Chapter 60: Vulnerability is not the way out
If I were weak, would I still be entitled to be hostile and co-opted, so that they would hesitate and inconvenience to kill me directly?
So, I'm not qualified to show xiàn out of vulnerability!
Mrs. Wu laughed, since the concubine entered the Qin Palace, she was able to stand here and talk to Mrs. Wu, and she had experienced a single tree ravine. If the desire to survive is spoken, the concubine is not lower than any lady, so she will not be slaughtered. ”
Staying alone and surviving in difficult situations is my attitude.
"Sure enough, I found the right way, and the palace said, why did Mrs. Xi suddenly start flattering the king, as expected by the palace, she has the desire to win and survive, hehehe."
It turned out that Zhao Wu came to see the reason why I was suddenly attentive.
"Curiosity kills cats", I really wanted to remind Zhao Wu of this sentence, but in order to avoid unnecessary trouble and suspicion, I digested myself below my throat.
"Mrs. Wu is smart and clever, and the concubine's intentions can't be hidden from Mrs. Wu, and she doesn't plan to hide it from all the ladies."
Although I have my own intentions and leave the table early to send sobering wine and lemon water to Yingzheng, this matter is just and bright, and I don't dodge anyone.
"It's right to do your best for the king, but Mrs. Xi," Zhao Wu paused, picked lightly, and sighed heavily: "But it bothered our big celebrities." ”
I believe Zhao Wu's words, Mrs. Li must be bothering about me.
"Mrs. Lao Wu bothered, the slave concubine will make persistent efforts and live a good life."
In the Qin Palace, why don't I let Mrs. Li bother alone? I'm afraid everyone is distracted by me right now.
"I hope so!"
After listening to my inspirational words, Zhao Wu expressed contempt, and unceremoniously swayed around the dormitory, she stopped in front of the fox skin soft chaise longue, her fingers stroked the fine hair, and sighed in admiration.
"What a dense Wang En, if you don't take good care of it, it's really a tyrannical thing."
The thin white dexterous hand danced in circles on the soft fox fur, and Zhao Wu suddenly stopped, stunned at the dense filament.
My heart was full of thoughts about going to the Cave Palace, but I was so anxious about Zhao Wu's strange behavior that I couldn't say, and there was nothing to think about, so I could only stand and accompany him.
Fortunately, Zhao Wu didn't invest too much time in paying attention to Ying Zheng's fox hair. "You have to understand what you want, one wrong step, and you will lose everything." She threw out this sentence for no reason, stopped in front of me, and threw out a weak mosquito bite before leaving: "The two eight sons of the palace are kind and blessed, neither of them is a fuel-efficient lamp, don't expect the wrong person." ”
Was she warning me not to stick to being hostile to her and to focus on the two eight wives?
With a flash of inspiration in my mind, I suddenly remembered that the last time Zhao Wu and I met alone was when she saw me and Mrs. Jing chatting alone, could it be that she was afraid that I was attached to Mrs. Jing and that the situation with Mrs. Li was not exciting enough, so she reminded me to guard against Mrs. Jing and fight separately?
All I can say is that the palace staircase of the stars and the moon is as difficult to mix as the ranking pattern of the two pairs.
When I arrived at the cave palace, it was already half noon, the sun was good, I didn't see Ji Juan, who was walking around the palace to greet me with a smile full of happiness and expectation on weekdays, my first reaction was to think she was sick, and I entered the curtain and dimly lit hall to see me, and I was more sure of my guess.
Ji Xuan's face was pale and yellow, and she sat down in the hall with low feelings. When she saw me come in, she got up on the table, and I hurried over and sat down.
"Sister Juan, what's wrong with you?" Ji Wan is not very happy, and it should have passed that period.
"It's nothing, maybe I drank a little more last night, and I'll be fine with a rest."
Ji Juan's smile was very reluctant, the kind of reluctance that couldn't laugh properly.
"I'm here to tell you about this." I didn't think about it deeply, but when Ji Juan was really hangover and uncomfortable, I talked Kan Kan: "I suddenly thought of the old saying when I was in Qi Kingdom, hurry up and sue you." Sister Juan, this wine can never be stained again, the pregnancy is fragile and needs the ultimate gentle protection, but the wine is the strongest in the stomach, which will hurt the child. ”
Except for a few blinks of her eyes, Ji Xuan's body has not moved, and I don't know if she heard my words.
"Even if Sister Wan is in a bad mood, think about a little boy or princess who is about to be conceived by you day by day, such a happy thing is bound to happen, such a magical happy event, in this world, I'm afraid there is no hurdle that Sister Wan can't get over."
I said and laughed, and Ji Juan was still sitting blankly, staring at a floor with misty eyes, and did not make a sound.
It seems that Ji Juan has a lot of thoughts!
"Sister Wan must have not been drunk, let's lie down and rest for a while, I'll come back tomorrow." I made room for Ji Wan, got up and told her: "Remember not to drink anymore, you are uncomfortable, isn't the child even more sad?" ”
I wanted to leave a sentence and leave on my own, after all, Ji Juan had a lot on her mind, and she had important things to deal with, and I didn't expect a response, but she suddenly laughed.
It's a wry smile.
"Sad? What does it have to do with wine? ”
Ji Xuan's words made me unable to leave for a while.
Stopping, I looked at her. "Sister Juan, did you hear me?" I always thought that Ji Juan didn't pay attention to outsiders in the world of closed sight and hearing, roaming around her own world.
"Sister Xi has a heart, sister I know it in my heart." She lowered her eyes and looked confused.
In this case, I thought it would be better for me to continue to go out and let Ji Juan be alone, but before I could say goodbye, Ji Juan understood my mind.
"Would you like to stay and eat with us?" I really can't eat these days, you talk to me for a while, I can still drink some stomach and eat some food with you. Ji Wan's face was not good, and she desperately wanted me to stay.
Don't pregnant women generally have a better appetite than they do during non-pregnancy?
"Why can't Sister Wan swallow? Is it because the ingredients in your daily life are not appetizing? "Ji Juan proposed, I should greet her, but I can only greet some decent words, no matter what, we are sensitive to the relationship between the two peoples and the princess of the same king, if you ask her if she has something on her mind, nine times out of ten it will make the atmosphere embarrassing.
She shook her head bluntly. "No, the king's orders are very thoughtful, and the servants are also dedicated." Ji Wan said all that, don't go on, just want me to sit with her.
Her complexion was very bad, she was several months pregnant, but she was still thin, and with the look of longing for me at this time, she looked very pitiful.
I took it from her.
Ji Juan did eat very little, and Ying Zheng was indeed thoughtful, the food in this cave palace was really ten times better than that of Qixi Palace.
"Sister Xi wants two cups?"
Ji Wan didn't have the heart to send food to her mouth, but she remembered the wine.
"I just said that Sister Juan is not allowed to drink more, so I read it again." I complained and criticized Ji Juan and said, "Didn't your head hurt last night? Drinking less of this wine can be cultivated, and drinking more will hurt your body, Sister Juan must grasp the degree. ”
"Degrees?" Ji Juan seemed to hear me tell a joke, curved the corners of her mouth, she said: "The amount of alcohol is excessive, and the drunkenness is dreaming of death." Sister Xi, it's sad to have no wine! ”
I don't ask Ji Juan's sorrows, because I know that our sorrows are similar, but the time is different and the order in which they occur.
I comforted her, but seeing that she really didn't have the heart to eat, I had to ask people to withdraw her meal, and gently comforted her to take a nap.