It's four o'clock in the morning, and it's not yet dawn. Daisy lay on her side on the bed, watching the glimmer of light in the sky through the floor-to-ceiling windows. This room was specially chosen by Hawke, and the view is excellent, from here, the view of the entire estate can be seen, the tall lupus cedar, the blue agave, and the poppies in full bloom on the periphery, so that people can breathe freely.

As the sun rises, the sky gradually glows a dazzling red, but the night does not leave - red and black, like a cocktail, delicately blended together, beautiful!

Daisy slowly closed her eyes, feeling a little tired. She slept very unsteadily this night, her body was still stiff and cold, and she could barely move except for barely turning over! Although the wind successfully performed an exchange transfusion on her, the effects of the hemocryogen continued to occur intermittently. When it's cold, it's like being immersed in an ice cave, the whole body is unconscious, and when it's strict, you will even have convulsions and faint!

When she was unconscious, she felt the interruption of her life several times, but every time at this moment, her body would be wrapped in a ball of heat, and a steady stream of heat would flow down her throat to her limbs, she thought it was just a hallucination in a nightmare, but when she saw the bite mark on Hawke's neck, she knew that it was purely her own masterpiece! Fingers caressed the collar around her neck, her thoughts a little foggy.

The sound of very light footsteps sounded in the quiet bedroom, and then the soft bed immediately sunken down, and Daisy slid down the slope into the man's arms without accident.

Hawke took her in his arms, stroked her black hair with his big hands, and gently kissed the top of her hair. His movements were light, but his tense body was enough to show his inhibition, heart, beating wildly.

Daisy's face pressed against his chest, which was not as hot as ever, and his slightly cool skin smelled of the freshly bathed place, and he left for the night...... Daisy sighed and hesitated for a moment, but she still took the initiative to reach out and wrap her arms around his waist.

"Zu, it's all over, it's over." Her voice was very soft, like a willow crossing her face, which soothed people's hearts.

"Mei'er?" Hawke looked down and saw her black and white eyes, and a helpless smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, "You guessed it...... I'm going to wash it! Although he had been in the bathroom since he came back from the cell, the smell of blood on his body didn't seem to have been washed away, and she must have smelled it!

"Zu, it's not the smell," the hand holding him didn't let go, and Daisy muttered, "You are very uneasy, very depressed, and have a strong killing aura on your body...... I don't know why, I seem to be able to vaguely sense your feelings when I wake up this time...... Zu, don't be like this, it's all over! ”

Daisy gently stroked his bare back, as if comforting a wounded child, her fingers running through his old wounds like feathers, as if to soothe the wrinkles in his heart, with the power to calm people's hearts.

The man looked at her in a daze, completely unable to move, this was the first time Daisy took the initiative to hug him, and great ecstasy and excitement welled up in her heart.

The darkness and coldness in the amber eyes were like encountering sunlight, being expelled and melted little by little. His body trembled slightly, and the cells under the muscle texture couldn't help but tremble, holding her face, and her thin lips were imprinted with those black eyes without hesitation.

"Mei'er, do you want to hear a story?"

……

Hawke never really confronted his past, he buried them in his heart, chained them securely, and allowed them to rot and deteriorate. But those unbearable memories turned into black poisonous water, which continued to gnaw at his heart like wild beasts, becoming his magic spell, and making his blood gradually turn black. He began to kill incessantly, leaving himself in the abyss of hopelessness. Hatred, seeping into the texture, cannot be shaken off, cannot be redeemed! It even became his reason for living for a time.

But at this moment, he lay peacefully in the arms of a delicate woman, and little by little he uncovered the terrible wound. The deep voice was as mellow as the sea, and he tightened his arms and slowly closed his eyes, as if he had returned to the distant past, which really seemed to be the events of his previous life......

"My mother was my father's fourth wife, and his first three wives died after giving birth to a boy. In the fifth year of my mother's birth, she finally gave birth to another boy, that is, my younger brother Irma, who almost inherited one of my mother's advantages, black hair and black eyes, and was very beautiful and delicate, while I was more like my father, with cold silver hair. ”

"In my memory, my father loved us very much, he poured almost all his love into my mother, and taught us brothers carefully, and because of this, those three brothers always looked at us unpleasantly, and injured me and Irma many times behind our backs, but when it came to my father, they didn't dare to do anything wrong, at most they just punched and kicked us."

"When I was thirteen years old, my father began to take me to family meetings and let me take care of some confidential matters, and everyone thought that he intended to train me to be the successor, and my three older brothers could no longer sit still...... On the third day after my father and I left the United States, we received news that our family had been raided and that my mother's fate was unknown. When they rushed back, all they saw was ruins, and they said that their mother and brother had been burned to death in the fire. ”

"I don't believe it, even if I burn to death, I will leave a corpse, I look for it like crazy, but my father just coldly warned me not to waste my energy! In fact, he knew everything, and knew that all of them were arranged by his three sons! From that day on, he never saw me again, and I became the plaything of the three brutes......"

They kept him in a small dark room, and at first they were just beaten, but the thirteen-year-old Hawke was already a very handsome boy, he was slender, fair-skinned, and often made people think about it when he was stripped naked, and he always refused to give in and beg for mercy, which aroused their animal desires even more.

The three of them tortured him almost day and night, until he lay on the ground like mud and couldn't move anymore, they would find a private doctor to see his injuries, but once his body recovered, he was greeted with even more cruel abuse. Everyone in the family knew about this qiē, including his father, but no one said anything, they just watched this qiē indifferently as if they were watching a movie.

Hawke held on to his breath, insisting that his mother and brother were not dead, and that he must live to see them!

The three brutes still didn't dare to untie him when they humiliated him, and would give him medicine every time, but Hawke's drug resistance was getting better and better, and he was no longer under the control of those drugs, and his spirit was often sober. He didn't show it, and continued to be at the mercy of others as usual, until one day, Rex revealed his secret when he was in a state of confusion......

His mother had actually died a month earlier, committing suicide in extreme depression after being gang-raped by a group of GIs. Irma, who was only eight years old, was trafficked to African tribes, and Rex said that Irma was dismembered alive by the tribal chief because she failed to escape.

The most important thing is that their father knew a qiē clearly, but chose to stay out of it! Because he had only one purpose from the beginning to the end, that is, the death of Hawke's mother's family, and that woman gave them to her husband who loved her dearly, and her life had no meaning!

From that day on, Hawke changed, he went from desperate resistance to active pandering, and they stopped beating him and began to give him some freedom. It wasn't until two years later, when everyone thought that he had completely become a wasted person and was no longer a threat, that he walked out of that little dark room full of ** and sin.

Later, he met Ofer, the great drug lord who dominated the Americas, a man with special fetishes. Hawke travels from one hell to another, but this time for revenge! It was there that he met Jeekaze, a taciturn boy who was almost broken at that time, and he desperately needed a help to hold on, both physically and mentally, and Jehokaze, who was about the same age as Irma, undoubtedly became the object of his choice.

Step by step, he approached success, using Ofer's power to suppress the family, and when he took the purple gold badge from his father, he killed everyone in the Luches family, leaving only the old butler Jeff, who had been secretly watching over him. The poison he had hidden on Auver's body had been three years, and on the day of the poison, he watched the man's eyes widen and his expression of horror on his face, and finally smiled.

It was his first laugh in five years, and the last.

……

Hawke's voice had been calm, calm like never before.

"I'm dirty, am I?" He smiled helplessly, with a deep mockery, like the last struggle of a dying man, and he said softly: "I, a broken person, don't deserve to have you, Mei'er, you must look down on me, you won't like me, will you?" ”

He looked at her with desperate eyes, his face full of sadness and desolation, "Although I want to keep you and hold you firmly in every possible way, if you are not happy, just leave...... I'm not going to stop you. He cautiously reached out and touched her sideburns, and said in a trembling voice: "Mei'er, you are always the best memory of my life!" The only thing I don't want to use loot. ”

Daisy's heart suffocated fiercely, her chest was like a thousand pounds of boulders, and she was panting heavily, what kind of cruel fate did this man endure, betrayed and hurt by his loved ones, trampling on dignity and enduring humiliation for revenge. After five years of dormancy, humiliation, and everything he will do to achieve his goals, his soul is like this body, full of holes!

"Zu-" Tears flowed down like beads with broken threads, and Daisy hugged his cold body and cried silently.

"Zu, I will accompany you! You didn't abandon me on the island of Kriya, and I will never leave you, and you don't want me to go! ”

Her trembling and choked voice was the most beautiful gospel in the world for Hawke, and he kissed off the drips of her face, and said distressedly: "Mei'er, don't cry!" Your tears hurt me so much. ”

Daisy buried her head in his neck, only to feel that her eyes were getting hotter and hotter, and the wet and salty liquid was gushing out irrepressibly, and she was wrapping her arms around his back harder and harder, trying to transfer all the power to him.

"Mei'er, did you promise to stay? You didn't lie to me, did you? ”

She pursed her lips and nodded haphazardly in his arms.

A huge sense of happiness hit Hawke's nerves, and he felt that the gloomy world suddenly brightened, "Mei'er, can you accompany me to my mother's hometown?" I want to take you back to her. ”

"Good!"

He hugged her tightly, as if he had the whole world, a faint smile blurred from the corner of his mouth, I am afraid that even if he dies now, he will be happy! Slowly closing his eyes, Hawke slept a good sleep that he had not had in twelve years, and she was beautiful in his dreams......