"No, Dad, you take Ziying with you, come back when you're done, I can still take care of myself, Ziying hasn't been out for so many days, I'm sick, you take him around, I'll call the company's car to pick you up." Ziying, go out with your grandfather, if you want to go anywhere, ask your grandfather to take you there, but remember to be well-behaved, listen to your grandfather's words, and don't run around. ”

When Xiao Ziying heard that she could go out for a walk, she couldn't help jumping happily, happily holding Zhan Chengzhi's hand, and dragging it tightly, the child is always a child, and the heart is always the biggest play. I guess he wanted to go out a long time ago.

After being happy, Xiao Ziying lay on the side of the bed, tilting her head and looking at James: "Mom, will you be lonely when we leave, or Ziying will stay with you?" ”

Zhan Sisi was pleased to point her finger on Xiao Ziying's forehead, and said softly: "No need, go out with grandpa and bask in the sun, you see that you are moldy." ”

"Mom is so annoying, aren't people moldy because of you?" The boy curled her lips and said unconvinced.

James smiled and called the company to call a taxi.

Half an hour later, the last bit of noise in the ward was gone. Janss was the only one half-leaning on the hospital bed. Her eyes are lonely, and behind the loneliness is a deeper loss and pain than loneliness.

The maple leaves outside the window withered one by one, slowly falling to the ground with the wind, just like her love, withering and withering little by little. Poignant, poignant.

Lan Zinie left inexplicably, and lost contact inexplicably, which made her almost collapse, she was so tired of this love that she couldn't be tired anymore, there is a disease in this world, called exhaustion, there is a pain in this world, called piercing the intestines and lungs, and it hurts through the heart.

And Yun Ke, his lies and deception made her angry, he had never lied to her, and this was the first time she was uncomfortable because of him, although this heartache was far less profound than the heartache she had for Lan Zinie, but it was enough to make her unable to breathe.

In her heart, the man she loves the most is Lan Zinie, but the one who occupies the highest position in her heart is Yun Ke, because this man saved her, and he gave her hope of life, without Yun Ke, there would be no James Sisi.

So the person she wants to spend her life with is Lan Zinie. The person who wants to remember and bless for the rest of his life is Yun Ke.

She knows that this emotion is complex and will explode herself. But Yun Ke will never be able to replace Lan Zinie, and he can't replace him. And Lan Zinie will never be able to replace Yun Ke. These two emotions come from different channels. There is no way, even if she doesn't like Yun Ke, just because he saved her, he is already ranked above Lan Zinie.

Love can be changed or abandoned, but kindness can't.

Love is love, pure love, love to the death, love to the point of betrayal, but still love deeply.

She was thinking, who would be the last person to accompany her to the end? Lan Zinie? Or Yunke?

Or, neither.

She is alone, slowly aging.

Alone, slowly dying.

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Today, the weather is very good, and the sun shines like a warm day like spring, shining warmly and shining on the whole land, sweeping away the coolness of autumn.

However, Lan Zinie's villa was gloomy, and the 'fire leaked out'.

Lu Shanshan sat quietly on the sofa in the living room, drinking afternoon tea comfortably, while leisurely flipping through the magazines in her hand. One's own man.

Lan Zinie stepped down the pavilion step by step, his eyes were unusually cold and looked at the bewitching woman below, without any pity or love.

"Zinie, woke up?" Lu Shanshan put down the newspaper, said softly, picked up the teapot in his hand and gave Lan Zinie a nap, completely ignoring the soul-stirring indifference in his eyes.

The tea in his hand was handed to Lan Zinie, who was sitting on the side, and as expected, it was mercilessly slapped on the cold wooden floor with a snap.

Lan Zinie leaned back on the soft sofa with his head tilted back, his heart like his current messy hair, intertwined.

After a moment of silence, a sentence came out of his mouth. And this sentence is also something he has said more than a hundred times in the past two days.

"Knock it out."

"What?" Lu Shanshan was a little surprised, or disappointed. She deliberately pretended not to hear clearly, and continued to flip through the newspaper.

"What the fuck are you pretending? Yes?! Are you idle, I don't speak loud enough and not clear enough! Lu Shanshan, I sue you, if you don't go to the hospital today to give me the child, I will help you solve it! "I don't know how many times Lan Zinie has erupted. His brows were furrowed tightly, and his stubble came out, and he seemed to be a lot haggard in two days.

Lu Shanshan was startled at first, and then sat quietly on the sofa, staring at the newspaper in her hand without saying a word, ignoring what Lan Zinie said.

Seeing that Lu Shanshan was still like this, Lan Zinie really had an urge to beat him.

"Okay, don't you keep quiet, I'll keep you silent." As he spoke, Lan Zinie picked up Lu Shanshan, and was ready to throw her out like a puppy.

At this time, Lu Shanshan finally spoke.

"Zinie, don't!" Lu Shanshan screamed, desperately dragging Lan Zinie's hand, pleading, with an indescribable bitterness: "Zinie, I beg you, don't be like this, after all, what I have in my belly is your own flesh and blood, even if I do a lot of sorry things for you, but the child is innocent, Ziying is your son, and so is he, you can't see that the child is innocent, let me go, let me give birth." Lu Shanshan said bitterly, the whole person took off the pride and inevitability of the past, like a loving mother.

"If it weren't for your sin, this child wouldn't have appeared in your belly, if you want to blame, blame him for having such a ruthless mother as you!"

"Then if you want to kill him now, won't you be cruel if it's so difficult, how much better can you do than me? Zi Nie, we grew up together since childhood, and we used to be so good, can you really treat me like this, you say that I am evil, but this child does not have you, can I make him alone! You came to me that day, we were so well together, could this be my wishful thinking?"