556 Passionate
556 excited
After Lu Mansheng finished the first day of observation, he patiently stayed in the Apricot Forest Garden.
Since she appeared in Da Yao, she has been a person. Whether it's windy or rainy, or she has to go forward and fight, she is alone.
Does Lu Mansheng feel lonely? There should be, maybe she doesn't have much expectation of herself, and she is not afraid of any results, so she has come so far.
Sometimes, Lu Mansheng can't help but stop and think, what is the meaning of such a life? How long will she be like this?
But otherwise, what kind of life should she have?
There was no answer at all, Lu Mansheng did not allow herself to be confused, but looking at the green grass outside the Xinglin Garden, and the faces of the students with young hope, she couldn't help but want to grasp something.
Bai Nian had been standing in front of the door for a while, the door was open, and Lu Mansheng was standing in front of the window, looking out of the window. She had been in this position for a long time, and Bai Nian had not bothered her.
Because it was the first time he had seen such a Lu Mansheng, in her eyes before, what he saw was firmness, the courage to face any difficulties without fear. Sometimes, Bai Nian thinks that this woman has nothing to be afraid of, and there is nothing she can't do.
However, at this moment, he saw confusion and a faint loneliness in her eyes.
I don't know the meaning of my life, and even if I try, when I stop, I wonder if I'm missing something. Whether happy or happy, no one can truly share it with you. In the past, Lu Mansheng willfully thought that she didn't need that, and she wouldn't think about it that way. Now it seems that she is just a normal person.
It's strange to think of these at such a time. Many unfamiliar emotions. It came so suddenly, which caught Lu Mansheng a little off guard.
At a glance, I saw Bai Nian standing at the door, looking in her direction, with doubts on her face, and I didn't know how long I had been standing there.
"Come in." Why stand outside the door when you're here?
Bai Nian walked in. In the past, he always kept a faint distance from Lu Mansheng. Even if he is very close to her in his heart, because Lu Mansheng's rejection is thousands of miles away. He never dared to stand too close. This time, he took the initiative to come to Lu Mansheng and looked up at her.
"Imperial Doctor Lu, do you sometimes feel lonely?"
Lu Mansheng was stunned.
Such a sentence. was asked by Bai Nian so easily and naturally.
"Why do you ask?" Lu Mansheng paused. Regained his composure and asked the overly wise little child in front of him.
"Because I do that a lot of the time."
“……”
Bai Nian lowered his head, his small head was full of loneliness.
Lu Mansheng suddenly found that these people had long been accustomed to Bai Nian as a real imperial doctor. Although he said with a smile that he was still a child, in everyone's heart, Bai Nian was not a child. He already has the responsibility of being a royal doctor. There is a mission and responsibility to be a descendant of the Bai family.
They had forgotten that he was just a teenager. At a time when other children are enjoying a good childhood. He had to spend his days in the company of herbs and carry the burden that had been placed on him too soon.
If even Lu Mansheng, a person who thinks he is indifferent, feels lonely, then what about this child who has not yet faded his innocence?
He didn't want others to treat him as a child, nor did he want others to see his weak side, and he didn't want to disappoint his family, so he put away his childish nature, worked hard to be an adult, and finally became the youngest Bai Xiao Imperial Doctor who knew everything in the medical world.
Behind everyone, how much suffering did this child endure and how much loneliness did he endure?
Hidden so well, I actually told her today? Was it because he saw her lonely eyes like him, or did he think that this one's Lu Mansheng could understand him?
Lu Mansheng's heart became sour, she had been a little special to this child before. But there was no moment more uncomfortable for her than this moment.
She felt sorry for this child.
When Lu Mansheng noticed it, she had already slowly pulled Bai Nian and hugged him gently.
Bai Nian was a little surprised at first, but slowly, he showed a sweet smile that he rarely saw and threw himself into Lu Mansheng's arms.
Two people who had nothing to do with each other and also felt lonely, so close to each other, became indispensable and vital people in their lives in the future.
In the days that followed, everyone found that the relationship between Imperial Doctor Bai Xiao and Imperial Doctor Lu was much closer. Although Imperial Doctor Lu has always been cold, as long as Bai Nian calls her sister, the expression on Imperial Doctor Lu's face will become very soft.
This kind of look is very familiar to the left.
Because Sister Lu, when there are only the two of them, she often shows him such a look.
Does this mean that Sister Lu has taken Little Brother Bai as her younger brother? Although I used to think that Sister Lu was very good to Little Brother Bai, I was very happy to hear Little Brother Bai call her sister, right?
It's good, at least Sister Lu is willing to accept other people and become closer to her. It's a good start, and to the left is very happy for Lu Mansheng.
He had always felt that Sister Lu was too lonely to be alone, although she was still alone now, but with such a little brother by her side, Sister Lu's situation would be much better.
And Bai Nian used to be incredibly old. But in the presence of Lu Mansheng, he will look more and more like a child. Others shouted, because of the support of the imperial doctor, this kid became more and more arrogant. Originally, he was just teasing him, thinking that Bai Nian would definitely refute it, but he accepted this very comfortably.
Lu Mansheng smiled faintly at this, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were all spring and rain.
Wang Xiao nagged Bai Nian's kid, young age is an advantage. How much effort they put in, and how many ways they thought of to make Imperial Doctor Lu happy, as a result, in addition to giving them a few more faces, where would Imperial Doctor Lu have such a gentle look.
This kid, surely when they don't know it. It's cute, right?!
Since that day, Bai Nian and Lu Mansheng have become sisters and brothers of the opposite sex, the two of them. We must continue firmly on this path of medical skills. If one person is tired and tired, they can stop and rest next to the other person.
Don't be afraid of what the fate will be, because from that moment on, they no longer feel alone.
The nine-day preliminary examination has ended. Of the more than 1,000 candidates, only more than 600 can advance to the retest. Compared to last year. Things are getting a lot better. And according to the feedback of many examiners in the preliminary examination, there are several good seedlings in this session, although it is only a round of preliminary examination. You can also see their medical talents.
In order to find a beautiful female doctor, Wang Xiao often went for a walk, but when he came back, he was disappointed. The last Apricot Forest Festival, although there were only two female doctors. That appearance is still worth looking forward to.
Although Imperial Doctor Yang's temper is not very good. It is recognized that people are beautiful. Although Wang Xiao didn't know how to not feel for Imperial Doctor Yang, it was probably because he preferred the delicate relationship between his predecessors and juniors, as well as the sense of accomplishment from it.
Imperial Doctor Yang is too good and strong, not the type that Wang Xiao likes.
Wang Xiao respects and is curious, and he also treats her as a very good friend. Do you want to be a couple with her? I really can't think about it.
He also knew that he was not the one who could make Lu Mansheng like. I don't want to move this kind of mind. is still the kind of well-behaved and docile little junior sister, which makes him even more interested in winning it.
It's a pity that after a few days, he has also seen several female doctors, and Wang Xiao is almost desperate.
Why are this year's female doctors so ...... one by one?
Let's not talk about being a lot older, at least it's a woman! How can a woman be more like a man than a man?
When he said this, a person from the first venue of the day popped up in Wang Xiao's head, and just when the image in his mind was about to take shape, he was so frightened that he immediately shook his head.
Woman, hmph, that's not a woman at all, it's terrible!
A few other people heard Wang Xiao shaking his head there alone, and he almost cried, completely unaware of what he was talking about.
Looking at him like this, eighty percent of them have met an enemy. It's not like it, look at Brother Wang's dislike of other women's doctors, as for it, if other women's doctors knew, how sad it would be.
Although everyone is alone, they can get together like this every day, talking, laughing, and making trouble, and it is also very lively. Everyone also thinks this is very good, the imperial doctor is a lonely profession, and it is difficult to persevere if you are alone. This kind of relationship between friends and competition is often more conducive to them to study medicine and forge their own path.
Lu Mansheng used to be a little reluctant to such occasions, but now he feels that it is not bad to be able to go on like this forever.
Bai Nian is the same, although he thinks Wang Xiao is a little noisy, and he always likes to make fun of him, but there is someone who is chattering in the ear room, and he is not so annoying.
On top of that, he was able to stay with his sister.
Maybe it was too early to enjoy the warmth of childhood, Bai Nian was very satisfied with the current situation. Even if it's just Lu Mansheng, the eyes and smiles that are softer to him than others can make his heart warm and full of motivation.
When Qiu Fengshui chose his apprentice, he didn't want to worship such a proud peacock as a teacher, but because Lu Mansheng agreed, he didn't hesitate to agree.
Maybe since then, or maybe even earlier, he wanted to get closer to this man.
After the preliminary examination, the first round of the re-examination will be held in three days, and the re-examination is also the home of these new imperial doctors. You have to cheer up and give it your all.
They go to the venues during the day to confirm the situation of the examination room, and estimate the time of each round of assessment and the problems that may arise. In the individual assessment, how to deal with various emergencies, and at the same time, pay attention to what are the commonly used cheating methods in previous years. These must be familiar with all of these and strive to take into account every aspect of the process, so that when the incident occurs, it can be solved as soon as possible.
In the evening, several people sit together, envisioning various sessions, sharing their ideas and experiences.
Seeing their group of people, and thinking about their recent self, Lu Mansheng began to understand why he had that day's crankiness.
People are social animals, when she was in the Shang Medical Bureau, she had Steward Bao by her side to take care of everything for her, and she usually locked herself in the ear room, getting used to living alone, but she didn't feel anything. But when I arrived at Xinglin Garden, and there was a lively Wang Xiao, this group of people was always brought together.
Seeing everyone chatting without scruples, good friends gathered together, drinking wine and tea, and talking about happy and unhappy things, you will feel that this kind of life is very good.
But no matter how good friends are, there will always be a day when they will be separated. No matter how good the life pattern is, it will end one day. Lu Mansheng couldn't help but think, if she stayed with this group of friends for a little longer, would she still be able to adapt to being alone? If one day, she suddenly returned to her original state of life, or was even more closed than then, would she feel uncomfortable for a moment, and she would feel at a loss?
Fortunately, cherishing the present and letting go of the future has always been Lu Mansheng's way of life. All kinds of small troubles, when things come up, quickly fade away.
After a three-day break, the candidates who passed the preliminary examination entered the various venues according to the serial number.
The real assessment starts now!
Each of the next levels is different from the level of the first attempt. Everyone was ready, but they still didn't expect that in the first round of the retest, everyone was caught off guard.
First of all, it must be said that when that group of young imperial doctors appeared in front of everyone with an excellent mental outlook, many young imperial doctors were so excited. One by one, they are full of enthusiasm, as if they can imagine that they will be in the same place next year, watching the next Xinglin candidates.
From this point, the purpose of the Medical Bureau was achieved. The elites of the younger generation gathered here and played an incomparable and inspiring role in giving the hope of the future of Dayao medical circles. It's the kind of impact that only those who stand on the scene can feel.
They had never been so proud and excited because they were a candidate who participated in the Xinglin Yuan exam. If there were some candidates who thought that it would be okay if they tried and didn't pass, when faced with such a stimulus, they all thought that they must go to that place and become one of them.
It is this idea that drives these candidates to approach the examination room one by one.
Then I watched with satisfaction several examiners standing on the stands, talking to them about the rules of the examination room, listening to their young and energetic voices, and watching with great interest the interesting little interactions of these young examiners in the stands.
Everything is so wonderful, but as the exam papers are issued, many people are directly stunned with longing smiles.
When I saw the smiles of those examiners again, I only felt that my head was as big as a cow.
………… (To be continued.) )