244 good words

"I said friend of Xiaoshu, you disturbed my sleep."

“…… I'm sorry. "On such a cold day, sleeping on the plum tree, this Miss Wang, doesn't feel cold? However, Lu Mansheng thought, this should be a certain sleepy sheep who wanted to bask in the sun on the plum tree, and overslept and was directly awakened by freezing, right?

"You came to wash the cloud hall, did you see the little book?"

"Hmm."

"Look at the two of them, they have a good relationship, right?" Miss Wang tilted her head, admiring the scene of the mutual foam in it that made people feel warm when they saw it, and said with emotion: "It's really pleasing to the eye, every time I see the two of them together, even I feel happy." ”

Lu Mansheng was a little surprised, such words did not seem to be said by a snoozing sheep.

"Xiaoshu is so sick this time, even I am scared, I think the Admiralty Tower, it hasn't recovered yet."

"What kind of illness is Dr. Wen?" Lu Mansheng wanted to ask this question for a long time, but he didn't have the opportunity. Although she had vaguely guessed something in her heart, she couldn't be sure.

I only know that her illness is very likely to be related to her intention to send Da Yao.

"Little book she...... This, I don't think I can sue you, and it is very likely that it will cause you unnecessary trouble if I sue you about these things without asking Xiaoshu. "If you cause trouble to Lu Mansheng, Xiaoshu will also be angry.

Lu Mansheng was silent, in fact, she had been curious since she met Wen Shu. Wen Shu treated her so well and helped her like that during the palace exam, what was it for. Is it really just because they're from the same place?

And now, she can obviously sue her, but she hides it from her.

"Dr. Wen's illness. Do you need crystal duanyu to be cured? ”

Wang Ling's eyes widened in surprise, and she nodded instead, snickering in her eyes: "You are very smart, no wonder Xiaoshu said that your love is particularly high." ”

Love mouth value, hehe! Miss Wang should be talking about IQ, right?

That's true, and many of the decisions and judgments Lu Mansheng has made so far show her sophisticated mind and intelligence. Relative. Emotional intelligence is more than a little bit worse.

"If there is no Crystal Duanyu, what will happen to Dr. Wen?"

“…… Do you really want to know? Miss Wang said hesitantly.

"I want to know." From the time she saw Wen Shu in the Jade Ming Palace to the present, she has always been helping her. She couldn't do anything for her, but she wanted to know about her. Maybe at some point, she can do something small for Wen Shu, and this is the only thing she can do for her.

Wang Ling really wanted to sue her. But the words came to his lips. and shook her somewhat messy head indiscriminately. "Hmm~ I can't say it, I'll really get angry if I say it."

"Did it turn out badly?"

"Hmm."

"Yes...... Dead? ”

Wang Ling stopped talking, Xiaoshu, this is not what I said, this girl is too smart and guessed by herself.

"The last time I had a medical exchange meeting, Xiaoshu was too strong, and the plum blossom acupuncture was very draining. But in order to save the way, she reluctantly took over. Return to the Hall of Washing Clouds. He vomited a lot of blood that night. Before that, we thought she was fine. I don't think even Xiaoshu knew that his situation was so bad. ”

What's more, they didn't realize that Wen Shu was still very normal when he was talking to her, Bai Nian and the others. I don't know if Wen Shu is too good at hiding his situation, or if they are too careless.

"Xiaoshu suddenly fell ill, I, Xie Xiaoji, and Monkey Spirit were all startled, and in the Admiralty Tower, I could feel the trembling of his body and the fear of that moment. We don't want to go through this experience a second time. ”

“…… Will it die? Lu Mansheng insisted.

"Yes, not only the child in Xiaoshu's belly can't be saved, but even Xiaoshu may leave us." Miss Wang lowered her head, her face was long gone, and there was only amazement and unspeakable worry. "Leave the Admiralty...... Leave us ......."

Lu Mansheng's body shook for a moment, looking at Wen Shu who was shaking her head and didn't want to drink medicine in the bedroom opposite, she had a faint smile on her face, and her emaciated cheekbones looked very haggard. But her eyes were bright and gentle, and all her gaze and attention were on the golden sixth prince who was as warm as jade opposite.

"Xiaoshu, she's really strong, isn't she?"

Lu Mansheng nodded, "She is the strongest and warmest person I have ever met. "Even though I know that my time may not be numbered, I still live with a smile and love and care for others with my whole heart. Someone like that, she'll never be able to do it, right?

Because Lu Mansheng's tone is indifferent, a heart can't accommodate other people, and there is no way to pour his life force into the joy of others. In her place, what she pays attention to is to repay virtue with virtue and revenge with revenge.

In fact, Lu Mansheng is so close to Wen Shu, in addition to the fact that she already regards Wen Shu as her friend in her heart, there is another important reason. She wanted to discover something from Wen Shu, explore something, and learn something.

Wen Shu has too many things in her body that she lacks or forgot. If she understands this, her sometimes confused heart will also be filled with something.

"Behind the strength, there is a need for a steady stream of motivation. Without motivation, no matter how many things there are, you can't exert your enthusiasm from the bottom of your heart, and life will be very boring. On the contrary, with motivation and a goal that we have to work hard for and strive for, many things have the meaning and courage to persevere. Wang Ling turned her head to look at Lu Mansheng, and said meaningfully.

"Power......

"The motivation of Xiaoshu is the Admiralty Tower, our group of friends, and her original intention to study medicine. This is what she said personally, over the years, no matter how many difficulties have been encountered, how many times have experienced the pain of life and death, she is still our little book. That happy, undefeated, enthusiastic little book. ”

"......" Lu Mansheng was stunned on the spot, as if a calm lake had been thrown into a stone, and it was difficult to calm down in his heart.

"My motivation is the never-ending sleep and Brother Ximen, and Xie Xiaoji's motivation is the justice and all kinds of beauties that he insists on in his heart. Gongsun wants to steal all the treasures of the world, and the Admiralty Tower loves flowers and life. Passionate about family and friends. What is the motivation that supports you in everything you do? ”

"......" Lu Mansheng was asked, this was the first time in such a long time that she had really been asked, and she couldn't answer at all.

"Haven't you thought about it? Or is there none at all? ”

“……”

"No wonder you're as cold as an iceberg, when one day, you find the motivation to live and struggle. People will become cheerful. ”

Will it? Will there be such a day? At least the current sound of Lu Man, it is unimaginable. Originally, I thought that I had smelled the fragrance of forgetting worries, and I had forgotten the pain and painful experience of the past. People will be liberated. But this is not the case, and those who have been deprived of painful memories have been taken away with even happy feelings.

The emptiness and uneasiness that entangle day and night will completely hollow out a person. What freedom, happiness, dreams, or passion. All of them were imprisoned.

She didn't know about the other people who had taken the incense. Will it feel the same way as her. Hou Hui said that there were no terrible side effects of Forget Worry Xiang, but for her, this side effect affected her entire body and mind. Perhaps, it's not Forget the Sorrow, but her own problem.

Lu Mansheng knew this very well, but there was no way to change it.

"Actually, you're okay like this, in my opinion, although you talk a little less. It's not really apathetic either. If you meet Brother Simon, then you really feel that you have seen an iceberg. The chill released from his body alone. It can make people go directly from the middle of summer to the harsh winter. That pressure, if you feel it, maybe it's balanced. ”

“……”

"But Brother Simon has a sword, and he has me. Little book friends, what do you have? This is not to show off, but the friend she reads the little book is a little stunned, and some words are not clear, and she may not understand. Seeing that she cared a lot about Xiaoshu, she told her these things.

yes, what does she have?

"You're not really nothing."

“……”

"I remember when Xiaoshu first arrived, he was in a similar situation to you. Although she is the third lady of the county mansion, there is no warmth in that family, full of calculations and fights, and the only thing that can comfort her is her mother, the fourth lady and a little girl. There are many troubles to find small books, and the most important thing is that the third lady of the county mansion is still a well-known laughing stock in Linyang City. The rough and difficult situation faced should not be better than that of Miss Lu. ”

One is the visible hardships and hardships, and the other is the invisible smoke of gunpowder, both of which are equally tormenting and abrasive.

Later, she took the first step, walked out of the county mansion, and became a doctor in the hall of the herb shop. I helped a lot of people and got to know a lot of people. Well, we also met at that time, as well as Xie Xiaoji, and the most important thing is that she met the person with whom she spent her life. ”

"......" Lu Mansheng looked into the room, Jin Zhonglou held a blue and white porcelain bowl and handed the spoon to Wen Shu's mouth. Even if Wen Shu didn't want to drink the medicine anymore, he didn't want Jin Zhonglou to hold the spoon for a long time, so he finally drank them one by one.

"No matter what fate will play out in the future, let go of the worries in your heart, stick to the path you have identified, and move forward bravely. I believe that one day you will find your own motivation. It's like a little book, from having nothing to having the greatest happiness in the world—"

Lu Mansheng's chest roared, and Wang Ling's words were like a loud drum, beating on her heart.

Don't think about what you've been through in the past and what you've forgotten. Don't pay too much attention to her heart, she just needs to stick to the path she identifies on, keep going, and always find the answer in her heart.

In the same way, at this time, the effect on Lu Mansheng is completely different.

Xiang Zuo also said something similar to Lu Mansheng, and his words made Lu Mansheng persist from the confused past to the present. And Wang Ling's words began to make Lu Mansheng imagine the future.

It's not a beautiful and dreamy imagination, and I didn't think that one day I could be as happy as Wen Shu, there is a man like the Golden Bell Tower who is willing to go through many tests with her, go through the vicissitudes of life and the ups and downs, and guard her side and never abandon her.

What she wants is true relief and peace one day in the future. It is enough to have a clear goal and live a solid and self-sufficient life.

"Well, friend of Xiaoshu, you don't want to read Xiaoshu anymore, are you going back?" Wang Ling shouted to Lu Mansheng, who had turned around, and wondered.

Lu Mansheng paused and tilted his head slightly, "Thank you." ”

"Hey! I didn't do anything, you really don't go to look at the little book, she mentions you a lot these days. If you can't go anywhere in the Cloud Washing Hall every day, you should feel bored. Although she has the Admiralty Tower with her, in front of the Admiralty Tower, Xiaoshu always loves to be strong. ”

Wen Shu is really happy, with such a group of friends who think about her wholeheartedly, and a husband who never gives up on life and death, it is no wonder that even at this difficult juncture, she still has a warm heart and actively faces the upcoming fate.

"I'm not going, just say I'll come to see her next time."

"Little book's friend-" Lu Man was about to leave, but Wang Ling called out to her again.

"The little book I just talked about doesn't mean anything else, and at the medical skills exchange meeting, I ask you to go all out."

“……”

"Xiaoshu wouldn't be happy if he knew that you released water for her."

Lu Man laughed, a faint smile on the corner of his mouth. "Before the goddess doctor Wen wrote, no one has room to release water!"

After saying this, Lu Mansheng left. The blue and white back slowly disappeared behind the plum tree.

"Xiao Jiu, are there any guests coming, who are you talking to?" As soon as Wang Ling walked into the room, Wen Shu asked.

"It's the friend Xiaoshu just knew, Dr. Lu."

"Mansheng is coming?" Wen Shu heard Lu Man's voice coming, and his face was happy. However, "Since Mansheng is here, why don't you come in and sit down?" ”

"She said I'll come to see you next time."

"It's strange, Mansheng has come here, why don't you come in......"

"Don't think about this question, Xiaoshu, have you finished drinking the medicine today?" Wang Ling hurriedly diverted the topic, if Xiaoshu knew that she had told Lu Mansheng about her physical condition, she would have to nag. Don't look at the little book, she looks like a cheerful girl, and her nagging is even more terrible than that of an old lady.

The person next to her knows this.

"Yes, thanks to Brother Jin's sixth brother, I drank not a drop of the three bowls of medicine." Thinking of the bitterness of the medicine, Wen Shu only felt that his head was big. Not only the head, but also the tongue was numb.

"Little book is great today! The three bowls of medicine were drunk so refreshingly, I thought the Admiralty Tower was going to be coaxed for a long time. ”

"Tell me, when do I need Jin Sixth Brother to coax." No matter how many times you hear it, it's embarrassing.

"Got it, book? I don't want Miss Wang to say that the next time I feed the medicine, I have to drink it obediently, huh? ”

"You two, are you sure it's not collusion?"

"......" (To be continued......)