89 Never let go again
Daisy is sick.
To be precise, since the bloodsucking incident in the car, she has been vaguely aware of some abnormal changes in herself, such as dizziness, nausea, weakness of limbs, easy loss of control, and blood-colored images of her brain...... An ungraspable and uncontrollable feeling slowly grows in the bottom of my heart, as if some kind of power hidden in my body is about to burst out!
Daisy intuitively realized that the situation was not good, but the uncontrollable longing was like weeds and was endless, she vaguely knew where the crux was, but she couldn't face it anyway, so she could only choose to escape......
"Night, Anno is going to be picked up, won't you go out and have a look?" Lisa pushed open the door and found Daisy leaning against the chaise longue in the bedroom, and couldn't help but ask anxiously.
Daisy's face tightened, her bloodshot eyes opened, and her voice was weak but anxious: "Did Hawke pick it up?" Did you say when you would come back? ”
"If you want to know so much, why don't you go out and ask in person? That kid has been procrastinating for a long time, waiting for you to keep him......" Lisa pursed her lips a little unbearably, "Why is Hawke in such a hurry to take Anno away?" Between you, is there something going on? You seem to be avoiding him? ”
Daisy pressed her eyebrows, didn't answer directly, but said expressionlessly: "What that person decided will basically not change, their father and son haven't stayed together for a long time, wait for a while......"
"Night!" Lisa interrupted her suddenly, looking straight at her with emerald eyes, "How many years have we known each other?" For a full eleven years, do you think I'll not know what you're thinking? This is not the way to escape...... Besides, Wren knows you better than any of us, who are you torturing like this? Night, don't you understand? ”
Daisy was shocked, grabbed Lisa's arm and asked, "Lisa, do you know anything?" Did something happen to Lie in the past two days, why didn't he even go home? What the hell are you hiding from me for him!? ”
The more Daisy spoke, the more excited she became, her fingertips trembling faintly from her whole body, and she had a sense of foreboding, it felt like a stormy haze on the sky, pressing heavily on her chest and making her breathless, making her feel scared and terrified.
"This ......" Lisa frowned, her lower lip was bitten out of a miserable white mark, looking at Daisy's very ugly face, she finally couldn't help but say: "Three days ago, you suddenly passed out, and you were in a coma for two days...... You've been calling Hawke's name in your dreams, and Wren has had a heart attack relapse when you wake up, and he's ......"
"What?" Daisy's face turned pale instantly, "Heart disease? What heart disease!? What happened to him? ”
"Night, I shouldn't have told you about this matter, but according to Wren's character, it is estimated that he will not sue you until he dies, but I think it is necessary for you to know now, and then make a rational choice."
"In the end... What's wrong......" Daisy tried to keep her composure, but her voice trembled and almost shattered.
"Wren's current heart is actually not his own, the accident six years ago, the heart ruptured and couldn't be stitched up, he just relied on the machine to hold on for more than thirty hours without breathing, if it weren't for the amazing perseverance, he would have ...... a long time ago" Lisa paused and continued: "Night, that heart has begun to show signs of failure, Ao has thought of a lot of ways, and even used cloning technology to create a perfect heart, but it turns out that the heart is like being cursed, not only can it not be forcibly removed, Even the slightest stimulus from the outside world can make Wren worse off than dead. Maybe it's eight years, maybe it's ten years, and no one knows when it's going to suddenly stop......"
Lisa's words were like an invisible hand choking her heart, and the truth that she had never dared to think about and didn't want to think about appeared like a roar, Daisy only felt that the cold air drilled into the big hole in her heart from her lungs, making every inch of her blood vessels stiff and cold, and even breathing would make her body cold.
"Will he die...... Just thinking about it, Daisy feels the pain of soul stripping! Her chest seemed to be filled with hot blood, and her palms trembled. She couldn't accept it, couldn't bear it at all!!
"I don't believe it! He has always been healthy, he said that we have overcome all difficulties, and he said that he will stay with me until old age...... He ...... "Daisy couldn't go on, and an unbearable whimper came out of her throat, more than the destruction of faith!"
Lisa wrapped her arms around her trembling shoulders and said in a low voice of comfort: "Night, Wren loves you, so he will make some reckless sacrifices for you, but I don't want you to regret it until that day, otherwise it will be too late...... You should recognize your feelings. ”
Daisy repeated this sentence silently for a long time, recognizing her feelings, otherwise it would be too late......
I sat silently in place, not knowing when Lisa left, not knowing when the sky was completely dark, not knowing who carried her to the bed. In a daze, Daisy had a lot of nightmares, all about the past, she stood on the blood-stained ground and shot expressionlessly, the bullet pierced the man's heart, but he turned his head and smiled at himself, the man's face turned out to be Wren's, her husband.
Daisy covered her heart and snorted in pain, and when her consciousness began to clear, she faintly heard a voice coming from outside the door.
"Didn't I tell her to always have food ready for her, what if she gets hungry?" Wren's low voice was filled with anger, and the maids immediately replied tremblingly when they heard it: "Madame said that she couldn't eat it, and she vomited when she ate it, and we, we can't do anything." ”
"Rubbish! Prepare all the things that Madame usually likes to eat, there will always be something she likes. Don't go yet! ”
"Yes, yes! Here it goes! ”
"Wait, come back!" Wren snorted, his tone was cold, "Just wait at the door when it's done, I told you to come in immediately, don't cool down." ”
"Okay! We remembered! ”
After the sound of small footsteps faded away, Wren gently pushed open the door and walked in, and sat down on the edge of Daisy's bed.
Very skillfully straightened her quilt, pulled her exposed two hands in his palms, kissed each finger carefully, and then pulled the corner of the quilt and carefully put it in, he sat in place for a while, walked to the end of the bed and reached in and touched the soles of her feet, and found that it was hot, the man's frowning brows eased a little, and wrapped the futon tightly.
After living together for five years, he does this series of movements almost every night, so familiar that he can complete it with his eyes closed. Wren stared intently at her face, from her eyebrows, eyes, and bridge of her nose to her soft cherry lips, as if she would never get tired of looking at it. Reaching out and caressing her forehead, gently smoothing her sideburns like a thousand times, this feeling made him feel very calm, very comfortable, very warm......
The fallen leaves outside the window swirled gently with the night breeze, like the only life blooming in the silent night, and the silver moonlight seemed to cover the black curtain with a layer of pure white veil, and the bright light spilled into the room through the window lattice, making the man's handsome side face a little illusory.
"You have him in your heart, right? You can fool yourself, but you can't fool me. ”
"Instead of this, it is better to choose the life you want, to stay with me so painfully tangled, have you considered my feelings? I'm tired, I'm feeling tired......"
"Maybe I should let you leave and go with him, if I die in a few years and can't take care of you, I can't bear to let you live alone."
"Night, what should I do with you? Don't cry anymore......"
……
"The marriage vow is still there, I will love you, take care of you, protect you, no matter life or death, so no matter what... Are you by my side. ”
"That's it, give you a chance to re-elect."
Wren leaned down and gently kissed away the tears that kept pouring out of the corners of Daisy's eyes, and the lips met, and the kiss was deep, as if he had used up all his life.
He also gambled his whole life.
Daisy opened her eyes, tears blurring the man's face, but those sad eyes made her unable to breathe......
"Blazing ......"
Daisy pursed her lips, unable to make a sound. She hugged him with all her might, and wet and salty tears fell on him, was it heartache or distress......
"Lie...... I love you......"
"This is the last chance for you to re-elect in my life......" Wren gritted his teeth, unable to suppress the trembling of his body and hugged her tightly in his arms, "One last time...... You chose me, and I'll never let go. ”
Never let go!
Unless it comes to the end of life......
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(**Precursor.) After that, it will turn around. )