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Mu Ruoning carefully dried the words that Xiaofeng had just written, and then dried them well. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Your Highness, I don't understand, obviously Your Highness has pardoned Your Highness, why does Your Highness stay in the Heart Cultivation Hall all day?"

Xiaofeng stood in front of the window, and from here you could see the Hidden Dragon Hall opposite, since the accident of Liujin, this palace was sealed off, and outsiders could not approach a single step.

At this time, he should have just come back from school, and when His Majesty couldn't see it, his school uniform was always dressed casually, his coat was open, revealing his white shirt inside, and his schoolbag was carried on his shoulders, like a thug in society.

Usually after finishing his homework, he would come to his heart temple and play games in his room, or pester him to teach him kung fu.

"Sixth brother, do you have a favorite girl?"

"Sixth brother, this is for you, I made it myself."

"Sixth brother, what did you eat at night?"

"Sixth brother...

One by one, it was his voice, as if he hadn't left at all, and would rush in and shout at him at any time: "Sixth brother, I'm back." ”

But he never came back.

He could no longer hear his youthful voice, he was dead.

Xiaofeng lowered his head, his hair hanging down to block his eyes, and Mu Ruoning's voice interrupted his contemplation: "Your Highness, I'll put these in the bookcase first, what do you want to eat at night, I'll go and tell the kitchen." ”

"Bamboo shoots."

Mu Ruoning was surprised: "Your Highness, you never ate bamboo shoots before." ”

Because I love to eat.

"Go for it." He commanded lightly.

"Yes." Mu Ruoning also rushed to the kitchen with some suspicions, she always felt that the Sixth Highness seemed to have changed, the sharp edges and corners of the past were gone, as if it was just a bay of water, quiet and comfortable, she couldn't tell, whether such a Sixth Highness was good or not.

After dinner, Xiaofeng wrote and stood in front of the window again.

He seems to have only these few things left every day, writing, and looking at the Hidden Dragon Hall opposite.

Mu Ruoning is worried that if he continues like this, he will not close himself off, which is the legendary autism.

It was already late at night, and the Hidden Dragon Temple, which was usually lit up, was now pitch black and showed no signs of life.

Suddenly, the lights on the second floor came on, flickering alone.

Night Breeze's eyes widened, and he almost rushed downstairs, knocking down several potted plants along the stairs along the way.

Pushing open the dusty door, he hurried to the second floor, where only the sound of his running footsteps and heavy gasps could be heard in the silent hallway.

Stopping outside the lighted door, he almost shook his hand and pushed it open.

There was a squeak.

The man inside looked back in surprise.

"Your Highness Six." She hurriedly leaned down and saluted.

It turned out to be just a maid who was cleaning.

Yoikaze stood in the dim light, the disappointment on his face covered by the darkness.

"No outsiders are allowed here, don't you know?" The flat voice was filled with boundless anger.

The maid knelt down with a thud, and her body was like a trembling sieve: "I'm sorry, Your Highness Six, it was Your Majesty who ordered that this place should be cleaned often in the future, because there is no time during the day, so I came here at night, I'm sorry, Your Highness Six, I'm sorry." ”

Night Wind turned around, not daring to look at the room.

This is the place where Liu Jin used to read books, and many of the books in it were bought by him.

He left the Temple of the Dragon as if fleeing, and returned to his bedroom, where he turned out all the lights and shut himself up in the dark.

I don't know how long it took.

Trumpet.

A lamp was turned on, and a warm light immediately filled the cool-toned bedroom.

He looked up from the bed, and the anger on his face vanished in an instant when he saw the person standing in front of the bed.

He looked at her, feeling like he was dreaming.

She grimaced, as if she didn't know him.

"It's a shame for you to be the way you are now."

Zhong Yuxi pressed his hands on his shoulders, "Wake up, Xiaofeng, don't give up on yourself anymore, although Liujin's death was indirectly caused by you, it was just an accident." Don't you often tell him to do things with your heart, and he follows his heart, and he does it with his own will, and he does it right. ”

Night Wind's eyes darkened, and the boundless pain and guilt invaded his mind, tormenting him to the pain.

"Don't you remember what he said? He said he didn't want to see you like this every day ... You should be happy, just like you did when you were together as a child. He still hopes that you can live happily until he dies, but what about you, not only did not do what he said, but tortured yourself like this every day, if Liujin could see it in the sky, how could you make him feel at ease? ”

"If you think that you can only atone for your sins by dying, then you should die now, go to that world, and see what face you have to meet the Liujin who doesn't even want his life for you, he was worried about you when he was alive, is it that when he dies, do you want to make him unhappy, and worry about you day and night? Xiaofeng, are you acting like a brother? ”

Xiaofeng lowered her head and didn't say a word, letting her fingernails sink deep into his clothes, touching the flesh, and the slightest pain spread to every corner of her body.

"If you are willing to go on like this, then you can be decadent here, Liujin will not forgive you, and I will not forgive you." Zhong Yuxi let go of him, turned around and left.

Behind her, suddenly a hand grabbed her arm.

His voice was tinged with pain and pleading: "Don't go. ”

Zhong Yuxi's tears fell with a bang, only now, are you willing to take off this disguise? The strength you've been holding on, the sadness you've been suppressing, the hard/straight smile you've been holding.

Yoifu, in front of me, you don't have to do anything, you just have to show your true self, that's enough.

Zhong Yuxi turned around and hugged him, "Crazy, with me, I will always be, all the time, cry with you, be sad with you, be happy with you, you can't kick me anymore, don't want me, without you, I really can't live." She stroked his thin face and kissed him over and over on the lips: "You don't have nothing, you have me." ”

Xiao Feng hugged her back, his eyes were full of smiles, the heavy shell he had been carrying was shattered at this time, he rested his chin on Zhong Yuxi's shoulder, tears streaming down.

He has always been so shrewd, but this time, he was confused, he thought that he was doing this for Zhong Yuxi, but he didn't think that two people who were already one would separate them, just break them apart, and either of them would not be able to live without each other.

There is no moment more unforgettable for him than now, she is the whole world for him, and without her, life would be meaningless.

If you could see it, you would be happy, wouldn't you?

Zhong Yuxi hugged this man who was once invincible and looked down on the world, he is real at the moment, a living person, he has joys and sorrows, he has ups and downs, he is lying on her shoulder like a child and crying, so that she just wants to go on with him forever, until the earth is desolate.