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He still wanted to find an excuse to explain, but looking at her eyes, all the explanations were choked in his throat, and the tears in her eyes made Xu Yizhong's heart even more sad.
Originally, he had already thought that people would inevitably die, and a superfluous person like him might not be a pity to die.
But at this moment, I saw her tearfully say to him, why did she become like this......
At this moment, the deep sorrow in his heart climbed into his heart like a vine, so that he didn't want to leave, it was a sense of helplessness about cancer, even if he was reluctant, it would be in vain after all.
He didn't know why he said those sentimental words, and seeing that she turned her head sadly and tried to suppress her feelings, he took a deep breath to ease the sadness in his heart, and changed the topic and said, "Are you coming here for the company's business?" ”
I don't want her to be so sad, she is still the Hai Yao in his heart after all, no matter how cold-blooded and ruthless she pretends to be, it is just a disguise for self-protection.
For a person who had hurt her, she would feel sorry for him at this moment.
Regardless of whether the tears flashing in her eyes were due to sympathy or pity, Xu Yizhong felt that it was enough and satisfied, so that he could understand that she would feel sorry for him before leaving, and he also felt that this life was worth it.
He began to regret that he had said what he had just said, which made her so sad, so he tried to squeeze out a smile, snatched the Wen Jiàn clip from her hand, and said with a smile, "Let me see, this is the relevant material of that case, right?" ”
As he spoke, he opened the text folder and pretended to analyze seriously: "It's almost impossible to find the person in charge of that company now......"
"This is probably the biggest mistake I made at work, they seem to have set up a good game, just waiting for me to jump in, this time the matter is probably not against the company, but against me personally." He continued self-deprecatingly, "Maybe I've really done too many bad things before. ”
In order to succeed, he never considers the feelings of others and achieves his goals without compromising means, how can such a means of doing things not make enemies with others?
His self-deprecating and nonchalant tone was like a desperate abandonment, Hai Yao had come to persuade him to go back and deal with the company's affairs and receive treatment, but when my brother heard him say this, she felt that she couldn't stay any longer, afraid that if she stayed for another second, her feelings would get out of control and she would cry out sadly.
Seeing that he was still analyzing the material, she had already gotten up and strode to the door.
"Hai Yao! Hai Yao ......"
He called out to her, but did not come forward to chase her......
Looking at the door, the reluctant smile in his dark eyes dimmed a little.
******
Lu Haiyao's eyes were slightly red, and she tried hard to force back her tears, and her eyes were sore from tears.
She thought that she had experienced so many things, she was already a fleshless woman, she didn't dare to move forward in reality, and she was cold-blooded and able to ignore anyone's kindness to her, but in the face of the cruel disease, she still lost, she lost to the original heart hidden in the depths of her heart, she couldn't continue to hate Xu Yizhong, and she couldn't continue to pretend to turn a blind eye.
If there is a regret medicine in this world, she really hopes that they will all return to the way they were.
Why, everyone is like this?
Along the way, after several years, friends and lovers who have loved each other and accompanied each other......
Those who once thought they would grow old together, those who thought they would never change for the rest of their lives, why have they come to this point now?
She was in a bad mood, she strolled forward, until she heard footsteps in front of her, she raised her eyes, as if in a dream, and saw Gu Tingchuan standing not far away looking at her, she realized that this neighborhood was near Gu Tingchuan and her former residence.
And Xu Yizhong also lives near here, and she walked here unconsciously.
The eyes intersect, separated by a certain distance from each other, strange and familiar.
Maybe it was Xu Yizhong's affairs that made her too sentimental at the moment, when she saw Gu Tingchuan, the sourness in her heart was even worse, she lowered her eyes, and didn't dare to look at him anymore, at this time they were already the most familiar strangers, such a state and distance made people helpless and sad.
The tears in her eyes never escaped his sharp eyes.
Seeing her tears in her eyes and a sad expression, his first reaction was to think that she had been wronged, or that something had happened, that the child was sick? Or who bullied her? So she appeared here, did she come to him?
Perhaps, the biggest possibility is that something happened to the child, otherwise she was so stubborn, how could she come to him?
Gu Tingchuan hurriedly stepped forward, seeing that she was so sad, his heart was flustered, he couldn't hide his worry about her, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Seeing that she didn't speak, he became even more anxious, "Is something wrong?" Is something wrong with the child? Hai Yao, don't stop talking, what's wrong? ”
How could she have come to such a place if it hadn't happened......
He held her arm anxiously, and when he saw her sad, he was so distressed that he was relieved until she lowered her head and shook her head.
Her heart is not an iron wall, she is not an emotionless person, listening to his anxious tone, she only feels more sad, if it is not for biting her lip flap and suppressing it, I am afraid that she would have already cried.
Hearing his nervousness and anxiety about his children, she remembered that he used to be so fond of children, and she believed that he would be the most loving father in the world......
Thinking of this, she was inevitably sad, she shook her head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't worry, they're fine." ”
"I just...... Just passing through here, you don't have to think too much. Her voice choked up several times, how could he be reassured by this look?
The hand holding her arms, helplessly put it down, remembering what he had been thinking all along, he said in a low voice, "Hai Yao, I have never doubted the identity of Meng Meng and Xiao Ling, from the day I knew about their existence, I have identified them as my Gu Tingchuan's children, so, can you agree to my last prayer...... Let them stay with me for three days, as long as three days, and after three days, I will not bother you. ”
For three days, can Meng Meng and Xiao Liang only enjoy these three days of complete fatherly love?
She was afraid that these three days would make it more difficult for the child to let go of him, wouldn't that be more painful?
Perhaps, it was she who was afraid, afraid that these three days would make it more difficult for her to let go, she shook her head, met the expectation in his eyes, and said resolutely, "I don't think there is a need for this." ”
"Sooner or later, they will be separated, and you have never fulfilled your responsibilities as a father to them, so why do you need these three days?"
They all decided to let go, so why do they need these three days? Isn't that redundant?
He was about to leave, but he reached out and held her arm firmly, his voice was low and bitter helpless, "Three days, don't you want to give it to me?" ”
His demands were so low that she almost felt that her refusal was too cruel.
But she ......
After all, he was ruthless, wrenched his hand hard, and walked away quickly.
She walked very fast, a bit like fleeing in a hurry, as if she was afraid that he would catch up with her and entangle her for three days.
Was she so reluctant to spend a second with him?
******
The night is as cool as water, and the moonlight is hazy.
Hai Yao woke up and looked at the time, it was three o'clock in the morning.
When she woke up, she couldn't sleep anymore, she was restless, she looked at the sleeping little girl and Meng Meng next to her, and remembered Gu Tingchuan's pleading.
Is she really too ruthless?
To be precise, she is too cowardly, she doesn't dare to open the door of her heart, what she is most afraid of is the pain of losing after she gets it, and what she is most afraid of is that she is used to a person's existence, but he can't accompany you to the end......
Life is probably like this, after loving once with your heart and lungs, it is like being hollowed out of all your courage, looking forward and backward and cowardly.
She got up and walked to the living room, there was a reminder of the new email on the computer, she stepped forward, turned on the computer and clicked on the email that Nianwei sent from abroad, telling her recent situation, and Zhang Wei found her, reading carefully, she couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.
I am really happy for Weiwei, she can get Zhang Wei's infatuation because of this, which can be regarded as a blessing in disguise.
Eyes aimed at the last line of words: Sister, I already have happiness, I really hope you can find your happiness, Ah Wei said, he did something sorry for you back then, so I want to say sorry to you, you were locked up in the police station at that time, Brother Ting Chuan asked him to take you out, he didn't go in time because of my business, there is such a deep misunderstanding between you...... Later, he didn't tell Brother Tingchuan about this in time, and during that time, Brother Tingchuan entrusted him to take care of you, but he didn't do it.
Hai Yao couldn't help but think of what happened at that time, she was listed as a suspect for interrogation, no one came to take her away, the person she had thousands of thoughts in her heart was him Gu Tingchuan, but it was Xu Yizhong who was waiting for her......
Later, she was not convinced, and when she returned home, Gu Tingchuan saw her and did not mention her interrogation at the police station, and his ignorance made her think that he really thought that she was deliberately killing Li Yun'er's child, but he didn't want to, he just thought that she could come out because of Zhang Wei.
Even if there was an explanation for that incident, why didn't he ignore it when she asked him to go home and talk about it?
Later, why did you say such a thing to Lee Yoon-a?
Hai Yao felt that her thoughts were in a mess, she kept staring at the words on the screen, until her eyes were tired, she sighed, closed the computer and prepared to go back to the bedroom, when she got up, she saw a picture on the coffee table, which was drawn by Meng Meng.
A simple crayon drawing, a simple family of four, but it pierced Hai Yao's heart.
The picture drawn by the children is very simple, it is four little people holding hands, although the painting is simple, but it really reflects what kind of home they want in their hearts to look like.
Maybe she can't give them a home that will always be intact, but at least it will give them a short three days......
In the past three days, she should probably let go of the grievances and grievances in her heart, and treat it as a good memory.
Since then, they have parted ways with each other......
Thinking so, she picked up her mobile phone and sent a text message to Gu Tingchuan's mobile phone.
******
"Mom, are we really going to play with our uncle?" After Meng Meng woke up, she was extremely excited, and asked all the way, she was happiest to see Gu Tingchuan, and the little girl cheered happily, "Oye, you don't have to go to school." ”
Hai Yao saw that both of them had smiles on their faces, and she was a little sad while being happy, and she didn't know where Gu Tingchuan planned to take them?
At this time, the horn of the car sounded downstairs.
Hai Yao walked to the window and looked down, it was really his car.
The two little guys have been excited since they got up, and they haven't washed yet, she hurriedly urged, "Hurry up and wash your face, my uncle is already waiting downstairs." ”
As soon as the words fell, the two little ones rushed to the bathroom.
******
I don't know the purpose of the journey, and the car is bustling.
These two little guys are like two little sparrows, chirping, never stopping, there are always non-stop questions to ask Gu Tingchuan, and after a while, the two of them quarreled again, making trouble that you ignore me, and I ignore you, but in less than a few minutes, the little boy shouted again, "Sister, you see how beautiful it is." ”
Meng Meng was curious, and immediately leaned over, "Where is it?" ”
So, the two of them were next to each other again, giggling from time to time, and the sweet and greasy laughter made the haze in people's hearts disappear in an instant, and they couldn't help but raise the corners of their mouths, infected by the good mood of these two children.