016: Killing for nursing
"Looking for you? Dude, let's be honest, what the hell are you messing with? Fan Chen was extremely curious.
The scar man smiled and didn't speak, as if he didn't want to reveal his identity.
"What do you call that buddy?"
"Shi Feng."
"Shi Feng?" Fan Chen secretly wrote it down, and was about to go back to school to inquire about Guo Heng, and said: "My name is Fan Chen, and Brother Feng can call me Fanzi." Alas, Brother Feng, it is estimated that you are also an old man, and I have a question I want to ask you. ”
"You say."
Fan Chen's face was a little helpless, he organized his words, and said, "Brother Feng, you said that a person can't fight for some reason. He was bullied and beaten; His friends are inferior to others and lose their dignity; He watched his brother being cut half to death by a dozen people, what do you think he should do? ”
Shi Feng's face was expressionless, and his cold eyes like autumn water looked at Fan Chen: "Why can't you fight." ”
"Well, you can't fight anyway. If you hit it, you will be hit by five thunders, and you will not be able to die. Fan Chen dodged.
"If there is a fight, will it change the status quo?" Shi Feng asked again.
"It should be, he fights very well, and ordinary people can easily take down a dozen or twenty of them."
Shi Feng frowned and was silent, and suddenly became cold after half a sound: "Hmph, he is a selfish person." ”
"Selfish?"
He held on to his reasons, but ignored his brother's feelings. What is the purpose of his brother's disgrace and scarring, and he is still out of the world? Is it just because of a wretch, for a reason? No amount of bitterness or justification can hide this kind of selfishness. ”
Fan Chen was stunned, think about it carefully, it's really like this, he's sorry for the fox.
"But, but...... But he can't fight. It's like a monk can't kill, once he fights, he betrays his faith, what do you think he can do? Fan Chen tried to make some excuses for himself.
"There is a saying in Buddhism."
"Got a word? What words? ”
"Kill, for the sake of life."
Fan Chen shook violently and killed...... For Nursing Students......
"The Buddha saw three thousand breaks, and he was killed by life! The Tao sees that all things are destroyed, and the origin of killing is killed! Confucianism sees the remnants of the world, and rebirth is one! Kill the industry without killing people, killing is for the protection of life! If you don't fight, you're indulging in evil, you're betraying your friends. The lesser is wrong, and the worst is sin. What happened in the past cannot be undone no matter what. The reason you think you insist on is actually ridiculous self-redemption. Shi Feng's voice sounded coldly.
Fanchen was struck by lightning, and he couldn't return to his senses for a long time. Yes, the vow he made was actually a kind of redemption. I want to repent, I want to make amends, I want to pay off my debts. But this kind of redemption is really ridiculous, and the death of his own mother, no matter how much he repents, will not help. Salvation is often an excuse that people make for themselves after making mistakes.
"Sometimes, we can't think too much. If you think it's worth doing, do it. There is no right or wrong in the act of fighting, and there is a human heart that is right or wrong. If your brother was about to be hacked to death, would you choose to fight? ”
"This ......"
"If you don't fight, he'll die. At this time, I don't believe you can still hold on to the reason in your heart. ”
Fan Chen recalled this sentence in his heart, yes, if the fox was about to be hacked to death, would he still stand by and watch? The answer is no, I will never stick to the oath in my heart. In that case, does it still make sense to insist on yourself? Fan Chen pondered, and gradually, the light in his eyes became brighter and brighter, as if he had woken up to something. After a long time......
"Haha, Brother Feng, I understand, I understand, haha!!" Fan Chen looked up to the sky and laughed, and hugged Shi Feng excitedly. Shi Feng frowned, and kicked Fan Chen out with an angry kick. Fan Chen was not angry, he still laughed non-stop, as if he was stupid.
"Brother Feng, say, if anyone bullied you, I'll help you take revenge!" Fan Chen said with a high spirit. broke free from the shackles, and the dishonesty in his bones came out again. Back then, Fan Chen was uncomfortable if he didn't fight for a day, so he was praised as a madman and a demon king. Now it's like Sun Wukong jumping out of the Five Finger Mountain, how can you not be excited?
Zhou Li glared at the counter and scolded fiercely: "Whisper to me, what are you calling if you want to die or live!" ”
"Sister Zhou, don't be so fierce, otherwise you will become a tigress." Fan Chen shook his head and said.
"What did you say?" Zhou Li was furious.
"Quack, Sister Zhou is so cute when she loses her temper. You see, the little blushing is fluttering. ”
Zhou Li was stunned for a moment, and when she reacted, her chest rose and fell in anger: "Bastard, did you take the wrong medicine today!" ”
"Yes, yes, I just took the wrong medicine, Sister Zhou, you came to beat me!"
Zhou Li: ......
"Stone Man, beat him up for me!!" Zhou Li's roaring envoy evoked Shi Feng, not to mention, this nickname is quite appropriate.
"Haha, Sister Zhou, Brother Feng and I are good buddies, so he won't ...... Oh! "Fan Chen was kicked and.
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On the road.
Fan Chen's eyes were silent, walking alone, his mood was still complicated. Although he has no knots in his heart, the fight still makes him feel sorry for his mother. At this time, Fan Chen stopped and looked up at the blue sky. I thought to myself, my mother's spirit in heaven would definitely understand him, definitely!
Coming to the opposite side of the school, Fan Chen first had a meal in the restaurant, after all, he didn't eat in the morning or noon, and he was very hungry. I ordered three dishes, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, shredded cabbage, stir-fried meat with green peppers, and asked for a bottle of beer. Fan Chen devoured it and ate it very deliciously. When you're full, smoke a cigarette. The numb sensation of nicotine rushed into my mind, how refreshing.
Next, Fan Chen thought about what to do. Li Hui must not let go, beating himself, insulting Qin Fei, and slashing the fox, these grievances must be resolved. There is also Wang Bao, Fan Chen wants to let Guo Heng dehydrate (dehydration: both to get rid of the control of someone or an organization, to leave and draw a clear line, generally used to change jobs on the road or do not want to mix anymore. )
Fan Chen couldn't fight before, he could only watch Guo Heng being bullied, now...... Whoever bullies his brother, Fan Chen will never let go of the other party. However, today is Friday, and it happens to be a monthly holiday, so Fanchen plans to settle these matters next week.
No. 3 Middle School will have a monthly vacation once a month, two classes on Friday afternoon, and then school will be dismissed until Sunday for evening self-study, which will be a full two days in between. Usually on Saturday afternoon, which is only half a day on Saturday afternoon, the hard life of high school can be seen.
"Alas, it's half past one, and there are still 10 minutes to go to self-study, let's go back to the classroom." Fan Chen muttered to himself, and then walked towards the classroom. At this time, there were already many people in the classroom, all of them bowing their heads to study or resting, and it was a little quiet. Fan Chen sat down in his seat and looked at Qin Fei with sinister eyes.
Seeing this, Qin Fei said in shame: "What are you looking at! ”
Fan Chen looked at Qin Fei's wet hair and couldn't help but say, "You washed your hair, right?" What shampoo to use? It smells so good! ”
"You ......" Qin Fei was speechless for a while, and said angrily: "Boring." ”
Fan Chen smiled, didn't say much, and fell asleep on the table.
"Don't sleep." Qin Fei suddenly shouted.
"What's wrong?"
"You, you haven't written your English homework yet, and you're going to have to hand it in later."
"English homework? English is a book for me, I don't know anything, I can't write. ”
"I don't care, I'm the representative of the English class, and I won't condone you!" Qin Fei raised his jade neck and said toughly.
"Uh, did you write that? I'll copy it when I'm done. ”
"Think beautifully, write it yourself!"
Fan Chen was helpless and said earnestly: "Sister Fei, don't tease me, I really won't." Oops, my stomach hurts, I went to the toilet! After saying that, Fan Chen pulled his legs and ran. Qin Fei on the seat had an angry expression, but he sneered again, and his face was full of smug playfulness.
………………
Time, 3:50 p.m. At this time, there were still ten minutes before the end of school, and people couldn't suppress the excitement of the upcoming holiday, and they were all playing and laughing with each other, and everyone's faces were full of joy. It's the happiest time of the month.
Fan Chen was in the opposite mood, a little anxious, panicked, and overwhelmed, because he was about to face his stepmother.
"Brother Chen, what's wrong? I'm not happy on vacation. The watermelon next to him asked. Before Fan Chen could speak, Zhu Fang, who was on the far right side of the same row, stretched his neck and said, "Hehe, is it that our Qin Fei didn't agree to date you, and he is anxious here!" ”
"Zhu Fang~" Qin Feijiao sneered.
"Alas, Sister Fang, I want to date you, do you agree?" Fan Chen lifted his spirit and teased.
"Me? Giggles, okay, you can open a room! Zhu Fang was not shy.
Fan Chen was stunned, shrugged his eyebrows, and secretly sighed that the current girls are really open. Zhu Fang covered her mouth and smiled, and asked again: "Fanchen, you honestly confess, you are still not a virgin." ”
"I'll go, you dare to ask this? yes, what's wrong? ”
"Oh? So how many times have you been in a relationship? ”
"In Love...... Not once. Fan Chen replied honestly, Zhu Fang and the others were surprised when they heard it, a big stick had never been in love? You know, even honest students such as Qin Fei and Watermelon have had love experiences.
"Who are you fooling, you are also handsome, and you are a stick, how can you never be in love!" Zhu Fang was a little unconvinced.
"Hey, hey, who says that if you are handsome, you have to fall in love? I don't want to talk about it. Fan Chen retorted and continued: "Okay, okay, don't discuss these topics that are inappropriate for children, so as not to bring me to the purity." By the way, what are you going to do on vacation? ”
Watermelon and the others glanced at Fan Chen, but they didn't dwell on it, and chattered about their holiday plans.
Time flies by in the chat. When the bell rang, people rushed frantically outside the classroom, for fear that they would not be able to sit in the car when they waited. Guo Heng also decisively abandoned Fanchen, followed the flow of people to grab the bus, and said that he would go home and go to QQ to open Heiyunyun together.
Fan Chen packed up his things unhurriedly, as if he was deliberately procrastinating.
Gradually, the classroom was almost gone, except for a few learners and some who didn't go home. For some reason, Qin Fei hadn't left yet, and he whispered, "Fanchen, your home is in the outer city." Why don't you leave, don't you go back? ”
"Go back, wait and leave, why don't you leave?" Fan Chen was puzzled.
"I, I...... By the way, haven't you really been in a relationship? Qin Fei hurriedly changed the topic.