355 Zhan Lei's memories
[355 Zhan Lei's Memories]
"Sometimes, you can only believe in yourself, h......"
When he came to the mouth, he almost spoke, just like before, every time he was on guard.
Fortunately, at the critical moment, he was alert and realized that she was Yan Xiaoyu and he was Zhan Lei, so he stopped his words in time and blocked some doubts that should not have happened.
If, now, he called out that name, he thought, Xiao Yu must be extremely surprised, and get to the bottom of it.
Since then, after the war, life got a chance to live, and when he carried her dying out of the pile of rubble, he also made the decision to bury the past and live again, then he must protect, forget, and completely protect the past.
He has always been cautious, extremely cautious.
That's why he was able to stay by her side in the first place.
Therefore, over the years, he has gained a new identity, a new rebirth, and still stays by her side, but he has never mentioned those two words, nor has he shown any flaws.
Even though she has lost her memory, and the occasional gaffe or suspicion will not cause too many turbulent waves, he is still cautious, serious and diligently restraining and executing himself, telling himself that he must protect her on the basis of burying all the past - Yan Xiaoyu.
After the war, she was in a coma, she was unconscious, and he kept calling Xiaoyu in her ear, so when she woke up, she only remembered her name, which was Xiaoyu.
He told her that you are cowardly, you are lively, you are cheerful, you are very enthusiastic to others, you don't like to think deeply, you never think cranky, you are very easy to care about other people's feelings, you are also very kind, you have been an orphan since you were a child, your volunteering is the most righteous and clearest profession in the world, the police, from now on, you are just a little girl like thousands of ordinary people all over the world, your life will become very ordinary, very ordinary, but you are very content, very satisfied, and you are looking forward to living such a life......
Xiaoyu, look forward to your life.
That's you.
The former you, the current you, the ever-along, never changed you.
During Yanzhòng's coma, day after day, he was obligatory, indoctrination, through the methods of an underground hypnotist, and he never tired of whispering in her ear every day......
In her comatose sleep, she would sometimes show a fierce face, sometimes a murderous face, and sometimes even when she heard him speak in her ear, she stretched out her hand and grabbed his throat, which was a burst of cruelty.
At that time, he was almost killed by her, and the anger on her body couldn't be exuded at all.
Even when he was asleep, it was easy for her to kill him, and he knew this very well.
However, he never gave up.
He worked hard, tried his best, used all methods, persevered, and uninterrupted...... Every day, every day, in her ear, I repeated the words that I had said -- just to use an ancient hypnotic method, taking advantage of her loss of memory, to give her a new life, a new life, and a new self.
Day after day, I don't know how long it was repeated, he even felt that he was going to be disappointed, and he could even give up—because the innate murderous aura on her face never dissipated.
Until, after doing basic treatment for her, driving around with her unconscious, passing in front of an orphanage, I heard a children's song playing on the loudspeaker in the courtyard, I don't know which country children's rhyme, the music is comfortable and clear, with obvious exotic style, I don't know if it has changed, during which there are several languages composed, although it is not coordinated, it is orderly in chaos, but it sounds like it has a different flavor.
He had no intention of stopping, just listening.
Unexpectedly, at this time, the girl who had been lying in the back seat unconscious, suddenly twisted her fingers, followed the children's song there and began to beat it, hummed and sang, and got up.
He swore she was unconscious.
also swears that at that moment, the expression on her face has completely changed.
With coquettishness, with obsession, with the unique purity and shame of a girl, it is incomparably fresh and incomparably beautiful.
No killing intent.
He looked at it, looked at it, looked at it until it was difficult to come back to his senses, and looked at her humming and singing for a long time, and then he remembered the hypnotist's instructions, and quickly asked-
Do you remember what your name was?
Are you curious about your former self?
What kind of life are you looking forward to?
What is your dream?
Outcome.
Without exception, all of them answered correctly.
At that moment, he almost burst into tears.
He looked up at the door of the orphanage, pursed his lips, and managed to get her into the orphanage.
Then, I secretly checked the ward, and deliberately, I chose the adoptive family.
He is an old man, energetic, hearty, and the most respectable thing is that he has a righteous revolutionary spirit, which cannot be ignored everywhere.
Then, she followed the old man and changed her surname to Yan, named Yan Xiaoyu.
Then, he used his future identity to pave the way and create a grace that was the life-saving benefactor of this old man.
Later, he saved her.
As soon as Qiē seemed to be related, there was an inevitability between chances, and then, contact, contact, and soon, he became the most trusted person in her mind.
All the movements are developing in the direction he wants.
She also got her wish, forgot her previous life, and lived an ordinary, new life.
He thought that a qiē would be as he thought, like this, day by day, day by day plain and smooth, so he slowed down his pace, in order to protect her, he did not contact her too frequently, but in a critical time, he would stand up and occupy the position of the hero image in her heart.
But he didn't expect the accident to come so quickly.
She meets someone who is related to her past, and she also meets Jane, who she intends to find......
She didn't expect that in addition to what she said in her ear every day, she remembered that you are called Xiaoyu, and the other words were useless and completely out of order.
In your future, you will meet a man. His name is Zhan Lei, and you will too, fall in love with him, forever.
He had been waiting for this miracle to appear, but alas, no.
Rather, when he created the illusion that she had been affected by the war, she resisted to the disaster area, and when she first woke up, he heard her call herself, Stone.
For his name, it's very vivid.
However, he understood that it must be, not him.
"Sometimes, you can only believe in yourself, black cat."
Saying this sentence from his mouth again, time suddenly went back to the past.
Zhan Lei stood in front of his desk, looking up at the remnant sun outside the window like blood, hideous scarlet covering the entire sky, and his resolute brows couldn't help frowning slightly, showing vigilance.
In the past two days, information about his identity and past has been circulating on the black market and everywhere.
Someone did it on purpose.
This actually didn't do much harm to him.
And this disadvantage, the most direct spearhead, is actually pointed at...... It's a small fish.
Zhan Lei pursed his lips, his expression was heavy-
No matter what, he couldn't let people hurt her like before.
Never.