From the beginning to the present 7

The woman's words are like writing in her ears, repeating them endlessly.

"It's really empty to have such a good body and face, I can't even keep a man, I'm anxious for a woman like you, what man do you say can stand your coldness?"

A woman's words pierce her heart like a needle.

Xia Wanqing looked at herself in the mirror, did she fail?

Was Li Kangmu so tired of her back then?

A woman like her, who doesn't understand amorous style, can't be coquettish or cute, how can a man like it.

No wonder they all change their minds.

Xia Wanqing wanted to convince herself that Shen Lingjun didn't do such a thing.

But those traces ......

It was so clear in her mind, lingering.

As if her strength had been drained, she stood blankly, not knowing what to do.

Shen Lingjun, a man, gave her too many things.

He was by her side when she was blind, and he was always by her side when she was depressed, and during that time she was extremely unwilling to admit her past, she closed herself in her own world, unwilling to contact anyone, and did not want to hear the bits and pieces of the past

It was he who accompanied her through the most difficult time.

It was he who brought her here and gave her her her current job......

She didn't have any expectations for life, but because of him, she felt that she was still bound by life, saying that he was her husband, let alone her family, an indispensable part of her life, but now, she seemed to be losing even this only thing.

She was left with him, really just him.

So she didn't want to lose that one thing.

Xia Wanqing was in the bathroom, and she stayed for a long time, until Li Kangmu knocked on the door outside, "Wanqing? ”

"Late sunshine?"

It was the first time he had called her that......

Wanqing listened, then turned off the water and walked out.

Outside the door, Li Kangmu knocked anxiously on the door and was about to rush in.

But at that moment, the door opened, and she walked out

However, his face was very poor, almost pale.

"What's wrong with you? Is it unwell? He frowned and asked with concern.

Wanqing shook her head, "I'm fine." ”

She didn't want to let him know......

In this world, everyone can know, but he can't.

She didn't want him to see her jokes......

I don't want him to know that there is something wrong with her marriage, which is the only self-esteem she has left.

Xia Wanqing walked straight forward to go back to the box.

But he followed, "If you don't feel well, I'll send you back." ”

He didn't seem to be very nice to her......

Her face was so white, white as paper.

And her eyes were red, as if she was really uncomfortable......

Li Kangmu grabbed her hand and didn't let her go any further, "I'll send you back." ”

"You let me go."

"Be obedient, I'll send you back, go back to rest if you're not feeling well, don't be reckless." He said resolutely, as he liked to make a decision on her as much as before, and he didn't even bother to ask......

Before, she didn't object, she didn't refuse, that's because she cared about him.

Because you care, sometimes there is a person who makes certain decisions for you domineeringly, and it is also happy.

But now, she didn't want his interference at all.

Wanqing pulled out her hand and looked at him impatiently, "Li Kangmu, can you stop being so annoying?" I said I'm fine, don't you understand? Even if I have something, then I don't have to worry about it, I'll take care of myself! ”

She said angrily, but her eyes turned red.

She didn't want to show her vulnerability in front of him......

I don't want him to see the bad side of her.

Xia Wanqing took a deep breath, sorted out her mood, and slowed down the tears rolling in her eyes for a long time.

Seeing that he frowned, pursed his lips and said nothing, Wanqing said in a cold voice, "You don't need to worry about my affairs." ”

As he spoke, he stubbornly walked to the private room.

After walking in, he put away the loss just now, and stepped forward with a smile, "I'm sorry, I'm delayed, come, I'll punish myself for three cups." ”

As she spoke, she boldly picked up the bottle, filled her glass with liquor, and took a sip.

One cup after another, and then the third.

Li Kangmu held her hand, "Don't drink it." ”

She doesn't drink at all......

But he drank so violently.

He didn't know what had happened to her, or what had happened to make her the way she was, but he didn't want to see him hurt his body like this.

Li Kangmu wanted to take it over, but Wanqing smiled and said, "Don't, Mr. Li, I'm here today, if you don't drink a glass of wine, isn't it too unseemly." ”

As she spoke, she took his hand and poured the liquor in one gulp.

The wine slid through his throat so hot that it seemed to burn his heart.

Her eyes were hot, her nose was sore, and she almost cried.

Someone, seeing that she could drink so much, stood up and joined in the fun and said, "I didn't expect Miss Xia to be so drinkable, come, I respect you." ”

Li Kangmu blocked, "Mr. Li, she doesn't drink well in the evening, come, I'll drink with you." ”

"Who says I'm not drinking well? I drink well, Mr. Li is underestimating me? She said with a smile, stepped forward, held the wine glass and walked directly in front of Mr. Li, and said with a smile, "Mr. Li, let's drink,"

She felt uncomfortable and just wanted to get drunk......

When you drink this spirit, your heart will burn like a fire, so that you can suppress the sadness in your heart.

Xia Wanqing drank it with a smile, she was like a angry child, she must get herself drunk,

She served one toast after another, and even blocked the wine for him.

Li Kangmu couldn't stop it, so he could only let her drink it, and when the meal was over, only the two of them were left.

She lay on the table, already drunk, holding the wine glass in one hand, raised her head suddenly, and said vaguely, "Drink, drink." ”

Tonight's orders are all fine wines, and these wines are very high.

At this time, her face was already plateau red.

I guess I don't even know where I am.

Wanqing lay on the table, only feeling very uncomfortable. think

When there was silence around her, she began to babble nonsense.

"Men are unreliable, unreliable......"

"What do you say, he's only going to be good to me alone, and the result? But lying on top of other women? ”

"What bullshit promises, it's all fake!!"

As she spoke, she cried aggrieved, covering her heart, crying like a child, "Why am I so unlucky?" Two! The two people who marry are not good people, the first!! will only use tricks to deceive me again and again, hurt me to lose a qiē, in the end he still chose someone else, I believe in him again and again, what do you get? ”

She cried, apparently unable to tell who the person in front of her was.

"After so many years, I just hope that I will never see him again in this life, but he just appears and disrupts my life."

"He didn't know how difficult it was for me to start over."

"You know what? When I first came here, I didn't dare to contact anyone every day, and I couldn't get out of the pain, so I changed my name, and I chose to marry Shen Lingjun, and I finally, finally had a new life, but ......" She looked at him, her eyes were full of tears, and his heart was pinched when she saw it.

Her tears slipped silently down on that pale face.

Xia Wanqing looked at him and continued, "But, he appeared again, why did he come to disturb my life, since he had already chosen someone else and had a new family, why did he come to me, am I a in his eyes?" Only for him to play with/toy. ”

She said bitterly.

Her words also pierced Li Kangmu's heart like a sharp weapon.

He reached out and took her hand, "No. ”

He had never thought of her like that......

He knew that he had made a lot of mistakes.

Even if he used this generation to make up for it, he couldn't offset the harm he did to her.

He knew he had hurt her deeply.

But I didn't know it would be so deep......

Moreover, hearing her say this, Li Kangmu felt even more uncomfortable.

It's like a stone weighing a thousand gold, pressed on the heart.

It hurt so much that he couldn't even breathe......

Li Kangmu's eyes were full of mist, his face was solemn and guilty, he held her hand tightly, pulled her closer to his arms by the way, and let her lean on his body, "No, I never missed you so much." ”

Xia Weiyang, in his heart, is not like this.

Perhaps, at first he had a misunderstanding of her.

But that's only temporary.

In fact, he quickly changed his opinion, but at that time, he had no way to believe that he would like her, so he hurt her with bad words, and at the same time reminded himself that he was not in love with this woman, and his initial judgment was not wrong.

If time could be turned back, it would never be.

He will definitely learn to cherish ......

Cherish how you feel for her and cherish every minute she has by his side.

Wanqing cried sadly, and continued, "I thought Shen Lingjun was different, for so many years, he didn't force me to have a relationship with him, and he made it clear that he would wait for me, but he was with other women, are men like this?" ”

She began to feel that all men in the world were like this......

Xia Wanqing cried like a child, Li Kangmu hugged her and reached out to wipe her tears.

Seeing her crying so sadly, his heart was sullen,

She still cares about Shen Lingjun.

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