Chapter 116: The Familiarity of Seclusion
From the bottom of her heart, in fact, she still really wanted to see Yun Ke, because of the kind of familiarity he gave her, she missed the familiarity of being isolated from the world, a different feeling, maybe only she could feel it.
"Don't give me the idea, I'll get over the wallβ"Wow, you'd rather do that than forgive me?" Hearing this, Janss couldn't help but be a little disappointed on her pretty face. Yun Ke is either a benefactor, a friend, or a familiar person to her. In short, he is no longer an indispensable person in her life, for her, he is above her, if one day he really wants her to pay something, she really has no complaints, because, what he gives, is not pressed by the kindness of his biological parents.
"Yes, I'm insistent. Okay, that's it for now, I'll see you later. Yun Ke hung up the phone decisively, increased the code force and galloped away like a front, and an anxious heart was shining in the dark night.
Zhan Sisi looked at the phone that was hung up helplessly, thinking about how to face his unforgiveness later, and at this moment, a car drove far away and stopped firmly under the tree at the door of the villa, because the car was covered by a tree for most of the time, Zhansi couldn't see what the car was, listening to the doorbell that came, Zhansi secretly thought, it should be Yun Ke who came, so she simply went downstairs in a nightdress and waited for him in the living room, because at this time, the responsible sister-in-law Li should have been on the way to open the door, and the place where she lived was closest to the door.
And when Jensi slowly descended from the stairs and saw the person sitting in the living room below, her mood that had already been downplayed suddenly jumped several times, she didn't expect to meet him so soon, although she looked down, but the lover was very red when she met, to say that she was not moved at all, it would definitely be a lie.
Lan Zinie half-leaned comfortably on the soft sofa, while carefully looking at the woman who was slowly walking down the ladder.
A long and shiny black curly hair scattered casually on the soft and fluttering pajamas, the delicate face is unusually calm, calm, every move, is the elegance of a mature woman, that kind of natural elegance really made Lan Zinie, who was not surprised, moved slightly, he, had never seen her at this time, or in his impression, she seemed to have never grown up, and she always needed her own protection, but at this time, what he saw was no longer the shy girl, but put aside a qiΔ, A calm and calm woman.
Standing in front of this man, Janss stroked the broken hair at the corner of her eyes, and looked deeply at this man, he seemed to be as haggard as when she left. remembers that at that time, Yun Shuyan had just died, and it was not long after her accident......
A faint smile, like a qiΔ is all dust and smoke.
And when Lan Zi Nie saw this intoxicating smile, and his stomach was so blocked in his throat, Lan Zi Nie didn't know what to say.
He smiled back stupidly, but the sudden silence seemed to separate them from each other. Lan Zinie had never felt such a sense of distance before, and he began to lose his mind a little, and there seemed to be a ...... between them
Thinking about it, Lan Zi Nie Junting's face couldn't help but be moved with a hint of disappointment, he thought that she should be excited at least when she saw him, even if it was pain or hatred. Alas, nothing. Like a stranger on a strange road, unbelievably strange.
"Silk." Finally, Lan Zinie couldn't stand the cold silence, and hugged Zhan Sisi in a nightdress, he was uncomfortable, unbearable.
Janis was embraced in this hard embrace, and the faint fragrance of the faint fragrance that belonged to him wafted in......
She closed her eyes slightly, blocking out the long-lost smell. Then it was replaced by the face that was as immobile as a mountain. She won't be moved to tears because of this little hug, and she shouldn't pay for an unworthy man who should have broken off her emotions a long time ago.
"Where have you been during this time, why didn't you say a word when you left?" Lan Zinie hugged the woman in his arms tightly, sucking the fragrance of her hair, he really wanted to rub her into his bone marrow with one palm, so that she would never be able to escape, even if she wanted to escape, she had to take him with him.
"How do you know I'm back?" There was no answer to his question, but a simple rhetorical question......
"I found it, I have been paying attention to the people who flew back from abroad, and I finally waited for it."
"Yes, then you really have a heart, it's so late, is there something wrong?"
ββ¦β¦γβ Jensi's words were mean, and it seemed that she had been completely shielded from leaving, without explanation, without more words or even an apologetic look, her attitude towards him really made Lan Zinie, who had always been high, a little angry, and she directly ignored his feelings!!
In addition to the silence, he was deep and a little angry, and the dark darkness in the depths of his eyes stared deeply at Janssi, the woman who was only a stone's throw away from him, he wanted to see something in her eyes, see something, see clearly, but unfortunately, all he saw was a pair of bright eyes, bright and bright, extremely smart, everything, but there was nothing he wanted.
"Why?" Lan Zinie forcibly suppressed the discomfort in his heart, gritted his teeth and said these three words, he could accept her departure, not by his side, but he couldn't accept that there was no him in her eyes, this feeling was very bad, very bad, she was always in the palm of his hand before, but now she is in the palm of her own hand, as long as she is unwilling, he seems to be unable to enter her heart again.
He only has these 3 words in his mind now, why.
"Zinie, the past has passed, let's not mention it again, it's too late, you better go back, otherwise your Shanshan should come to me for trouble again."
"Can I guess the reason you left was because of her?" He thought about it anyway.
"It's not."
"Yes."
"It's not."
"Sisi, maybe you know something by now, but I ......." Lan Zinie didn't know how to explain it as she spoke, she should know some of it, the facts were in front of him, no matter how he explained it, he was powerless, but he just wanted her to believe in him and believe that he loved her. But when he said that, he looked at the ceiling a little helplessly, pursed his thin lips, and didn't know how to say anything more.
"I know everything, Zinie, you can't change this, now I, I just hope that we are all doing well, good health, and the rest, I don't want to pursue anything anymore." I used to love you, but now I don't, I came out, out of your world, that world has become very dark because of me, only now, let go of each other, there is a light. Letting go is also a kind of gain, isn't it, and besides, I don't want to see you being a hypocrite, I've seen enough. β
"Am I hypocritical? What did you say? You repeat. Hearing this, Lan Zinie's face is now blue and purple, and her heart is about to drip blood, every action and every look she makes tonight is undoubtedly telling him that they are done playing, just like the text message she sent when she left.
"Hypocrisy."
"Good, good,"
"I am a hypocrite in your eyes!!" Lan Zinie pulled back, and threw Zhan Sisi on the sofa fiercely, and her body immediately pressed up, which directly caught Zhan Sisi off guard and was short of breath.
"Yes, you are,"
Before the words were finished, a cold and piercing lip was quickly pressed up, preventing the two words that Zhan Sisi was about to blurt out, and the four soft lips were fiercely intertwined, which was bound to tear the other party to pieces, Lan Zinie suppressed her fiercely, not allowing her to move at all, he would not let her walk out of his world so chic, she could be chic, but not about this matter, never.
Janss looked at the furious man on her body, and the helplessness in her heart gradually emerged. She has no power to fight back now.
She really couldn't go back. This man, who has loved, has loved. Although she didn't want to hurt him, there were some things that had to be made clear.
"Lan Zinie!" Thinking of this, Jenss used all her strength to push away the man who was very impatient and restless. She quickly stood up and took a few steps back. A slight flush appeared on a pink face.
"Please don't do this, we don't have anything to do with it now, and besides, it's not me who you should care about the most now, I don't want you to let you down one after another, you don't want me to see that you are a completely irresponsible man, I don't need you like this."
ββ¦β¦γβ Lan Zinie looked at the woman 2 meters away from him, his deep eyes were full of inquiry, incomprehension, pain, helplessness, and the sky was as barren, he was sure whether the woman in front of him had really changed and become emotionless, or that she had no feelings for him.
"Why?"
"Oh, do you still want to ask why? Do you need to say these three words again? Okay, I don't want to discuss this with you anymore, I've chosen to quit and forget it, and I'll never look back, I love you, it's a fact, but it's just a memory of the past, from the moment I gave up loving you, it's a new beginning, and in the future, I don't love you. We don't have a future, Zi Nie, this story should always have an ending, and this is the ending. Somebody has to stand up and give up something between us, doesn't it? Go back, Lu Shanshan should still be waiting for you at home, don't let her disturb my life because of you. β