Chapter 20: Let Me Help You

After seeing Zifeng off, I went back to my room and leaned against the door, thinking about what he had just said.

"Lulu". As we walked down the alley, he turned to me and asked.

"Huh?"

"How about studying at school, and going out to work part-time?"

"It's okay to study. I do part-time all the time. You know my mom has to go to the doctor, and I'm going to go back to school. If you don't work part-time, where will you get the money? "I kept my head down and kicked the stones under my feet. Luckily, he doesn't know what I do part-time, so if he did, he wouldn't know what he would think.

"Lulu, thank you for your hard work. You're a strong girl. He reached out and stroked my hair, a smile on his lips. I smiled wryly. Now in this way, I cannot be weak, I must be strong.

"Lulu." I turned my head to look at him, and he stared into my eyes with a strange look.

"You didn't even think about finding someone to help you? You're a girl who has to go to school and support your family. ”

"Me, who can I turn to, who can help me? Except for my mother, I have no family to rely on, no one to rely on, only to rely on myself. I looked down and sighed. The only thing I could find was my dad, but I don't know where he was.

"Xiaolu, can I help you?" He turned and stood in front of me, his hands on my shoulders, looking down at me. This movement made me very unnatural.

"Brother Zifeng, haven't you been helping me?" I said with a smile.

"Xiaolu, now I'm helping you out of the help of friends, if that's the case, I can't do much for you, you know?" He grabbed me by the shoulder, hard.

"Brother Zifeng, you've done enough for me, I can't ask for anything more." I shook my head. The look in his eyes, I know. Now I have Shaoyang, and I like him and I won't accept anyone else. For Brother Zifeng, he is just an elder brother, and nothing else.

"Lulu, can I help you?"

"Brother Zifeng, thank you so much. I will definitely look for you if you need help with the land in the future."

"Lulu, you know what I mean, don't run away. All right? My shoulder hurt from his grip and I couldn't help but frown. He saw my forbearance and immediately let go.

"I'm sorry, Lulu."

"It's okay, Brother Zifeng. I'll go back first, goodbye. I turned around in a hurry, but I didn't have time to hear his goodbye and ran away. Behind him, standing there straight, looking at the direction I ran away, the attachment in his eyes, I chose to ignore it.

It's changed, and when has it changed. So quietly, silently. We have always been brother and sister, in the eyes of my mother, I completely treat him as a son, and to me, he is an older brother. This qiē happened so suddenly, and for a while, I couldn't accept it. Now, I have absolutely no idea what to do.

At this moment, I miss Luo Shaoyang very much and want to hear his voice. Whenever I encounter something that I can't solve, I always call him and ask him, in my eyes, he can solve a problem for me that I can't do, and with him, I have learned how to rely on him. And for this matter, I won't sue him, he's my boyfriend, sue him, and my relationship with Brother Zifeng may never go back to the past, and I don't want that. He's an older brother, only an older brother, and I don't want to lose him.

"Lulu." There was a knock at the door. I opened the door.

"Mom, what's wrong?" I stood by the door, my hands on the doorknob. I just feel like my mom has something to tell me.

"What are you doing when you close the door, go, go to the living room mom has something to ask you." ’

I followed my mother to the living room.

"Mom, what's the matter, so solemn?" I sat straight on the couch and looked at my mother.

"It's not a big deal, I see what makes you nervous." Mom scooped an apple out of the fruit bowl and peeled it there.

"Lulu, what do you think of your brother Zifeng?" Hearing my mother ask me that made my heart tighten.

"Mom, what are you asking for?" I pretended to be confused. Scoop up an apple and nibble on it.

"It's nothing, just to ask you."

"Okay." I don't want to say more than two words, for fear that my mother will misunderstand.

"You kid, I don't believe it, can't you see it?" Mom took more than the apple I was nibbling on, and shoved the peeled apple into my hand. I had no choice but to scoop and continue to eat.

"Mom, Brother Zifeng said that it is good to eat apples with skin."

"You think I don't know, your brother Zifeng is talking to you. I don't know what you're up to. What do you mean Brother Zifeng, Mom can see clearly. He glanced at me hatefully.

"I don't know what it means. I'm done. I'm so sleepy, Mom, I'm going to sleep. "Throwing the pits in the trash, I wiped my hands, turned around and left.

"You kid, as soon as you say this, you'll leave." Mom stood up and prepared to grab me. I ran into the room and closed the door. Leaning against the door and gasping.

"Lulu, open the door. Mom hasn't finished yet. Mom was outside banging on the door and shouting.

"Mom, I'm sleeping, I'll talk about it tomorrow." Then I heard my mother babbling and walked away. I laughed.

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