Chapter 315: What You Want and What You Can't Get It

Hearing the cheers of the nurses coming from inside, Kang Peiyang felt that his body was so weak that he couldn't stand.

"Are you alright?" Kang Peiyang couldn't help but go in, seeing Qiu Tao as if he was prostration, and it was hard to breathe.

The midwifery doctor, wearing translucent gloves, held the newborn baby in the palm of his hand, sent it to Kang Peiyang, and said to Kang Peiyang: "Congratulations, this father, are you going to cut your daughter's belly button?" ”

"No, you'd better come." Kang Peiyang hurriedly refused.

Seeing that navel belt, attached to the fleshy baby, he could do it!

I also want to say that he is not the father of the child, but in this case, there is no need to explain.

Qiu Tao glanced at the child, but she couldn't hold on and fell asleep.

By the time she woke up, hours later, she was taken back to the mother-and-baby ward, where her newborn daughter was wrapped in a soft wrap and slept soundly in the crib next to her bed.

"Wake up, how do you feel?" Kang Peiyang sat on the sofa and walked to the bed when he saw that she was awake.

Turning his head to see the little baby in the crib, Qiu Tao had a weak but happy smile on his face: "It's okay, Peiyang, it's good to have you, thank you"

"There's no need to say thanks." Seeing that she was about to sit up, Kang Peiyang hurriedly helped her, let her lean against the head of the bed, and then asked, "I brought a soup and a few of your favorite dishes, let's eat something first, replenish the body." ”

Qiu Tao just gave birth to a child, the strength of the whole body was exhausted, and after sleeping for a few hours and waking up, she still felt weak, and she didn't feel hungry, and then looked at the crib and said to Kang Peiyang: "Let me see my little baby first." ”

"Okay." Kang Peiyang gently picked up the sleeping baby and handed it to Qiu Tao's outstretched hand.

The sweet dream was not disturbed, the little baby was crying, Qiu Tao coaxed a few times, she stopped, opened her eyes wide, and looked at her mommy curiously.

Looking at her small face, small nose and small eyes, you can see that her eyes are like her, her mouth is like her, and her nose is like Ling Feng.

Her little hand was half-curled, and Qiu Tao stretched out a finger for her to grab.

Grabbing Mommy's fingers, the little baby raised the corners of her mouth and smiled, making people look drunk.

Qiu Tao hugged her and looked at her, but she was reluctant to let go.

In the past two days in the hospital, Kang Peiyang accompanied her and didn't say anything, but brought her a nutritious package for every meal.

One of the nannies she contacted, named Lisa, also came over and came to the hospital to take care of her.

Two days later, Kang Peiyang picked her up and discharged her from the hospital and put the baby in the baby basket and carried it back.

After being discharged from the hospital, Qiu Tao said that if Kang Peiyang was busy, she would go back first, she had a nanny to take care of her, so she didn't have to worry about it at all, but Kang Peiyang didn't leave until the full moon was still here.

Kang Peiyang took care of her back and forth, making Qiu Tao feel that someone was by her side and being taken care of, and she felt a very down-to-earth feeling in her heart.

Although she was with Kang Peiyang before, she took care of him, and she looked at his face in every word and deed, and she didn't have this down-to-earth feeling.

Qiu Tao was originally in good health, but after the full moon, his body recovered very well, and he insisted on doing things by himself.

Seeing that Kang Peiyang didn't mean to go back, she couldn't help but ask: "Peiyang, you have been here for more than a month, don't worry about the company's affairs?" ”

"Don't worry at all, I left Shenghe before I came, and now it's the same as before, leisurely." Kang Peiyang wanted to sue her about this, but sooner or later she would know that instead of letting her know from others, it would be better for him to sue her himself.

As expected, Qiu Tao was very surprised and asked in confusion: "You left Shenghe?" What do you mean? ”

Kang Peiyang didn't say that Kang Xingjian adopted him in order to use him, but just said that his mother's brother Xia Yuankun was still alive, and they met at Xia Yusong's cemetery, and Xia Yuankun told him the truth about the defeat of the Xia family back then, not that he was framed by the Rong family, and that he had always misunderstood, so he decided not to target the Rong family anymore, and left Shenghe.

Hearing him say that he would no longer retaliate against the Rong family, Qiu Tao felt very relieved, and asked him again: "Then you, don't hate them anymore?" ”

After being silent for a while, Kang Peiyang replied, "I don't know." ”

To hate or not to hate, he can't figure it out himself now.

It's obviously hateful, but I don't feel so hateful, let's say I don't hate, the pimple in my heart is still there.

Qiu Tao didn't ask anymore, at least he could get out of the whirlpool of hatred, which was a good thing for him.

People who live in hatred are sad, because they only have hatred in their hearts, and they miss out on a lot of joy in life.

Both of them fell silent, this topic was not suitable for further conversation, Kang Peiyang asked a question he had always wanted to ask: "Qiu Tao, do you really plan to do this, raise the child alone?" ”

"yes." Qiu Tao replied very easily, "I raised her alone, so there is no problem at all." ”

Kang Peiyang asked again: "You don't want her to have a complete family?" ”

Qiu Tao didn't think about this problem, but she felt that she was fully capable of raising this child, and there was no need to reluctantly form a family because of the child. Her parents divorced when she was a child, and her family was unfortunate, so she didn't value her family as much as ordinary people.

She lamented and said: "If it is an unhappy family, it is better to let her grow up in a single-parent family." In the Chinese concept, when a child is born, there should be a father and mother, otherwise it is unfortunate, so many women, even if their husbands treat her badly, or do not love her at all, outside the flowers, she is willing to wronged herself for the sake of the child, sacrifice her own happiness and joy, maintain an unhappy family, others will praise her as a good mother. But in our mindset, that's not the case. I don't force myself to marry a man because of my children, it's not responsible for myself. There are so many single mothers now, and one more of me is not too much. ”

"Qiu Tao, this is your preconceived psychology. If you don't think about getting married and starting a family, how do you know if you're going to be unhappy? Kang Peiyang can understand why Qiu Tao thinks so, but he still feels that her psychology is a bit extreme, or she is afraid that if she gets married and the family is unhappy, it will cause harm to the children.

Thinking of Kang Peiyang's purpose in saying this, Qiu Tao suddenly laughed: "Peiyang, do you want me to marry Ling Feng?" ”

Kang Peiyang did not deny it: "You know, Ling Feng has been looking for you, and he hasn't given up yet. He really loves you, why can't you marry him? ”

Does Ling Feng really love her? Qiu Tao wasn't very sure.

At the beginning, Ling Feng stalked her because he made a bet with Rong Fanxi and An Mingxian. For Ling Feng, she is not the kind of woman who wants more when she can't get it, once she gets it, the novelty of her is over, and she will be regarded as a straw piece.

For Ling Feng's playboy personality, she has a cynical and unruly heart, she knows very well that even if this kind of man likes a woman very much for a while and has the idea of marrying her, but after getting married, he will feel bored and want new excitement.

Ling Feng wanted to be with her, but it was just because he was her first man, and he had this idea on the spur of the moment!

Even if he wasn't impulsive, Qiu Tao wasn't confident that she would be able to last as long if she was with him again.

Just like Kang Peiyang, a living typical, he has also had many women, and sometimes he wants to be with a certain woman, but it doesn't last long.

Qiu Tao doesn't want to be one of those many women, instead of being a fool, it is better to let him want it but not get it, and he will miss her in his heart.

To this day, she still remembers clearly what Ling Feng said after they went to bed: "Be my wife!" "It sounds like saying, the weather is nice today, it's a casual look.

He also said: "Peach, you need a home, a relative, a lover, to be by your side to accompany you, give you a sense of security, so that you are no longer lonely in your heart!" I want to give you a home. If you need to, I can be your father, I can be your mother, I can be your older brother, or my younger brother, but I want to be the person you love, your husband, and the father of your children! ”

At that time, she was almost impressed.

If these words were not said from the mouth of the amorous Ling Feng, but by someone else, such as Xia Peng, maybe she would really be tempted.

After thinking about it, Qiu Tao shook his head slightly: "He doesn't really love me, he just wants to get it temporarily!" ”

Kang Peiyang can't deny that what she said is not unreasonable, this view is very rational.

However, the smarter a woman is, the more thoroughly she sees the problem of love, the easier it is to pass by happiness, and a somewhat silly woman like Xing Ruimeng is more likely to be happy.

"What if you think wrong?" Although Kang Peiyang regarded Ling Feng as a rival in love, Qiu Tao made it clear that she no longer loved him, and after leaving Z City, Ling Feng had been looking for her, and wanted to find out her whereabouts from him several times, in his opinion, Ling Feng really loved Qiu Tao.

Qiu Tao didn't respond to his question, maybe she insisted in her heart, she wouldn't be wrong, she wouldn't think wrong.

Kang Peiyang said again: "If Ling Feng really loves you and misses it like this, don't you feel sorry?" You're running away right now, and you're afraid that the outcome will be what you think it is. Why not give him a chance, and give yourself a chance, too? ”

Qiu Tao still didn't answer this question.

When the little baby woke up, she started crying, Qiu Tao was busy feeding her, changing diapers, and avoided answering Kang Peiyang's questions.

After that, Kang Peiyang didn't say anything, stayed for a few more days, and left.

He didn't say anything about going back to Z City, maybe he was walking around, wandering around the world as before.

A few days later, Qiu Tao went shopping, bought a shopping cart full of things, came out of the supermarket, and was putting things in the carriage, when she saw the opposite side, a man who casually stopped there, and attracted the attention of women, walked towards her.

The four eyes met, and both of them froze in place.

"Hi, handsome guy!" Two blonde beauties walked past Qiu Tao and winked at Ling Feng.

Ling Feng responded politely: "Hey! ”

Two beautiful women walked past him and said, "Handsome guy, bye!" ”

Ling Feng also "bowed", looking at their backs, it was a little inexplicable.

When he turned around, Qiu Tao had already gotten into the car, stuck his head out of the window, threw a wink at him, and said to the woman just now: "Hey, handsome guy, bye!" ”

Before Ling Feng could react, she had already started the car and disappeared into the distance with a puff of smoke.