The Buddha said that there are seven sufferings in life: "birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment and remorse, love and separation, and unwanted." ”

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The dark room was in shambles, and the smashed ornaments were scattered on the floor with blood, and when the door was opened, a strong smell of blood came to the face.

The muffled grunt accompanied by the clattering of chains made Daisy's heart tremble, and as she bypassed the large bed in the center, she saw the man curled up on the ground in a state of confusion......

Covered in blood, with a violently convulsive body, and a completely blue face, he cuffed his hands to the iron frame next to the bed, but his body couldn't suppress the spasms because of the pain, so that there was not a single intact skin on his wrists, and even the bare/exposed bones were clearly visible......

Daisy walked over tremblingly, crouched down and touched the man's body, but the tentacles were cold......

"Zu ......" brushed aside the messy silver hair that was attached to his face, and Daisy whispered softly, only to find that a string of white foam was flowing from the corner of his mouth, his slightly open eyes were chaotic and empty, his amber pupils were dilated, her heart contracted violently, and her body began to tremble unconsciously......

"Can you hear me? Answer me! Answer me! She slapped the man's chest uneasily, only to find that streams of viscous liquid kept gushing out, staining her hands red, and dripping across the floor!

Hawke's black shirt was already dark red, and when Daisy lifted his clothes, she was completely stunned by what she saw......

The charred skin was hideous and terrifying, the dirty black blood snaked on the bumpy scars, the dark red muscles were repeatedly torn and stagnantly healed, and even began to become inflamed and shed a faint pus, this was not an ordinary cut or scald, but a burn made by a high-temperature soldering iron, and after a long time, she seemed to smell a creepy burnt......

Daisy remembers that here, on this piece of skin on his chest, there used to be a blood-colored phoenix tattooed on it.

He said that tattooing on the chest is called unforgettable.

He said, "I want to dig out my heart and show you, but you don't want to."

He said that even if the whole piece of skin was torn off, our relationship would still be cut......

It turns out that tearing off the skin will only be more painful, more painful, and more indelible......

Daisy's body froze in place as if it was frozen, but the heart in her chest was beating so badly that it was beating wildly uncontrollably, and it was about to pop out of her throat! Is that why he wraps himself in a scarf, that's why he puts a silk scarf on himself, that's why he leaves a puddle of blood every time he goes on bed!?

Wrong! If it's just like this, why is his body so cold, why is he foaming at the foam, why is he convulsing so much!?

Daisy suddenly felt very frightened, and a strong fear penetrated into her body from her pores, and a terrifying realization made her tremble! She was completely panicked, it shouldn't be like that, this man wouldn't be so stupid, wouldn't do such a stupid thing...... No, it won't! No, it won't! Absolutely not!!

But when the trembling fingertips lifted Hawke's cuffs and saw the dense pinholes on his arms, Daisy only felt that countless thunderbolts exploded in her head, and for a moment she seemed to be unable to see anything, her pupils unconsciously dilated, and the buzzing roar made her eyes dark!

"Are you crazy? Why you should do it! Why ......" she shook the man's body and asked bitterly, her red eyes glaring at him viciously, her nails sinking into his flesh, "Say it! Why would you touch that kind of thing, don't you want to die...... You lunatic! Shaking the man's body frantically, the sharp shouts were loud in the dead room, and the sound made people's hearts tremble!

Hawke's drug addiction is getting more and more fierce in his body, they are like poisonous snakes constantly tearing and devouring his muscle cells, his body spasms are getting worse and worse, he clenches his fists tightly, his eyes barely open a slit, and he mutters unconsciously in a delirious state: "Help me, Mei'er, it hurts......" The sturdy body curled up together, a mouthful of white foam trickled out of his clenched teeth, and his face was as white as a piece of paper.

This sentence smashed into Daisy like a suffocating thump!

Tears in her eyes flowed out, she hugged the man's head to prevent him from hitting the ground, and rummaged for things on the ground in a panic, "What should I do...... Shadow, inject him...... He doesn't seem to be able to hold on......" Daisy bit her lip, and after saying this sentence with difficulty, she wanted to slap herself!

But she really can't stand it, this man can be evil, arrogant, and cruel, but he will definitely not be so fragile!

What to do!

The shadow gritted his teeth and didn't look at him, his voice was powerless pain, "It's useless, two consecutive months of injection of heroin with a special concentration of heroin has made him dependent, this strength is already the limit of the human body's bearing, but it can't meet his needs at all, if the concentration is stronger, his heart will not be able to withstand the load and immediately fail, he can only survive on his own...... There used to be doctors who helped him get through his addiction, but because you asked him to move back and he didn't want to be found out by you, he had to use this stupid method! Endure the pain at night, and face you with the same look during the day, can you imagine the pain he endured......"

The Shadow couldn't help but clench his fist and slammed it against the wall, "He's more emotionally sensitive and fragile than anyone else, and when he falls in love, he chases you without looking back, but you make him even more desperate." You're happy with the way he's done now, right? The pain he has inflicted on you has been retributed, so you should be satisfied. ”

"I told you he was crazy, but you were the one who drove him crazy!"

Daisy sat on the ground, as if she was in an ice cave, and felt only cold, heartache, weakness, and confusion...... Like on the edge of the abyss.

Was she wrong? It was she who was hurt, but why was he more painful?

Who is more at fault, or is it true that they are all wrong, and the fault is fate, and it is all the fault of this fate that cannot be changed?

Daisy hugged Hawke tightly, using her body to suppress his struggle and masochism, stroking his sweaty cheeks one by one, gently soothing, the excessive shock made her not even aware of the faint labor pain in her lower abdomen and her gradually wet lower body......

"What will happen to him if this goes on forever?"

"At most, half a year, if he can't quit within half a year, he will have a nervous breakdown if he is not tortured to death by himself...... It's just that he doesn't mean to quit drugs at all, in order to have energy during the day, he still sucks it up, and the torment he endures at night is even greater......" The shadow leaned against the wall as if deflated, and said pleadingly: "Mei'er, if you can...... For the sake of the child's father, save him...... Only you will listen to him. ”

Daisy didn't speak, just looked at the man in her arms and nodded silently.

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The room was silent again, and after some time, Hawke's breathing began to become steady, and his face gradually changed from blue-gray to blue-gray, but he was still very weak, and the struggle with addiction consumed all his mental strength, and it was extremely difficult for his body to move even an inch...... It's just that today seems to be different from the past, and at the moment when his mind begins to wake up, he feels warm, not a cold floor, but an embrace that he is extremely obsessed with.

"I'm dreaming again." He said vaguely, but his head drilled in the direction of the heat source.

"It must be another hallucination......"

I knew it was impossible, but I still couldn't suppress the fantasy that this was her, so I thought that drugs were a good thing, but hallucinations were just hallucinations after all.

After all, it is the first of the seven sufferings.

I can't ask for it, I can't ask for it......

Hawke struggled to open his eyes, only to see Daisy smile illusory.

He's finally awake! Daisy thought so, and then she fell back limply on her stomach......