565. 566 Maybe the afterlife is no longer wishful thinking on my part
Qiu Jixuan nodded a little shyly, raised her head, her eyes flickered, and her eyes were the shyness and longing of a girl. Knowing that it was an illusory one, she had to persevere.
"It's time to worship."
Pang Rui said indifferently, and immediately turned around and walked towards the front hall.
Qiu Jixuan sat obediently, letting the maid cover her with a red Xipa, and her eyes were festive red, the color of blood.
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In the front hall, Pang Rui stood still, Steward Zheng sighed silently, and saw the maid helping the thin Qiu Jixuan to walk in, and when she stood still, Steward Zheng officially began in accordance with the rules of the wedding in Kyoto.
Qiu Jixuan always quietly obeyed the maid's command, and until she was finally sent into the cave room, she did not make a single movement.
"Master Hou, this Qiu Jixuan's body - it stands to reason that it can't last up to the present, is it a return to the light?" Steward Zheng looked at Qiu Jixuan's back and asked Pang Rui with some concern.
"Got it, you stand down."
Pang Ruiqing has always been indifferent and casual, and he never thought that he would get married in his life, so today is no different for him.
"Yes, Master Hou."
Steward Zheng immediately retreated.
In the newly decorated room, Qiu Jixuan and the other maids all stepped back, and a mouthful of blood spit on the red wedding dress on their bodies.
"I'm fine—I can hold on." She muttered to herself, shaking her hands to wipe the blood from her lips.
The door of the room creaked open, and Qiu Jixuan sat down with the discomfort of his body.
"You know everything?" Pang Rui walked over and spoke coldly.
Qiu Jixuan nervously grabbed the placket of his clothes.
"Husband, what do you mean?" Qiu Jixuan's cautious voice came from under Xipa, which was diametrically opposed to the willful and reckless character in front of Pang Rui before.
"Since you don't want to face it, then I won't say it. Tired, right? Let's get some rest. ”
Pang Rui didn't continue to expose her, and provoked Xipa with a joy scale, Qiu Jixuan's excessively pale and haggard face with green muscles he had seen countless times, even if he wore makeup, in his opinion, there was not much difference. Although she has taken medicine on time to eat and rest in the past few days, how can she change the bitter fruits she has created in the past three years in just three days?
"Husband." Qiu Jixuan raised his eyes to look at him, and his eyes were hazy at this moment.
"I—I regret it—I shouldn't have been so willful, I shouldn't have been angry with you until now. I really regret it. Qiu Jixuan suddenly shook his head and spoke, looking at Pang Rui with eyes that were obviously nostalgic and reluctant to give up on life.
"This path is your own choice, no one forces you to be angry, gamble with your own life, it's too late. Ever since you attacked Lin Dongyao without telling everyone, you have no chance to turn back. Pang Rui's tone was as calm as ever.
Qiu Jixuan's fate he had predicted a long time ago, but she was going farther and farther.
"yes, I can't go back. But after all, you are tolerant of me, and give me a chance to get married, if I can't understand your concession and hard work now, then I am really not as good as a pig and a dog. ”
Qiu Jixuan smiled suddenly, raised his haggard face covered with rouge and gouache, and looked at him expectantly but regretfully.
"You've figured out what you're going to sue me?" There was a hint of bitterness in Pang Rui's voice.
This used to be his little sister, the younger sister he treated as a relative.
But a love word is ruined.
"I'll call you Senior Brother. Senior brother, the person who really bought me is something you can't afford to mess with, and it's also something that Fox Full Moon or Lin Dongyao can't afford to mess with. If it weren't for this, I wouldn't have risked the world to assassinate Lin Dongyao. Senior brother, this person not only infiltrated the Qiu family, but also had his people in the Linghu Marquis Mansion and the Imperial Palace. The only thing that is clean now may be your Panghou Mansion. ”
Qiu Jixuan said, spit out a mouthful of blood again, and fell to the side softly.
Pang Rui helped her and hugged her in his arms.
"That's why you've always refused to tell me who I am, because he's threatening you with my safety, isn't it? You'd rather not say anything than know who this person is. You are worried that I will make the fox full moon, originally this Hou Mansion is the cleanest, but once I intervene, it will inevitably become the first target of that person. Why didn't you say it earlier? ”
When Qiu Jixuan told the truth before he died, when his eyes suddenly opened up, in fact, his whole person fell into another deeper whirlpool, gray.
"Senior brother, don't you hate me?" Qiu Jixuan already knew that he didn't have a few days to live, and Pang Rui also knew this very well, once he knew that her body was running out of oil, he would use the trick of marriage as a condition in exchange, and Qiu Jixuan would agree to go along with the water.
In fact, Pang Rui has affection and righteousness for her junior sister, after all, they have no fate in this life!
"Senior brother, maybe the next life is no longer my wishful thinking, and we will stay together—isn't it?" Qiu Jixuan slowly closed his eyes in Pang Rui's arms.
After all, she was just his junior sister.
However, the moment of marriage was the most satisfying moment in her life.
No one wants to be a puppet, and neither does she. But for the sake of the person she likes, she can marry Linghu Hongxi, and she can place people in the Hou Mansion or even other places.
The only bottom line she can't touch is Pang Rui!
For him, she is willing to become the object of hatred of the whole world!
For him, she can also compensate the entire Qiu family and the Linghu Marquis Mansion.
Let her be a sinner alone!
She didn't have time to tell him, why did she love him so much, she could get into everyone for him, and for him, life and death could be put aside!
"Senior brother, when I was young, the rest of the Qiu family, they were-"
She wanted to say that the other men of the Qiu family were all weak and helpless scholars, and the women were all favored by their families, and only Pang Rui's appearance let her know what it meant to be both civil and military.
What she doesn't understand, he understands.
But the words from the bottom of my heart are destined not to have the opportunity to say them in person.
Qiu Jixuan gradually lost her breath in Pang Rui's arms, and her skinny body was in his arms, like a paper man, as if her life had ended in three years.
"I'm Pang Rui - I'm also confident that I only found out today that I'm so ridiculous, I have been investigating for three years and can't find out who is doing it in the dark, I've always hated you, I've been suspicious of you, and in the end I know that you've been protecting me all along—I've always been smart-"
Pang Rui muttered to himself, his tone full of self-deprecation.
He never believed that between him and Qiu Jixuan, he actually lost money to her.
She gave up all of her fists, and all she wanted to do was a man who couldn't fall in love with her at all!
It's not that she's too stupid, it's that he never understands how much he can pay for his feelings.
Wasn't the former Linghu Full Moon also for Lin Dongyao to hurt Lin Jian, who was dedicated to her?