Chapter 847: Your Childhood Sweetheart
I know that only his queen can wear like this, in fact, I just didn't do his queen in his name, in my heart, I have long been his queen, and I am just his queen, no other identity, so I have only worn a phoenix robe for so many years!
"Your Majesty, what did you hear, maybe you explained it to the concubine?" I tried to ask.
I know that Ying Zheng's current situation must be aware of my past and identity with Lin Jixiang, but I still want to ask, because because of his current suffering, I want to find a breakthrough in the explanation that can explain to him and let him ease his emotions a little, and hearing his heart is a necessary condition for me to be able to prescribe the right medicine.
He's running out of time, and I can't let him go with such regrets.
"Take it off!" He was furious again.
In his rage, he has lost his mind, and in his worldview, my outburst of concealment has subverted all his favor for me, and will not be able to repair the old love between us, so he is now desperate.
In order to stabilize his mood at the moment, I sat up painfully, and untied and faded the red phoenix robe with my own hands little by little.
"You've been thinking about taking off this phoenix robe day and night, right?" He asked with a smile, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.
I couldn't cry silently: how could he think of me like this, I thought day and night about how to wear this phoenix robe to the ultimate effect, to be able to stand beside him, and to bring him the joy of dragon and phoenix auspiciousness, but he will never know my thoughts. Because I am not qualified to say this heart of mine at all.
"The concubine's phoenix robe has been removed, Your Majesty may let the concubine die?" Without the phoenix robe, my momentum was greatly reduced because of the coldness of my heart, and I cried and grieved, and I knelt down straight to Yingzheng. Ask him to tell me more about what he has to say.
Ying Zheng sneered when he heard this, and the whole world became desolate when he laughed.
"Want to die? Do you have that qualification? My body and mind have been hollowed out by you, and you want to die, will you be too selfish and conceited, if you can do whatever you want in this world, doesn't that mean that I have been deceived by you into such a miserable situation and let you act arbitrarily? He wanted to be angry, but he didn't seem to have the energy and physical strength to vent it to the fullest, so he just stared at me with wide eyes and hated: "This time, I won't be so cheap for you!" ”
As long as it can relieve his anger. I'll do whatever he wants, as long as he can get a little better.
I know he still loves me. Otherwise, the despair in his eyes would not be so full of earth-destroying pain and loss, as if the whole person had been drained of life at all!
I'm about to drain my body and mind!
"Your Majesty will do whatever the concubine wants." I can't change anything, only depend on him.
Ying Zheng's dead eyes suddenly turned into endless decadence, he couldn't help but laugh twice, and his tears fell again.
"So to speak. Do you admit it? He asked. Our two hearts sank together into the dark abyss from which we will never recover.
I admit it, I admit that his pain is a fact caused by me, and the obstacles that he can't get over are the causes caused by me, and the things that he can get by are all made by me on the basis of lying to him.
Because there was deception from the beginning, everything that followed was deception, and I, he, were powerless to change the premise.
It's fake—everything I, and what I did after meeting him, must be like this in his heart!
"Concubine," I don't know whether to admit it or not. If I don't admit it, then I'm continuing to lie to him, and if I do, then everything I say or do will only backfire. Therefore, I pondered for a moment and said bitterly: "Leave it to your majesty's disposal!" ”
Ying Zheng shook his body, took a step back with his right foot, and suddenly fell backwards and fell to the ground just when I thought he was too sad to stand still.
"Your Majesty?" I was in a hurry and wanted to step forward to help him, but he scolded him and stopped his movements: "Don't come here, I will want you and him to live better than death!" ”
I should have been afraid of his ruthless appearance, but at this moment, I unusually felt that the symptoms of wheezing difficulties were slightly relieved, probably because I felt that he should treat me who deceived him like this, but what he said was also to Lin Jixiang...
"It's all the fault of the slave concubine, Your Majesty will punish the slave concubine." I beg for death, and it's okay if I don't die and be tortured to death by Yingzheng, but I still have illusions about whether Lin Jixiang can live or not, but the desire to intercede is stuck in my throat and not spoken, because I feel that if I plead, it is too heinous.
Although he didn't say it explicitly, Ying Zheng heard it really and immediately laughed angrily.
"Are you afraid I'll hurt him? Hehe, it's really a childhood sweetheart, a hard-working mandarin duck, okay, it's really touching! He suddenly turned from sadness to ruthlessness, and his whole face was hideous to the extreme: "Then I will show you a thousand knives, and I want you to see with your own eyes how his flesh and blood are separated!" ”
He has always done what he says, and his thoughts are so sad and angry at this time, he must be more and more determined to do things, and I don't have a trace of luck.
"Your Majesty, it's not what you think, the slave concubine knows that she is not qualified to tell you the truth, but the truth is really not what you think, you are the only man the slave concubine loves..."
Ying Zheng was no longer moved by my words, perhaps he felt that he had been deceived so badly after so many years, and he could no longer trust me, so his expression was like that of the king of Yama from hell, and he looked at me as if he was looking at a wicked person who was about to be destroyed by the eighteen layers of hell.
"If I hadn't skinned him, I am afraid that you would not have said these rhetorical words to me when he was dying, I have really seen what kind of crazy love the stubborn Lady Creek looks like, you are simply - poisonous woman - you... You ......"
I noticed something was wrong, and when I blinked my eyes to see Ying Zheng's appearance, he only opened his mouth and made no sound, I thought I was deaf and sick from grief, but he groped up and fell to the ground after noticing that he didn't make a sound, so I completely believed that he was wrong.
"Your Majesty?" We were in a big mess, so we could only instinctively pounce on him and check his condition closely: "Your Majesty, don't scare the slave concubine, the slave concubine is wrong, the slave concubine will never dare anymore... Your Majesty? ”
Yingzheng didn't want me to get close to him, so he ruthlessly pushed me away again and again, who was persevering close to him; I was anxious about his sudden mute, and recklessly rushed up again... (To be continued.) )