"I don't know what you and Xiaomin saw or heard. But I did do something wrong. Yang Guang simply told some things about his emotions during this time, "After you left that day, I unexpectedly met a senior sister in college......"

After talking about Xi Ya, Yang Guang even told the story that he and Li Yang had found a few little models. Xu Li has been listening quietly, but there is no special change in feelings, this kind of calmness makes Yang Guang's heart sink a little, but he still continues to tell.

"Those little models are just that, but I don't want to let go of Senior Sister Xi Ya, even if I have been thinking about you in my heart and know that I am sorry for you, but I am still like this. Even though I know you may not forgive me later, I have to be honest with you, I don't regret it, even though it may make me lose you. Yang Guang said seriously, and then a complicated smile appeared on his face.

"I've thought about these things for a long time, and I've thought about the scene at that time. This kind of thinking made me understand what kind of situation I am now. This is no longer simple greed can be described, and even some ego, but I can't control my own thoughts. ”

"What do you mean by that? Show your own hatefulness, and I have completely broken off? Xu Li said, her delicate brows frowning slightly.

"How could it be! I just want to tell you the real me. I don't want to lie to you. Do you know? Xiaoli, you are very special to me. Although the relationship has not been for a long time, you have really entered the bottom of my heart, and I want to snuggle up with you for the rest of my life. Even thinking about the possibility of letting you leave me, I began to struggle with the idea of whether to let go of unrealistic thoughts and concentrate on you. You're the only lover who can make me want to change. ”

At this time, Yang Guang's mind was also in a mess, and it seemed that the strengthening of the blacksmith shop had no effect on such a thing as emotional intelligence.

"You're really as you say you are, very self-contained. I'm the only lover you've ever thought about changing, but now you're not up to it, are you? It seems that this special or unique one of yours is not very reliable! Xu Li said in a slightly hoarse voice, as if sarcastic and as if mocking.

"It feels like a jerk to say that, but it's really what you say." Yang Guang let out a long sigh, although he felt that there seemed to be little hope, but since he had decided to tell Xu Li all his thoughts, he didn't think about rhetoric or deception or anything.

"I thought about marrying you and having children, although I was greedy and didn't want to let go of Xiya, but I didn't have similar thoughts about her, and I felt shameless myself."

"Then why don't you want to coax me and deceive me, when the raw rice is cooked, maybe I will be helpless, and then you can get me." Xu Li sighed, with a faint grievance at the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, and said in a light voice.

Although it was a question, Xu Li didn't seem to want Yang Guang to answer. Turn your head and walk towards the fence on the side of the playing field. Her reaction made Yang Guang a little confused, but she followed Xu Li directly, Xu Li didn't look at Yang Guang, her eyes were a little misty and looked at the people in the distance. Yang Guang didn't know what to say, he had already said it, although he wanted to keep Xu Li, but his kind of bastard thoughts made him unable to speak.

When facing Xu Li, Yang Guang felt that his cheekiness had completely disappeared, which was also a very special expression of Xu Li to him.

Yang Guang was still thinking about what Xu Li's question meant, and felt a little strange. But Xu Li, who was leaning on the fence, spoke again,

"Didn't you start asking me why I wanted to calm down? In fact, at the beginning, I didn't know why, but I didn't feel sure, but I thought about it during this time. ”

Saying that, Xu Li turned her head to look at Yang Guang, and a faint strange smile appeared on her beautiful face,

"I seem like a very strange person. You know something about my family, it stands to reason that when I was in my father's situation, I would have wanted a richer life, and although affluence would not cure the terminal, it would be able to continue, and there was some small hope. But I'm not like that. I don't have much desire for material things, I just want to be satisfied with food and clothing. I don't care much about clothes, bags, jewelry, and other things that girls like, and sometimes I don't know what I want, but I'm very comfortable with this kind of life, and I don't think there's anything wrong with it.

You're special to me, too. You are my first love, there are many people who have pursued me over the years, ordinary, handsome, rich, I don't even remember their faces. I don't know what love is like, and I don't even know how to be tempted by you. ”

Listening to Xu Li's words, Yang Guang didn't know what he was feeling in his heart, in short, it was very complicated.

"But at that time, I was with you, I was very relieved, and I also understood the beauty of love. Maybe it's because I care about it that I start to feel like I'm fluctuating! During this time, I thought about it for a long time, and I also found a reason why I was not sure. As I said to you at the time, since I knew you, you were just an ordinary person, but in a short period of time you discovered your talent, and your net worth increased rapidly. Such a change affected me. ”

Xu Li turned her head to look at Yang Guang, looking at it very seriously, Yang Guang could even see his figure from Xu Li's pupils, he was very sorry but didn't know how to comfort him.

"You said you were greedy, but in fact most people are greedy, especially for men. Men's desire to conquer is stronger, and in many ways, beautiful women are one aspect. It's just that some have ideas, but they don't have the ability. And those who have the ability, some can control it, and some can control it. It seems that it is the majority who can't control it, otherwise there would be no saying that 'men's so-called entertainment is the biggest joke'.

There is never a shortage of women around the rich, and there are always women who choose this shortcut. And I can meet more beautiful women in ordinary life, and I will be tempted by a lot of temptation, and this is also the reason why I felt unsteady before. ”

Xu Li said lightly, and Yang Guang was speechless for a while, because this is the truth.

"I'm a traditional woman, with a similar idea of marrying a chicken and a dog in ancient times, if I choose, no matter what happens, I won't regret it. I felt that you were not the kind of honest man before, so I was not sure in my heart. I'm thinking about our relationship, thinking about whether I can accept you in the future, no matter what, I also hope that my future life will be more peaceful. ”

Hearing Xu Li's heart, Yang Guang was a little moved, groaning but not knowing what to say, and finally held back a sentence of 'I'm sorry'.

"You don't have to feel guilty or anything, since you have the ability, you naturally want more, this is also a kind of nature. Everyone's thoughts and preferences are different, since they like and have the ability, what's wrong with pursuing these! Xu Li said easily at this time,

Looking back at the oak trees swaying in the wind, Xu Li asked, "Do you want to know my answer?" ”

Yang Guang's heart was shocked, to be honest, Xu Li felt a little surprised to him today, but it was not a stranger, but an unexpected feeling. In the past, I knew that her personality was a little special, and this kind of thinking was also in line with her specialness. Such Xu Li made Yang Guang more and more nostalgic.

Hearing this question at this time, Yang Guang was extremely nervous, although he knew that he was greedy and shameless, he really didn't want to miss Xu Li, but for a woman who knew how to be satisfied, how to choose such a situation seemed to be self-evident.

"Be careful......

Very nervous, swallowed and spit, and wanted to say something Yang Guang suddenly heard a shout in the distance, did not look back, subconsciously moved his footsteps, protected Xu Li, and then looked back, a football flew from a distance in his sight, but did not fly to the location of Yang Guang and Xu Li, but deviated about three meters and smashed on the fence and rebounded back.

Several young people on the football field ran over and shouted sorry to this side, Yang Guang didn't say anything, just waved his hand to indicate that it was okay.

A burst of warmth came from his chest, and Yang Guang turned his head to see Xu Li at this time stepping forward and hugging him, a little stunned and surprised. Xu Li raised her little face and looked at Yang Guang in a daze, "Do you love me?" ”

"I love you." Yang Guang said without hesitation,

"Will you abandon me in the future?" Xu Li continued to ask in a soft voice,

"I swear I won't." It seems that the situation has changed abruptly but beautifully, Yang Guang's heart is full of joy, hugging Xu Li Miaoman's body,

"Don't give me the opportunity to doubt my choice." Xu Li's tone was rarely soft.

Yang Guang's joy was about to overflow from his body, and he couldn't wait to rub Xu Li into his body, the weakness of Xu Li's voice made him feel guilty and pity, and kissed her lightly in her hair, Yang Guang said softly,

"In other women, I can get happiness, but my heart is like floating in the sky, and I have more satisfaction in Sister Xiya, but it is still drifting. Only by your side, I have a sense of solidity, you are my harbor, is my home. ”

Saying that, Yang Guang couldn't help but be excited, picked up Xu Li, and hugged her in a circle. The bouquet in Xu Li's hand flew like this, sprinkling pieces of flowers, and the scene was beautiful. Such a scene attracted the attention of many people around him, and that feeling of happiness also infected many people.

After putting Xu Li down, Yang Guang kissed her directly on the lips, and that familiar sweet feeling echoed in his heart.

"Even though I know I'm greedy and sorry for you. But I can't let you go, I've been thinking about keeping you with me, and I'm even thinking about not letting you go even by some despicable means. Yang Guang whispered in Xu Li's ear, telling about his love for her.

"You're a badass." Xu Lijiao was angry, but the smile on her face was also full of joy.

"If you want, we can go to the marriage registration now. If I could only have one woman, my choice would only be you. ”

Yang Guang held Xu Li's face and said very seriously, seemingly sweet words, but the central idea was still shameless and bad, after all, there was no such rule. Xu Li Bingxue is smart and naturally clear, but since she has chosen, she doesn't care about these things until Yang Guang's personality. On the contrary, he cares more about Yang Guang's love for her and that kind of commitment in his words.

"I believe in you. But getting married can't be in such a hurry, I haven't seen my parents and don't talk about it. And that will also give you a lot of psychological burden, for your Sister Xiya. Xu Li said with a smile, making Yang Guang pause with a smile, a little confused and didn't know what to say.

"You don't have to look like this, since I have made a decision, I won't regret it, I will let myself adapt to it as much as possible. With mental preparation, I can still regulate my mood. Xu Li moved in Yang Guang's arms and found a more comfortable position.

"I thought about the possibility that you would spend 1 heart before, but I never knew if I could accept it. A few days ago, I went shopping and saw you shopping very intimately with a woman, and I was annoyed that you were really greedy for flowers, but I was inexplicably relieved in my heart, and I felt very weird. It didn't seem so hard to accept, and at that time I wondered if I didn't care about you at all. Xiaomin was more annoyed than me, if I hadn't pulled her, she would have been furious on the spot to condemn you, a modern Chen Shimei! Xu Li said softly,

Hearing Xu Li's statement, Yang Guang was also a little afraid, if Zhou Xiaomin really made a fuss at that time, he would definitely be disgraced. Fortunately, my Xiaoli is virtuous enough. He didn't care about what Xu Li said in his words, and his current choice in Xu Li's character has already shown it.

Although he muttered a little about the modern Chen Shimei's statement, Yang Guang naturally would not say it at this time.

"After I went back, thinking of your intimacy with that woman, my heart was sour, and I couldn't even lift my senses, which is an experience I have never had, and I also wanted to call you and scold you or something, but then I endured it. Thinking about such uncomfortable things in the future, there may be a lot of them, whether to give up directly. At that time, I realized that when I wanted to give up, my heart hurt. Xiaomin had an idea, and I also thought about it myself, whether to find someone else, but I didn't feel that way at all. I guess maybe that's my life?! Otherwise, why have I been tempted by you for so many years! ”

Although he had not experienced it personally, Yang Guang could imagine the feeling of uneasiness and worry, rubbing Xu Li's long hair with guilt and pity.

"At that time, I didn't know what to do, and after thinking about it, the default choice was relatively better than the distress of giving up. Although I feel that such a choice seems to be very unproductive, so I hesitate a little and don't know what to do. During this period of time, it was all muddy, and I thought that no matter who there was in the marriage, there were people who grew old together, some formed inertia, and some people who flew apart. No one can be sure of the future. So I thought I'd better trust my feelings. ”

Saying that, Xu Li raised her little face and looked at Yang Guang again, "I haven't been able to make up my mind before." You came over today, told me all your thoughts, and didn't hide anything from me, and this kind of confession made me decide. Amour, don't let me down. ”

"Hmm." Yang Guang nodded, and was extremely grateful to fate for letting him meet Xu Li, she was Yang Guang's treasure!

The two snuggled together, quietly talking about their thoughts and the future, sometimes they didn't talk to each other, but there was a different kind of warmth between their eyes.