Chapter 597: Heart Knot
"You ......"
Zhong Ningning glared at him angrily and continued: "I'm not hungry, you can eat it yourself." ”
"Then I'll eat it myself?" Zhang Yang asked with a wicked smile.
In fact, he also felt that he was a bit too much just to watch the excitement and not help just now, but who let this girl go to that kind of place?
She also deliberately made a trap to destroy her relationship with Feng Yanran, so it is understandable that she did this.
What's more, she is not in any danger, even if she doesn't have the police, she won't let Sun Han's gang arrest her......
"Eat you!"
Zhong Ningning looked around at the strange eyes around him, and probably felt that he was a little too unladylike, so he lowered his voice and said angrily.
"Could it be that you asked me out to apologize to me with this attitude?" Zhang Yang put down his chopsticks and asked helplessly.
"Originally, I wanted to apologize to you, but you didn't save you when you died, why should I apologize to you again?"
Zhong Ningning also felt very aggrieved in his heart, and continued with tears flashing in his eyes: "Am I just so annoying to you? You should apologize to me. ”
"Okay, okay, I apologize to you, wasn't I there guarding at the time? They won't let them take you away. ”
Zhang Yang couldn't see a woman crying and crying, so he continued to tell the truth: "Don't go to that kind of messy place in the future, otherwise this kind of thing will happen sooner or later, and it's not a place for good girls to go." ”
He is also telling the truth, which of the girls in it does not rely on selling their hue and dignity to curry favor with men to achieve their own purpose of making money.
Some people will say that they are also forced to be helpless for the sake of life, otherwise who would want to choose such a life?
In fact, this statement should be more of an excuse for their own depravity, just ask so many girls in China, engaged in various professions, why there is no place for them to survive?
It's just that they don't want to endure hardship, or that it is easier to sell their flesh and dignity to make money and satisfy their vanity, so they choose this kind of life.
Except, of course, those girls who have been deceived and forced, who are involuntarily ......
"Originally, I went this time to say goodbye to a friend inside, and I don't plan to go to that kind of place in the future."
After listening to his words, Zhong Ningning understood the meaning of it, and his tone softened a lot.
She didn't lie, she often hung out in nightclubs, and always had a familiar friend or two.
What's more, her inferiority complex can only open her heart knot in a nightclub, tell her bitterness and grievances to her heart's content, and wantonly vent her feelings.
Because only here, others will only care if you are beautiful or not, sexy or not, but they don't care about your identity......
"Hmmm! Don't waste your youth. ”
When he said this, Zhang Yang himself felt ridiculous.
If you hadn't opened a hospital to enrich yourself, wouldn't you have been hanging on in the past, wasting your youth doing nothing?
"Do you think I like my life now?" Zhong Ningning looked sideways at the dim and empty highway outside the window, smiled sadly and suddenly spoke.
"No, I just don't think there's any need to give up on myself."
Zhang Yang could see the bitterness behind her smile, and the embarrassment of her identity made this girl suffer too many grievances.
"I don't have a choice, and I don't want to be an illegitimate daughter." Zhong Ningning's eyes could faintly see tears flickering.
Perhaps such grievances and dissatisfaction can only be experienced by oneself, and others cannot understand or feel the inner feelings.
"I don't like this kind of life, I've grown up like a stolen child, and I can't recognize my own father because my mother is a junior."
Although it seemed that she was very plain, Zhang Yang knew that her heart must be very painful.
Zhong Ningning paused for a moment and continued: "When I hear others scolding my junior lover, I always quietly dodge, feeling that I have no place to be ashamed, I am afraid that they will know my identity, so I dare not be with them." ”
"It's not a choice for you." Zhang Yang said softly.
Zhang Yang didn't know how to persuade her, so he could only comfort her with a very old-fashioned sentence.
"I don't have a choice, but this identity will follow me for the rest of my life." Zhong Ningning bit her lip, and said with excitement on her pretty face.
Although Zhang Yang did not continue to speak, he also agreed with her words in his heart, some people have never lived a life that others envy, but they have suffered pain that others cannot understand.
This may also be a portrayal of the hearts of many second-generation people, who live a life that others can't achieve without worrying about food and clothing, but they are doing all kinds of cheating things.
Drag racing, drug abuse, showing off wealth, and making celebrities......
They may also know that their parents have earned the money they spend, and they also know that they have nothing to afford other than money.
Therefore, through the above way to seek stimulation and relief, to attract the attention of others and at the same time to satisfy their own perverted psychology.
If their parents earned their wealth with a shrewd mind, they would be proud of their parents instead of squandering them.
Therefore, even if some profiteers and corrupt officials have more wealth, they have harmed their descendants......
"I hate my mother, and I hate Zhong Ming even more." A hint of hatred flashed in Zhong Ningning's eyes.
Zhong Ningning's face could see a very complicated expression, not only hatred for the two, but even envy and extravagance for an ordinary life.
"I've thought about running away from home, going to a strange place, and living a dull life."
Zhong Ningning covered her face with her hands and sobbed bitterly: "But I don't worry about my mother, I am her only hope, what will she do if I leave?" ”
"Don't care what other people think, you are you, they are them, and your life has nothing to do with them, so there is no need to suffer for them." Zhang Yang said softly.
Only now did he fully understand the contradictory mood in this girl's heart.
The reason why Zhong Ming stays by their mother and daughter's side, and can even be said to give them a rich and worry-free life, is nothing more than because she is Zhong Ming's daughter.
In other words, Sun Xiumin's junior status is simply not enough to keep Zhong Ming......
If Zhong Ningning runs away from home and never comes back, Zhong Ming will never return to the villa at all, and Sun Xiumin can only spend the rest of his life alone.
So this girl doesn't want to leave, and she can even say that she doesn't dare to leave here, but she doesn't want to face such a reality, so she gets drunk every day and abandons herself......
"That person isn't you, of course you can easily tell." Zhong Ningning smiled bitterly and then spoke.
Anyone can say this kind of comforting words, but if something really happens to them, who can really think about it?
"At least you know who your parents are? At least they raised you, and even if you hate them, at least you have a reason to hate them. At this time, he also remembered his life experience, and couldn't help but say with a gloomy face.
Zhong Ningning glanced at Zhang Yang in some surprise, as if he noticed that there was some story in his words.
"Don't you ......" she looked at Zhang Yang in disbelief.
"I don't even know who they are."
Zhang Yang pretended to smile relaxed, his eyes flashed with loss and continued: "Sometimes I really want to see them, even if I know what they look like, and ask them why they left me alone, it's as simple as that." ”
"I'm sorry." Zhong Ningning hurriedly apologized.
"Actually, it's nothing, I grew up without them, and I won't live the same life without them in the future?" Zhang Yang shook his head helplessly and continued: "What I can't figure out is why they abandoned me in the first place.
It's not that Zhang Yang doesn't want to see his parents, it's just that after knowing some things about his life experience, he doesn't want to face this fact.
And today's incident with Zhong Ningning also reminded him of his life experience, and it seems that the two of them have something in common.
"I don't want to be a good girl." Zhong Ningning suddenly looked at him and said helplessly.
Zhang Yang also felt a little sympathetic after finishing her words, and suddenly patted her head as if she remembered something.
"I'm going to open a hospital in a while, and a lot of people will be needed by then." Zhang Yang said busily.
Zhong Ningning thought he was joking, after all, Zhang Yang was just a student, and opening a hospital was not a simple matter.
However, looking at the look on his face, it didn't seem like he was teasing himself, and he glanced at Zhang Yang with some confusion and didn't speak.
"I'm telling the truth, you don't think I'm kidding you." Zhang Yang said a little depressed.
"Really?" Zhong Ningning still asked with some disbelief.
"Why am I lying to you, deceiving you to have money to take or have a girl to give." Zhang Yang glanced at her angrily and said.
"Then I'm going to work in your hospital." Zhong Ningning really believed his words and said hurriedly.
Zhong Ningning especially needs something or a job to prove himself at this time.
"That's okay, if you want to work here, you must go through a strict assessment." Zhang Yang said without scruples.
"Don't worry, I still have this confidence." Zhong Ningning said confidently.
At this time, Zhong Ningning suddenly realized that he was not such a bastard.
"It's a good thing to have confidence, if you can control your temper, and you are so beautiful, many people will definitely like you."
Zhang Yang smiled and continued.
Zhang Yang is telling the truth, Zhong Ningning is definitely a first-class beauty, but she usually dresses up a little flatteringly.
"Well, then you can't go back." Zhong Ningning hurriedly said, for fear that Zhang Yang would regret it.
Zhong Ningning was also very happy after listening to his words, after all, no one doesn't like others to praise themselves, and this is the first time Zhang Yang has praised her today.
"Haha, do you think I look like that kind of person." Zhang Yang touched his nose and said with a smile.
After speaking, he deliberately touched his face, did he have a bad face?
"It's hard to say, you are such an unreliable person." At this time, Ning Ning regained his usual appearance and said.
Although he said so, he was full of gratitude to Zhang Yang in his heart.
"But the ugly words are ahead, if you can't pass the assessment, don't say I didn't give you a chance." Zhang Yang said seriously.
"Humph! I'm sure I'm not going to go through the back door, you don't underestimate people. Zhong Ningning said unconvinced.
Zhang Yang nodded with satisfaction, which also made him have a lot of good feelings for Zhong Ningning.
"I'll prove it to you in the future, and make you regret that you didn't scold me well." Zhong Ningning wrinkled his little nose and said angrily.
Zhang Yang said helplessly that he didn't speak, while Zhong Ningning laughed on the side.
"It's not too early, I'd better send you back first." Zhang Yang looked at the time and said.
"Yes." Zhong Ningning nodded and said.