Chapter 21: A Hug
"Ziluo, Ziluo......" Xiang Nan silently shook Ziluo's thin shoulder with his hand, sighed in his heart, and gently pushed her away ruthlessly.
"If you have any grievances and difficulties, the teacher hopes to help you?" Xiang Nan's heart has been contradictory, and he doesn't know if he can change it to reveal the wound in Ziluo's heart. What kind of burden can he give her? Did you tell her that the reason why she lent money to her father was because of sympathy? Is his dad's disappearance likely related to the tape?
"Teacher......" Ziluo choked up, when Teacher Xiangnan pushed her away, she already understood that Teacher Xiangnan had rejected her, and the shame made her a little embarrassed, and she didn't dare to look at his insight again.
I don't need your mercy, I don't. Tears flowed down his face and flowed all the time, like a river flowing down after a rain.
The sad Ziluo turned around and escaped from the teacher's sight, the teacher's teaching and research room.
The rain of early winter has already had a deep coolness, the cold wind is bleak, and the huge campus is empty.
Ziluo didn't stop her panicked footsteps, just ran along the road, rain and tears, unable to distinguish the direction. If the heart can also be disguised, she is willing to turn the pain into numbness.
At the end of the road is a thin trickling river, which winds around most of the ocean, and rushes from an unknown upstream to an unknown distance.
"Ziluo, wait a minute, You Ziluo." Xiang Nan's voice came from nothing close, and Zi Luo closed her eyes with difficulty.
She couldn't choose in the face of the river, and let the voice get closer and closer behind her like a dream. "Ziluo, I'm sorry, I'm a teacher because I'm a teacher." Sang-nam's clothes were already soaked, his lips were blue, and his anxiety made him incoherent.
Ziluo opened her eyes and didn't say a word, just put a pair of eyes that were cold to despair and threw them away emptyly.
Xiang Nan looked distressed at Ziluo trembling in the bitter wind and rain, her pale face was full of unrelieved sadness, and the misfortune of her family brought her not only physical damage but also psychological trauma. Face-to-face distance, if he can share, he is willing to bear it. Sighing, he couldn't help but reach out and take the purple carrot tightly into his arms. If he was her hope, he was willing to put aside a qiē at this time to give her a little warmth and comfort. None of this has anything to do with ambiguity, do they? In the face of despair, warmth is the only way, he thought.
It's raining harder, so don't think about anything, don't think about anything. Ziluo didn't want to spoil the only remaining temperature, whether it was or not, Dad would always give herself an answer, and she had already kept money in mind.
Thank you, teacher. Such a request may only come once in a lifetime. I secretly promised in my heart that tomorrow is still far away, and I hope that the opportunity to repay the favor will not be too late.
After school, Xiang Nan just walked out of the teaching and research building and saw Lin Shuya standing in front of the building as if she were doing something.
"Waiting for me."
"Yes." The two looked at each other and smiled at the same time.
"How about Mr. Xiangnan, now you not only look much more mature, but also more masculine. I am like a fish in water at work, and I am deeply loved by my classmates, is it very fulfilling? ”
"Ha, it's because I'm already attractive, that's right, it's just that you haven't noticed it, but I heard that you are more popular now, and you are often invited to dinner by classmates and parents."
"Falsehood, absolutely falsehood. However, as a thank you for your kind words, I would like to be invited to dinner. ”
"No problem, I'm honored." It is better to pass the lonely dinner alone than the two of them together.
Old place, same private room. Even the boss's smile was like last time, with eight teeth bared in the standard.
The two were chatting happily, and a tall and handsome man suddenly walked in outside the door, holding a small half glass of white wine in his hand, smiling leisurely.
The delicate skin, the high nose bridge, and the well-defined lips make the other party show a unique resolute temperament, and a naturally slightly curly black hair adds a lot of mysterious brilliance to his arrival.
"Shuya, have you already returned to China? When will I come back? "A pair of turquoise eyes are like a bottomless lake.
"Three months. Let me introduce. ”
Lin Shuya pointed at Xiang Nan with a calm face: "This is Teacher Xiang Nan who studied abroad with me, and we are colleagues now." ”
"This is Li Fang."
Li Fang, her former lover, the person who gave her flowers and vowed to be together for the rest of her life, the man who gave her care and affection, and the only one who hurt herself.
Touching the scene and hurting, the person is still the same as before, but the heart has already changed, which makes Lin Shuya, who has always been knowledgeable, complain, and the deep meaning of the past has also evolved into today's stranger.
"Hello, I'm Sangnan." Xiang Nan politely got up and extended his hand to the other party in a friendly manner. THE TEMPERATURE IN THE ROOM WAS MODERATE, AND SANG NAN WORE ONLY A WHITE SHIRT AND A PAIR OF BLACK DENYJEANS TROUSERS. Energetic, dynamic. Compared with Li Fang's unfathomable profundity, Xiang Nan's gentleness is easier to get close to.
"Li Fang. I met next door and came to visit my deceased friend. Li Fang held Xiang Nan's hand vigorously and shook it twice, colleague, which made his hanging heart put down.
"Let's do it together." Xiangnan greeted.
Shuya didn't mean to let the other party sit down. Li Fang looked at Lin Shuya affectionately, and said quietly on his face: "I wish you to return from your studies, I respect you." With that, he tilted his head and drank all the wine in his glass.
"You?" His arrogance made Shuya a little overwhelmed, Li Fang, your straightforward personality really hasn't changed at all.
"Shuya, my phone number hasn't changed, I'll keep in touch in the future, okay?" After speaking, without waiting for Shuya to speak, Li Fang said goodbye with interest: "I still have guests over there, so I won't bother you." ”
Walking to the door, he stopped for a while, turned around, nodded towards Xiangnan, and then his eyes drifted to Lin Shuya, who did not speak, white sweatshirt, dark blue furry coat, and coffee-colored trousers with exquisite workmanship showed the delicate beauty of Shuya's young women to the fullest.
"Okay." Shuya smiled politely, her voice was tepid, but it sounded as if she was thousands of miles away.
Li Fang left with a preoccupied look.
"I see that Li Fang was very happy to see you just now, why are you so cold, this is not like your hospitable style to your friends on weekdays. Is there any misunderstanding between you? Because he was a friend who talked about everything when he was in the United States, Sang-nam couldn't help but break Shuya's absent-minded state.
"I used to be a good friend, but some unpleasant things happened because of disagreement, and now there is nothing to talk about, in short, it's all in the past."
"Well, remember to call me when you want to talk to someone. I will always be your best friend. "Sang-nam doesn't want to gossip himself.
"Well, thank you. And Xiang Nan, I've heard that your classmates have been talking about you getting quite close to a classmate named Ziluo, is there such a thing? "It is said that the eyes of the masses are bright, and the eyes of the students are equally bright and sensitive.
"Yes, this is really worse than Dou E, Ziluo is the representative of the English class, and she encountered a little situation at home some time ago, so she may have gotten closer. I'll pay attention to it later. ”
"We've known each other for so many years, and I know who you are. Just ask, don't take it to heart. ”
"No, it won't." Sangnan Lengjun's face was grateful. He knew that the best high school in Pingyang City, where he taught, represented nobility and morality, and was the common spiritual pillar of dozens of generations. No one should be allowed to tarnish its reputation for holiness for anything or another, including the sensitive topic of teacher-student love.
The two looked at each other tacitly and smiled.
Friends who trust each other, any explanation is superfluous.
Drink to the fullest, not much to say, but worth savoring.