Huang Yuan quietly retreated, and only Du Yunjin was left in the house. She stood still, neither forward nor backward, her eyes staring straight ahead at the drape, half looking and half calculating.

Without hearing the foreseen sound, Xiao Yu couldn't hide her surprise and put down the pen in her hand. In fact, he didn't know how to face Du Yunjin, when he met her in Yixian Valley, he thought in his heart that he wanted to get people back to his side no matter what, but as the so-called hometown cowardice, this person really came to the front, but he didn't know what to do.

He pretended to read the recital, but he didn't write a single word.

"Jin'er?"

She didn't speak, so he had to call her first.

Du Yunjin still looked like that, as if he had never heard his voice.

"Jin'er." He slowly walked to her side and looked at her with tenderness: "Look at you like this, you have lost a lot of weight. ”

"Skinny?" Du Yunjin finally raised his eyes and glanced at him: "I think this is the right time." ”

"Jin'er," Xiao Yu saw that she didn't resist as before, and carefully picked up her falling hair and tucked her behind her ears. "I know that you have suffered a lot over the years. Don't worry, I'll treat you well in the future. ”

Du Yunjin dodged sideways, letting his hand fall into the air unexpectedly.

"What is this saying, the folk woman is just a woman from a mountain and wild village, and she can't get into the eyes of Her Majesty."

Xiao Yu's eyes were full of sadness, and she said with a lonely voice: "You are still complaining about me." He raised his head and suddenly laughed: "Yes, you should blame me." ”

"But Jin'er, I also have my own difficulties."

Du Yunjin gave him a small white look, and replied respectfully: "Your Majesty has always had his own hardships. ”

The sarcasm in her words, Xiao Yu could only smile bitterly when she heard it. "To get this position, you have to pay a lot, whether I want it or not. You're going to laugh at me, so don't get this position. But you have lived in the East Palace for ten years, and the conspiracy and intrigue during this period are unknown to others, but you are clear. If I can't sit in this position, then it is foreseeable whether my fate will be divided by five horses or the destruction of the nine clans. In order to protect myself and everyone around me, I have to sit in this position. ”

"Jin'er." He suddenly grabbed her arms and forced her to look at him. "Whether you believe it or not, I didn't want to hurt you. It's just that at that time, the Liang family was aggressive, and I had no choice but to deliberately snub you and put you in the cold palace, I originally thought that when I finished cleaning up the Liang family, I would take you out. ”

"The Liang family is forcing each other step by step?" Du Yunjin shook off his hand and looked at him indifferently: "The Liang family forced you to kill my father?" Forcing you to hang him on the city gate and expose his body for three days, and not allow others to collect his body for him? Did the Liang family force you to watch the child in my belly being beaten out again? Xiao Yu, I never thought that you would be such a vicious person! That's your own flesh and blood, and you are willing to give it up! ”

"That child ......" Xiao Yu quietly clenched his fists and explained with great difficulty: "Wei Zhongchen has already diagnosed that child is infected with the poison of his mother's body, and even if he gives birth, he will not survive. ”

For his weak explanation, Du Yunjin smiled coldly. "How do you know he won't live? You can keep Concubine Mu Xian's child for three years, how do you know that you can't keep my child? ”

"Jin'er!" Xiao Yu's eyes became more and more sad: "That is my first child, how could I not do my best to protect him." But...... But if he dies, you will live in peace. Jin'er, I don't protect that child, the person I want to protect is you. As long as you're alive, as long as you're by my side, we'll have more children. So sacrificing that child to keep you, even if I had to choose again, I would make the same choice. ”

"So you asked Wei Zhongchen to introduce as much poison as possible into that child." Thinking of the child who died early, Du Yunjin still felt that his heart had been torn out of an incomprehensible wound, and it hurt badly every time he touched it. "Have you ever thought about my feelings, it was a piece of meat on my body, and I lived in my belly for most of the year. I'd rather not survive myself, but I want to keep him and give him a chance to open his eyes and see the world. Maybe he'll like to eat sugar gourds on the street, or maybe he'll like all kinds of delicious little desserts...... But you deprived him of the right to live with high-sounding reasons, he is gone, have you ever looked at him? Do you know how bleak he was when he left? Do you know what he was like when he was born? ”

"You don't know any of that! At that time, you were busy marrying the queen of your childhood sweetheart, and you were busy purging the remnants of that child's grandfather's family! ”

"No, it's not." Xiao Yu hurriedly explained: "I can't help myself. ”

"Involuntarily?" Du Yunjin looked at Xiao Yu's eyes, trying to find a trace of sincerity in them. "Xiao Yu, it's because you are narrow-minded and narrow-minded for revenge, but you want to push the blame to the Liang family and continue to maintain your aggrieved and innocent image! Why the hell did you kill my father? Why do you have to disband the Du family's army? ”

She pressed forward step by step, and Xiao Yu staggered back. He hastily avoided her sharp gaze, she really knew him, so she saw his true heart.

"How did the Empress Dowager Shouxian die?"

"Queen Mother......" Xiao Yu stopped retreating and hung her head weakly. You know it all? ”

"Of course I know. As early as the first night before I got married, my father told me all about my past. You can't blindly resent my father, after all, it was the Empress Dowager Shouxian who betrayed the love between her and my father, which made my father unable to think about it for a while and went astray. But for so many years, he has been regretting it, although he has not made it clear, but if it weren't for his support behind his back, do you think you can save the day many times, and you can really dominate the position of the crown prince under the operation of King Qing? ”

"This ......" is indeed something he doesn't know, maybe he knows, but he never wants to face up to what Du Bocheng did.

"General Du is my adoptive father, and I think you have investigated it clearly." Du Yunjin looked at him sadly: "Do you know who my biological father is?" ”

"Your biological father is Cheng Banbai, the palace guard who participated in framing my mother."

"It turns out that you all know, so you don't hesitate to use me, don't hesitate to hurt me." Du Yunjin laughed softly: "But no matter how much resentment there is, I will use my own half-life happiness to pay you back with one of my lives." ”

"Xiao Yu, the evil fate between us has long been cleared."