"Ning'er!" Ning Maosheng's face turned pale, in fact, Yu Meng had been with her for four years, and Jin Yilan had always known, but as long as he kept Lin Yumeng and did not accept Lin Yumeng, it was not a violation of the Ning family's oath to the Jin family, and the reason why he refused to accept Lin Yumeng into the room after Jin Yilan's death was because he was afraid that Ning Changan would not be able to accept it.

Ning Maosheng pushed Lin Yumeng away, ran to Ning Chang'an's side in a few steps, and comforted him again and again, "Ning'er, don't be afraid, don't be afraid...... but for a while, he didn't know how to explain the ins and outs of this qiē to his daughter.

Over the years, Jin Yilan has taught her daughter by word and deed, Ning Changan has believed since she was a child that the real husband and wife stay together, that is, one wife and one husband grow old together, so many years, she also thinks that her parents are different from others, and she has always been proud of her father.

Now all the dreams are shattered! She felt sad for her mother, because in the four months when her mother was dying, she comforted her mother every day to be strong and survive, because her father loved her mother the most in the world.

Looking back now, every time she said unintentionally, it was a kind of delay to her mother, and even accelerated Jin Yilan's death.

But her mother-in-law never said a word until her death that Ning Maosheng had betrayed their husband and wife for more than 20 years, but carefully maintained Ning Maosheng's image in her daughter's heart in front of her.

"Ning'er, Ning'er!" Ning Maosheng hugged his daughter, seeing that her whole body was trembling, and her face was as pale as a ghost in the moonlight, he was so frightened that he hurriedly patted her face, "Ning'er, speak, don't scare your father!" ”

"Don't ......," she whimpered, like a little beast with a broken tail, desperately dodging the claws of a large beast, and retreating, retreating—

It turned out that the mother didn't like the night, but she couldn't stand being alone in the room, while her husband was pregnant with another woman in another place.

Yes, why is she so confused, over the years, even if her father stays in the Ning family, he rarely sleeps in her mother's room.

At this moment, she really wanted to leave aside and escape to the deepest place in the world, so strong that she never wanted to see anyone again.

"Cousin, you listen to me......" The woman's sensitivity made Lin Yumeng feel uneasy, Ning Changan's eyes were too hateful, that kind of hatred was too abnormal.

She doesn't think there's anything wrong with herself, when Jin Yilan was alive, she never thought of entering the door of the Ning family, now that Jin Yilan is dead, she has conceived a daughter for this man, and she has a new life in her womb, why can't she enter the Ning family?

Lin Yumeng's voice was like an awl piercing into the atrium being plucked out again, even with the belt meat!

Looking at Lin Yumeng's pot-bellied appearance under the moonlight, she seemed to be greatly stimulated, and pointed at Lin Yumeng and screamed, "Let her go, I don't want to see her, let her go-" In her heart, her mother has not been buried at this time, her soul must be crying, maybe it is by her side, maybe it is her mother who leads her to see this qiē tonight!

She was instantly knocked to the ground by such an obsession, her chest was like a fire, her heart was shocked, and the pain was so painful that she even had her heart overflowing from her heart, at that moment, she just wanted to be with her mother, hugging her mother, and telling her, mother, you take your daughter away!

"Okay, Dad will let her leave immediately, Ning'er, don't frighten Dad!" Ning Maosheng saw that Ning Chang'an's eyes were staring directly at Lin Yumeng, and he couldn't even blink, thinking that she was frightened, he turned his head and roared at Lin Yumeng, "What are you still doing here, didn't you hear that Ning Er didn't want to see you?" ”

The air and blood condensed at the same time at that moment, Lin Yumeng's eyes widened, and he asked lightly in disbelief, "Maosheng, this is obviously a child's rude request, how can you follow her ......?"

"I'll tell you to get out, don't get dirty here......" Ning Chang'an's face became more and more weirdly pale, like a snow cover, without a trace of vitality, suddenly, a trace of strength was born, and Ning Maosheng was pushed away fiercely, and he couldn't suppress the sorrow in his heart anymore, and cried loudly, "I'm going to take my mother out of here, don't want to be here, my mother ......" When he turned around, he was tripped by the young branch of a tea tree behind him, and fell straight to the ground, his mind was blank for a moment, and he only instinctively wanted to escape from this qiē-

"Ning'er, where did you fall, show your father!" Ning Maosheng wanted to help, but Ning Changan crawled on the ground and cried while running.

This is the daughter who has been cared for in the palm of her hand since she was a child, seeing her sad and wanting to die, Ning Maosheng was also so anxious that his face was so anxious, his facial features were deformed due to panic and pain, and the green tendons that seemed to be about to burst appeared on his forehead, and he couldn't care about Lin Yumeng, who was pale behind him, and shouted while chasing, "Ning'er, come back, Dad listens to you, let someone send her away immediately, and in the future, Dad promises not to let you see her......"

When people are crazy, they run very fast, she quickly left Ning Maosheng, Ning Changan did not run to the mourning hall, because she was afraid that her mother's soul would be uneasy, but she had not been out of the garden for many years, she just ran wildly, and when she regained consciousness, she found that she had unconsciously run outside her mother's bedroom, and for these three months, she has been accompanying her mother, and even slept with her mother at night.

No, she can't go back to her room, they all say that before people die, when their souls want to leave this world, they like to stay in the place where they used to stay before they die, and she can't let her mother see her sadness!

Thinking of this, Ning Changan turned around and ran, and there was no clear direction in his heart for a while, just running towards a place where there were few people!

She ran in despair, crying so much, she didn't know why it was so uncomfortable, she just felt that the happiness she had been clinging to for so many years had collapsed, and she wanted to die with her mother!

Ning Chang'an's cry and Ning Mao's cry quickly alarmed the whole house, Ning Changxian rushed over from the mourning hall when he heard the news, and in the search, he caught up with Ning Chang'an, who was wearing a cloak, and hugged his sister into his arms.

Seeing his brother, he felt a kind of sympathy, threw his head into Ning Changxian's arms, and cried bitterly.

Ning Changxian looked at the wolf bèi in his arms, his face and hands were full of dusty scars, especially the blood in his palms, "Ning'er, my brother will take you to treat the injury, you see it's bleeding!" ”

Ning Changan was exhausted, she didn't know where to hurt, except for the pain in her heart, she couldn't feel pain anywhere.

Ning Changmao chased after him breathlessly, Ning Changxian looked at his father's anxious eyes, and his heart understood, "Dad, you go and rest first, let your son accompany your sister!" ”

"Ning'er, daddy......" Ning Maosheng was startled when he saw an obvious bloodstain on his daughter's right cheek, and wanted to go over to check where his daughter was injured.

"I don't want a dad anymore, I hate my father, I just want my mother, woo ......" Ning Changan heard Ning Maosheng's voice, screamed, pierced his head deeper, and slammed his outstretched fist on Ning Changxian's shoulder, feeling uncomfortable in his heart.

"Dad, you better go, Ning'er will be more stimulated when she hears your voice, let her son persuade her, don't worry, with me, Ning'er won't have an accident!" Ning Changxian looked tired, although Jin Yilan's funeral was handled by the general manager, he had not closed his eyes well in the past few days.

Ning Maosheng patted his son's shoulder with guilt, and before leaving, he explained uneasily, "Baby Ning'er, you wait, Dad will send someone to send her away immediately, don't get sick, sleep well, Dad will come to see you tomorrow!" "It's really impossible, Ning Maosheng could only sigh and tell Yahuan's mother-in-law to keep an eye on her at night, and then go to find Lin Yumeng, if there was still hesitation before, at this time, now seeing that Ning Chang'an was uncomfortable like this, he made up his mind to send Lin Yumeng to Luozhou, and never let her step into Yangzhou for half a step.

After Ning Maosheng left, Ning Changxian gently patted Ning Chang'an's back, "Sister, why don't you go to your brother's room and let your sister-in-law sleep with you all night!" ”

Ning Chang'an raised his head convulsively, because he had cried for too long, and his temples began to cramp like pain.

"I want to go back to my room, I don't want a sister-in-law, I want to be alone......" She was uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, and she wanted to find a safe place to lock herself up.

When the slaves and maids heard that Ning Changan was going back to the boudoir, they all secretly gasped and led the way with lanterns.

opened the door, and the maids immediately went to prepare hot water for Ning Chang'an to bathe, Ning Chang'an just fell to the ground, hugged Ning Changxian's waist, and began to cry loudly again, "Brother, I'm going to die, I'm going to die......"

Ning Chang Xianfu picked up his sister again, put her on the chaise longue, took out a brocade handkerchief, and wiped away the tears on her face, "Sister, don't cry, if you cry again, my mother will be even more sad!" ”

Ning Changan saw that his brother didn't even ask why he was sad, and asked breathlessly, "Brother, did you know it early on?" ”

Ning Changxian is now twenty-two, and he began to learn business with Ning Maosheng at the age of sixteen, and the people and things he came into contact with were naturally different from Ning Changan. In addition, the people of the Ning Mansion take too much care of Ning Chang'an, Ning Chang'an is like a flower in a greenhouse, occasionally carefully held out to bask in the sun when the wind and sun are beautiful, who has ever experienced wind and rain.

Therefore, Lin Yumeng is Ning Mao's outer room, and everyone in the Ning Mansion knows it except Ning Chang'an.

"My mother knew about it four years ago, but your world is too pure......" Ning Changxian sighed lightly, he really didn't know how to explain this to his sister, but the matter had come to this point, and it was a twist and turn that Ning Changan had to face in his growth at that time, "My mother is worried that you are disappointed in your father, and my father is even more worried that you will resent him, so this matter has been hidden from you." ”

Ning Changan shook desperately, as if rejecting this unforgettable growth, she cried so much that the blood and tears on her face were all over the place, wiped one by one, and her exquisite facial features were wrinkled together, because she cried too hard, and choked and almost lost her breath, "I know...... My mother wants me to be happy and grow up carefree, but my brother ...... This kind of happiness is fake, it is a bubble, sooner or later it will be disillusioned, but my mother has endured this bubble for four years, in fact, she can cry, she can make trouble, she can let me know the unhappy things, even if I am very young and do not know how to comfort, maybe I can sing to my mother instead of-" and not say those empty and cruel words.

Ning Changxian was taken aback, he couldn't imagine that his young sister could say this, he thought about it, and still persuaded, "Chang'an, you can't blame your father for this, your father is already very good as a husband, at least he has not accepted a concubine for more than 20 years." "Ning Changxian has been in business for four years, and he has seen too many businessmen with wives and concubines, Ning Maosheng is a wonder, that is, even he himself wanted to accept a concubine the year before last, but it was his mother who stopped him.

Ning Chang raised his head suddenly, his face was as pale as death, and his glass eyes stared at his brother tightly, painful and ruthless and humiliated.

As if he were her enemy.

This look made Ning Changxian's heart tremble, "Sister, even if Dad is wrong, it's just that Daddy is sorry for my mother, but Daddy's pain for you is real, you should know better than anyone else......"

Ning Chang'an's eyes seemed to be contaminated with demonic energy, but in the deepest part, there was an irreplaceable anger and pain, almost gritting his teeth and saying, "But he has already betrayed his mother, how can he be with his mother's niece, brother, father ruined this family, in this way, it's too disgusting......"

Ning Xianxian was distressed, and somewhat sighed that this sister was too black and white, and she didn't go through the wind and rain, these just happened to her parents, if one day, it happened to herself, whether this delicate sister could withstand it, as soon as she thought of this, Ning Changxian felt uneasy, he hugged her slender body into his arms, and comforted softly, "Sister, my father and mother love you too much, they want you to be happy, and I hope that your life has no regrets!" ”

"I don't want this kind of love, don't, it's too heavy, brother, I can't bear it......" Ning Changan's palms were sweat and blood, and his whole body trembled slightly, "Brother, I don't want them to force themselves like this to protect me, I would rather my mother be sad when she finds out, and make a big fuss with my father, and I don't want her to bear it silently alone." Brother, I feel sorry for my mother, she shouldn't have died so early, it's me, it's all because I ......" she remembered that when her mother's illness was getting worse and worse, she always babbled and comforted her in front of her mother, so that her mother must take care of her body, and then give her a younger brother or sister.

This night, Ning Chang'an spent the worst night of her life, she kept crying, crying so much that she had a splitting headache. She was so tired that she wanted to die, as soon as she closed her eyes, it seemed that the empty eyes of her mother before her death floated in front of her, and she couldn't stop crying. She hated herself, her father, and even more hated the cousin who relied on family affection to get close to her home and then ruined her happiness.

She was so uncomfortable that her whole body hurt, even more heartbreaking than the night her mother left, as if she had grown up in an instant, and she told herself that her life would never let her be as wronged as her mother.

Because it is the mother's grievances and self-sacrifice, only thinking that her daughter will always live forever and sacrifice herself, which is a fatal blow to her.

Ning Changan didn't know that this night, there were also people on the other side.

Ning Maosheng sent a carriage to pick up Lin Yumeng overnight, Lin Yumeng resisted to death and was reluctant to leave, and under the excesses of love, he actually lost the fetus, because the fetus was six months old, and when it fell was almost the same as giving birth, all night, the sad cry resounded all over the guest room of the Ning family.

On the second day, Ning's family became a mess of porridge again, and Ning Chang'an, who was sad all night, launched a high fever before dawn on the second day, and the illness came fiercely and violently, and he was groggy and began to wake up.

On the other side, after Lin Yumeng was born, he found that except for the Yahuan and mother-in-law who he brought over and stayed by his side to wait, none of the Yahuan of the Ning family was nowhere to be seen. Even breakfast was not delivered.

Under questioning, it turned out that Miss Ning was sick, and all the minions were sent out to find Lang Zhong, Yahuan and mother-in-law except for those in the mourning hall, everyone else went to wait for the eldest lady of the Ning family. Lin Yumeng was in a bad mood, and his stomach hurt so much that he asked Yahuan to find a Lang Zhong to take a look.

After Yahuan went for a long time, she replied that all Langzhong had been invited by Ning Maosheng to Ning Chang'an's courtyard for a consultation.

Lin Yumeng immediately went crazy, slapped the slave next to him a few times, his stomach hurt more and more, and thought of the child in his womb, if it wasn't for Ning Chang'an going crazy, Ning Maosheng would not force himself to leave the Ning family that night.

If it weren't for Ning Maosheng forcing her to go, she wouldn't have fought with him, but her stomach hit the edge of the table, and a formed male fetus was gone, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became, the more unwilling she became, and Ning Maosheng refused to comfort herself at this juncture. His daughter was just sick, and what was the big deal, and he called all Lang Zhong to be treated, so that she could live here alone.

She felt all the gas in her chest turn into a mouthful of blood that she couldn't vomit. She knew that the child was gone, and she didn't expect to enter the door of the Ning family again.

Although Jin Yilan is dead, but the Ning family has such a big industry, it is really easy to continue a string, I am afraid that these women can line up directly from the gate of the Ning family to the gate of Yangzhou. Although her family has declined, she still has a chance, after all, she has a boy in her womb, and she has also been with Ning Maosheng for four years, and her youngest daughter Ning Changxiao has not even entered the genealogy of the Ning family until now, and Ning Maosheng still has some guilt for her. Therefore, she thought that her mother was more expensive than her son, so she lived in the Ning family first, and then she could stay in the Ning family justifiably.

Who knew that it would be destroyed by Ning Chang'an's stinky girl with a handful of tears. Now that the child in her womb is gone, what hope does she have?

The more I thought about it, the more the fire in my heart burned, and when I heard the chant of the monk who had been annoyed for a few days and nights, I simply sat up, and the evil was born from the side of the gall, and I gritted my teeth towards my maid ring with wide eyes, "You go out, find a first-class mother-in-law, and tell her, if Lin Maosheng doesn't come to give me Lin Yumeng an explanation, I will set fire to the entire Ning Mansion, so that the person will not think about living in peace if he dies!" ”

Yahuan was taken aback, looking at the master's eyes that wanted to kill, knowing that this must be a nerve collapse that was about to break, and he didn't dare to hesitate, let alone persuade a few words, he lifted his skirt and ran out, and when he arrived at the corridor, he saw a mother-in-law wearing filial piety clothes ordering a few Yahuan to move bundles of incense and candles without treasure, so he quietly stepped forward and grabbed the mother-in-law and told her about it.

That mother-in-law was originally very unkind to see Lin Yumeng, and as soon as she heard this, she immediately agreed to pass the word, and she despised in her heart: I want to burn Ning Mansion in broad daylight, when all the people here are dead? Okay, take advantage of this trouble, just get away.

The mother-in-law didn't say a word, explained the things in her hand to the maid ring beside her, and trotted to Ning Chang'an's yard to find Ning Maosheng to pass the word.

At this time, Ning Changan was unconscious, sometimes his whole body trembled, sometimes he cried and screamed in his dreams, and shouted, "Mother, take your daughter away......"

The medicine he fed was all spit out with his eyes closed, and he vomited so much that his throat gurgled and gasped, which made Ning Maosheng feel so distressed that he was half dead. In addition, a group of Lang Zhong shook his head, so anxious that Ning Maosheng and the ants on the hot nest, how could they have the leisure to care about Lin Yumeng, he raised his hand with a look of disgust and said, "Send a few people to take care of it, if it really doesn't work, you will be tied up, don't bother me with these things in the future!" ”

Originally, Ning Maosheng was on fire last night, and he didn't leave, but he wanted to make trouble, but he ended up making trouble with a formed male fetus.

In addition, he has been in pain for more than ten years, and the baby bump in the palm of his hand is sick for this, and the remorse in his heart has already made him vomit blood, and today is the day of Jin Yilan's funeral, and even the emperor of the capital has sent someone to read the servant's message, and the funeral team is all waiting outside the Ning Mansion.

But that woman, who is still restless at this juncture, still wants to sprinkle here, wants him to be seen as a joke, this is simply self-defeating, don't say that she wants to enter this door in the future, even he will not go to Luozhou to see her again.

"Dad, the prince sent people from the Ministry of Rites to come, and they want to put incense on the pillar in front of the mother's spirit, you can go for a while!" Ning Changxian stepped in dressed in sackcloth, and when he saw Ning Maosheng with a solemn face, he lowered his voice, "My sister hasn't woken up yet?" ”

Ning Maochang sighed, took off his sackcloth, gently lifted the curtain and entered the inner bedroom, took a few steps to Ning Chang'an's side, saw her lifeless face, and there was wetness in her eyes, thousands of words, a hundred feelings, and finally turned into the most calm and indifferent sentence, "Ning'er, you have to hate your father, and your father has nothing to say, but you have to take good care of your body, you are only twelve years old, and the days to come are still long, and your father and ......" The rest of the words finally wrapped around the stomach and couldn't spit out, Ning Maosheng was panicked in his heart, and he didn't know how to explain to his daughter.

He shook his head and sighed again, walked out, put on his sackcloth, and felt that he didn't even have the strength to answer, "Dad goes to the mourning hall, you stay here for a while, sister, and it's not too late for you to come out when you go out of the funeral." There's always one person left here! ”

"Dad, don't worry, my son will let Yinghua accompany you!" Yinghua is her wife, and she also loves Ning Changan Suri very much.

Ning Maosheng saw that Ning Changxian's whole person had lost a whole circle, looking at his haggard son, his eyebrows and eyes were more like Jin Yilan, and the wetness in his eyes was deeper, "It's not good for my father!" Ning Maosheng thought of Ning Chang'an's tone when he said he didn't want him last night, he was a little disheartened, and he didn't know why, he had been with Lin Yumeng like this back then, first he broke his wife's heart, and now even his daughter refuses to forgive himself.

Ning Changxian looked at the six helpless Lang Zhong, frowned and raised the curtain to enter the inner bed, and as soon as he took a step, he withdrew his foot, took off the sackcloth on his body, and went in.

Yahuan Chang Lianxiang was kneeling in front of Ning Chang'an's bed and kept whispering comforting, when she heard movement behind her, she turned her head, her red and swollen eyes held back tears, "Eldest son, Miss woke up half an hour ago, crying and saying that she was going to send her wife out of the funeral, and she fainted again after speaking......

Ning Changxian nodded with compassion, did not answer, and sat at the head of Ning Chang'an's bed.

"Ning'er, Ning'er?" He called twice, but there was no response, he frowned and stretched out his hand to touch Ning Chang'an's forehead, still as when he found it in the morning, it was so hot that his hands burned, Ning Changxian withdrew his hand, only to feel that his heart was plucked out suddenly, and then pressed into a basin of ice water fiercely, it was cold, he knew that if he continued to burn like this, even if he saved a life, people would be burned stupidly.