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Jung so-yeon didn't hear the conversation between Lee so-man and Song Byung-ju after leaving Lee so-man's office, so she didn't know that Lee so-man's emergency plan for her actually didn't plan to really give up Girls' Generation and Jung so-jing.

Zheng Xiuyan was in turmoil at this time, she didn't stop a step, and left the company quickly, as if something was pulling her behind.

She didn't dare to stop, she didn't even dare to think about what happened a few minutes ago, she was afraid that as soon as she thought of Li Xiuman's words, the anxiety, helplessness, cowardice, and fear in her heart would come up in a surge, swallowing up the courage she relied on to persevere.

It's just that no matter how she escapes, she still has to face it in the end......

When she unconsciously returned to the gate of their girls' dorm complex, she stared blankly at the old building they had lived in for a long time, and the mottled walls on the outside told her that the house had been many years.

At this moment, her thoughts drifted and she seemed to have a feeling that in the near future, she and the members of Girls' Generation would leave this old house of 30 pyeong and move to a gorgeous apartment, which would also symbolize their stage from Korea to the world...... Such a premonition is unprecedentedly strong.

Not only herself, Zheng Xiuyan knows that going to the world and becoming a first-class star artist is a dream that belongs to the girlhood and the nine girls have persisted for many years and gone through hardships to get close......

But if you give up these now, it really almost means giving up a qiē, and exchanging your own qiē for love, can you have the confidence to feel its happiness?

A few minutes ago, when Zheng Xiuyan's heart was full of courage, she could still give an affirmative answer, but when the courage faded imperceptibly in the face of reality, what should she do?

Confused, Jung so-yeon didn't dare to go back to the dormitory, and she didn't dare to face her teammates when she was a girl. Because she had the idea of giving up on them, not only to give up her dreams, but also undoubtedly to betray her other teammates, which was also equivalent to giving up the friendship between them for many years, which made her feel a kind of regret in her heart that she could not forgive herself......

It was a friend who had been sweating for their dreams, laughing together, and grieving together since they were trainees. Sometimes she spends more time with her teammates than she does with her family......

Zheng Xiuyan felt a kind of pale helplessness, she quietly found an open space on the steps at the entrance of the community and sat down, clasped her legs with both hands, and buried her head in her knees, really like an ostrich that did not dare to raise her head. The final struggle is underway.

I don't know how long she sat here like this, until a warm and familiar voice sounded in her ears......

"Su-yeon, what are you doing sitting here?"

……

Zheng Xiuyan raised her head and met the glimmer of light in front of her, she saw the smile that made her heart tremble, such a young throbbing, and when she was in school before. It turned out to be exactly the same!

At this moment, she really wanted to keep this feeling, she cherished this hard-won feeling, but although she didn't take the initiative to lose, there was an invisible pressure that poured in from all directions, making her forced to give up......

As if it was the first time she showed a weak expression in front of people, Zheng Xiuyan's sparkling eyes revealed the most helpless pain of a girl.

The man standing in front of her seemed to be a little surprised to meet his gaze, as if his heart was also tightened. He just wanted to say something, but he only heard Zheng Xiuyan look into his eyes as if she was talking to herself, and said in a trembling, suspicious, and indecisive tone: "Oppa...... Or...... We broke up...... Right?? ”

This was supposed to be an affirmative sentence, but in the end, Zheng Xiuyan involuntarily raised the end note upward, and suddenly it became a question sentence......

Li Xuyan, who was standing in front of Zheng Xiuyan, heard such a sudden sentence. He was speechless.

Because it was enough to choke all the words he wanted to say in his throat.

For Li Xuyan, the end of this sentence is not a question mark, but an ellipsis mark, as if all the words he originally wanted to say could be omitted in an instant, looking at Zheng Xiuyan's helpless and sad eyes. He couldn't get anything back with any words.

In his impression, this girl who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside is always proud, powerful, and never admits defeat, but now she can only use an almost pleading look to hope that someone will tell her what decision she should choose......

Don't break up! Don't separate!

Li Xuyan felt the hope in Zheng Xiuyan's eyes, she hoped that she would say so.

Before Li Xuyan could put it away, a little bitterness suddenly appeared. As everyone knows, the moment she asked this question, she had actually told Li Xuyan her answer......

If she chose the same way she hoped, then why bother?

Li Xuyan was stunned for a few seconds, then squatted down, his eyes were at Zheng Xiuyan, and after a long while, he spoke: "Do you remember what I said to you the night you agreed to be my girlfriend?" ”

Zheng Xiuyan muttered, "What ......"

"No matter what you give birth to in the future, you can't leave me......" Li Xuyan said as the warm smile on his face disappeared, "If you betray me...... I won't forgive you. ”

Zheng Xiuyan was stunned when she heard this, and reacted for a few seconds before she vaguely remembered that it seemed that Li Xuyan seemed to have said this......

After Li Xuyan finished speaking, he stood up and turned around, and walked away, without stopping for half a minute.

Unexpectedly cold, too sudden and decisive, Li Xuyan seemed to have changed in an instant, the warmth dissipated as if it had touched ice, and it was so cold that there was no buffer in time and space.

It's just that no one noticed that at the moment when Li Xuyan stood up and left and turned his head, a trace slipped from his cheek on one side and fell to the ground silently.

Turning the street, when he completely left Zheng Xiuyan's sight, Li Xuyan suddenly leaned against a wall on the side of the road as if he had been drained of his strength......

Disappointment, unwillingness, sadness, pain, regret, sorrow...... I couldn't tell what kind of emotion occupied his heart, and it made his chest uncomfortable for a while.

But unlike before, this time, although it was the same pain or even the same reason, he would not give up again, at least he would not give up on himself again, because he knew that if he gave up on himself again at this time, that qiē would really be irreparable.

Li Xuyan closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths hard, and used a long enough period of time that seemed to be still to ease some of the chest tightness that suffocated him, and then opened his eyes, he had recognized the reality and gave up all the unrealistic extravagance of the previous one......

Love has never had the power of Yue Yi Qiē as people hoped in their hearts.

Giving up a qiē love, only in people's imagination of TV drama novels will appear so naturally, in reality, only when all conditions allow, only when all difficulties can no longer stump you, even if it is not so reluctant, it will come naturally.

The breeze blew across his cheeks, Li Xuyan wiped his reddish eyes, and in the slightest coolness after drying his tears, he put on his headphones and plugged his ears, wanting to isolate himself from this world even if he only heard for the time being, and then did not stay, with the melody that sounded in the earphones, he turned around and left......

Haze began to overshadow in the distance at sea level

How can grief be calm and pure

I always have a strap on my face

A shallow helplessness

You lip out that you're leaving, your heart is not there

The sadness slowed down silently

The tide is turbulent, you understand

Not waves, but a sea of tears

Turning around and breaking up can't be said

The love between a seabird and a fish was just an accident

The difference in our love has always existed and cannot be returned

Dust in the wind, waiting for it to accumulate into damage

Turning around and breaking up can't be said

The blue coral sea pales in an instant

At the beginning, they were not mature enough to confess to each other, and they shouldn't

Enthusiasm is no longer smiling, and barely comes

Love is buried deep in the Coral Sea...... (To be continued.) )

ps: One of the songs that I liked most about Jay Chou back then, and it suddenly popped up naturally at the end of this chapter......