50. I like you
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50. I like you
The two of them sat on the sofa, obviously similar to the usual scene, but there was a little more obvious solemnity.
Jian Ling's mood didn't seem to be very good, Xia stared at her, noticing her subtle changes, and he even brought up the psychological judgments he had experienced before, lest he miss any of Jian Ling's thoughts.
Jian Ling looked at him calmly and said seriously: "I appreciate your concern and understand your kindness, but Leander is my patient, did you ask me what I mean before contacting Huo Hao to transfer him away?" ”
At this time, Xia was also a little nervous in his heart, he tried his best to put away all the aura on his body that might cause the other party's disgust, revealing his most harmless and docile appearance: "If you are angry because of this incident, I can apologize, really, as long as you can dissipate your anger, let me do anything." ”
He is a man who is accustomed to fighting in the south and the north, on the battlefield, he can command thousands of troops with one command, right or wrong, all in a thought, no one will give him a hint or help him make any decisions. He had to judge the situation himself and protect the lives of his warriors to the best of his ability, so he was used to making decisions for others.
The way he expresses tenderness and concern is to try to be more thoughtful for the other person, to protect the other person completely under his wing, and to give the other person everything he wants. He didn't think that the other party would like this gentleness, because for so many years, no one had questioned his decision.
Now Jian Ling suddenly said that she didn't like his interference, he felt surprised, but after thinking about it, her patient was suddenly transferred, but she didn't know it, and she should be angry. He had to apologize for this matter, and if there was such a thing next time, he would definitely say hello to her in advance.
As a man, this measure is necessary, and when his daughter-in-law is angry, he must follow his hair.
Jian Ling could see what he was thinking at a glance, and the mood that had finally calmed down had caused a storm again. She frowned slowly: "I admit that I didn't think about Leander's matter this time enough, but why can't you discuss it with me before you make a decision?" I didn't care about what happened before, but now it's different, the relationship between the two of us ...... We've both been together, and from the beginning to the end, haven't you thought of asking me for advice? ”
Facing Jian Ling's dissatisfaction, Xia simply smiled generously: "I'm sorry, I'll pay attention next time." ”
His tolerance made Jian Ling feel like she was making trouble unreasonably, and if she was an outsider, when she looked at this matter, she should be said to be hypocritical. But the shoes were worn on her feet, and only she knew if it was comfortable, and with her understanding of Xia, he would take her words to heart and promise to ask her for advice before interfering next time.
If she agrees, he will carry out his plan; If she doesn't agree, he will do it quietly and secretly.
He is such a strong man, and if he thinks it is right, he must follow through to the end. He is able to listen to opinions, he will improve his way of doing things, but he will definitely not change the goals he has set.
What Jian Ling wants is not only that he can listen to her opinions, but that he doesn't treat her like a child and protect her in everything he does. She hopes that she can rely on her strength to stand in a position equal to him and walk side by side with him.
But she can't say these words, she can make arguments and reason with others, but she can't bring out the most real part of her heart.
People are like this, the more real they are, the more they dare not face it.
She pursed the corners of her mouth and lowered her head and was silent for a long time: "Xia." ”
Natsu, who was sitting opposite, immediately pricked up his ears: "Hmm." ”
"You're actually...... Never trusted me to handle this on my own, did I? ”
“……”
Jian Ling took a deep breath, slowly raised his head, and looked at the man in front of him who was staring at him nervously: "Actually, the two of us haven't been honest with each other from the beginning, right?" You don't believe that I will handle my own affairs, I don't believe that you will give the patient the most appropriate treatment, the trust between us is so much, it can't stand any test. ”
"Ling, I'm ......"
She bit her lower lip and wanted to pretend to smile easily, but she couldn't laugh: "It was the same last time, you misunderstood me and Duan Zhuo, and I misunderstood you and other women." Although I have been telling myself in my heart to trust you, there is something...... It's not that if you can do it, you will definitely be able to do it. I'm sure you must have thought that way at the time, right? Maybe our feelings are not enough, or maybe we are ...... We weren't as good as we thought we we......"
Listening to her words, Xia's mood became more and more panicked, he wanted to explain and want to refute, but before the words came out, he saw that her eyes were gradually red.
Maybe she didn't even notice it, her eyelashes were wet, and there was a glint of water in the corners of her eyes. The teeth that she bit her lower lip increased again, and the tooth marks became deeper and deeper, and it hurt a little, but she just stubbornly didn't let go.
She usually looks so tough, she has her own insistence in words and deeds, no matter when and where, she looks so strong. Almost everyone thinks that she will not have the emotion of sadness like this, and it is impossible for her to cry because of something like an ordinary little woman.
Seeing her like this, Xia was very distressed, he had always been calm and calm, but at this time, he was in a hurry.
Ignoring Jian Ling's resistance, he reached out to hold her face and told her word by word: "I like you." ”
Four words, so that the hand that was trying to push him away paused slightly, and she was forced to keep eye contact with him.
Looking at the seriousness in his eyes that couldn't be ignored, she opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end, she was swallowed back, and just smiled helplessly: "You don't have to be like this, really, if you are in harmony, you will come and go, we are not people who drag mud and water." ”
"If there is any problem, we can spread it out and say, if you have any dissatisfaction, I can change it, but I don't allow you to give up on me."
“……”
"I'm a rough man, I grew up in the mine star, if I want to survive, I can only work day and night, and Grandpa Nathan, who raised me, only told me how to survive, but didn't tell me how to please women. I finally met you, I want to live a serious life with you, I have thought about it, and after a while I will take you to meet my parents, and then re-engage, and get married, have children...... I planned it all. ”
"Your plan was not discussed with me, and in the end, you still made the decision for me domineeringly."
Xia frowned, her heart was forced to become more and more chaotic, and her speech became more and more direct: "I am domineering, I like to make decisions for others, that's because I'm afraid that you will reject me and I like you, but I don't know what you think of me, you never told me what you think in your heart." I'm not sure you'll like me as much as I like you, and I'll have to tie you up in my own way. ”
Hearing this, Jian Ling was stunned for a moment, she almost couldn't believe that Xia, who had always been strong and calm, could have such an unconfident side.
She thought she knew him well enough, but she didn't realize that he was far more complicated than she knew
Faced with Xia's calmness, Jian Ling hesitated.
Some words that I didn't know how to open my mouth eventually spit out, and the thin layer of window paper was pierced, and many things were suddenly spread out.
She was silent for a moment, and then said slowly, "I...... I'm not going to give up, I just want you to understand that I can handle my own affairs. If I really need to, I'll ask you for help, but I don't want you to interfere without permission, I'll have to work on my own...... Make yourself more worthy of you. ”
Her words made Xia slightly stunned: "What's wrong with you that doesn't deserve me?" ”
"For example, identity, status, and ...... Nature. ”
Xia suddenly smiled a little strangely: "You think too much......"
Jian Ling washed his nose and glared at him with red eyes: "If I don't stand on an equal footing with you, how can you look at me as an equal?" ”
"No matter how tall you stand, it's still my daughter-in-law," seeing her dissatisfied, he immediately swore honestly, "I promise, no matter what I do in the future, I will definitely ask for your opinion first, and I will never interfere in your affairs privately." I will respect you, protect you, and then love you for the rest of my life~"
"......" Jian Ling suddenly found that no matter how angry he was a second ago, as long as he was involved with him to the end, he would definitely be led crooked.
Xia pressed her forehead against hers, and the tips of their noses touched: "Okay, I said it, it's your turn." ”
"What?"
"Don't pretend to be stupid, I said I like you, I promise to love you for the rest of my life, you should respond to me anyway, right?"
Jian Ling was silent, she had never said this in her previous life, and she had never thought of saying it in this life. She has the cheekiness of someone in Xia, and this kind of fleshy words are really powerless to speak.
But Xia just refused to let her go, her face was getting closer and closer to her, and the warm snort sprayed onto her face, making her feel particularly itchy.
Her eyes glanced elsewhere: "What, I just ran back without permission, I have to go back to the medical department quickly, there is still a lot of work waiting for me to ......"
"No, if you don't say it, I won't let you go today."
"Don't make a fuss, I'm really in trouble," she said, trying to escape the clutches.
Because I put so much blood last night, now I don't have enough qi and blood, and my strength is soft, but I pushed it over with one hand, not like a struggle, but like a ****.
Seeing the flickering fire in Xia's eyes, she secretly screamed in her heart, and before she thought of a way to get out, she was thrown down on the sofa by the other party.
Natsu was propped up on one leg on the ground and knelt at her side with one leg, controlling her entirety on top of herself. He reached out and grabbed her disobedient hands, pulled them over his head, bent down and pressed them down, stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked the corners of her mouth: "What was not finished last time, let's continue this time?" ”
“…… This lord, this broad daylight, I'm afraid it's not very suitable, right? ”
"It's more fun during the day, do you want to try it?"
"No...... Hmm"
In the face of his strong invasion, Jian Ling had to lament in her heart - the nature of the country is easy to change, in the final analysis, this thing still doesn't take her opinion seriously, and she wasted so much saliva just now
Well, pull the lamp, shatter sleep
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