Good bye...... Six
Both people understand what the other means? At this moment, the unprecedented silence in the house, even the quarrel just now, seemed to be a flash in the pan, everything was sinking by itself, that feeling of suffocation, and only people like them who have been persecuted for a long time may have such good endurance, and ordinary people are afraid that they will go crazy at this moment.
"But now that the whole city is under martial law, and one of our contact points has also been discovered, I'm afraid it's not safe anymore, what do you say we should do now." After a long time, the woman's voice came faintly again, but this time there was a faint cry in the voice, and the thick fear in the cry could be easily heard even if it was suppressed.
In fact, both of them know in their hearts that now that their contact location has been discovered by the other party, it means that they have been exposed, and maybe after they care about the team going out, their master will raise his noble hand and send someone to rescue them, but they are also facing another risk, that is, being wiped out.
The current situation can really be said to have roasted them on the fire, whether it is advancing or retreating, they can't do well, both sides see a kind of dead air in each other's eyes, it seems that this time they are really going to be explained in this place.
The woman in the courtyard didn't know what she remembered, her body trembled involuntarily, and her expression was even more desperate when a fish was dying of lack of water, neither of the two people saw each other, but the tacit understanding of being together for a long time made them both understand what the other party was thinking? Why don't you have an echo, just look up, look at the ray of sunshine above your head, your eyes are confused, and then you seem to remember something beautiful, your expression is very happy, but this kind of pleasure is just like a flash in the pan, disappearing in an instant and unpredictable.
Now the two of them stay in this place, and they can only be in the courtyard on weekdays, and there is no outsider who can communicate with them, and they are outside the two of them. Sometimes they have to go outside except to buy groceries, which is all through instructions, and other activities are not allowed, just in the courtyard of these few feet square. They don't seem to have anything else to do every day except to see the sun rise and set overhead, and it's a torment like this, but they tried to leave, but in the end, everyone who was with them was because of their care. One by one, like a meat bun beating a dog, there is no return. In fact, both of them knew in their hearts where those people had gone in the end, not that they were thinking nonsense in this place, but because they had seen those people kill chickens and monkeys in order to control them, and remember the first time they saw them, they could say that they watched that person being tortured to death.
It was a woman, petite and cute, with a faint smile on her face, which gave people a very sweet and warm feeling. But such a beautiful woman, because she had the intention of leaving, one day, this woman tried everything to get the opportunity to leave, but everything was in vain after all, she was arrested, and after being caught, she thought that Ning Ning would be a knife in his hand, but those inhuman people put this woman in front of all of them. They stripped them of their clothes, and then they were told to go up and do that obscene thing, both men and women, and if they didn't comply, they would be punished more severely.
This was their first life lesson in this place. It was also a lesson that taught them a painful lesson, and because of this punishment, each of them left a black nightmare in their hearts, those beasts that were inferior to pigs and dogs, in order to discipline them, they could say that they would do everything to the extreme, and they used special means to train them into machines. Trained to be a brute without humanity. Although they fantasize again and again that they can have a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to leave this place where there is no humanity, but after so many years, they have been full of dreams when they came to the numbness now, everything has become unimportant, what matters is only how to survive.
The man, sitting under the same osmanthus tree in the courtyard, although the leaves on the tree had fallen, only the bare branches remained, but in his heart he seemed to feel that this place was the place that could give her warmth, and he leaned tightly on the gray-black rough bark branches, as if only in this way could he give him strength, make him feel that he still had the breath of life. The man, also with his lips closed, did not have any words, held a knife in his hand, woodenly scratched another bare tree trunk in his hand, and saw that this trunk was painted in his hand for a long time, and now it is very smooth, I don't know if it is because there is nothing to carve in his hand, or just Mu Ran is doing an instinctive action, this tree pole is not only polished and smooth, there seems to be no trace of knife carving, just like this man's heart, although the heart is full of holes, thousands of thoughts, But on the surface, it is as smooth as a mirror, and it is not clean.
The woman stood in the courtyard, tilted her head and enjoyed the sun and rain for a long time, and turned back slowly for a while, from his firm and somewhat broken movements, it can be seen that his mood at the moment seems to have made some kind of decision: "Two days ago, the master's secret order said that if we can take the information out of the city and hand it over to the people who came to contact, then we can leave in the future, and they will never hunt us down." A sarcastic smile tugged at the woman's face.
In fact, he also knew that their masters, when they used them, it could be said that they were good in every way, and it could be said that they were used up, so he put them in one place and ignored them, except for those who monitored their movements, their lives and deaths didn't seem to care about anyone, of course, their lives and deaths included not only when they didn't go out on a mission, even if they let me die, they would die in vain, thinking of these hearts, I couldn't help but have another deep sadness, they were like duckweed, at any time facing the moment when life disappears, fear also follows them at any time, every time after completing the task, they look at the blazing sun above their heads, and they all feel that it is a kind of happiness, but this faint happiness can not be shared with others, even this man who is slightly inferior to him in front of him, in addition to the task, there is only a faint strangeness between them. In the relationship with that kind of physiological need, those of them who have no tomorrow, every time they live, they have a feeling of the aftermath of the catastrophe. I don't know if it's a blessing or anything else, but it all turns into a habitual indifference. Until their next new mission comes out. Of course, every time they receive a new task, they also bring better daily necessities and what they need in the process of carrying out the mission, which may be a special reward for them to work! It's like the monkey that the entertainer performs on the street. They are the monkeys, and the whip in the hand of the other man and the food in his hand are the temptation and spur to them. Thinking of these, I can't help but have a kind of ironic ridiculousness in my heart, every time before I go out on a mission again, I am so panicked, and after the mission is successfully completed, I am so sorry for the rest of my life, if the mission is not completed, I don't know what kind of death will be to greet them. Or is it another, more brutal punishment.
"Over the years, I really feel very lucky to be able to work with you, as smart as you and have a woman there, in our world, it can be said that there are a lot, but like you can hide yourself, it is really rare in our house. I feel really lucky to be able to work with you, and I don't know if I will be able to see you again in the future. I was thinking about what kind of gift to give you, but for so many years, I have been hesitant to think about what kind of thing to make this branch for you, but I have never decided? Today, I'm finally done. I'll leave you a memory. The man didn't know when the knife in his hand was actually carving the image of a lady quickly, looking at the humanoid pattern carved by wood, it gave people a very lifelike feeling, that is, the woman just now faced the sun, a little hopeful, and the whole person gave people a very soft feeling. There is no more sharpness of the usual. It's just a faint feeling of a homely woman.
When the man gave the woman a farewell gift, his expression was not too excited, but he calmly handed the wood carving in his hand to the woman, and his eyes seemed to be useless, as if there were a thousand words, and it was complicated that could not be expressed at once. In the end, everything turned silent, and only the act of the man handing the woman something was forever engraved in the tunnel of time.
"Why did you give me this thing, is it ......" The woman was also a little moved by the man's sudden behavior at this moment, but she didn't expect that two familiar strangers actually had such a common sincere emotion at this moment, the man's move seemed to be unexpected by the woman, but after a while, she silently felt that everything was expected, and the rest of the words The woman didn't say but both sides understood that this was a kind of parting break. At this moment of the final separation of their lives, they have no more heartbreaking, no helpless sorrow, more of a peace. It is their mission, it has always been like this, every time they have to go out on a mission, it is the moment when they say goodbye in life, but this time is their strongest farewell to life and death after so many years.
"You make something delicious today, let's have a drink, we have been together for so many days, we have never been able to have a drink together because of a certain kind of relaxation in the depths of our hearts, today we will leave everything behind, just in this house, we will not get drunk and not return." Maybe it's really been put down, or maybe it's the past few days that I feel that my life has come to an end, the man has a sincere smile on his face at this moment, looking at the woman in front of him who is plainly dressed and has quiet eyes, in fact, he has always wanted to say to this girl, "I really want to be an ordinary couple with you, but they meet at the wrong moment, and this life can only become a brilliant cloud in their life." In this life, they can only have this dewy marriage, if in the next life, he really hopes to have a beautiful relationship and a beautiful family with this girl. ”
Maybe it's because of the tacit understanding between the two sides, or maybe it's because of the different thoughts that life is about to come to the end of life, in short, everything makes this woman let go at this moment, let go of the past disputes, let go of the past sharpness, and at the same time let go of the past grudges and some hopes, "Okay, I'll get a few specialty dishes today, let's have a good drink, we have never let go of it over the years, today, let's get drunk again." You pointed to a sharp angle that hid all the sharp angles on your body, and raised the soft smile on your face, as if you were an ordinary husband and wife next door, and the two of them lived a real husband and wife life.
With a sense of tranquility and happiness, the woman turned around leisurely, leaving the man with a glimpse of it, and then walked to the house to work in the kitchen.
The man did not have the ruthlessness of the past at this moment, and some were just a faint peace, full of gratification, full of hope, watching the woman turn around gracefully, and the eyes really seemed to be the husband who came home from going out with a full body of exhaustion, sitting under the laurel tree at home, watching his wife busy for him. Maybe it's because they really feel that their lives are coming to an end, and they don't care about everything anymore, of course, this naturally includes those who are watching them outside, he raised a faint happiness on his face, looking at a certain corner outside, with more sarcasm in his eyes, and a relief of release.
At this moment, they seem to be away from the strife is the ordinary couple living in the paradise, no longer taking into account all the factors that want to hurt them, use them, or the situation they will face, at this time they are only left with the two of them, enjoying the peace and warmth of life lightly, as for the rest, let's talk about it tomorrow!
At this moment, the courtyard and the outside of the courtyard are two different, the courtyard has a faint happiness and tranquility, everything is so harmonious and beautiful, there is no influence of war smoke, and there is no sinister inducement of people's hearts, everything, but so calm and serene, but everything outside the door is better than the last two different times and spaces. The mood of everyone inside and outside the door is also very different. (To be continued.) )