Open the seal and light the cigarette.

"Hey, I'm not going to be able to help. That's why you suddenly became so sincere today, and suddenly said such things. And these words are so sharp that I can't refute them. ”

Still without turning my head sideways, I sent the hoarse voice to Zhang Bo's hands. Then, move the cigarette between your fingers to your lips and take a deep breath. Alcohol plus nicotine, dizziness is exacerbated.

In the small living room, the gray fog is getting thicker and thicker. It's like the city after crossing the mountains and the sea, as if the two of us are in London.

After a complete showdown and an ultimatum, Zhang Bo began to drink alone. Then I was asked by him, and he put down the bottle that he had held in the air and poured at 60 degrees.

"Well, I feel like you're about to be saved. We haven't seen each other much these days, but that doesn't mean I don't know anything. I at least know that Zheng Xiujing's feelings for you are true...... She and I should be half close to each other, even Jae-hee said that she was a good boy...... You've already failed her once, and I don't want you to let her down a second time. ”

In the middle of the conversation, two long pauses were hidden. This pause seems to play an emphatic role. It seems that Zhang Bo is really serious this time. Although it is said that it feels a little bad to let others meddle in their own emotional problems all the time. But there is no doubt that he has the right and the right to get involved in my relationship problems, and I know that he is doing it for my good.

When Eun Jing left, he accompanied me through all the processes related to the "painful parting". How many nights I stayed up during that time, how many boxes of cigarettes I smoked, and how deep the dark circles were. He knew how white his lips were.

He probably didn't want me to go through that again. I don't want the kid who always shows up in the dormitory to get hurt. However, most of the time people live. It's all against their own will.

Last time, I delayed the submission and put it off until the end. And as a result, I ended up face to face with Eunjing, and I handed her the paper, and she didn't find the answer on it. Yes, I handed in a blank roll that time.

It wasn't long before it was the turn of the second exam. This time, there are no examiners. There is also no turnaround time. However, Zhang Bo appeared next to me, and he was urging me to hand in the papers.

When the word "disappointed" was a somewhat subdued tone, it was said twice by Zhang Bo. There was only music left in the living room, and there was not much wine, and we would finish it after about two or three sips.

No one spoke for a few minutes, and I turned my head to look out the window at the night, my pupils in a deep, deep black curtain.

"I watched a TV series not too long ago. It says that if you're having trouble choosing between two people, then get rid of the one that makes you feel guilty. ”

The distant voice seemed to be fed back from the night sky outside the window, and was hit by my sudden headless words, Zhang Bo only thought for three seconds. You immediately understand what it means. His eyebrows, in a slow, visible gesture, gradually furrowed. But. This state only lasted about five seconds. Five seconds later, his eyebrows slowly and paradoxically furled.

"The one who makes you feel guilty. Be...... Zheng Xiujing. ”

The words that were so light that there was no taste were said by Zhang Bo, and they were not interrogative sentences. He seemed to be able to detect all the hidden emotions in my words. So the tone at this moment is extremely determined.

I didn't respond to his affirmative tone. I just got up, walked over to the speaker, and pressed the pause button.

The music that vibrated throughout the room came to an abrupt end. The living room was a little quiet for a while.

Throwing my head back and finishing the last bit of wine, I unplugged my hard drive and started turning off my computer and speakers.

"After all, a TV series is just a TV series, and it either beautifies reality or scandalizes, so of course I won't believe it. Even if this sentence is true, in the end, it is verified by the facts. I can't turn someone into a stranger right now, when everyone is warm. ”

The action of tidying up the living room was non-stop, and I was unusually calm at this time. Calm because a decision has already been made.

Zhang Bo is worried about me, I have already made a decision. Moreover, this decision has already been heard by someone once.

"Today, you urged, oh, no, you forced me three times with cruel words to make me make a decision early. Each time, my state of mind changed dramatically. Still, I'm not going to make a decision right now. Now that you already know that deciding to go early or late will hurt people, it is better to wait. This time is different, I am struggling to climb up, get along with them, and there are no more rumors, those gossip, those obstacles. ”

"After a long time together, everyone can calm down and face their feelings, recognize their own thoughts, and determine who and who they really like. They're all very self-conscious guys, and I don't think I can tie them all together just as a friend. Perhaps it won't be long before the feelings that should be faded will fade, and the expressions that should be deepened will be deepened............ If not, if they still think I'm worthy of liking and haven't disappointed me, then ...... So let's talk about it then, maybe I'll be able to make up my mind in a while. Maybe we get along to the end, and those who are relatives can continue to be relatives, and people can love each other without hindrance. ”

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Got a cold.

The nose could not be ventilated, the throat became dry and dumb, and the skull was gradually poured into 100 milliliters, 200 milliliters of concrete.

That's right, at the critical moment of filming the MV, a cold came to the door without the slightest warning.

When I went to S&M to get the follow-up part of the recording during the day, the symptoms of the cold were not too obvious. At that time, I met Kim Taeyeon on the first floor, and she seemed to be waiting for someone. As soon as I entered the door, I saw the creature nestled up on the sofa in the living room, and she framed the huge fluff-trimmed hat on her down jacket over her head. Yes, I can only see a pair of plain hands holding the phone and pressing it from the side. Other than that, you can't see the side of her face with its unique lines.

I explained my intentions to the front desk, and then I walked lightly, walked behind her, twisted her hat, and lifted it up.

Kim Tae-yeon, who was originally concentrating on SimCity, was frightened by the sudden movement of her hat. She reflexively shook her shoulders and leaned back against the back of the couch.

It wasn't until she vaguely heard my soft laughter that she reacted, turned around immediately, lifted her hat, her eyes wide open, and her round eyes, black as ink, with a small anger reflected me.

Continuing to smile, ignoring the little tiger teeth she was gritting, she took a step forward and leaned back on the couch.

"Didn't you just say on the phone in the morning that you had been off for a while, why did you come to the company when you had nothing to do?" When I ended the sincere conversation with Zhang Bo last night, when I thought about all the current plans for the relationship, when I slept for four hours and got up again. On the morning of a new day, a few phone calls came as usual.

The first call that came in at 8:15 a.m. belonged to Zheng Xiujing. The scandal incident where the protagonist is me is undoubtedly less intense than other scandals. The public seems to have forgotten everything, and in their eyes, Su Jing is still the woman who took up the advertising pictorial and flew up with a beautiful face. So after a series of evaluations, the company arranged a large number of trips for her. So much so that Zheng Mango, who called me, hummed and complained on the phone, complained, and sought comfort...... The voice is tired.

Regarding Zheng Mango's aggrieved tone, I just smiled shallowly at the sofa. I sat there and listened quietly to all her complaints, and then I didn't react much, but simply told her a few words. Receiving my overly light reaction, Zheng Mango on the other end of the phone was naturally extremely dissatisfied, she probably put the phone to her lips, and then snorted very hard.

"Theso, Theso, forget it! Never mind! I'm not in the mood to eat breakfast, so I'll just faint later. Also, when I faint, someone shouldn't say what blood-replenishing porridge to cook for me, I wanted to say last time, someone boiled it was very delicious! ”

The bloody guy's temper really deserves his reputation, and his originally tired voice rose to a very high level of cold and disdain when he said this.

Although it was just a voice call, there was no way to see what she looked like. But just with association, Xiujing's arrogant appearance will appear in my mind at a glance. For a while, I thought it was very funny, holding my phone and laughing until I bent over, and my head almost fell to my knees.

Hearing my laughter, Xiujing's gums began to show, and a few dull hairs on the top of her head quietly stood up.

"Ohba, you see, I don't eat at noon and night, and when I'm hungry and faints, and Oni asks in the house, I'll say that you hurt me."

Gnashing teeth and carrying a deep yin breath completely unhindered by the radio waves. Faced with her blatant threat, I stopped laughing a little.

"Are you going to faint? Standingegg is going to have a concert on the 21st, and I have two tickets in hand. Originally, I was going to take you with me, but unfortunately you said you were going to faint, and it seemed that there was no way to go. Let me think about who I should take with me............"

When it comes to concerts, we talk about standingegg, an indie band that we both love so much. Zheng Xiujing, whose anger value was hovering around 80, immediately softened her dull hair, and her angry tone also became very gentle and docile in the next moment.

In this regard, two tickets, it is easy to make the challenge of fried hair difficult? Zheng Xiujing, to capture successfully.

After that, the second phone call, the accident was not from Kim Taeyeon---(To be continued......) i1292