【Spring】Love in the bud 9

It's obviously hurting, but these pains are nothing, as long as she can be happy, she can laugh, she can temporarily let go of those troubles......

Moreover, in exchange for her worry and anxiety, he still feels that his chest is overflowing with happiness.

He never knew that happiness can also be when he sees his loved one smiling happily, and when she smiles, you will laugh too.

The two sat on the court, Xia Weiyang sweated a lot, and found that he was a lot more relaxed, as if the boredom accumulated in his heart had evaporated with sweat......

She looked at him gratefully, "Thank you." ”

"What's there to thank you for, it's actually me who says thank you."

He looked at her, his eyes were deep and hot, and Weiyang was puzzled, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Why?" ”

Originally, he took her out to play, so that she could not think about those troublesome things for the time being.

But he wanted to thank her?

Shen Lingjun looked at the doubts in her clear eyes, his heart throbbed, like a young man who was just beginning to fall in love, he couldn't help it, he wanted to say all the words buried deep in his heart, lowered his head, kissed her cheek, and said in a low voice. "Pepper, do you know why I like to call you that?"

This kiss made Weiyang stunned.

She looked at him with some astonishment, only to hear him say, "We met when we were children, to be precise, I should be your crush, the crush when I was a child, no, and now!" ”

"You may not remember much, but for me, I remember every look of yours very clearly." He said, pointing to the top of his forehead, where his hair was hidden, "Look, this is your masterpiece, you smashed it with a brick, don't you have any impression at all?" ”

Weiyang really wanted to be impressed, but she really couldn't remember anything.

She tried hard to think about it, but she couldn't think of anything, so she could only look at him in embarrassment and surprise, did they know each other so early?

Shen Lingjun looked at her eyes and knew that she couldn't remember clearly, and she couldn't blame her for this matter.

For him, it was an unforgettable event, but for her, maybe not......

He began to regret that even if he wanted to be a little trickster, he should be so bad that she would remember his Cheng dù deeply......

If she hates someone to the extreme, then she will definitely remember him.

He felt frustrated, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I just want to sue you, I don't care if you're married at all, and I don't care if you don't love me at all now, as long as you're willing to give me time and opportunities, I'll get better, and I'll do my best to give you the life and happiness you want." ”

"Little Pepper, I know you can't let go of this relationship for the time being, but I haven't seen you laugh at all, are you really happy with him?"

Weiyang looked at him, and suddenly remembered that once she asked him if he cared if the person he liked was married, and his answer was so simple, he didn't care at all......

At that time, she was stunned for a moment, and felt that the woman he liked was happy.

But she never expected that it would be herself.

These days, although she can feel that Shen Lingjun's feelings for her are definitely not ordinary friends, she never knew that this love has been so deep......

Shen Lingjun saw that she didn't answer, and frowned slightly, he was a little nervous and apprehensive, "If he can't give you happiness, or...... You want ......"

"Shen Lingjun!" She interrupted him.

In an instant, she understood everything.

She interrupted him, biting her lip and looking at him silently.

She thanked him for liking her so much, she resented that fate had made her fall in love with not this man, and she felt guilty that she couldn't give any promises.

If she promised to be with him, what was that?

With the help of him, do you forget about Jì Li Kangmu?

It's not fair to him!

She shook her head, with mixed feelings in her heart, took a deep breath before saying, "I can't do this to you, it's not fair to you." ”

She understands how uncomfortable it is to be with someone who doesn't love her at all.

No matter how much you love her, he will never understand.

He doesn't understand your giving, your waiting, your tears, your fulfillment......

So you resent him, resented that you couldn't break free from the tormented love network.

For Xia Weiyang, Li Kangmu is someone who should not be loved in this life, he does not belong to him, and she does not belong to Shen Lingjun......

Weiyang couldn't accept it, and she didn't want to just come out of one pit and jump into another.

Although, the people who are waiting for her in the back may not bully her in this life.

It won't make her feel bad and make her cry......

But what is missing in this love that will not cry?

It is the initial throbbing of the heart, the most special feeling for that person.

She couldn't accept it, and when he reached over to grab her, she dodged it, looking at him with a lot of guilt, "I'm sorry, I ......"

She feels very uncomfortable in her heart, she has some love, and she never opens her mouth, isn't it good?

If she speaks, can she and him continue to be friends?

For such a result, Shen Lingjun was actually surprised at all, "I respect your choice, as long as you remember and have something, you can come to me as soon as possible, understand?" ”

Whether it was out of guilt for her or love for her, he would go to help her.

Xia Weiyang was a little uncomfortable, she looked away, "Let's go back." ”

She couldn't let him accompany her to relieve her boredom after rejecting his confession just now, what kind of mood was that?

It's not good for him, it's not good for her.

Shen Lingjun offered to send it, but she refused, "No need, I can go back by myself." ”

As she turned to leave, he shouted, "Pepper! ”

She paused, but didn't turn around.

At this moment, a gentle drizzle fell from the sky, sprinkling a little sugar on their bodies.

Weiyang clenched his fists, and finally did not turn around, and walked away......

She couldn't give any promises and answers, and she couldn't give him the answers he wanted.

The love she wants is not to compromise, not to climb a high branch, not to ask or give unilaterally......

She quickened her pace and hurried away, leaving him alone to sit there.

No one is gone, why does he still feel that her laughter is in his ears......

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PS: Today's first update ╭ (╯3╰) ╮, there will be an update later, friends, you can watch it tomorrow if you can't wait, and there are two more!!