For as long as I can remember, the queen mother has often taught me how to be a qualified emperor, and the queen mother is very strict, and there is always an incomparable majesty in the corners of her eyebrows and eyes, but I always fail the queen mother's wishes.

Although the queen mother is strict, she is the best person in this palace for me.

The queen mother is the queen of the main palace, but she is not as windy and rainy as written in the book, on the contrary, the queen mother is in this deep palace, and a sentence is not as effective as a concubine.

Whenever I hear those palace people chewing the root of their tongues in the dark, and their mouths full of foul language are actually talking about my mother, I really want to go up and tear their mouths, but the queen mother tells me to let me know how to forbear.

I don't know how long I'll have to endure like this.

When I was eight years old, one day, several palace people led me to catch crickets in the imperial garden, that thing is aggressive, each time I catch a dozen of them, enough for me to play for a few days, in addition to reading and studying every day, this is the only one for me to play.

Coincidentally, we were grasping to get up, but a palace man didn't pay attention to me, knocked me into the lake, my feet couldn't reach the bottom of the lake, my body kept sinking, I desperately called for help, the lake water drilled into my mouth and nose, I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe.

Later, I was rescued, but it was a boy the same size as me, I looked at him with a white face, I only remembered that his eyes were dark blue, different from mine, I was curious, but the queen mother did not allow me to go near him, and later I learned that he was the child of the woman who caused my mother to fall out of favor, and also the child of my father.

He smiled very beautifully, I secretly went to see him several times, around his father and his mother, they were laughing happily, I don't know what they were laughing at, just that smile, I saw it very dazzlingly, my heart was panicked, as if something was constantly sprouting and shouting.

I am also my father's child, why didn't my father come to see me for a long time?

He is also the child of his father, why does his father like him so much, lift him up, and swing him in the air?

I was really sad that I went to ask my mother, but I didn't get an answer, but a harsh reprimand and a beating, and I didn't even know what I had done wrong.

I envied my father's favor for him, and I was jealous of all his favors, and even so, I always sneaked out to see him and see how my father loved him.

At my father's birthday banquet, I finally saw my father, I took out the wooden sword I cut out with a knife and gave it to my father, which I used for a few days and nights to make without sleep, but he disdained to throw it to the eunuch next to him, and he didn't even touch it anymore, and the thing that the king brother sent was just a painting that couldn't see what it was, and the father smiled with white teeth, hugged the king brother in his arms, and seemed to show off to everyone again, the king brother is his son, and I, nothing.

The birthday banquet was over, my father and the emperor left the hall with the royal brother and his mother, and I hid in the corner and watched their backs gradually leaving, tears falling uncontrollably.

The queen mother told me that the younger brother and his mother were vicious people, and they said a lot of bad things about me and the queen mother in my father's ear, so that my father hated the queen mother, hated me, and I wanted to go to my father and tell him, he and the queen mother were not what the king brother and his mother said, but the queen mother stopped me and didn't let me go.

I thought that as long as I explained to my father that my father would not believe in the prince and his mother, then my father would be able to lift me up and swing in the air, and that would feel very good.

So, I started my plan, because it was not so easy for my father to meet him, he was mostly in the imperial study, and the only time he had was to go to the royal brother and his mother.

I secretly wrote down the time and place of my father's life, and found out the pattern of these times and places, so I hid in the place where my father was going, but my father did not come several times, and I endured hunger, cold and heat in order to wait for my father to come, and almost fell ill several times.

Later, I learned that my father was supposed to come, but he was called away by his brother and his mother on the way.

I hate Brother Wang even more, I hate his mother, as the queen mother said, they are bad people, they must know their own plan, and they do it on purpose, so that my father and emperor will continue to hate me and my mother.

Finally one day, under my careful planning, I saw my father, I hid under the bed in the concubine's palace, waiting for my father's arrival, unexpectedly, when I just got out and stood in front of my father, before the words were spoken, my father's big hand waved over, and slapped me in the face, my heart seemed to stop beating, my breathing was going to stop, and I endured the pain in my cheeks, and I didn't shed a single tear, because I saw that my father's eyes showed a strong disgust for me.

The queen mother came to take me away, but my father ordered someone to beat and scold, I asked the queen mother, why did my father hate me, why did he not like the queen mother?

The queen mother told me, in fact, my father didn't hate me, he was just dazzled by the beauty of the princess and couldn't recognize the facts, as long as the princess died, the father and the emperor could like me and the queen mother.

I think of my brother's mother, that is a beautiful woman, no one in the palace can compare to her beauty, she is very gentle, every move is like a fairy, but the more this is the case, the more I think the queen mother's words are right, she is more beautiful than the queen mother, the father must be fascinated by her.

If she dies, Brother Wang will have no mother, but just as I like, I hate to see Brother Wang's smile, I hate to see his mother and father circling around him, I hate his eyes, innocent, but I ruthlessly took away my father's love for me.

Just like his mother's concubine, she has a pair of bewildering demon eyes.

An autumn hunt, the father disappeared, I heard the palace people say, the father in order to catch up with the sable, fell into the cliff, everyone in the palace dispatched, but could not find the father, although the queen mother was flustered, but the face calmly presided over the harem, I asked the queen mother, why not take advantage of the absence of the father, the mother of the younger brother of the princess killed.

The queen mother told me that if my father came back and saw that my brother's mother was killed by the queen mother, then the queen mother's position as queen would not be guaranteed, and even lost my life, I was afraid of losing my mother, so I could only wait quietly.

Three months later, my father returned to the palace unharmed, but after I came back, I did not pamper my brother and his mother as much as before, and I was very happy, because I could finally continue to carry out my plan and make my father like me.

However, I found that my father's whereabouts were uncertain, and he would pamper other concubines every day, and he had no fixed place to live, so that I ran around the palace all day long, and several times, I bumped into my father lying on the concubine, I didn't dare to look, I hid, but I was very curious, what was my father doing?

I looked at it secretly, my father was crazy and rushed into the concubine, the concubine screamed, the lower body of the father and the concubine were closely integrated, looking at the appearance of the father, I enjoyed it very much, and it was very uncomfortable, I really didn't understand.

I went back to the palace and asked the little eunuch, only to learn that it was a matter between men and women, and only in this way could it be called pampering.

The father and the emperor favor the concubines, all kinds of strange, and the concubines who have to get the blood every time before they stop, I don't understand, obviously the concubines are bleeding, why do you want to thank the father?

I went back to the palace and asked the little eunuch, only to learn that it was because pampering was a very pleasant thing for both men and women, and had nothing to do with pain.

Later, I found out that some concubines were not very happy, they often cried bitterly after their father left, and some concubines were only favored by their father once, and then abandoned in the harem, and even some concubines couldn't stand their father's favor and cut their own harem.

This kind of thing happened many times, the father paid attention to it, every time he spoiled the concubine, he had to ask the concubine if she was willing, if she was willing, the father spoiled her, if she was unwilling, the father would send her into the cold palace, and after a long time, the concubines were very willing.

Later, Brother Wang's mother was sick, and she couldn't afford to be sick, Brother Wang went to beg his father, but his father was busy pampering the concubine, where could I take care of him, I was secretly excited, I didn't expect that Brother Wang would have today?

Brother Wang's mother is sick, and the queen mother regains the power of the harem, although I don't know what method the queen mother used to get her father to agree, but it can be seen that the father and the queen mother are much better than before.

Even I have been valued by many people, and I can finally raise my eyebrows in front of Brother Wang, and I think I want to let Brother Wang taste the suffering I have suffered over the years.

Until one day, the princess was seriously ill, the younger brother went to see his father again, but was rejected by his father, he cried and shouted, no one paid attention to him, the queen mother took me to the residence of the princess, I saw the beautiful woman, lying on the bed, skinny, no longer had the demeanor of the past, my heart was even more excited.

The queen mother ordered someone to bring a glass of wine, and told sù the princess of the royal brother, saying that it was a cup of crane top red, and the queen mother asked her to drink it, and told her that this was the meaning of the father, and the royal brother desperately begged for mercy and cried, but I kicked it aside, looking at the appearance of the royal brother wolf bèi, not to mention how happy I was in my heart.

Brother Wang's mother finally drank the cup of poisoned wine and died, and from then on, Brother Wang's face no longer smiled, and I, because Brother Wang's mother died, my father liked me.

Compared with me, my father loves to pamper his concubine even more.

At first, I didn't think so, I actually felt that being an emperor didn't like to see my father's favored concubines, and the fierce scene made me red-faced, blood-manic, and excited.

Later, my mother told me that as long as I became the emperor, I would be able to vent the suffering I had suffered to my younger brother, and I agreed.

This year, I was 12 years old.

After a few years, my father seemed to be in poor health, and finally one day, my father was sick in bed, and I couldn't afford to be sick, and my mother didn't know what method she used, but my father began to like me, and my father said that he was ashamed of me, and he wanted to compensate me well, so that I was really happy.

The younger brother was in his mother's palace all day long, and sometimes he would run out to ask to see his father, but the queen mother would not let him see him.

The throne was passed to me, and I became the supreme imperial brother of the Jinxi Dynasty, and from then on, I could control the royal brother at will, let him live, let him die, and he died.

But Brother Wang can escape every time, and then survive, until Brother Wang's coming-of-age ceremony, I can't deal with him openly, Brother Wang is getting stronger and stronger, I obviously only sent so few generals, let him go to the frontier to fight the enemy, I didn't expect that he not only won that battle, but also won the prestige.

I ordered him to eradicate the barbarian land, that bitter cold place, not to give him any support, and even sent people to kill him, but I didn't expect to let him survive again, how many times, I was full of calculations, he was unharmed, which made me angry, but the queen mother told me that as long as I persisted, I would kill him one day.

It wasn't until the queen mother's birthday that I met her.

Such a peerless and beautiful cold woman, I didn't expect that she was a terrifying person in the Jinling Palace, and the song she played was the song played by the master of the Jinling Palace, and the Jinling Palace is a place where the world's treasures are gathered.

But what I didn't expect was that contact with her made me fall in love with her beauty, yes, I love her beauty, but I don't like her very much, she is cold, rejects people, thoughtful, not easy to control, as an emperor, I have no other intention than to conquer.

But, her appearance undoubtedly made me think of a way to deal with Brother Wang, so many years, every time I attack Brother Wang, it is in the dark, but I can't deal with him in the open, now, as long as Brother Wang is infatuated with this woman, and I use the woman's mother to threaten her, for me, then, when the time comes, Brother Wang is not at my mercy?

But I never expected that Brother Wang was not close to women, and he didn't care about such a stunning woman?

Later, at an opportunity, I had the evidence of Brother Wang's rebellion, I ordered to surround the palace of King Yu, arrested Brother Wang, and ordered someone to imprison him in a dungeon, I tortured him day and night, and I was excited to see him in pain.

In the same way, I imprisoned the woman in the palace, hoping to conquer her and make her submit to me, as long as she submits to me, the treasure of the Golden Spirit Palace is also mine, and I, why don't I rule the world?

However, she was so stubborn that I was mad, she wanted to run away, but she pretended to be indifferent in front of me, and her unparalleled beauty made it impossible for me to conquer her.

Finally, one day, she escaped, along with my royal brother, but so what? Her mother is still in my hands, and Concubine Yun, who raised her younger brother, is also in my hands.

It's just that I overestimated them, and let them escape the most, the woman's mother committed suicide, and even the last hole card, I lost, I could only watch them escape, and the killers I sent out returned empty-handed, but I didn't give up.

Brother Wang was poisoned by me, and even if he escaped, he wouldn't be able to live, but this time, I was wrong again.

Brother Wang survived, and so did the stunning woman, and I was furious, and sent people to assassinate me countless times, but it ended in failure, which angered Brother Wang, and in the end, he rose up against me.

The jar was filled with strong liquor, which made me miserable, and every time I thought I was going to die, someone fed me pills, and I came to my senses again and continued to endure inhuman torment.

The queen mother died, she crashed into herself, and the entire Jinxi Dynasty fell into the hands of the younger brother, is it retribution? I don't believe it.

But I have lost the capital to resist, I am not reconciled, but I can't do anything.

If I can do it all over again, maybe, I will still do everything I can to deal with Brother Wang, but at that time, I must grasp the sovereignty, and I must realize as soon as possible that I will cut off the seedlings and not wait for the seedlings to grow into towering trees.

============ PS: Nangong Ling's extras, Tutu tries to write out the supporting roles in the text, like to see the pro, a lot of support, don't like the pro, also a lot of support, and then will write the Empress Dowager Chu's extra, this old witch doesn't know if she likes to see it, don't write if she doesn't like Tutu, and Nangong Yu's old lady, do you want to write it.