10. Worries about going to work
()rìzi passed day by day, without a trace of ripples, plain, but Tang Jie seemed to be dull and panicked, and Tang Jie's heart was sinking day by day.
Writing should be a slow-burning thing, even if someone can become famous in one fell swoop, if you think there is a mountain of manuscripts behind it, it is better to find a class first, after all, my father said well, eating is the most important thing.
Entrusted to someone, I found a printing factory as a worker, and it was only four or five hundred yuan a month, "Now the bosses who pretend to be doing things should all be shot," Tang Jie thought
The first time I went to work in my life, I started to feel a little awkward but slowly began to get used to it, anyway, I was a groggy bastard, I received my salary at the end of the month, and I left 100 yuan for pocket money, and the rest of the 100 yuan was handed over to the "family" to buy books and go online.
I have a lot of money, but I don't have enough after all. But where is this inadequacy? But it's not something that can be said all at once.
"Love, I'm at work." -- Jelly beans
"Huh? Aren't you going to school anymore? -- Love
"yes, I think school is too boring, and I can't learn what I want, it's just a waste of time." -- Jelly beans
"Do you have any ideals? Is it difficult to achieve such a life, which can go to and from work and point to those salaries? "-- Love
"No, if you really want me to live like this, I'd rather not live, I want to be a writer!" -- Jelly beans
"Did you write an article and submit it?" _--Love
"Yes, but I haven't heard from you, but my plan is a novel."
"What subject? -- Love
"In science fiction, I hope that in the future there will be a superman who can unify the world and end the chaos of the whole world now. India, Pakistan, Iraq, and Haiti can find a solution to the problem in a peaceful way -- jelly beans
"You're quite concerned about current affairs" - Jelly Bean
"Yes, maybe I was a great man in my last life, so in this life, when I see the turmoil in the society and the country, I am excited and hate to interfere." -- Jelly beans
"Okay, my great man's next life, with your xìng grid this life will not last long, you will think things are too simple, you need to study in school" - love child
Why live?
All living beings on the earth, except for humans, know the meaning of their lives, and their mission is to live for you to breed offspring and life itself. And only the primate of all things, the jīng hua of the universe, lives without knowing why, which is purely a waste of life by trampling on life.
Going to work, getting off work, eating, sleeping, going to work, getting off work, eating, sleeping,............. every day repeats the life of yesterday rì repeats the previous rì. What is the meaning of survival?
"Love, help me pay attention, I'm going to change my current life, I'm really disgusted with my current life, I'm really reversible about my whole life."
"It's the best way to go back to school" - love child
"Maybe you're right." -- Jelly beans
Time flies, it has been more than half a year since I went to work, and Tang Jie has sunk into this pain since the second day of work.
This factory is a jīng miniature of a dirty society, where the intrigue between the workers is the voyeurism of the female workers, the shamelessness of the male and female workers, and the blackmail of the workers............
Last month, more than 600 yuan was sent, and the team leader asked Tang Jie to treat him, Tang Jie hated this team leader to death, but he was the top boss and couldn't be offended.
When encountering troublesome things, Tang Jie wants to go online, he doesn't want to chat now, although he has something very right to talk to someone, but most of the people who go online are students, they don't understand society at all, love children-
She can only tell her feelings, but she can't hear the truth
Tang Jie just wants to play the game, because the stimulation can make him concentrate and concentrate on all the jīng gods without thinking about things outside the game.
In the vast land, the heroes are swords at their waists, their swords are unsheathed, and they are ready to fight one by one, but they see a person like a tiger and a horse like a dragon.
A scout came to report that the beast army had gathered in the forest not far outside the city, and it was intended to besiege the city.
The heroes were shocked by the sound of killing, and the anger in reality that they had endured for a long time all erupted in this virtual moment, like wild horses that had escaped from the reins, and the runaway flood roared like an army of beasts......
It's not to blame the violence of online games, people are animals, in fact, people are a species of animals, how can there be no natural ferocity. It's a necessity, so the Internet is a great place to vent your emotions.
I had a good night, I didn't go to work, I missed a job, and the second time I went home in the morning, I didn't say anything, I just ate and went to bed immediately.
The second rì is the same again. The third time it was the same again. The parents gradually became a little conscious, and when they called, they were already absent from work for three years, so the noise at home went up again.
It's time to go to work again, Tang Jie thinks about it, he should take a closer look.
Criticism from leaders is a kind of criticism that distinguishes it from parents and teachers. is an absolutely xìng criticism. Criticism that makes the criticized unwilling, reluctant and spontaneous acceptance. Because he has something to control you - wages.
However, criticism is criticism and there must be a limit to criticism. This limit has to do with both the critic and the critic. Tang Jie is now angered by this criticism.
"You're making a fart, young master, I'm going to stop it." After saying that, he turned around and left. This is also dead xìng does not change. The passion is burning again!
This night, Tang Jie went to the Internet again, slept in the Internet café during the day, bought wine and some ready-to-eat food in the evening, ate and drank a lot, and then went online. He doesn't chat, he just plays games.
Now Tang Jie is in a state of non-self-control, which is the moment of burning passion. I don't care about anything.,I'm not interested in anything.,Just go with the flow of nature and do it.,Trying to get rid of reality.。 I want to throw myself into a vacuum that is completely cut off from reality.
"Let's go, go home!" A tough voice next to him shouted.
Tang Jie looked up sharply, and saw his father standing next to him with an angry face, and his heart couldn't help but tighten, but he restrained himself from moving, and slowly moved his gaze to the screen again.
"Go home!!" The father raised his voice, and the people around him who were surfing the Internet all looked up to look this way, but Tang Jie still didn't move.
"Okay. You're going to die in an Internet café! The father left angrily.
Tang Jie didn't have anything in his mind, he even forgot about the game in front of him, and only stared at the monitor in a daze.
In the morning, Tang Jie dragged his tired body home, didn't say anything, just stuck in his house for a day, and never came out.
At dinner time, Dad came in and shouted, "Get up and eat!" Then he turned around and went out, and he could hear the faint nagging sound of "little dead child", "do it", "it's good when you die"~~~
Tang Jie didn't move, and after a while, his mother came in again, "What are you doing?" Get up and eat, and eat still waiting for you to be moved in front of you to feed you one bite at a time? ”
Tang Jie just hid and ignored anyone. Mom stepped forward and gave it a push. Tang Jie snorted, and his mother was a little relieved, and reached out to touch Tang Jie's hot body.
Maybe it was because he stayed up late and suffered from the cold, and he was in a bad mood and caught a cold, so he only heard Tang Jie say in a daze, "I want to go to school." ”
Mom and Dad looked at each other and were speechless.
After a while, his father brought the medicine and his mother personally fed it to Tang Jie's mouth, and just wanted to feed him saliva again to swallow the medicine, but Tang Jie spit it all out. "Let him go to school again!" Mom said.;