In order to make the trouble caused by He's Bi affect us as little as possible, Ying Zheng and I quickly tacitly avoided saying other things, although I don't know that my words and deeds will make Ying Zheng increase the punishment of Qi Guo or be able to reduce it as appropriate, but I can't say anything more, because I'm afraid that I will say too much wrong.

"What does the king mean when he said that Lin Qingong has nothing to worry about, isn't he accompanied by a purple taro girl?"

Saying that Qi Guo is not successful, then I will say that Lin Jixiang is good, now is the time when Ying Zheng is in a complicated mood for Lin Jixiang's sudden appearance, saying Lin Jixiang, maybe it can also resolve some of Ying Zheng's unhappiness in his heart, and understand some Ying Zheng's thoughts about Lin Jixiang here.

Listening to my initiative to ask, Ying Zheng also shifted his attention to the characters I mentioned, and answered my questions without meaning or meaning.

"It's not good to say that we can't walk back here together." He said it lightly, and immediately avoided the deep talk on the topic, saying, "We don't listen to him. ”

When I came in, Ying Zheng and Lin Ru had very bad faces, so I guess they were talking about purple taro. Zi taro is not good, what bad thing will happen, do you want Yingzheng to be reluctant to mention it in front of me, so avoid her ending?

"The world is impermanent, and it must be painful and inexplicable for lovers to be with each other for a lifetime, but I didn't expect that Lin Qingong and his wife would also encounter a sad hurdle."

Ying Zheng didn't want to say much about purple taro, and it was inconvenient for me to keep mentioning it, so I took advantage of this to say: "Your Majesty, the arrogance and rudeness of the slave concubine who was favored by the king offended Lin Qingong, and now he revisits this place regardless of his previous suspicions. He also took the initiative to take on the responsibility of organizing a celebration for the king, and he was alone and alone. A concubine might visit him? ”

I attributed the root of my stubbornness to Ying Zheng, so as to arouse Ying Zheng's consideration for me. Then I begged him to allow me to walk around with Lin Jixiang in private.

He rolled his eyes twice, muttered for a moment, and smoothed his brow as I wished.

"It is better for you to ask the widow what he needs, but you must remember that it is not advisable to work hard while pregnant, and you must not participate in the work of playing the music for the sake of music." After he finished speaking, he pursed his lips and thought for a while, and then added: "Now that you are about to become a concubine, you must not go out for too long." ”

The point of this passage is the final addition. I also understood the most important message of this supplement, but I couldn't get along with Lin Jixiang for too long, and I laughed at Ying Zheng's vinegar taste, until he blushed and glared at me, and I couldn't bear to show too much that I saw through his thoughts.

Anyway, Ying Zheng asked me to see Lin Jixiang, and I was able to walk a few times openly, which also made my communication with Lin Jixiang see the light.

"You are all waiting outside the temple." When I stepped into the main hall of the courtyard where Lin Jixiang lived, I gave instructions to the grandmothers behind me.

"Ma'am, you've been doing lately—"

From the all-encompassing jurisdiction when he first entered Qixi Palace to today, which has been honed for more than a month. Most of the people who were dispatched by Yingzheng and transferred by Mama Wei were smoothed out a lot of edges and harshness by my repeated isolation habits, but they still didn't dare to relax their spirit when they didn't dare to slack off on the heirs.

"The king ordered the palace to visit Lin Qingong on his behalf. You are guarding the side of the palace on the left and right, what are you guarding against? Is this the way of hospitality? I asked one after another. Without waiting for the grandmothers to speak again, they immediately left them decisively: "A fence away." What will happen? ”

Lin Jixiang was already full of hostility towards Qin and Yingzheng in his heart, and he was also unstable about the fact that I was pregnant. If I am nervous at this time to show Yingzheng's love for me, it will inevitably stimulate his uneasy nervous system again.

When the grandmothers saw that I helped Luo Onion into the temple gate on their own, they immediately did not dare to disobey me, so they had to wait for the palace gate close to it.

The inner supervisor hurried to the outside of the palace gate, and in the face of the arrival of my heir Lin in the hall, I was secretly frightened, and lowered my eyebrows with a steady face.

The inner supervisor gave way, and Lin Jixiang quickly walked in from the outside, he looked back at the many servants waiting outside the door, pondered for a while, and said hello to me with a fist.

"I don't know that Mrs. Xi is here, and I don't want Mrs. Xi to forgive her sins."

I was grateful that he could take into account my situation and play with me, so I smiled at him kindly and invited him to sit down.

"Lin Qingong just arrived and got busy, the king was very pleased, he ordered the palace to bring some food to replenish the body to thank Lin Qingong, Lin Qingong came to taste it first, if it didn't suit the appetite, the palace asked them to do it."

If I say that I want Lin Jixiang to eat on the spot, then we can say it even if we don't make a conversation, so although it is unruly, I still say it; Lin Jixiang understood, and he stepped forward and sat nearby.

"Do you really want to stay and arrange the joy of the king's celebrations?" I asked quietly.

If Lin Jixiang stays, I will worry that Ying Zheng will find out his true identity, and I will also worry that he will be depressed to celebrate the enemy here, and I will be worried that the murder of Ying Zheng's birthday will happen repeatedly...

If he is asked to leave now, what good excuse can he have?

"I promised you, I'll either take you away or take care of you, naturally, what I want most is to take you away-"

Seeing that I avoided his face for his words, Lin Jixiang knew that I would turn my face if I continued to talk about it, so he paused and changed his tone.

"And today the general trend has been decided, even if I return to Zibo, it will not help, I have also settled down here, if I decide, I will have more energy and time to do things for you."

His hot gaze made me feel uneasy, and my heart to find a way out for him lost my normal calm thoughts.

"Where's your purple taro and the child?" I barely had a brain out of my mouth.

I just wanted to remind him of the purple taro's storage zài, let him be aware of his responsibilities, so as to restrain his fanaticism for me, but I didn't expect that as soon as my words came out, his expression instantly became lonely.

Ying Zheng said that the purple taro is not very good, but it is much stricter than I imagined that it is "not good", otherwise why did Lin Jixiang suddenly look like this?

"Xiangjue?" I was shocked, and I blamed myself for my own unbridled mouth.

Lin Jixiang swallowed his saliva, took a deep breath, and smiled at me awkwardly.

"Difficult birth." He said.

Dystocia? In this era, it is difficult to give birth to a child, and eighty percent are-

No wonder Yingzheng didn't say this in front of me, it turned out that he didn't want the bad luck of Zi Yao to affect me who was pregnant.

"How so?" I looked at Lin Jixiang in amazement, and my heart became more and more sad.

He must have felt a lot of pain in his heart!

No wonder Ying Zheng has that kind of expression, he must have felt that Lin Jixiang came to me to heal his "wounds" again.

After changing his expression twice, Lin Jixiang quickly recovered, he was probably afraid that I would worry about him, so he looked at me with a smile on his face.

"What's wrong?" He helplessly met my cherished eyes and said, "I'm here to protect you, but I don't want you to be so sad." ”

Behind this seemingly relaxed smile, there is a lot of pain and soreness hidden, and I can't resolve the slightest bit for him, but I want to increase his burden.

"Xiangjue, I'm really fine, I can protect myself, I beg you, let go of your grievances, and live the life you want to live."

I sincerely want him to do this, even if he does nothing in the rest of his life, but if he finds a caring woman and raises two or three lovely children, he can at least live and enjoy the joy of warmth; And staying, it is destined to be painful, destined to die with Yingzheng hatred, and nowhere to be with me.

"Are you really doing well?" He put away his smile, looked at me strictly, and said quietly: "If you are doing well, I will also be in another place."

I once thought that I could let go of my children's personal feelings for the sake of the country, so even if I was moved by you, I still decided to send you here and resolutely let go of my relationship with you.

But for the first time in my life, I miscalculated my mind.

Whenever I hear that you are in the whirlpool, in addition to self-blame, I actually worry all night long, this is not the work of the eldest husband, I know in my heart, but I can't get out of this nightmare like prison. ”

He breathed a little or two, clenching his fists to suppress his voice.

"I have lost control many times and swore when I couldn't help but think of you, I will pull you out of here, love you well, compensate you, and find the happiness that should belong to us.

However, you refuse! ”

Lin Jixiang's voice trembled, and he almost choked up when he said that I refused; I was also confused, tears swirling in my widening eyes.

"I always felt that I could do my best to get out of here with you, and loving you for the rest of my life is the best love I can give you, but I didn't expect you to be so miserable...

Don't worry, I can understand your heart and body, I won't force you, I will always stay by your side, wait, wait for the day when you can't stay anymore and want to take you away with me. ”

He still didn't give up, he felt that I didn't leave now because I was pregnant, and he firmly believed that I would one day follow him out of here, out of the miraculous picture that I had been looking forward to for several years that he would suddenly come and take me away.

How can I sue him, my body and mind can no longer be given to anyone other than Yingzheng, and I can't return to him, even if it is painful, I want to live with Yingzheng for the rest of my life? How can he trust me?

"Xiangjue, do you believe it, the king is really good to me." I looked at Lin Jixiang calmly, wanting him to see my truest heart: "He spoils me and protects me, respects me, cherishes me, and I am really happy."

Hehe, do you know, in fact, I am very smart, I found that in the harem with the king is quite opportunistic, others are trying their best to speculate about the king's intentions, most of the time I look at Zhao Gao's face, even when the king seems ruthless to me, as long as Zhao Gao is still respectful to me, I have confidence. (To be continued......)