Chapter 12: Fei Hong Fades Away (5)

Of course, we are not the worst case of life in society today.

There are also some young girls who, because of their greed for comfort and money, give up the dignity of life and sell their ** in exchange for their luxurious life and wealth. Now in cities large and small across the country, there are so many ambiguous places in every city, such as hair washing rooms, heterosexual massages, special services, and so on. Even some female college students often sneak out of school and step into the fun. In today's bustling society, there will be any situation, and everyone's life will be different.

Failure and success, brilliance and bleakness, planting melons and getting melons, planting beans and getting beans, a qiē and a qiē, from the beginning to the end, there is a reason, there must be a result.

Let me think that's cause and effect.

Causality is not some superstition, it's science.

The reason is the beginning, the starting point, the choice.

The result is the end, the end, and the inevitable.

Di Cuicui chose a young man with a pure and kind heart, and her love and family are so beautiful.

Wen Ling and I both chose what was not suitable for us, or even what didn't belong to us, so we were embattled and our lives fell into a trough.

There are four lines in a foreign poem that are really well written: "Life is precious, but love is more valuable." If it is free and expensive, both can be thrown. ”

What I understand now in this poem is that the freedom mentioned here is not freedom in the simple sense of the word, but the freedom in this poem is the self-esteem, self-love, self-reliance and self-improvement of life; It does not mean that love and life should be abandoned for the sake of freedom, but that love and life must be built on the basis of self-esteem, self-love, self-reliance, and self-improvement, otherwise, life and love will be distorted and deformed.

My previous love was wrong, how should I choose my future love again?

Where will Wen Ling's love go?

We're not as lucky as Cuicui. She has come ashore, and we are still floating in the endless sea.

Is our love a lonely leaf floating in the vast sea of people?

After Cuicui and I took care of Wen Ling for lunch, let her sleep for a while. Then the two of us went downstairs together and went to a restaurant outside the hospital to eat. Like Cuicui, I don't like the smell of soda in the hospital, let alone eat in the hospital cafeteria.

After eating, I asked Cuicui to accompany Wen Ling first. I took the time to go back to the company to see if Du Jianyu had returned to the company and wanted to know his condition.

I didn't see him in the company, so I asked Vice President Wang Bin.

Wang Bin said that he didn't come for a day today, saying that he was going to deal with important matters.

I was at a loss and thought: Does he know that I have moved out of him? What would Venda say to him? Did Venda find him?

I'd love to go to Venda and ask, but I don't know where Venda is now, is she at home? Or are you frantically looking for Du Jianyu outside?

I was sorting out some information in the office, and I remembered the things that were spread on the Internet about me being a romantic image, and I felt that things were strict. Don't look at Du Jianyu so strong, he would be so depressed because of the person he loves! He is not a vulnerable person, but he is also a person with a slight machismo, and if he doesn't understand these things, it will be a dead knot in his heart.

I turned on my computer and pondered the images and pictures again, trying to figure it out.

At this time, Xiaolan approached me again and whispered in my head: "I really don't understand, why do I like to watch your own things, do you have a preference for this?" Or do you feel too lonely now, you see that Mr. Du has not come to work for the past two days, he is ashamed of what you have done, and he can't face you, and you dare to stay in the office? If you don't leave the company for a day, maybe Mr. Du won't come to work for a day, and Mr. Du is making excuses and doesn't want to see you!"

When I heard this, the nameless fire in my heart suddenly rose, and I said to Xiaolan: "It's not that I like that kind of thing, it's that someone wants to see my current expression under the influence of those things." However, I think she is probably going to be disappointed, as the saying goes, those who are clear are self-purifying, and those who are turbid are self-turbid, I have never done anything like that, and I will not have any psychological reaction; All I have is contempt for the person who persecuted ~~ me, she looked down on me too much, how could I be swayed by this little trick to kill people? ”