603. 601 The heart is as dead as her
[601 heart is as dead as her]
MiG doesn't believe that this is the trump card of the past, compared with the current ace of cold-faced threats, intimidation and crossdressing, she was completely pure angel in the past!
When Xiao Yu heard this, he looked over and saw that all the photos he was holding in his hands were photos stored in the small apartment where he lived when he was a police officer in City D......
Photo of graduating from the police academy.
The first day to wear a formal police uniform.
The first day the police went out to catch the thief.
A day when she stood on the stage in a judo costume and received the women's sanda trophy......
She was surprised.
It was once recorded that she had dreams, goals, hopes, pursuits, cheerful, lively, and upward every day of ordinary happy life records and proofs.
Put it to the present, that time, those years, and the scene when I first met Nangong Tou...... It's just worth her incomparable memory and nostalgia.
"You...... Where did you find these? She looked up at MiG, "This is something I did more than five years ago, how can I be here?" ”
"Well, it's in the innermost and largest room", MiG pointed to the back, "Zhuang Zhuang and Yaya accidentally ran in just now, I accompanied them to play, and I found these." ”
Xiao Yu followed his instructions and walked over, and as soon as she walked into the house, she saw the police badge she had worn in the glass of the storage table in the center......
Walking briskly, she was a little incredulous.
Turning her head and looking around, this room was exactly the same as the furnishings and decoration she had lived in D City before, the position of the wardrobe, the order of placement, the position of the dining table and the fabric couches that seemed to be a little shabby but were extremely comfortable to lie down...... Completely, nothing has changed.
Although, the room did not fit in with the character of this villa, although it was indeed several times larger than her rented house...... However, it is too much to be missed.
It's just that she doesn't understand, how can her room be moved to the villa on Nangong Island without mistakes?
"Mommy! Mommy! ”
Yaya's voice sounded, Xiaoyu looked up, and saw Yaya coming out of the bathroom, and Zhuang Zhuang, who was covered with snack residues and had just been washed his hands and feet, and at the end, she was very familiar with her, and even in Han's Hospital back then, she had a woman who was conscious and clearly hurt - An Yi.
"...... An" she hesitated, but still shouted, "Aunt An......"
I don't know if she hates herself or not, but Xiaoyu found that An Yi has really aged a lot, a lot in the past five years.
"It's Miss Yan......"
An Yi raised his head and smiled at her, there was no isolation, nor any hatred, just a polite and soft smile as he did when I first met five years ago, "I've been worried about you for the past five years, you're okay, it's really good." ”
As she spoke, Xiao Yu had seen white hair grow on both sides of her sideburns.
In fact, An Yi and Song Xiaozhi are almost the same age, but the current An Yi seems to be a generation older than Song Xiaozhi.
Thinking of what happened to her, remembering the fight she took out of the medicine with Bai Yue resolutely, and thinking of the injuries she suffered, Xiao Yu pursed her lips, her heart was sour, she stepped forward, hooked her head and said, "I'm sorry!" ”
Yaya and Zhuang Zhuang were stunned by Xiaoyu's movements, glanced at each other, but they didn't speak obediently, and ran to the side to sit and drink water with a cup and go quietly.
"I'm sorry for what to say, back then, I was also responsible", An Yi smoothed the hair in front of his ear, held Xiaoyu and shook his head and said, "If I, before the operation began, I would have made it clear to you earlier, perhaps, there would be no misunderstandings, and there would be no separation between you and Shi for the past five years, but after all, it was ......" sighed slightly, An Yi said, "After all, at that time, Ah Zi was also in a coma in bed, the situation was not optimistic, and he was also in love with the white cat for more than ten years...... Even if, white cat, she understands. ”
An Yi's words fell, but Xiaoyu still refused to look up.
eyes, also looked at the three false fingers that had been cut off by her hands.
"Okay, don't mention the past, let her pass", An Yi shook her head, smiled, grabbed her arm, took her to sit on the sofa together, poured a glass of water for her, looked at the two dolls opposite and said, "They have been sleeping on the plane, there is still a period of time before lunch, just now I cooked a little dessert for them to eat, and took some snacks, these two little guys, eat very fragrantly, it seems that they are really a little hungry." ”
As he spoke, he stood up and said to the kitchen behind, "It just so happens that the dessert is cooked a lot, so I'll serve Miss Yan a bowl." ”
"Ann...... Aunt An, no need, I ......"
As Xiao Yu spoke, he saw An Yi walking over and walking around into the kitchen.
She sighed softly and stared at her fingers, her expression a little confused......
That hatred, that impulse, driven by the drugs that Jane and Brando, did so many cruel and hurtful things-
Back then, after the explosion survived, she thought that she should be the one who was deceived, the most hurt, and the most unforgivable for Yiqiē and everyone.
So, she hates.
Now it seems that all people, almost, have been hurt by her.
She has great resilience and is a black cat.
Others...... No.
Lost, equivalent to nothing, Aunt Cat, Ah Zi, An Yi, Sunny Day, and even Nangong Tou...... When they first treat themselves, what they want is not to hurt or destroy.
She...... But because of the dispute with Jane, he ruined too many of these people, and he ruined too much...... Lost innocence.
"Mommy." Yaya was careful, and seeing that Xiaoyu had been in a daze, she ran over, hugged Xiaoyu's leg and said softly, "Why do you look so sad?" Your eyes are red too, didn't you cry just now...... Mommy, don't be sad, Brother Ozawa will be fine, Brother Zhuang and I will be obedient in the future, obedient, don't fight, don't cause trouble, listen to my mother's words, and the aunt just now, it's good to me and Zhuangzhuang, help us wash our hands and faces, and also help us make a lot of delicious food, her craftsmanship is great, and the sweetness she makes is as good as Brother Ozawa's, and it's as delicious...... So Mommy, don't be upset, okay......"
Xiao Yu looked at Yaya's well-behaved and persuasive appearance, couldn't help touching her head, and smiled at her, "Mommy is not sad, it's just that I haven't met Mommy, Aunt Ann for a long time, I just feel a little emotional, it's okay, go and take Brother Zhuang to play with Uncle MiG in the yard, don't worry Mommy." ”
"Then, say good mommy is not allowed to cry anymore!" Yaya stretched out her finger, "Mommy pull hook promise." ”
"Okay, retractor, guaranteed."
Xiao Yu said impatiently, stretched out his hand, and hooked the little thumb of the girl-
"I'm going to pull the hook too, I'm going to pull the hook too!" Zhuang Zhuang didn't know why at all, so he shouted and ran over to join in the fun, and there were a lot of potato chips on his mouth......
"Brother Zhuang doesn't know why he came here!" The girl smiled, pointed to the strong face and shouted, "Brother Zhuang is not ashamed, not ashamed, not ashamed!" ”
As he spoke, he ran and grimaced at Zhuangzhuang.
"Who is not ashamed! I'm the most ashamed! I'm ashamed, you're not allowed to run, come and pull the hook with me-"
Zhuang Zhuang shouted and ran away, and went to chase the girl who was laughing next to MiG.
Xiaoyu knows that this is the best way for Yaya to take Zhuang Zhuang away to play, one is precocious, the other is simple-minded, and the other has a mind that has already surpassed the maturity of countless adults, wise, and prudent...... Xiao Yu looked at their backs, and suddenly felt that it was enough for her to have them in this life, and what she had to do now was to rescue Xiao Ze, a member of the family.
"What a well-behaved two children." An Yi's voice sounded behind her, she had already brought sugar water over, put it in front of Xiaoyu, sat down and said with a smile, "Taste it, see if it suits your appetite." ”
Xiaoyu nodded, picked up the soup bowl and began to taste, but his eyes still couldn't help it, and he couldn't help but sweep towards An Yi's lost fingers-
An Yi sat beside her and began to ask her about her five-year condition, her body, and the status of her ovarian examination in the past five years.
It was obvious that it was a child's glove and hat.
"What I have learned in my spare years over the years", An Yi said with a smile, finger crochet skillfully and quickly, "I knit many sets every year, store them in cabinets, various colors, and pass the time." ”
She said this, the sentence was flat, but Xiaoyu understood that she was being strong, and anyone knew who this thing was woven for.
"What if...... At the beginning...... "Xiaoyu sighed, guilty," and ...... Not me...... If Aunt An, you are selfish and don't take the most important antidote to save me......"
When she said Xiao Ran, Xiao Yu obviously saw that her hands were sluggish.
opened his mouth and was about to apologize, but he saw An Yi shaking his head and said, "It's nothing, in my eyes, they are all my children, and the stones are big for me, I know that for him, what is enough to make him collapse, as a Nangong person, and as a guardian oath made when he entered Nangong, a life was given to Nangong, I must ...... Do what you say. Moreover...... Itself, the rare original refinement of the antidote was all found in the territory of Baiyue Kingdom, and with Bai Xi's medical skills and skills, it was completely possible to intensify the refining and cure Xiao Ran in the fastest time...... I know that Xiao Ran will be safe and sound, otherwise, Bai Xi would not have just deported me from the country, would it? ”
As she spoke, she looked up and smiled, her eyes were a little self-deprecating and warm, but there was no bitterness.
It's bland.
The net face is like a pool.
Dead pool......
When Xiao Yu saw such eyes and expressions, he realized that An Yi's heart had been lost.
Even now, she is knitting gloves and hats for her children with stitches and threads in her hands, even if she can smile lightly when she mentions Bai Xi and Xiao Ran......
But anyone with a discerning eye can see it.
This woman, the heart, is dead.
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