snowside of Qiaoyang Lake were forbidden, and the imperial doctor said that Mrs. has a hidden illness and should avoid the attack of the cold all the time.

On weekdays, even if Mrs. is hot and wears wormwood plaster, she will recur cold pain from time to time, and if she enters such a cold and bitter place again, I am afraid that Mrs. will die. O king, please, please, the slave and maid are willing to die and beg the king to be gracious, and beg the king to forgive the lady this time. ”

Luo Cong knelt down and crawled to Yingzheng's feet and begged bitterly, and the movement of buttoning her head from time to time made the area where she bowed her head wet with tears. But her loyalty is to add chaos to Ying Zheng's eyes, and she was stomped away by Ying Zheng vigorously in her pleading action, and she rolled twice in a row to stabilize her body.

Ying Zheng was watching me the whole time, and I was watching him, even when he was stomping off the green onion.

Although my heart was cold, I thanked him for stomping Luo Onion, because if he had agreed to Luo Onion's request and transferred the punishment to Luo Onion, I would have suffered more than the result of my imprisonment: I was willing to exchange my death for Luo Onion's life, and I was already a sinner who had caused the hard life of Luo Onion and others.

"The words and deeds of the slave concubine are out of order, and she has thought about how to get into the heart of the slave concubine, thank you to the king for your success!"

I accepted Yingzheng's punishment for me with all my word, and bowed to the law.

He listened to me, and the gloomy light flashed in his eyes, giving me the back of his resolute departure.

Zhao Gao pointed to two people and pulled me to the dungeon, bowed and ran with small steps, and went to chase Yingzheng.

With a cold gaze, I temporarily pushed back the people who had been ordered to take me to the dungeon, walked over to Luo Onion, who was crying in despair after being kicked away by Yingzheng, and helped her up.

Impulsively turned out to be vicious to Yingzheng, now Luo Cong is alive, and I am alive, which is the best result for me.

"Don't be sad if I die, because I shouldn't have bothered you like this."

As soon as I spoke, Luo Cong's tears flowed even more.

I took a step closer to Luo Cong, put my mouth close to her ear, and whispered: "Luo Cong, I beg you, if you can, go back to Qi Kingdom!" You are my last wish. ”

I retracted my shoulders and blinked twice to clear my gaze, giving her my sincere expectant look.

"Madame!"

Luo Onion was full of horror at the pathos I expressed, and her lips trembled sharply when she was already crying, afraid that I would be the last to see her forever when I stood opposite her.

I'm afraid, too, but the rules of the game are not set by me, and I can't resist it. I took out my handkerchief and wiped her tears, and I gave her my pleading look firmly.

"I beg you!"

With that, I stretched out my arms and hugged her hard, and then forced my reluctance to stride to the dungeon, never looking back.

It's not that I don't want to turn back, but I'm afraid that if I turn back, I will never want to leave Luo Onion alone and helpless and helpless, so I will never calmly accept the firmness of a sad ending, and I will never calmly accept the current situation that Yingzheng has a misunderstanding about me and the disgust he has accumulated because of it!

I'm scared, so ruthless!

This is the third time I've entered the dungeon, and nothing has changed here, it's still so gloomy, so hot, so full of mildew and sweat.

I followed the jailer who led the way to a secluded cell, entered it in peace, and stayed alone once more.

Sitting in prison, I really felt this qiē in prison, and my heart was filled with Yingzheng's resolute back, which reduced my ability to perceive the real qiē of prison.

"Mrs. Qixi, it's time to eat!"

The door of the cell sounded with respectful words that I had not often heard in prison, and I put away my sad thoughts and looked sadly—it was so coincidental that I could always meet acquaintances here.