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"You're not a good person!"

Looking at Xu Junran with some drunken eyes, Cui Xiuying couldn't help but glare at him.

Xu Junran simply ignored Cui Xiuying's somewhat sour tone, leaned comfortably on the sofa, and said slowly: "I don't ask you not to tell others about these things, you just need to leave your experience and help me be anonymous." ”

"I know, you don't think I'm a good person, I'm a politician. In fact, I sometimes hate my current self, because I find that I am no different from those old foxes who have been in the officialdom for many years. From graduating from college to seeing that material today, I felt that I was special, that I deserved something that was difficult for others to get, and that I deserved some privileges. Even the woman who is in love with me has to be different, firstly, she has to be very good, and secondly, both of us need to be smart enough to avoid the problems that will arise in other couples. It's like a life of respect, everyone knows what they should do, and then they do it, just like I shouldn't make mistakes in politics, deliberately digging holes for others doesn't count, it's just a simple mistake. ”

"Say, am I a little bit of a mental cleaner?" Xu Junran looked at Cui Xiuying and suddenly asked.

"Mental cleanliness?" Cui Xiuying looked at Xu Junran suspiciously, obviously unable to understand what he meant by this.

Xu Junran suddenly realized that no matter how empathetic and smart the woman in front of her was, she was just an intellectual woman in the eighties after all.

"Well, it's just that I mentally demand a lot of from myself and the people around me." Xu Junran thought about it and gave such an explanation.

Choi so-young shrugged. Nodding his head, he said, "If that's what you mean, you're quite in line with this explanation." ”

Xu Junran laughed: "After graduating from university, I chose to return to my hometown to engage in politics for some personal reasons. From that moment on, I told myself to try to do what I had to do. With the help of some people, I got to where I am now. I always thought that I could do things fairly and justly, but the reality did not allow this, as if life would be boring when everyone was happy. I'm having a problem right now. Or rather, you're right, I'm really a little bit confused right now, because I don't know if what I'm going to do next is right or wrong. ”

Cui Xiuying listened to Xu Junran's words. She understood what Xu Junran meant, was silent for a while, and she suddenly asked, "Do you think Qi Santai is a good person?" ”

Xu Junran shook his head: "A person's good or bad is not judged by anyone, but by the results of what he does. ”

Stretching out his hand and tapping on the armrest of the sofa, Xu Junran said slowly: "Being an official is the same as being a person." There is never anything that should be done, it will develop naturally, and it will not be noble to play politics, and it will not be tolerant and bodhisattva-minded. Honesty equals stupidity, and kindness equals weakness. I understand all of this, but there are some things that we haven't experienced, so many of the real things may not be what we see. If we don't think about it, we're going to end up in a terrible situation. And in it............ you can't extricate yourself"

Xu Junran didn't know why he told Cui Xiuying these things, as if he was admonishing himself, he had such a feeling for the first time after he was reborn, so that Xu Junran didn't notice that Cui Xiuying's face didn't know when it darkened, only Xu Junran was talking in the room, saying a lot of things he wanted to say.

I don't know how long it took, but when Xu Junran waited, he suddenly felt that the rain outside the window had stopped.

"You're not going to be like them, are you?" Cui Xiuying was in the dark, and suddenly asked Xu Junran.

"Maybe, I don't know what I'll become in the end, because I thought I would be the one who everyone gets drunk and I wake up alone, but now I find that there is not much gap between me and them, and today when you ask me if I am a good person, I am really a little confused. You know, I have three girlfriends, and I love each of them. But I can't give them marriage, you say, am I a complete bastard? ”

Xu Junran said with some self-deprecation, he suddenly found that no matter what he went through, he seemed to be able to get a blessing in disguise. I don't know if this is a kind of transaction with fate, and what is easily earned will not be cherished, this is human nature. He shook the glass slightly, turned his head and saw the girl's side face, she gently lowered her head to look at her own wine glass, the liquor in it seemed to have not been touched for a long time.

The girl is beautiful.

This kind of information just appeared in his mind, and Xu Junran immediately blinked his eyes vigorously, wanting to sober up.

"It's already time to escape, and it looks like you've paid a lot of price, not the kind of unprovoked success that makes people depressed." Cui Xiuying gently swayed the wine glass from side to side, and said to Xu Junran lightly. I have to say that her low-eyed appearance is very quiet: "Since I was a child, I have always wanted to be a teacher, because I think being a teacher is a very noble profession." But my parents used things like the stinky old nine to teach me a lesson, and even my uncle, who had always doted on me since childhood, no longer supported me. You also saw me at that time, and if I hadn't met you, I'm afraid I would have been thrown in Union Village right now. ”

"When I was a child, I read a book that said that the real reason that finally forced a person to make the decision to give up was not the unwarranted success of all efforts and meticulous efforts, let alone successive failures, nor the anxiety of running into walls everywhere, but the unprovoked success that others can be very successful without a little sweat and effort."

"Ironic, isn't it?"

Cui Xiuying sighed, she looked at the wine glass in her hand, and when she was depressed, she drank it all as if the man in the movie was handsome. As soon as I entered my mouth, I felt a flame-like excitement burning from my chest, but I still swallowed it with a frown, and now it was my stomach that was ignited, and my brain began to hurt when it was stimulated.

The liquid without color, the eyebrows frowned slightly, the flowing liquid kept disappearing, the white neck rolled, and the hair fluttered back silently, this side face was perfect for a while, attracting a certain substance that was already diffusing in Xu Junran's body, so that they began to play a role, flashing and flashing, emitting a dim ambiguous soft light.

He suddenly felt that the girl in front of him was very beautiful! (To be continued)