523. 524 If you don't come, I look forward to it, and when you come, I suffer
The three hidden guards that Lin Dongyao secretly cultivated were originally used to deal with the crown prince or the great changes in the Celestial Empire. But ever since he learned of his illness, he had secretly left these three hidden guards to Full Moon.
in case she can protect her in the future.
Even if the plan for the full moon succeeds tomorrow, he will not change his mind.
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Chengqian Palace
The prince has always been in the palace to guard filial piety for the emperor, and the full moon can't hide his purple eyes even if he is dressed in disguise, so he simply appeared in front of him in his original appearance.
Above the main hall, covered in white.
Lin Jian's expression couldn't tell whether it was sad or quiet, and there was a faint hint of gloom.
"You're here?" Seeing the full moon, his expression remained unchanged, and the bitterness and loss were all hidden in the bottom of his heart.
"Zhang Xiuhui - did I tell you everything?" She spoke clearly, no longer the cold and cold feeling she had before.
Once, how Lin Jian wished she could see through her heart and see the moment when she showed her true joy. But now that he had arrived, he had also witnessed her and Lin Dongyao facing each other.
"Your plan -- doesn't it seem like nonsense? Lin Donghe is still alive? Heh-Zhang Xiuhui's words are true or false, I can still judge, but what about you? Don't you want to help Lin Dongyao detoxify? ”
Lin Jian's words were half angry and half suspicious.
"The prince's body can't last for many days, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince should understand, I just want to-"
"I don't understand! What should I understand? Linghu Full Moon! You sue me! What should I understand! ”
Lin Jianqing was suddenly a little excited, and turned her head to stare coldly at the full moon.
He would rather not understand anything! Including her heart!
I used to be so eager to understand her heart, but now I can't say how sad it is.
"Your Highness, this is also for your own good. Zhang Xiuhui has her unspeakable secrets, and she doesn't want to. But since she is willing to help you now, only the cooperation of His Royal Highness can play this scene well, and can lead to Lin Donghe and the forces behind him. Your Highness, the century-old foundation of the Celestial Empire can't be destroyed in the hands of Your Highness, right? ”
Full Moon knew what she said, and Zhang Xiuhui said it all over again, but she still had something to say to Lin Jian,
"Your Highness is about to stand on the highest position, and you should understand that there is no eternity between enemies and opponents. Just like this weather, it changes rapidly, but everything changes from its origin, and the rivers and mountains of this Celestial Empire have always belonged to His Royal Highness the Prince, which His Royal Highness can rest assured. ”
"If I don't have you by my side, what else do I want to do? I am guarding the Ninefold Palace, and what I see every day is not the person I like, and the century-old foundation of Jiangshan Sheji is just a continuation of my obligations and responsibilities as a descendant of the Lin family. I also know that it's best if you can't be emotional, and it's best if you can be cold and lonely, but I confidently think that I can watch you until the end of the end by giving all my heart, but what is the result? The embrace you threw yourself into was against me, and the body I embraced was devoid of you—I knelt here, closed my eyes, and when I was alone, it was the only real time.
If you don't come, I look forward to it, and when you come, I suffer.
What else do you want from me?
Is it really until the end, in order to save Lin Dongyao's name, at the last moment, you pierced my body with a knife, and I was willing to let go of you who had tormented me for so long!
Why does someone have to hurt feelings? I always feel like I've been hurt by two lives, is it because the feelings I gave at the beginning were too deep, that's why I feel like this now? ”
Lin Jian's words, every word, every sentence, were like the feeling of a needle piercing the heart.
The eyes of the full moon shimmered with purple light, and there was a faint light like crystal under the eyes.
In the dark, Zhang Xiuhui, who has never left, unknowingly, burst into tears.
At this moment, she cried into tears, but she never made any sound.
She came back—was it wrong?
Did she make the crown prince suffer two lifetimes?
If so, can God sue her, and what should be done to make him happy!
She would rather endure all the pain alone than suffer any more harm from him.
But God didn't tell her, what should I do?
"Your Highness, there won't be a day, I won't hurt you for the sake of the prince. A lot of things are meant to be. For example, whether there will be zài feelings between us, I don't know how long the prince can last, a few days or a few months, he is already in my heart, if he is really gone, I will continue to walk, because this is what he wants to see, this is also what the emperor wants to see.
Everyone's heart is actually just a little space, what can be hidden, what can't be hidden, but it changes every day. Maybe Your Highness is still thinking of me today, and it won't be long before Your Highness will find someone who can make you talk about the life and life and can accompany you in your life, this person, or in the near future, will not be me. If Your Highness can see through this, she will no longer be obsessed with sadness.
Your Highness, in my heart - there really is only his place. If--if this was not the case in the previous life, maybe it would have been you in this life, but it was destined to be just maybe, I can only say that Your Highness has not waited for the person you are destined to be, but I have already jumped out of this circle first-so Your Highness will think that I discarded you first - but this is really not a discard, but each other has a destined other half, waiting in a place that you can't see for the time being. ”
Full Moon spoke softly, maybe before she came, she didn't think that there would be such a serious and calm time between her and Lin Jian.
It was really destined to be said by she.
In the dark, the tears on Zhang Xiuhui's face never dried.
She's here, he can't see it!
Maybe never to be seen!
Maybe this feeling, this secret, will be buried in her memory forever, and it will be difficult to see the light of day.
Zhang Xiuhui didn't know how long she cried, she didn't even know when the full moon left, she only knew that when her tears were about to drain, a white figure stood in front of her.
Her red, swollen eyes blinked several times before she could see the person in front of her.
"Why are you crying?" Lin Jian frowned, and his words were cold.
Zhang Xiuhui shook her head, the more she tried to hold back her tears, the more fierce the tears fell.
"I just came here when I suddenly remembered a story that my mother told me when I was a child." She stopped sobbing and looked at him with teary eyes.
His silhouette, his look, and his qiē are all exactly the same as in the previous life.
But his feelings have completely changed.
She couldn't catch it, and she couldn't ask for it.
"What's the story?"
The ghost sent the gods, and he couldn't help but ask.
He has always been oblivious to her affairs.
In addition to the four words Linghu Full Moon can arouse his interest and concern, the names of other women are dispensable.
But this time, I was full of interest in the story that could make Zhang Xiuhui cry like this.
What kind of story is it that makes it so compelling?
"Your Highness wants to hear it, I'll tell you."
Zhang Xiuhui wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and suddenly smiled leisurely at him, bright and moving, but because of her crying red eyes, she added a bit of pitiful helplessness.
"The story is long, from the legend. In the first life, the official woman met the general of the heavenly court, and the general fell in love with her at first sight, and when he saw her again, he decided that she would not marry. But the general didn't know that the official woman was actually the general's opponent and cultivated for eight years, just to confuse the general and fight the general.
The general fell unprepared into this carefully woven trap, he loved it deeply and truly, but he did not know that his every move, all his secrets were already under the surveillance of his opponents. He could never have imagined that the person he trusted the most, the woman he loved the most, would be the executioner who killed so many cronies and guards around him!
But when the general is gone, and only she is left by his side, the general is still satisfied that she is still by his side, accompanying him regardless of life or death. But—on the edge of the cliff, he watched her step by step to his opponent, who smiled and revealed her true identity, and he was already covered in bruises without having to be tortured. Wounded by love - he jumped off a cliff and his bones were gone. And the so-called savior of the so-called master she trusted, stabbed her in the back fiercely, laughed at her dirty next to her fallen body, and laughed at her incompetence!
And she only saw her heart at that moment, and she didn't know when she slowly opened it to the Heavenly Court General. But once qiē, it was too late. ”
Zhang Xiuhui endured not to let herself cry and endured to tell the story.
The housekeeper woman is her, and the Heavenly Court General is Lin Jian!
As for Lin Jian's opponent, it is Lin Donghe!
In the last life, she was a chess piece carefully cultivated by Lin Donghe for eight years, seducing Lin Jian with beauty, she was proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, she also knew how to please men, she knew what kind of woman would attract Lin Jian's attention, she did it perfectly, and Lin Jian also fell into her emotional trap step by step.
In the last life, she owed him too much.
From feelings to dignity, to life, to all one!
She died with guilt and pain, only to be reborn a year ago.
She knew that it was God who gave her a chance to repay the one she once owed Lin Jian! But when she woke up, she found that a qiē had already changed.
She failed to stand out at the concubine selection banquet two years ago, but got sick and was raised by the elder in the deep boudoir, but her other identity is still a chess piece of Lin Donghe!
When she had the opportunity to meet Lin Jian, she found that there was only one Linghu full moon in his eyes and heart!
She's late—
At that time, she turned away crying, and she told herself that as long as he was happy, she didn't have to show up. But it backfired, and the person he loved became the princess of Rouhuai.
She has experienced a lifetime of love-hate entanglement with him, so she understands how persistent and simple his feelings will be once she pays, and when she jumps out as an outsider to look at his feelings for Linghu Manyue, it seems to see his pain back then, and even double the pain.
So when he said that the pain seemed to have been tortured for two lifetimes, she could no longer hold back her tears.