117. It's like being confused
Tang seemed to be sitting at the head of the bed, rubbing his little arms a little uneasily. She asked Xiao Yan, who served her three meals, to bring a message to Liao Si'an, at this time she was worried that he would come back, and she was afraid that he would not come back, thinking about her, she didn't know what she was doing. Thinking about it, I ended up in a mess in my head.
Before it got dark, Liao Si'an came back excitedly, and reached out to grab Tang Wanru's hand, "Wanru, I heard Xiaoyan say that you have something to say to me." ”
It's only been a long time, could it be that as soon as Xiao Yan brought the words, he came back?
She stood up and pretended to be busy to avoid Liao Si'an's hand, while hiding the complexity in her eyes, "Yes, I remember that today is your birthday." ”
Liao Si'an's face was showing even greater joy, and he grabbed one of Tang Wanru's wrists, "Do you remember?" ”
"I haven't forgotten." Even if it was forced, Tang Wanru had to admit that Liao Si'an still left an indelible mark in her life.
I wish I could hear "I remember, just as you remember my qiē" from her mouth one day, but Liao Si'an believes that this day will not be far away.
"You did it all yourself?" Liao Si'an pointed to the dishes on the table and asked, only to realize that he had asked a stupid question, how could he cook like this. For Tang Wanru's initiative, Liao Si'an was happy to unlock the key on his waist to unlock her, but suddenly found that something was wrong and slowly calmed down.
"Why did you suddenly remember to celebrate my birthday?" Liao Si'an was laughing, but he was already smiling very reluctantly, and there was deep disappointment in his eyes. If something goes wrong, it's a demon, as if he has been cold to him for so many years, and suddenly kindly helped him celebrate his birthday. I've been looking forward to it for a long time, and I can't believe it. It seems that the death row prisoner has his last meal before leaving, as if he has already made up his mind to leave him? There is another voice in my heart that will not. As if she would never leave him, she wouldn't do anything to herself.
Then look at the dishes on the table. Liao Si'an suddenly felt that these were poisoned poisons.
He sat down on the round stool in a gloomy manner.
After taking a few deep breaths, Tang Wanru stabilized his mind.
"Si'an, are you suspicious of me?" Tang Wanru sat on the round stool on Liao Si'an's right hand, and poured a glass of wine with a pot.
"I" Liao Si'an opened his mouth, and he didn't say whether he believed it or not.
"It's normal for you to be suspicious of me." Tang Wanru's face was not a little disappointed, put down the wine jug, and said very normally: "Even I think I'm crazy, I'm Mrs. Lu, and I'm now."
"Nonsense! You are my lady. Mrs. Liao. Liao Si'an interrupted: "You can't be surnamed Lu in your life." ”
The corners of Tang Wanru's mouth hooked a shallow smile, "You know that I want to, and you don't have to force yourself to tell lies." ”
Liao Si'an stared at her for a long time before he said helplessly: "You always say so bloody, why don't women soften themselves?" ”
The wind blew in through the window, and Tang Wan felt a little cold, got up and walked to the window, and slowly closed the window.
"Then it won't be me."
It was already dark and the windows were closed. In the room, it was even more difficult to see, and Liao Si'an blew the fire fold and lit a candle on the table. Staring at Tang Wanru's side face, he wanted to ask whether he couldn't change it or didn't want to change it for him, but it was a pity. He couldn't ask.
After drinking the wine in the cup, Liao Si'an felt calmer.
Pick up the chopsticks and pick up a chopstick dish. Putting it in the dish in front of Liao Si'an, Tang Wanru said, "Let's eat!" ”
Every time I talk to Tang Wanru, it is when Liao Si'an is intertwined with sweetness and pain. She was there, but he couldn't hold it. Liao Si felt a deep sense of powerlessness welling up in his heart. Pour the wine in a depressed manner, and then drink the wine in the cup dry. He was carrying the pot and was about to pour wine when Tang Wanru pressed his arm, "Eat some food first to pad your stomach, otherwise you will get drunk easily." ”
She moved so quickly that the chain hit the edge of the table with a rattling sound.
Liao Si'an glanced at Tang Wanru deeply, lowered his head and looked at the heavy iron chain, and said in a muffled voice: "If I get drunk, will you escape?" ”
Say no, be sure to say no! He was shouting loudly in his heart. He never thought of treating Tang Wanru as a prisoner, but she was too stubborn to change her mind, and he was afraid that she would disappear if he was not careful. He didn't want to hurt her like this, but he didn't have confidence in her. Liao Si'an also understood that he needed a reason, a reason that could completely reassure him.
"I don't know." Lowering his eyelids, Tang seemed to slowly withdraw his hand.
Still learn not to lie to him.
Yes, she didn't know. If she had known for sure, she wouldn't be here now. When Li Zhuang gave her a chance to escape, she actually hesitated, she said to herself, there are sons and grandsons between her and Liao Si'an, it's not like she can just leave. If she suddenly disappears, Liao Si'an will get angry and will harm herself. The conclusion shocked herself, and before she knew it, she had accumulated so much and so deep understanding of Liao Si'an. No matter how many reasons there are, it seems to be duplicity, and Liao Si'an is no one else to her.
Liao Si'an grabbed Tang Wanru's hand and said eagerly: "Wanru, let's start over." ”
Starting over, where is the head?
Tang Wanru's hesitation was a big surprise for Liao Si'an. From the categorical rejection before, now she is hesitating for him, this is a huge improvement, which shows that she is already thinking about him and is not an excluded person.
The scorching temperature of her palms made Tang Wan feel a little overwhelmed, she was a little confused, obviously not knowing what to do.
At this time when Tang Wanwan was shaking his head, Liao Si'an had already untied her bracelets and anklets, which was a statement and an attack. Carefully stroking the calloon on her wrist, he assured, "I will never hurt you again." ”
As soon as the chains were removed for many years, Tang Wanru's face was not happy, but she shook her hands a little dazedly, and the light and fluttering feeling made her feel unaccustomed.
Freedom, it turns out to be a feeling of lightness.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." This expression stung Liao Si'an deeply, and he couldn't stop apologizing, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." ”
"No... It's just not a habit. Tang Wanru explained.
"You don't blame me?"
was stunned for a moment, even Tang Wanru himself didn't understand what kind of feelings he had for Liao Si'an, resentment? Hate? Love?
She shook her head.
"Like." Liao Si'an touched her sideburns and slowly leaned her face over.
The sudden intimate action made Tang Wan feel stiff, but in the end, he didn't know what to think of, and slowly closed his eyes. (To be continued......)