Chapter Twenty-Four: Their Past
Along the way, I had a lot of thoughts. What the hell are they hiding from me? The more I thought about it, the more worried I became, and the more worried I became, the more anxious I became. After getting out of the car, he rushed out of the car without giving the driver money. When I got to the door, I couldn't wait to knock on the door and scooped out the key to open the door. Although I moved out from Tang Qian, Tang Qian never asked me to return the key, and I would return here from time to time, so I didn't return her. Pushing open the door, I walked straight to her room. She was lying on the phone on the phone.
"Qian, I'm here." Walking over to the bed, I threw my bag on the bed.
"Okay, don't come here today, Tang Qian is here with me, well, bye." After saying that, he hung up the phone, got up and pulled me to sit on the bed together. I looked at her, waiting for him to sue me.
"Actually, it's not a big deal, it's all in the past. I said you have to hold your breath. Tang Qian took my hand and looked at me.
"Is it a matter of Shaoyang? Is it him and the woman who came back today? Tang Qian nodded, and at this time, her expression was very solemn.
"Just guess it." I laugh.
"Okay, you can say it." I looked at her with a smile and said.
"Actually, the two of them used to be boyfriend and girlfriend. She finished and grabbed my hand. Staring into my eyes.
"That's it? What did I think was a big deal? Not to mention the past. I shook her arm, pretending to be relaxed. If it were that simple, would she tell me so solemnly? She doesn't care more about this kind of thing than I do. But now, I have to calm down and listen to her.
"Forget it, don't pretend. You must be curious to death right now, right? "He could see my nervousness, and although I was trying to hide it, we always knew each other a little bit better than I did, just like now, and he could easily see that I was pretending to be nothing.
"Qian, you can say it. I can't hide it from you. "I took her hand and kept my head down, now I just want to hear her. She said that, and I listened quietly. My heart, with her words, grew colder and colder. He didn't come to pick me up, he went to pick her up, and when he got home, without him, he went to her paiduì, called, and was called by her softly, and hung up the phone in a hurry. He'll be with me just because I look like her. After she left, he found a till, and that thorn was me, how ridiculous. Now that she's back, there's no need for me to save zài. It turned out that my self-belief that he loved me was nothing more than a joke. Tears streamed down her cheeks. Now my heart is very wronged. Mom told me, don't fall in love with someone else, the person you love first will always be the first person to get hurt. Now, I'll admit it. I once said that I will never fall in love in this life. I thought that my indestructible heart was opened by others. How stupid I am now, thinking that I am special in his eyes, it turns out that I am just a shadow.
"Lulu, are you alright?" I lay on her shoulder, ninja tears of her own, but still couldn't stop sobbing.
"Qian, am I stupid? I swore to you before that I would never fall in love with someone else in this life, you see, now, I was deceived. "My throat seemed to be stuck with something, and I was choked and uncomfortable.
"Lulu, I chose to sue you because I didn't want you to continue to be deceived by him. While you are not deep in the sink now, leaving him will be much less painful. "She patted me on the back and comforted me. Is she asking us to break up? The word breakup is too heavy. We've been together for only a few days, and we're breaking up, am I going to break up with him? I don't, I don't want to. Thinking that after the breakup, we couldn't go to school together, we couldn't eat together, we couldn't put our arms around his waist anymore and ride our bicycles through the streets. We can't go shopping together, watch movies together, take a shower together, sleep together. Too much can't. Thinking of this, my heart was heavy and I couldn't breathe.
"Qian, can I sleep here tonight? I don't want to go back. ”
In the bathroom, I washed my face vigorously. Looking at me in the mirror with red eyes, tears flowed again. I can't cry anymore, I'm going blind if I keep crying. My throat hurts and I can't make a sound. Back in the room, Tang Qian had already made the bed. I lifted the covers and lay in. After turning off the lights, I buried myself under the covers.
"Lulu, have you slept?" I didn't answer, I knew Tang Qian wanted to comfort me. I turned to face her.
"Qian, don't comfort me. Give me a few days. I can get over it. "I haven't asked him yet, at least he's going to give me an explanation. Even then, I have to listen to him tell me with my own ears, and I consider myself unlucky. After this incident, the arrogant Guo Xiaolu from the past will come back.
"Well, I don't have to worry if you think so. Be strong, who is Guo Xiaolu, she is a strong girl. "She took my hand and cheered me up.
"Yes, I'm strong Guo Xiaolu." I raised my hand and scratched her nose. Laughed. Without Luo Shaoyang, I still have this friend and my mother. They love me too.
"Sleep." The first time, she didn't think I was shaving her nose.
"Hmm." I snorted softly.
I turned around and opened my eyes. How can I sleep? Looking out the window, the dim light of the street lamps came in. He said he would come back tonight, so would he come back? She's back, how can he think of me.
Suddenly, the phone rang. I hurriedly hung up, it was his. Now I have a lot of mixed things in my mind. Looking back at Tang Qian, she seemed to be asleep. Within a second, the call came again. I walked out of the room and onto the balcony.
"Hey" the stinging pain in my throat is uncomfortable.
"Xiaolu, where are you, why aren't you at home?" He said anxiously over there.
"I'm here with Tang Qian" I don't know what to say to him, to be honest, I don't know what he thinks now.
"Didn't I say I came back, why did you run away Tang Qian, and what's wrong with your voice?" He asked anxiously over there.
"Shaoyang, I'm not going back today. I'll talk about that tomorrow. "I tried to suppress my emotions and not cry.
"Lulu, what the hell is wrong with you. Sue sù me. "Will he be in a hurry? What the hell did he think of me, and after all, wasn't I a dove to him?
"Shaoyang, do you like me?" I held my phone and listened nervously to his answer.
"Lulu, did you hear something?" He didn't answer, didn't he want to? I looked up at the sky, and there was not a single star in the inky blue sky. It's empty, like my heart.
"Have you ever liked me? A little, there is none. "Please, yes. For the first time, I, Guo Xiaolu, begged in such a low state.
"Lulu, I thought you knew if I didn't say it, but now you come and ask me, am I not doing enough?" He asked me over there, his voice choked slightly.
"Shaoyang, I just want you to sue me, okay?" I just want to make sure if he likes me, even a little. I don't want our previous days together, all those little happiness we had were fake.
There was the sound of the phone hanging up, monotonous and pale. The voice seemed to be laughing at me. Since we were together, we went to and from school together, went shopping together, watched movies together, ate together, and traveled together. And these, they've done before. They have so many pasts, from the beginning of school, to always being together. And we have been together, in just a few months, even the memory is so short, I and her, we can't compare.
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